02-18-2012, 12:00 AM
Yea. The more i change my behaviour, or thoughts away from a form it likes, the more it looks for openings to use against me, grief, insecurity, anger that want to push me back towards the state it prefers. Too take and energize the perspective it prefers. Its a constant struggle, and it looks for new angles. Its three steps forward 2 steps back at times.