02-17-2008, 12:00 AM
Hey Wolf,
"Age the destroyer, works on me in one direction and without going into detail, my life/its tonal has changed:
Where I lived most of my life along the fringes of society. A true lone wolf, this new part of my life is very different.
I came back into the world. I changed careers and by doing that I threw myself back into the tonal of western society."
Your life seems to run parallel to mine in these things.
"This type of life I live, takes it toll. I dream of violence and suffer bouts of sleeplessness, the spirt is with me as always but I am not the same with it.
Other changes as well these last three years have taken me from inner silence and the nagual part of me.
Yet I don't mind. I make a difference."
Again some parallels. I can relate to and empathize with this. Be grateful of this difference you are making. Most people do not get such a chance.
But I believe it is possible to live in both worlds at once. Call it controlled folly or "In the world but not of the world" whichever you prefer.
That is our challenge and at various times in our lives more or less difficult to accomplish. As the veil thins it all seems to become one thing instead of two. Less of an accomplishment, as if we were doing it, and more like a play that we are watching. Yet,at the same time, we are also actors in this play. At the mercy of an unseen Director.
I seem to be powerless lately and so I watch and wait, wondering what will happen next.
I guess you could say my life has caught my interest. It certainly has taken some unexpected turns lately.Bob
"Age the destroyer, works on me in one direction and without going into detail, my life/its tonal has changed:
Where I lived most of my life along the fringes of society. A true lone wolf, this new part of my life is very different.
I came back into the world. I changed careers and by doing that I threw myself back into the tonal of western society."
Your life seems to run parallel to mine in these things.
"This type of life I live, takes it toll. I dream of violence and suffer bouts of sleeplessness, the spirt is with me as always but I am not the same with it.
Other changes as well these last three years have taken me from inner silence and the nagual part of me.
Yet I don't mind. I make a difference."
Again some parallels. I can relate to and empathize with this. Be grateful of this difference you are making. Most people do not get such a chance.
But I believe it is possible to live in both worlds at once. Call it controlled folly or "In the world but not of the world" whichever you prefer.
That is our challenge and at various times in our lives more or less difficult to accomplish. As the veil thins it all seems to become one thing instead of two. Less of an accomplishment, as if we were doing it, and more like a play that we are watching. Yet,at the same time, we are also actors in this play. At the mercy of an unseen Director.
I seem to be powerless lately and so I watch and wait, wondering what will happen next.
I guess you could say my life has caught my interest. It certainly has taken some unexpected turns lately.Bob