07-28-2008, 12:00 AM
Whenever something like this came up with my meditations it was just a matter of fear being the big mistake. It doesn't help and can make things worse. You
just make a decision to stop or go on.
If you are not ready for going on at this point in time, no harm, no foul. There is no dishonor in that.
I once quit my meditations for years after finding myself in a plane of Darkness. When the time was right to start practicing again, I knew.
In my opinion, the solution is pretty simple. Just stop doing the Tensegrity for a while and see if your situation improves. If it does you know where the
problem lies.
But if it is just because Tensegrity makes you more sensitive to unseen forces, (as opposed to Tensegrity actually invoking entities) then meditation and some
of the other practices will most likely have the same effects. So it may be a case of maturing a bit and then getting back into it.
Like I said before, if you are making any progress, you get noticed. That just comes with the turf.
just make a decision to stop or go on.
If you are not ready for going on at this point in time, no harm, no foul. There is no dishonor in that.
I once quit my meditations for years after finding myself in a plane of Darkness. When the time was right to start practicing again, I knew.
In my opinion, the solution is pretty simple. Just stop doing the Tensegrity for a while and see if your situation improves. If it does you know where the
problem lies.
But if it is just because Tensegrity makes you more sensitive to unseen forces, (as opposed to Tensegrity actually invoking entities) then meditation and some
of the other practices will most likely have the same effects. So it may be a case of maturing a bit and then getting back into it.
Like I said before, if you are making any progress, you get noticed. That just comes with the turf.