what exactly is stalking

[cherryarc]

haha, I like how you said you should be proud of yourself, but you completely fucked up. Made me laugh, But great advice though, thank you. I am glad these can be seen as actual acts and not just those of a crazy person. The part about traps, really speaks to me, I can think back to times where I have actually laid them. And accomplished things with them. But I knew not what I did. Until now of course. I have been in similar situations before, except they have always been that of life or death. I don't know why but it seems to be my pre disposition. In other situations like that I have stayed completely and utterly sublime, perfectly still and sometimes even silent. From there I am usually free to frollick. and flirt and play. I wish I was able to relax like I am at home on the couch in all situations. I remember a time when I actually used to be good at stalking, the tips you guys mentioned about playing parts like in a movie as a character.... I've done. And I used to be really good at stalking people online, back in my major computing days. But then when I sort of woke up one day. All those things sort of well disappeared. At some point throughout it my internal dialogue stopped, and I became fearless at times and then I sort of lost the basics and the fun. I only talk about the flyers sometimes, because I often wonder what happened during that transitional phase from teenage to adulthood and it sounds as if I lost my coat of awareness or something.