What is a car?

[Wei Shan Yang]

I want to add how this 'being' or whatever it is first made its appearance. It was about a month ago. I was in the kitchen, cooking. My husband was still at work. Our place is new, we just moved in a month before. I went to go do something. I was walking back to the kitchen and heard a swoosh sound in the hallway. I got into the kitchen and smelled a rancid smell. I checked what I was cooking, lol, thought maybe it was that. It was not. I began to feel despondent all of the sudden. I began to wonder where my husband was and this lead to a mood shift of anxiousness. I went to the window and looked out. The lights of the buildings outside that were normally lit up were all dark. This took me deeper into the mood. I looked out the peek hole in my doorway and the hallway was dark. I decided to go outside and look out the windows of the elevator area, down to the street. I was looking at people on bikes, as my husband bikes to work. I wanted to see him. I finally went back to the apartment. We have a light triggered device in the hallway that kicks in when someone enters the hallway. At one point I saw the light go on. It stayed on. I kept waiting to see who would emerge. No one did. Finally I opened the door and said "are you there?" No one answered. Then a second or so later the elevator opened and my husband emerged. He was surprised to see me looking out the door. I asked him what took him so long to get home. He was surprised at my demeanor, it was forceful. I had never bothered him about his time before. I realized shortly after that I was indirectly blaming him for this entity coming in. I had reasoned that if he had been home sooner, the entity could not have entered and played off my fears in such a way. But I didn't tell him this.



I saw from this experience that whatever was in the apartment was going to play off any sense of powerlessness it could invoke in me. Some would call this evil, but it does no good for me to see it as evil, that would only increase my fears, which is its energy source. Its trying to live like anyone else, even though I don't understand completely its form of exisitence. I may have invited it inadvertently due to getting involved (researching) with the paranormal recently. Plus all my neighbors are renovating their apartments which can stir things up. Some may say its just my imaginings. Either way it does not matter, an experience is an experience and has to be dealt with. The job for me is to not have fear.