06-04-2014, 12:00 AM
I was born under Ix sign too, cristal wizzard, and I too considered myself related to jaguars since I was a child. It is on the destiny of the white wizzard to be able to cross dimensions. The experience you are relating is also known to me. The crazy and imposible colors and patterns you saw are the inorganic being itself, he came to me that way too. You may aswell consider him to be the higher self, or wathever name you give to it, it doesn´t matter. Because putting experiences into names is merely a mental task, that way you´ll never be sure of what it means and you will waste enormous amounts of time and energy by nonsense thinking (words aren´t real knowledge, regardless of who said or wrote them).
From my castanedian formation, I tend to consider it an inorganic being: an "ally". It develops a long lasting relationship with high energy sorcerers; he likes you, and you like him, althought it also scares the hell out of you at the begining, The energy rush you experience is the result of mergin at some level with him. I guess you get high mental clarity from doing that, and you may also feel a bit tired after the experience. That's how it works: you exchange energy and then you experience his energy, which is also knowledge, it has an abstract content. Now, whatever "concrete" he tells you schould be doubted, because we allways interprete foreign energy in our own way, and could be misleading to follow any interpretation as "the big prophesy". Moreover, awaiting advise from him and looking at him as a master has obvious dangers. An ally is not above us, it is parallel. It deprives our power to think of him as being something great and "superwise", like it would be doing so with any human. Aswell, would it be the higher self, surely wouldn´t he want you craving for advise, but reclaiming your own power. So it is surley wise to never dissolve your own freedom relating to him (and you wisely didn´t).
Since he came to me through my mouth the first time, I invoke him simply by jawning while I "intent him", it comes at a "reverse jawn", takes energy and leaves knowledge. It works better and deeper to contact him through a high dose of shrooms (4+ gr), but then you can´t fully control the experience plus more beings can get involved. Anyway, however you sense him or not, he is and will probably allways be around talking to you telephaticaly, something you will find challenging to differenciate from your own thoughts. You will probably find yourself learning things spontaneously, aslong as you keep balanced and silent, which at the end requires precisely not to think very much on the meaning and classification of all this stuff (and not smoking alot of pot, like you did through that 4 weeks prior to your experience). You may also start to feel stronger, faster, lighter and much more fluid in a physical sense. The white wizzard is in the trees, in the sky and the earth, he is in harmony with everything.
Hope this information will be helpfull in your way. Enjoy!
From my castanedian formation, I tend to consider it an inorganic being: an "ally". It develops a long lasting relationship with high energy sorcerers; he likes you, and you like him, althought it also scares the hell out of you at the begining, The energy rush you experience is the result of mergin at some level with him. I guess you get high mental clarity from doing that, and you may also feel a bit tired after the experience. That's how it works: you exchange energy and then you experience his energy, which is also knowledge, it has an abstract content. Now, whatever "concrete" he tells you schould be doubted, because we allways interprete foreign energy in our own way, and could be misleading to follow any interpretation as "the big prophesy". Moreover, awaiting advise from him and looking at him as a master has obvious dangers. An ally is not above us, it is parallel. It deprives our power to think of him as being something great and "superwise", like it would be doing so with any human. Aswell, would it be the higher self, surely wouldn´t he want you craving for advise, but reclaiming your own power. So it is surley wise to never dissolve your own freedom relating to him (and you wisely didn´t).
Since he came to me through my mouth the first time, I invoke him simply by jawning while I "intent him", it comes at a "reverse jawn", takes energy and leaves knowledge. It works better and deeper to contact him through a high dose of shrooms (4+ gr), but then you can´t fully control the experience plus more beings can get involved. Anyway, however you sense him or not, he is and will probably allways be around talking to you telephaticaly, something you will find challenging to differenciate from your own thoughts. You will probably find yourself learning things spontaneously, aslong as you keep balanced and silent, which at the end requires precisely not to think very much on the meaning and classification of all this stuff (and not smoking alot of pot, like you did through that 4 weeks prior to your experience). You may also start to feel stronger, faster, lighter and much more fluid in a physical sense. The white wizzard is in the trees, in the sky and the earth, he is in harmony with everything.
Hope this information will be helpfull in your way. Enjoy!