03-17-2011, 12:00 AM
mothsdream wrote:it seems to me there is a funny thing about power....
once you have a certain amount of it, you don't care about using it for anything... it just moves through you. this is a suspicion of mine, at least - based on small gains. i know, for instance, that the more power/energy i have, the more "in sync" i am with the unknown... my dialogue stops and things are clear and it is nearly like dreaming. there is no desire, so nothing happens except for that as long as this lasts, i am letting something much bigger than me work through me. the more energy i have, the less i think about it. i dont care what happens with it because its not my place to care - its not really my power, anyway.Great points moth.
once you have a certain amount of it, you don't care about using it for anything... it just moves through you. this is a suspicion of mine, at least - based on small gains. i know, for instance, that the more power/energy i have, the more "in sync" i am with the unknown... my dialogue stops and things are clear and it is nearly like dreaming. there is no desire, so nothing happens except for that as long as this lasts, i am letting something much bigger than me work through me. the more energy i have, the less i think about it. i dont care what happens with it because its not my place to care - its not really my power, anyway.Great points moth.