02-22-2010, 12:01 AM
feel good about yourself...
and dont worry that if i die before you! I will still acheive my infinite joureney
if you die ,,, i will certainly look for your shrivelled earth abyss! if only so i can help!!!
anyHoo... One of us will die! CLaws and crroked beaks hooked in the wind!
may the one who remains be good for humanity!
and the one who leaves leave forever!...
may i be followed by good people!
and may you be followed by good people!
It would be terrible to taint your remaining people with an intent selfishly designed to just propel YOU (like castaneda hence why he still has a white and green sorceric body)
its better to disintegrate in all good intentions.. and live alongside immpecability for eternity!
and the best way to acheive this is to be impeccable through life!!!! "sorry CARLOS" just MY opinion!
And to be honest ive seen gypsies who disintegrate better than carlos castaneda!
maybe its a byproduct of having a million people reading his books and he tried to live forever in that!
it only takes one WOMAN OF POWER to say...on his deathbed!
"Carlos" you will live forever in your books"... and his whole shape is changed! wonder who SHE. was?
anyway.. i think it was SHE. who knocked him off course! SHE.
Sometimes its like SHE. is so possesive of power.. it is SHE. who ruined his purpose!
probably cycles him around a series of events or something to keep him moving!
in many ways keeping his mind energy cycling within the books is a good method of preventing harm from his dead essences!!!
but ideally... it should be "comparative" living impeccable mind of shaman alive today.. that is "forced" through any avenues in media when refering to dead sorcerers or shaman!
The point being that the cycling of castenedas mind may be preventing his catapulting into the unknown...
better to disintegrate it completeley... and replace his name with comparative living purpose! so that all he leaves is scraps of paper blowing down the dusty street!
Would you agree with me persyd?
At least on the moralistic way to free the dead mind from media!
I have a problem with spiritual theft! Ive only just gotten around to completing my research on energetic theft within the known!
Im now beginning to get to grips with the feminine!
Women who steal sexual energy have been a massive challenge for me! The problem is that i "give" them everything! Fill them up so to speak.. with love,, totally with love! leaving me "as a dried up husk backed onto the VOID",,,,,,
They always look at me and say "well im full and your nothing , so what do i need you for?"......... consequently my Sexual Power and my desire to give,, perpetually results in me being Dumped!.....
What i need is a little TEASE of some kind! Sticking out of my split,, that inspires a FULL woman to be deflated! (so i can refill her, but this is a complex time and awareness study.)
Ive only just invented the thing but it doesnt work through computers!
I did think for an unspecified amount of TIME that when i make my women full.. that nagual men think..
"oh look theres a woman i must contain her" and consequently become so terrified by my energy that they "steer the woman away from me at all costs!".............
So here i am "loveless" and surrounded by women.. who i have loved ... with scared little men steering them away in case i TELL THEM something Real!
Well at least i get NEW women... as more men seek these female creations i make and intend the scenarios that make it possible! (littering the world with sorceresses)
But for CHRISTS sake,,, why can i not just have "MY NAGUAL WOMAN?" And I and I can leave?
because truthfully the sorcerers world and the machinations of power play havoc on my relationships!
I contemplated having a harem..
but a) I am poor
b) There isnt another reason.
if only the individual HEARTBEAT of the individual WOMAN wasnt contaminated by the liminality of the mass feminine sexual subconsious!! Then true love would weld me and mine together for eternity! xx
They wake up in the morning look at me with love and "your something special",, and then in the next week they get twenty different men offering themselves!
agony collumn-
Dear dirtiegertie!
I cannot compete with that i inspire in the world! what should i do?
do i wish to pursue accelerated dissatisfaction for the rest of my life?
Or do i wish to Keep one for eternity?
and dont worry that if i die before you! I will still acheive my infinite joureney
if you die ,,, i will certainly look for your shrivelled earth abyss! if only so i can help!!!
anyHoo... One of us will die! CLaws and crroked beaks hooked in the wind!
may the one who remains be good for humanity!
and the one who leaves leave forever!...
may i be followed by good people!
and may you be followed by good people!
It would be terrible to taint your remaining people with an intent selfishly designed to just propel YOU (like castaneda hence why he still has a white and green sorceric body)
its better to disintegrate in all good intentions.. and live alongside immpecability for eternity!
and the best way to acheive this is to be impeccable through life!!!! "sorry CARLOS" just MY opinion!
And to be honest ive seen gypsies who disintegrate better than carlos castaneda!
maybe its a byproduct of having a million people reading his books and he tried to live forever in that!
it only takes one WOMAN OF POWER to say...on his deathbed!
"Carlos" you will live forever in your books"... and his whole shape is changed! wonder who SHE. was?
anyway.. i think it was SHE. who knocked him off course! SHE.
Sometimes its like SHE. is so possesive of power.. it is SHE. who ruined his purpose!
probably cycles him around a series of events or something to keep him moving!
in many ways keeping his mind energy cycling within the books is a good method of preventing harm from his dead essences!!!
but ideally... it should be "comparative" living impeccable mind of shaman alive today.. that is "forced" through any avenues in media when refering to dead sorcerers or shaman!
The point being that the cycling of castenedas mind may be preventing his catapulting into the unknown...
better to disintegrate it completeley... and replace his name with comparative living purpose! so that all he leaves is scraps of paper blowing down the dusty street!
Would you agree with me persyd?
At least on the moralistic way to free the dead mind from media!
I have a problem with spiritual theft! Ive only just gotten around to completing my research on energetic theft within the known!
Im now beginning to get to grips with the feminine!
Women who steal sexual energy have been a massive challenge for me! The problem is that i "give" them everything! Fill them up so to speak.. with love,, totally with love! leaving me "as a dried up husk backed onto the VOID",,,,,,
They always look at me and say "well im full and your nothing , so what do i need you for?"......... consequently my Sexual Power and my desire to give,, perpetually results in me being Dumped!.....
What i need is a little TEASE of some kind! Sticking out of my split,, that inspires a FULL woman to be deflated! (so i can refill her, but this is a complex time and awareness study.)
Ive only just invented the thing but it doesnt work through computers!
I did think for an unspecified amount of TIME that when i make my women full.. that nagual men think..
"oh look theres a woman i must contain her" and consequently become so terrified by my energy that they "steer the woman away from me at all costs!".............
So here i am "loveless" and surrounded by women.. who i have loved ... with scared little men steering them away in case i TELL THEM something Real!
Well at least i get NEW women... as more men seek these female creations i make and intend the scenarios that make it possible! (littering the world with sorceresses)
But for CHRISTS sake,,, why can i not just have "MY NAGUAL WOMAN?" And I and I can leave?
because truthfully the sorcerers world and the machinations of power play havoc on my relationships!
I contemplated having a harem..
but a) I am poor
b) There isnt another reason.
if only the individual HEARTBEAT of the individual WOMAN wasnt contaminated by the liminality of the mass feminine sexual subconsious!! Then true love would weld me and mine together for eternity! xx
They wake up in the morning look at me with love and "your something special",, and then in the next week they get twenty different men offering themselves!
agony collumn-
Dear dirtiegertie!
I cannot compete with that i inspire in the world! what should i do?
do i wish to pursue accelerated dissatisfaction for the rest of my life?
Or do i wish to Keep one for eternity?