what exactly is stalking

[cherryarc]

I had a moment today where I saw my old self stalking people online, I can see it but there is something in between a large gap. with which i cannot pull things through. Some type of fog if you will. Is it something I left behind or something I lost? I do not know but I feel its something I lost. Possibly something I need to rebuild. I feel as if I am aware yet less aware at the same time. Im not in it anymore, Im too far back. Not present enough.