03-20-2013, 12:03 AM
quantumshaman wrote:To the relief and delight of all concerned...
I hereby quit.
Ya'all can have the madhouse and the passive aggressives bliss ninnies and the alternyms with yoga pimples on their brains.
I have far better things to do anyway, and frankly the games around here have grown tedious. Too bad NLW doesn't seem to care, but who can really blame him?
I'd like to say it's been fun... but that would be a lie. Ever since the forum became overrun with Scout1 and his sock puppets, this whole place has gone to hell. I'm outta here! (Let the cheering begin!)
QS
I dont think anyone is cheering. Actually if you give up on it it makes me a bid upset. I hope im not the bliss ninny although i can seem that way unless one reads my dreams or knows me at all. Ahh. I posted something of this beofre, but the irony is i was looking for a way to sahre something, so i guess ill do it here what the hell.
So, i had an interesting childhood, with magical events and such and as a teenager. I didnt welcome it though, I went out of my way being the militant atheist on the outside...hippies, christians, new agers i relished tweaking and getting under their skin. A bit obsessively. I began to soften a bit on that in college when the rational, logical thing was to not expalin things way that i couldnt explain away. I went to college in san bernardino, ca and one of my favorite things to do was SCA and Renfair...and i was a huge startrek/Babylon five fan. The oddest experience...what made me sorta accept that reality wasnt what i could find in the newspaper was this: One time i went to renfair, and i was on my own. I was in a strange shifted state...it was a warm sunny day at glen hellen pavalion, and i was coming from the far side of the little lake they had their they would put the royal barge on at renfair. There were two woman talking...i think they had their shop set up as close tot he lake as one could...a huge one. So two woman talking. and thats all i saw...i eman the crowds faded, and the sun, it was me walking and everything was dark...the only people i could see were the ladies talking on the far side of the lake, so i was sorta drawn in that direction. they looke dup and it was like we were close, but i was still far away...i shook like a dog, and the sun and noise came back...and i sheepishly went the other way. I was like 21 or 22 at the time...i was wearing a bg homemade scotish kilt at the time as i remember.
that moment...was one...i couldnt explain away. it really stuck in me, how the world faded, and it was so different, and the two ladies how they grew so real and close, when all these other people werent even shadows anymore. also, there was a particular startrek book i liked, the first edition, i had gotten it at a fthrift shop in banning ca for a quarter...and no one esle did, because they were homophobic and thought it gross. So id argue for it on usenet, because there was allot more tot he book, what it said, then people could even see. I dont like people, to be honest, i just challenge myself on that point constantly. So say....in 2007 the weirdness which ahd been going like crazy since 2000, really kicked into another level. So i thought to apply something from one of those seeing spells, quantum...and then shaman, since i had to be told about that stuff by dreams...i kind aliked ufos, (due to personal experiences) but that hippy stuff i had no stomache for...despite my experiences. So i did a search around wher ei lived...and found Qs's site. I poked around...and recognized the lady fromt he renfair....and she was the same as the author of that one...magical...startrek book! I was just wow...so excited...and i had seen her once or twice in the real world since then, never spoke, but i had a similar shift. So i got really enthusiastic but i didnt know what to say exactly, and she shut down her forums before i worked up any nerve, and that was that.
So i kinda find my way here, and shes here, so wow right? so again i want to say something but their is nothing to say and the one time i raised my head it didnt go real well. So after all this, last night i decided to look at her forums again...they are open not read only again. and they...well, they are well run, and its not the **** that seems to happen here. But the main thing, is i followed some of QS's links...and finally figured that the other lady was her partner in her business etc, (that was her distinctive business tent) and then i looked up the book again...back and forth for several hours...and...sorta...got something. So i have to say...yea shes a hard ass, actually, shes kinda like me as i really am in that lack of tollerance....and thats not a bad thing, when the stakes are so high. and it annoys me, people talking on the forums, lecturing her or others about what they need to do blah blah...like who are they, what can they do, what do they see...not what bullshit they can post. Pisses me off really. Even if i dont get mad anymore, and try to see what they are saying. I mean QS is a nagual woman, like some others here...infact, indirectly, she kinda kicked me out of my denial phase indirectly. So in a way, thats how she posts...and its a good thing, which was my real point to pw. So no, im not glad at all that she decides she needs to leave, and no one else should be either. unless they are sofakingretarded they dont know their ass from a hole in the ground. People suck. I dont say "mean people suck" just...people suck...and yea, people loose the softness in the face of that over time. thats what i think. Keep it real. So...thats what i wanted to say.
