08-24-2006, 12:00 AM
I've done some serious pondering lately about intent and seeing that i think i've pieced some of what it means together for myself.
When i was reading my first few CC books i was on the biggest spiritual high i've ever had. i noticed a few strange occurrences.
they all took place in my periphials. one morning i was in bosses truck on my way to work. i was in the backseat reading and in the corner of my eye i saw woman knocking on the truck window. i didn't turn my head at first because it seemed completely normal. it didn't clue in that the knocking produced no noise. so i looked up and there was no one standing there. BUT she was sitting in her car (this was at a red light BTW) and she was staring at us. i thought nothing of it and went back to reading. then i saw her again standing at our truck. of course when i looked up she was really in her car.
Later on i told royce what i had saw (he use to be into castaneda) he thought for a moment and then remembered. He said he didn't know how, but he somehow knew that that woman wanted to be in our truck. he then made a joke that she probably wanted to give us all blowjobs (he has the grossest sense of humor BTW).
a day later. iw as walking down the street in a different city. i noticed a young woman with and incredible figure (at least that's how she looked from behind) Much to my dismay, when i walked past her i looked back and she was much older.
she crossed the street and was walking parrallel to me. i suddenly saw a huge flash in my periphials. i looked over and the woman was staring at me (actually she looked kind of like the woman in the car... strange).
another time when i was in Trevors truck we were driving down young and in my periphials i saw to women fighting in the middle of the street. i clearly saw them pulling eachothers hair and slapping but it looked sped up like 30 times. when i looked up they were walking on opposite sides of the street and began crossing the street. i saw them size eachother up in disgust.
now i know intent doesn't mean intentions. could what i have seen been an intent that everyone felt at their core being? is it that our doubles are at the command of our intent? was it their doubles i saw acting out their intent?
i dunno. please post thoughts, comments and/or experiences if any!
When i was reading my first few CC books i was on the biggest spiritual high i've ever had. i noticed a few strange occurrences.
they all took place in my periphials. one morning i was in bosses truck on my way to work. i was in the backseat reading and in the corner of my eye i saw woman knocking on the truck window. i didn't turn my head at first because it seemed completely normal. it didn't clue in that the knocking produced no noise. so i looked up and there was no one standing there. BUT she was sitting in her car (this was at a red light BTW) and she was staring at us. i thought nothing of it and went back to reading. then i saw her again standing at our truck. of course when i looked up she was really in her car.
Later on i told royce what i had saw (he use to be into castaneda) he thought for a moment and then remembered. He said he didn't know how, but he somehow knew that that woman wanted to be in our truck. he then made a joke that she probably wanted to give us all blowjobs (he has the grossest sense of humor BTW).
a day later. iw as walking down the street in a different city. i noticed a young woman with and incredible figure (at least that's how she looked from behind) Much to my dismay, when i walked past her i looked back and she was much older.
she crossed the street and was walking parrallel to me. i suddenly saw a huge flash in my periphials. i looked over and the woman was staring at me (actually she looked kind of like the woman in the car... strange).
another time when i was in Trevors truck we were driving down young and in my periphials i saw to women fighting in the middle of the street. i clearly saw them pulling eachothers hair and slapping but it looked sped up like 30 times. when i looked up they were walking on opposite sides of the street and began crossing the street. i saw them size eachother up in disgust.
now i know intent doesn't mean intentions. could what i have seen been an intent that everyone felt at their core being? is it that our doubles are at the command of our intent? was it their doubles i saw acting out their intent?
i dunno. please post thoughts, comments and/or experiences if any!