01-14-2017, 12:00 AM
I don't know what to make of your above descriptions/representations of what you experience. In a nutshell, it's beyond me. Thus, the flyer, for you, is something likely very different than the flyer mind for me, as far as I can tell. You said you were born into clarity. Thus your challenge is different so, in essence, I can't relate. I was born into fear and stupidity. Stage 1. Thus my challenge is what it is....a much simpler process, atm.
For me, in this very simple state, the "flyer" is just a word to describe the force behind the compulsion to talk to myself about myself in relation to everything else....constant inner comparison with self importance at the heart of the discussion. Self talk with very little simultaneous self awareness. Conscious awareness, in general, disappears amidst this self talk. And visa versa, the self talk disappears amidst sustained awareness. It's not that I'm forcing anything out, per se. I just that I'm about the unbending intent to uphold the state of awareness where the flyer doesn't exist. What I know, via hunch, is that if that state of awareness is persisted upon, then it will perpetuate itself of its own accord.
West for the "Level 1 Flyer", based on your paradigm above, is the internal dialog couched in terms of personal history I'm guessing. Recapitulation burns through the spiral of that personal history via awareness through recalled events, in the nagualism lineage, from what I understand. A warrior sits down and gazes upon/relives all the recalled events of his/her life but with a detached and purely aware perspective. One that doesn't feed/reinforce the flyer mind and thus isn't inextricably identified with it anymore. The warrior begins to identify with it's abstract "incompressible" core without need for that anchor. In other lineages, which also cultivate awareness, recapitulation proceeds as the need for it arises by addressing the "north" position which clings to its own previous foundation. What goes around, comes around so one can simply sustain a vigil of awareness and deal with/burn through personal history in terms of the compulsion to inner reaction/self talk when, inevitably, events trigger it.
For you, the "new flyer" is whatever it is at your stage of evolution. I don't know what the experience of west is from this advanced position. Something far less "fixed" I can only imagine. I don't doubt you still have to recapitulate. I've heard that warriors face endless challenges, regardless of their advancement. I guess the capacity to remain active and accepting in the face of these challenges is something that gains strength
For me, in this very simple state, the "flyer" is just a word to describe the force behind the compulsion to talk to myself about myself in relation to everything else....constant inner comparison with self importance at the heart of the discussion. Self talk with very little simultaneous self awareness. Conscious awareness, in general, disappears amidst this self talk. And visa versa, the self talk disappears amidst sustained awareness. It's not that I'm forcing anything out, per se. I just that I'm about the unbending intent to uphold the state of awareness where the flyer doesn't exist. What I know, via hunch, is that if that state of awareness is persisted upon, then it will perpetuate itself of its own accord.
West for the "Level 1 Flyer", based on your paradigm above, is the internal dialog couched in terms of personal history I'm guessing. Recapitulation burns through the spiral of that personal history via awareness through recalled events, in the nagualism lineage, from what I understand. A warrior sits down and gazes upon/relives all the recalled events of his/her life but with a detached and purely aware perspective. One that doesn't feed/reinforce the flyer mind and thus isn't inextricably identified with it anymore. The warrior begins to identify with it's abstract "incompressible" core without need for that anchor. In other lineages, which also cultivate awareness, recapitulation proceeds as the need for it arises by addressing the "north" position which clings to its own previous foundation. What goes around, comes around so one can simply sustain a vigil of awareness and deal with/burn through personal history in terms of the compulsion to inner reaction/self talk when, inevitably, events trigger it.
For you, the "new flyer" is whatever it is at your stage of evolution. I don't know what the experience of west is from this advanced position. Something far less "fixed" I can only imagine. I don't doubt you still have to recapitulate. I've heard that warriors face endless challenges, regardless of their advancement. I guess the capacity to remain active and accepting in the face of these challenges is something that gains strength