02-18-2012, 12:00 AM
Are all your cats ok RM? Ive noticed some animals regard me, like that raven that had the broken wing int he yard, with a depth and almost alien quality beyond other animals. Its not always or usually bad per say, and often like some i crossed paths with as a child magical, but its...alien. Ahh i posted a dream, and they were putting down all the dog forms. Before they sought energy to live. I didn't come out and say it, but in the dream world they were all Ib's with varying natures, but in the end they would need energy to continue to exist, and that was bad, here, so they were being removed humanely. Its been on my mind all day. Looking at the food i ate as having been alive, my seeking its energy. Thinking about things that would put me on a plate, and it jsut be natural to them, and ot evena representation of their goodness. Life consumes life. Or energy from the sun. There is no way around it. Isnt that what flyers do, they provoke us to create energy, like little solar flares, from outrselves and eat it. But we arent the sun, not yet, whose natures it is to eminate light from within, so we are diminished, bunred out, and left as husks by it. Can we be like the sun? Into the sun, is that what conserving energy is for, to have enough left to make that leap, from cocoon to flight?