02-06-2017, 12:01 AM
Mornings Son wrote:Thank you for sharing rosy. Some trips man !!!!
The ancient valley and the green panther, what teaching did you learn for that experience?That was a bit of a wierd trip.
There were a lot of shamanic types about as it was at a retreat centreat the largest single drop waterfall in the british isles.
I was reading theun mares warrior books at the timeand as it was a festival weekend me and my partner had decided tot ake the caravanand i had loaded it up with all the crystals i owned, all the books i was reading, as well as my sketch pads and pencils etc..i literally had the majority of my possessions there.I was still in my nymphomaniac stage and my older girlfriendwas really annoyed that i didnt want to retreat to the caravan and %%@!so she left me by the fire.which had turned into a hexagonevery branch to place on it was along the lines of a hexagon etc..i stared at the fire i guess for hours until it got lightand still tripping i discovered that everyone i knewhad become wrathfull deities overnightand i no longer knew them as social entities.
i became terribly bound to my partner and realised i wanted to leave heri tried to run away with a group of travellers in an ambulancebut was tripping so hard i couldnt speak and explain i was a captive.ended up going back at the end of the festival with my older witch partner.
its just one in a long list of times i started off an evening all full of ambitiongot wrecked by the spiritand spent days recovering..
..............Its horrid but i was so weak in my teens and twenties thati couldnt end relationships unless i betrayed or broke it.i couldn't just walk away.and the nymphomania was so bad that there were girls i truly felt forwho simply lived too far away to make multi-times a day sex possibleand so i would find a nearby sex relationship instead as having a full sex life was my priority.
.............
I tell you what.. the day i got hit by the tumbler or whateverand went from 2 hour sex where most of it would be me trying to orgasm.to ejaculating into a condom before i had even got it on or in, up or wet was Horrible.imagine being a nymphomaniac who cannot %%@!and whos mind has also gone.horrid horrid times.
warriorship doesnt have to be all extreme sport, karate and mind games.all it has to be is the thing that nearly kills you.
The ancient valley and the green panther, what teaching did you learn for that experience?That was a bit of a wierd trip.
There were a lot of shamanic types about as it was at a retreat centreat the largest single drop waterfall in the british isles.
I was reading theun mares warrior books at the timeand as it was a festival weekend me and my partner had decided tot ake the caravanand i had loaded it up with all the crystals i owned, all the books i was reading, as well as my sketch pads and pencils etc..i literally had the majority of my possessions there.I was still in my nymphomaniac stage and my older girlfriendwas really annoyed that i didnt want to retreat to the caravan and %%@!so she left me by the fire.which had turned into a hexagonevery branch to place on it was along the lines of a hexagon etc..i stared at the fire i guess for hours until it got lightand still tripping i discovered that everyone i knewhad become wrathfull deities overnightand i no longer knew them as social entities.
i became terribly bound to my partner and realised i wanted to leave heri tried to run away with a group of travellers in an ambulancebut was tripping so hard i couldnt speak and explain i was a captive.ended up going back at the end of the festival with my older witch partner.
its just one in a long list of times i started off an evening all full of ambitiongot wrecked by the spiritand spent days recovering..
..............Its horrid but i was so weak in my teens and twenties thati couldnt end relationships unless i betrayed or broke it.i couldn't just walk away.and the nymphomania was so bad that there were girls i truly felt forwho simply lived too far away to make multi-times a day sex possibleand so i would find a nearby sex relationship instead as having a full sex life was my priority.
.............
I tell you what.. the day i got hit by the tumbler or whateverand went from 2 hour sex where most of it would be me trying to orgasm.to ejaculating into a condom before i had even got it on or in, up or wet was Horrible.imagine being a nymphomaniac who cannot %%@!and whos mind has also gone.horrid horrid times.
warriorship doesnt have to be all extreme sport, karate and mind games.all it has to be is the thing that nearly kills you.