05-17-2011, 12:00 AM
This stood out for me today so wanted to say a bit about it.
NLW wrote:
The Foreign Installation-A inorganic being that enters a human when they are young and cohabitants in the human till the human dies. The FI can survive the humans death and inhabit another human thus beginning another cycle.What stood out was this definition resonated with a feeling I've had for a few months now...which I sort of put on the back burner, which occurred in Ravenfield during a time when we members had talked about some shifts in which dark forces would feel more prominent. What happened is for about 4 days straight I would wake up when a member of my household came to say goodbye to me as he headed to work. During these 4 days I would look at him and feel a jolt from what I saw as an extremely malevolent presence inside him...not beside him, but inside him. An entity capable of murder. But what I saw also is that I was not in danger of being murdered, but could be if I maintained my awareness of this entity in a way to alert it I was aware, then I consider maybe it would have attempted some act of power to subdue me, just not sure what that would be but I didn't linger to test it. I learned by about day 3 to sort of ignore it, and basically what that means is simply go back to forgetting I even saw it.
I think perhaps as children we are directed to do this as well. Because its said children can sense the FI but their guardians dissuade them from recognizing it and the child likely agrees because it's best for survival purposes possibly. But what we miss out on when we forget about it is we miss experiencing that feeling of utter contempt it has towards us. I had no doubt in my mind during that dream period time that my relative was NOT that entity. In fact it truly felt that entity was a parasite and was possessing him, and so I sensed it was an addition to him rather then a part of him. Truly he was this things host and his own love, care and decency kept the thing in line likely, because if that thing had its way, its utter disregard would make it completely hostile as that's what it was, completely against humans, and it did feel foreign, non-human. I did post about it in RF at the time too, so there is a record of my experience...maybe it was Dec or January somewhere around that time.
UPDATE: Ok I was a bit off in time frame. It was March 4 when I first posted about it...
This early morning dreaming was intense but I forgot what I was
dreaming. My husband (in waking) came by the bed to say goodbye as he
was headed to work. As he approached I thought he was an IB and
malicious, coming to get me to hurt me. This feeling lasted only a few
seconds, I realized it was him shortly after. It was a bit scary though
as for a few seconds it did not feel like him at all. He alwasy says
goodbye the same way every morning like routine and I never mistake him
as I did today.then a bit later (same day) I added...
Maybe also I sensed my husband's flyer? Caught it approaching me?
NLW wrote:
The Foreign Installation-A inorganic being that enters a human when they are young and cohabitants in the human till the human dies. The FI can survive the humans death and inhabit another human thus beginning another cycle.What stood out was this definition resonated with a feeling I've had for a few months now...which I sort of put on the back burner, which occurred in Ravenfield during a time when we members had talked about some shifts in which dark forces would feel more prominent. What happened is for about 4 days straight I would wake up when a member of my household came to say goodbye to me as he headed to work. During these 4 days I would look at him and feel a jolt from what I saw as an extremely malevolent presence inside him...not beside him, but inside him. An entity capable of murder. But what I saw also is that I was not in danger of being murdered, but could be if I maintained my awareness of this entity in a way to alert it I was aware, then I consider maybe it would have attempted some act of power to subdue me, just not sure what that would be but I didn't linger to test it. I learned by about day 3 to sort of ignore it, and basically what that means is simply go back to forgetting I even saw it.
I think perhaps as children we are directed to do this as well. Because its said children can sense the FI but their guardians dissuade them from recognizing it and the child likely agrees because it's best for survival purposes possibly. But what we miss out on when we forget about it is we miss experiencing that feeling of utter contempt it has towards us. I had no doubt in my mind during that dream period time that my relative was NOT that entity. In fact it truly felt that entity was a parasite and was possessing him, and so I sensed it was an addition to him rather then a part of him. Truly he was this things host and his own love, care and decency kept the thing in line likely, because if that thing had its way, its utter disregard would make it completely hostile as that's what it was, completely against humans, and it did feel foreign, non-human. I did post about it in RF at the time too, so there is a record of my experience...maybe it was Dec or January somewhere around that time.
UPDATE: Ok I was a bit off in time frame. It was March 4 when I first posted about it...
This early morning dreaming was intense but I forgot what I was
dreaming. My husband (in waking) came by the bed to say goodbye as he
was headed to work. As he approached I thought he was an IB and
malicious, coming to get me to hurt me. This feeling lasted only a few
seconds, I realized it was him shortly after. It was a bit scary though
as for a few seconds it did not feel like him at all. He alwasy says
goodbye the same way every morning like routine and I never mistake him
as I did today.then a bit later (same day) I added...
Maybe also I sensed my husband's flyer? Caught it approaching me?