02-01-2014, 12:00 AM
NagualHuman wrote:Shift of assemblage point position, of attention is accompanied by waves of undescribable sadness,longing or happiness.
In my life, I was standing in similiar situation like yours and when conclusion like yours that caused those "feelings, it shifted me into a state of silence and alot of times alot hightened awareness. I was standing infront of a decision similiar to yours, but when I instead of leaving "maybe to somewhere physicaly". I started leaving myself and my opinions in the city, becoming alone and detached, more aware and happy, questioning my deepest beliefs about my life towards what I want.
I understood that, what I wanted and longing for was in reality always here, behind those feelings.Yeah I think maybe i keep cutting myself off from the flow of that process by assuming it related to a place where i am not on the physical level.I think I attribute it to a similar feeling I had when I came back from Europe. I had mixed feelings, being glad to be home, but sad the adventure was over. At least in the regard of the trip I returned from.
In my life, I was standing in similiar situation like yours and when conclusion like yours that caused those "feelings, it shifted me into a state of silence and alot of times alot hightened awareness. I was standing infront of a decision similiar to yours, but when I instead of leaving "maybe to somewhere physicaly". I started leaving myself and my opinions in the city, becoming alone and detached, more aware and happy, questioning my deepest beliefs about my life towards what I want.
I understood that, what I wanted and longing for was in reality always here, behind those feelings.Yeah I think maybe i keep cutting myself off from the flow of that process by assuming it related to a place where i am not on the physical level.I think I attribute it to a similar feeling I had when I came back from Europe. I had mixed feelings, being glad to be home, but sad the adventure was over. At least in the regard of the trip I returned from.