02-15-2018, 12:00 AM
glance left wrote:
Sorry, I don't understand what you are saying.
I can't figure out if you're offering a better way of approaching learning the shift, apart from progressively "tuning" as you say (yeah, that's exactly how I approach it sitting in silence gazing or when laying back down to go to sleep while trying to hold onto awareness as the dreaming attention is tuned in upon)......or if, because you've been naturally able to shift to the left all your life, you can't lend perspective to those who've been fixed for most of their lives....those who can't see any other way apart from the progressive "tuning in" as you say.
it is specific to using recapitulation as part of the alignment.
for instance..
1)If i have a fear of water..
2) i have a fear of dogs.
I go on a boat and become afraid . try to move my assemblage point to a point beyond fear using will.
The recapitulation point is marooned farside of a personal history event somewhere in my past that caused fear of water.
I get approached by a pack of dogs, I try to move my assemblage point beyond fear using will.
the recapitulation point is marooned farside of a personal history event somewhere in my past that caused fear of dogs.
because these two movements of the assemblage point have different relative positions along the timeline of my social conditioning, the fear is that a multiplicity of such moves for a hundred different micro fears.. would cause me to detatch from my fear.. but without ever recapitulating or tackling the personal history.
Wheras leftside awareness. recapitulation as a form , potential energy etc.. is ruthless with the self. in that wanting to move your assemblage beyond fear is not a valid use of intent.
The valid use of intent is to deal with the personal history in the totality and to clear the recapitulation channel..
and to hell with avoiding the fear of dogs and water.
LOOK. it isnt convenient to set you assemblage up the way i do... because it does make you unable to avoid your fears.
i don't much care wether you are stalking or not.. but a split does exist between those who willfully move their assemblage
and those who do not deviate from a timed assemblage trajectory.
Sorry, I don't understand what you are saying.
I can't figure out if you're offering a better way of approaching learning the shift, apart from progressively "tuning" as you say (yeah, that's exactly how I approach it sitting in silence gazing or when laying back down to go to sleep while trying to hold onto awareness as the dreaming attention is tuned in upon)......or if, because you've been naturally able to shift to the left all your life, you can't lend perspective to those who've been fixed for most of their lives....those who can't see any other way apart from the progressive "tuning in" as you say.
it is specific to using recapitulation as part of the alignment.
for instance..
1)If i have a fear of water..
2) i have a fear of dogs.
I go on a boat and become afraid . try to move my assemblage point to a point beyond fear using will.
The recapitulation point is marooned farside of a personal history event somewhere in my past that caused fear of water.
I get approached by a pack of dogs, I try to move my assemblage point beyond fear using will.
the recapitulation point is marooned farside of a personal history event somewhere in my past that caused fear of dogs.
because these two movements of the assemblage point have different relative positions along the timeline of my social conditioning, the fear is that a multiplicity of such moves for a hundred different micro fears.. would cause me to detatch from my fear.. but without ever recapitulating or tackling the personal history.
Wheras leftside awareness. recapitulation as a form , potential energy etc.. is ruthless with the self. in that wanting to move your assemblage beyond fear is not a valid use of intent.
The valid use of intent is to deal with the personal history in the totality and to clear the recapitulation channel..
and to hell with avoiding the fear of dogs and water.
LOOK. it isnt convenient to set you assemblage up the way i do... because it does make you unable to avoid your fears.
i don't much care wether you are stalking or not.. but a split does exist between those who willfully move their assemblage
and those who do not deviate from a timed assemblage trajectory.