I hereby quit.
Ya'all can have the madhouse and the passive aggressives bliss ninnies and the alternyms with yoga pimples on their brains.
I have far better things to do anyway, and frankly the games around here have grown tedious. Too bad NLW doesn't seem to care, but who can really blame him?
I'd like to say it's been fun... but that would be a lie. Ever since the forum became overrun with Scout1 and his sock puppets, this whole place has gone to hell. I'm outta here! (Let the cheering begin!)
QS
I dont think anyone is cheering. Actually if you give up on it it makes me a bid upset. I hope im not the bliss ninny although i can seem that way unless one reads my dreams or knows me at all. Ahh. I posted something of this beofre, but the irony is i was looking for a way to sahre something, so i guess ill do it here what the hell.
So, i had an interesting childhood, with magical events and such and as a teenager. I didnt welcome it though, I went out of my way being the militant atheist on the outside...hippies, christians, new agers i relished tweaking and getting under their skin. A bit obsessively. I began to soften a bit on that in college when the rational, logical thing was to not expalin things way that i couldnt explain away. I went to college in san bernardino, ca and one of my favorite things to do was SCA and Renfair...and i was a huge startrek/Babylon five fan. The oddest experience...what made me sorta accept that reality wasnt what i could find in the newspaper was this: One time i went to renfair, and i was on my own. I was in a strange shifted state...it was a warm sunny day at glen hellen pavalion, and i was coming from the far side of the little lake they had their they would put the royal barge on at renfair. There were two woman talking...i think they had their shop set up as close tot he lake as one could...a huge one. So two woman talking. and thats all i saw...i eman the crowds faded, and the sun, it was me walking and everything was dark...the only people i could see were the ladies talking on the far side of the lake, so i was sorta drawn in that direction. they looke dup and it was like we were close, but i was still far away...i shook like a dog, and the sun and noise came back...and i sheepishly went the other way. I was like 21 or 22 at the time...i was wearing a bg homemade scotish kilt at the time as i remember.
that moment...was one...i couldnt explain away. it really stuck in me, how the world faded, and it was so different, and the two ladies how they grew so real and close, when all these other people werent even shadows anymore. also, there was a particular startrek book i liked, the first edition, i had gotten it at a fthrift shop in banning ca for a quarter...and no one esle did, because they were homophobic and thought it gross. So id argue for it on usenet, because there was allot more tot he book, what it said, then people could even see. I dont like people, to be honest, i just challenge myself on that point constantly. So say....in 2007 the weirdness which ahd been going like crazy since 2000, really kicked into another level. So i thought to apply something from one of those seeing spells, quantum...and then shaman, since i had to be told about that stuff by dreams...i kind aliked ufos, (due to personal experiences) but that hippy stuff i had no stomache for...despite my experiences. So i did a search around wher ei lived...and found Qs's site. I poked around...and recognized the lady fromt he renfair....and she was the same as the author of that one...magical...startrek book! I was just wow...so excited...and i had seen her once or twice in the real world since then, never spoke, but i had a similar shift. So i got really enthusiastic but i didnt know what to say exactly, and she shut down her forums before i worked up any nerve, and that was that.
So i kinda find my way here, and shes here, so wow right? so again i want to say something but their is nothing to say and the one time i raised my head it didnt go real well. So after all this, last night i decided to look at her forums again...they are open not read only again. and they...well, they are well run, and its not the **** that seems to happen here. But the main thing, is i followed some of QS's links...and finally figured that the other lady was her partner in her business etc, (that was her distinctive business tent) and then i looked up the book again...back and forth for several hours...and...sorta...got something. So i have to say...yea shes a hard ass, actually, shes kinda like me as i really am in that lack of tollerance....and thats not a bad thing, when the stakes are so high. and it annoys me, people talking on the forums, lecturing her or others about what they need to do blah blah...like who are they, what can they do, what do they see...not what bullshit they can post. Pisses me off really. Even if i dont get mad anymore, and try to see what they are saying. I mean QS is a nagual woman, like some others here...infact, indirectly, she kinda kicked me out of my denial phase indirectly. So in a way, thats how she posts...and its a good thing, which was my real point to pw. So no, im not glad at all that she decides she needs to leave, and no one else should be either. unless they are sofakingretarded they dont know their ass from a hole in the ground. People suck. I dont say "mean people suck" just...people suck...and yea, people loose the softness in the face of that over time. thats what i think. Keep it real. So...thats what i wanted to say.