10-24-2010, 12:00 AM
Cool pic.
Where do I stand? Well, I'm faced with having to deal with something I don't fully understand. This challenges me and I like that. On the other hand, I don't want to see more and more negativity emerge from the situation, and feel its up to me to make this not happen. I see I would be the energy source so have to be very precise about that energy and the intent it would carry. I don't seek to fight this being, but rather not to fear it. And truly, to fear it IS to fight it, and this in turn supplies the food for future attacks, so its easy to see the vicious cycle.
Denying it food is not an act of saying to the IB "screw you! starve sucker" but rather seeing that negativity is not good for any being. What is not good for me is not good for any other as well, acknowledging there is no separateness in the spiritual realm. This is something I understood from the very first appearance of it. After I saw how I wanted to blame my husband for its arrival (him getting home late), I instantly knew that was in fact not the route to take, and the only option for me was to not operate from fear or separateness--the fuel source of this IB.
Where do I stand? Well, I'm faced with having to deal with something I don't fully understand. This challenges me and I like that. On the other hand, I don't want to see more and more negativity emerge from the situation, and feel its up to me to make this not happen. I see I would be the energy source so have to be very precise about that energy and the intent it would carry. I don't seek to fight this being, but rather not to fear it. And truly, to fear it IS to fight it, and this in turn supplies the food for future attacks, so its easy to see the vicious cycle.
Denying it food is not an act of saying to the IB "screw you! starve sucker" but rather seeing that negativity is not good for any being. What is not good for me is not good for any other as well, acknowledging there is no separateness in the spiritual realm. This is something I understood from the very first appearance of it. After I saw how I wanted to blame my husband for its arrival (him getting home late), I instantly knew that was in fact not the route to take, and the only option for me was to not operate from fear or separateness--the fuel source of this IB.