06-06-2009, 12:01 AM
Hi there.
I am not in a position to give some great advices, as I am a novice. Regardless of the fact that I tend to live as a warrior (impeccable) for nearly all my
life I still have flyer and I still can not see, though I lost my self importance. Anyways I like apparently many others just as well came to this forum
without any really knowledge, I just read CC's books a couple of months earlier, yet still I managed to develop my will power to some extent much earlier.
So there I was, trying to figure out things. Most fortunately I met Grandspeculator a couple of times on chat here and then I got priceless opportunity to
receive some of his teachings. I am most thankfull for his teachings.
He taught (gave me instructions on what to do) me also about dealing with flyers. He talked about being aware of here and now and about asking yourself the
question "who am I". Asking yourself that question is a basic as then you realize that you are not the mind or the body. (try it and do it with
intent and you shall feel a peculiar feeling on a specific area-around your heart). Then another thing is being aware of here and now, if you are aware that
you are just here and now that there is no past and no future but just now, you will automatically be silent, effortlessly. I used to force myself to be silent
and had little success, but doing this I once managed to sustain silence (not totally complete but more or less) for 3 days. I have my ups and downs, but it is
a breeze to do it, there is nothing more natural than being aware of here and now. I would also like to add something from my personal experience that being
aware of here and now is not related to the mind but it is more a bodily awareness or some other sort (sorry but I just do not know how to explain it better).
Being aware of here and now means being silent, being silent means beating flyer, it is not an impossible task, but it is close enough .
I mean I managed to push the flyer away with my intent a couple of times for a short time. And it is a great feeling being without it, hopefully one day I will
be totally without it.
As I have sever health problems and quite some other problems I relatively fast learned that being aware of here and now is the most important thing in the
world. There is nothing more important. (please don't attack me, it is just what I found out for me, if something else matters or nothing matters to you it
is your thing and I hope you are successful).
You might wonder why I told you this? I think it was not stated in CC's books. Well you should read also other material not just CC, as he (in my opinion)
did not find the best solution to everything. I wrote this because I got an intuitive order to pass the knowledge here. I hope it will help at least someone.
Once again i am enormously thankful to Grandspeculator who helped me really a lot.
And don't attack me because I very well know that I am not in a position to teach or give some useful advice., I just had to wrote this.
I am not in a position to give some great advices, as I am a novice. Regardless of the fact that I tend to live as a warrior (impeccable) for nearly all my
life I still have flyer and I still can not see, though I lost my self importance. Anyways I like apparently many others just as well came to this forum
without any really knowledge, I just read CC's books a couple of months earlier, yet still I managed to develop my will power to some extent much earlier.
So there I was, trying to figure out things. Most fortunately I met Grandspeculator a couple of times on chat here and then I got priceless opportunity to
receive some of his teachings. I am most thankfull for his teachings.
He taught (gave me instructions on what to do) me also about dealing with flyers. He talked about being aware of here and now and about asking yourself the
question "who am I". Asking yourself that question is a basic as then you realize that you are not the mind or the body. (try it and do it with
intent and you shall feel a peculiar feeling on a specific area-around your heart). Then another thing is being aware of here and now, if you are aware that
you are just here and now that there is no past and no future but just now, you will automatically be silent, effortlessly. I used to force myself to be silent
and had little success, but doing this I once managed to sustain silence (not totally complete but more or less) for 3 days. I have my ups and downs, but it is
a breeze to do it, there is nothing more natural than being aware of here and now. I would also like to add something from my personal experience that being
aware of here and now is not related to the mind but it is more a bodily awareness or some other sort (sorry but I just do not know how to explain it better).
Being aware of here and now means being silent, being silent means beating flyer, it is not an impossible task, but it is close enough .
I mean I managed to push the flyer away with my intent a couple of times for a short time. And it is a great feeling being without it, hopefully one day I will
be totally without it.
As I have sever health problems and quite some other problems I relatively fast learned that being aware of here and now is the most important thing in the
world. There is nothing more important. (please don't attack me, it is just what I found out for me, if something else matters or nothing matters to you it
is your thing and I hope you are successful).
You might wonder why I told you this? I think it was not stated in CC's books. Well you should read also other material not just CC, as he (in my opinion)
did not find the best solution to everything. I wrote this because I got an intuitive order to pass the knowledge here. I hope it will help at least someone.
Once again i am enormously thankful to Grandspeculator who helped me really a lot.
And don't attack me because I very well know that I am not in a position to teach or give some useful advice., I just had to wrote this.