Stopping the world and seeing

[serloco]

I'll give you an example of why I see my thoughts as my awareness, or at least closely tied together. Once I was sitting by the side of the road and I had a thought about people being being self-important and as I looked at someone driving past me in a car it seemed to me that they cringed ever so slightly in response to my thought. I then thought that perhaps they can hear me, and are telepathic, and then I thought further about it and i thought maybe they didnt like my negativity about people. Sure it could have been speculation, or a coincidence having nothing to do with my questions, but I wondered about it, and began to watch more closely. That simple thought led me to a place where both my thoughts were true. As I watched I guided my thoughts between two possibilities, the first one was that they can hear me, and when i invested my power in this thought that is what I saw, and the second was that it was coincidence and as I wavered to this thought I saw that it was right, that it was just a wild delusion, or perhaps wishful thinking. I saw as I wavered between these two ideas that my thoughts could direct my attention, and my awareness between these states, or positions. So naturally I started to guide and control my thoughts.