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Journey to Ixtlan and the Totality of Self
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I like the last sentence... for me its show alot about the nature of all "that"

Anyway... Humans are just a cattle, sheeps,pigs,cows and small dogs who barks alot, when someone chopped their balls off.
This is wellknown fact, if you look at anybody and look at his words at will reverse the polarity of "interaction" of to whom they speak, you will see that all people just speak about themselves...what they try to show on someone else is actually what only themselves see in their ball of awareness.
The problem, the so called self-importance comes, when we begin to see ourselves as a part of that "herd" - group of people and you take off your personality because you feel as part of a "herd" a group and than comes da biggest obstacles of Tonal and that is that you believe everything you see around as a nonshiftable truth as something that really strucked you somehow, while in reality it just you giving yourself off into some "herd game". you made yourself a part of a whole, while a warrior and his whole is never in place, his whole is his "dream", its only what he wants a path that is beyond all...
I hope you dont kill Don Juan much, he is sometimes little strange, but his spirit is really Fire of Warriors Heart.

Its good to see, how you see me !

It really made my heart jump to see a myself in words of another.

Remeber NoRules...

Wait, wait, wait!

First he had to make everything..lets say he gained it somewhere...for example from devil or god,tonal or nagual (doesnt matter which fucker he gained or stole it from), than he sometime was thinking about it like "Cool, I have everything, I am da best!"...but after some time "oh ***,,, still the same old everything..." and "wait!, if its everything...no wonder it bores the **** out of me!!, I forgot on the first rule, that which is the base of everything" "Infinity - Only rule by which it works is that there are no rules", "okay, I got this everything, which no longer is everything.. so what I will do with it ? " voice from the left shoulder "Just throw it into bin, bro!" "Why... into a bin ? Its a big treasure all of this, and now I should just throw it away" LeftShoulderVoice "and what you think, death is ? or you forgot on the more you will give of yourself, the more you will gain ?" an great idea starts to swirl out of mind "Hmm okay so what about giving off my life ?, everyone does, the reincarnation, diying borning etc. that would be really everything!" but, wait... do I really wanna forget myself, what about I will remember myself - just a little.... what do you say Death ? "I am your servant...you already have everything even me, but be sure that what you will do, and the reason why you will do the "reincarnation" this way, must have some real real meaning." okay *thinks for 5minutes* *laughs* "I will do with the whole world what I did with myself!"
"Lets show it the farest reach of universe, lets show them its already between their eyes, then I will recall where I buried the keys from this universe(house, yea universe is a living space...just a house") and lock it and kick it away for good with all that "herdeness and idiocracy that rules there?", Death says "Sounds good, what House will you open - live inside instead ?" "Sometime really big, something four times bigger than all that EVERYTHING I got now, something dreamlike.....something elsewhere
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Journey to Ixtlan and the Totality of Self - by NagualHuman - 12-16-2013, 12:00 AM

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