01-26-2017, 12:00 AM
glance left wrote:
Sounds like you defeated clarity, as it manifests itself as an enemy.
Hmm..
The thing is.. that little defeat of clarity.. was also seen as discrimination by the nagual.who although appreciating i did not want to sadisticly hunt and judge my fellow manalso took my dissacciation from them as a form of seperatismand hammered those portions of my assemblage.I became nuerotic and paranoid and subvertedly messed up
and began the warriors path.perhas i actually failed the test for sobriety as i did lose m mind,
I imagine that had i decided that looking at people in a way which rode apon their sickness was a skillor an angle of power that was seeing beyond ordinary mens capabilitiesthat i would have started the path of sobriety and failed the warriors test.
anyway..what i want is a second shot at sobrietyand i want those who chose sobriety to do the immpeccable thingand have a secnd shot at the warriors path.
sounds simple..nah.
obviously this was some 18 years ago now
Sounds like you defeated clarity, as it manifests itself as an enemy.
Hmm..
The thing is.. that little defeat of clarity.. was also seen as discrimination by the nagual.who although appreciating i did not want to sadisticly hunt and judge my fellow manalso took my dissacciation from them as a form of seperatismand hammered those portions of my assemblage.I became nuerotic and paranoid and subvertedly messed up
and began the warriors path.perhas i actually failed the test for sobriety as i did lose m mind,
I imagine that had i decided that looking at people in a way which rode apon their sickness was a skillor an angle of power that was seeing beyond ordinary mens capabilitiesthat i would have started the path of sobriety and failed the warriors test.
anyway..what i want is a second shot at sobrietyand i want those who chose sobriety to do the immpeccable thingand have a secnd shot at the warriors path.
sounds simple..nah.
obviously this was some 18 years ago now