Stopping the world and seeing

[serloco]

I don't want to nit-pick, but concern is very lovely at times. I'll give you an example. In the chatroom you yourself expressed concern, although perhaps you didn't know it. It was nice, and enjoyable, and is appreciated. You told me that the ruthless way I stalk people sometimes isn't welcome and that I should keep it in the stalker forum because you didn't want to see me disappear from the site. I felt your concern for me and was touched by it! I think that is nice, and my concern for you is the same. I am concerned that you think concern is something negative, whereas I see that it can be a very beautiful thing. I am also concerned that you believe you are totally unconcerned yourself, which is OK and perhaps you have different idea of concern than I do, which is also OK. Concern perhaps can be negative in certain instances, as You perhaps see yourself, which at present I do not have. But i am concerned because I have held to many teachings of don juan and other teachers that led me into negative places, and as I see having negative views can lead to negativity itself. It CAN lead not necessarily MUST lead. I am merely trying to utilize the intelligence that you so value within me, and so if I am out of place I am sorry.