07-02-2008, 12:00 AM
Hi again Blue Totem
I remember you well from the Castaneda forum.
I had that experience as well one time. It was a long time ago in December of 1973.
I was camping in the Grand Canyon and some people brought some really intense California bud. Of which I partook much to my chagrin.
I fell asleep and woke up a couple hours later. I saw giant black bat shadows on the walls of the canyon combined with chilling other-worldy sound effects.
At the time I was really into CC but no one had written about or explained the flyers.
Many things came out of that, mostly good. I stopped taking drugs for good, which probably saved my life.
But the experience made me border-line crazy for about 2 years.
I had to get help from a Spiritual Friend (this person is quite famous actually) and he performed a healing said I had gotten an entity in the canyon, which he
removed. UGH!!! Let's call this thing, whatever it was a mini-nexus of negative energy. More like a parasite, not a possession. My Spiritual friend
called in "help" and dissolved it.
I hope that helps. I learned the hard way that this stuff is not something you mess around with.
I've come out a much stronger person than I was. But I've learned that you only perform stalkings with attentions that are safe.
To put this in context, I am a Tibetan Buddhist now. I wouldn't do any of the Tibetan yogas or Vajrayana practices without the empowerment and blessing
of my teacher.
Otherwise I would be courting trouble. I look at all advanced wisdom teachings from this perspective. Some are safe, and some carry a lot of risk. Stalking
Attention has no risk, if one has trained properly.
I know what's safe to practice and what's not, etc. Personally I prefer safe gradual practices, since they bring the most long term benefit not only
for yourself but also for all of humanity.
Also, I hope people will learn from my mistake and not take drugs, including and especially cannabis. Since the effect of drugs is to blow holes in your
psychic body allowing inorganic beings easy access. It's much better to strengthen your etheric body through healthy practices like mindfulness meditation
that can also heal the rifts and damage caused by drug abuse.
Looking back I suppose that was one of the pivitol experiences of my life, but not one I would want to repeat!
I remember you well from the Castaneda forum.
I had that experience as well one time. It was a long time ago in December of 1973.
I was camping in the Grand Canyon and some people brought some really intense California bud. Of which I partook much to my chagrin.
I fell asleep and woke up a couple hours later. I saw giant black bat shadows on the walls of the canyon combined with chilling other-worldy sound effects.
At the time I was really into CC but no one had written about or explained the flyers.
Many things came out of that, mostly good. I stopped taking drugs for good, which probably saved my life.
But the experience made me border-line crazy for about 2 years.
I had to get help from a Spiritual Friend (this person is quite famous actually) and he performed a healing said I had gotten an entity in the canyon, which he
removed. UGH!!! Let's call this thing, whatever it was a mini-nexus of negative energy. More like a parasite, not a possession. My Spiritual friend
called in "help" and dissolved it.
I hope that helps. I learned the hard way that this stuff is not something you mess around with.
I've come out a much stronger person than I was. But I've learned that you only perform stalkings with attentions that are safe.
To put this in context, I am a Tibetan Buddhist now. I wouldn't do any of the Tibetan yogas or Vajrayana practices without the empowerment and blessing
of my teacher.
Otherwise I would be courting trouble. I look at all advanced wisdom teachings from this perspective. Some are safe, and some carry a lot of risk. Stalking
Attention has no risk, if one has trained properly.
I know what's safe to practice and what's not, etc. Personally I prefer safe gradual practices, since they bring the most long term benefit not only
for yourself but also for all of humanity.
Also, I hope people will learn from my mistake and not take drugs, including and especially cannabis. Since the effect of drugs is to blow holes in your
psychic body allowing inorganic beings easy access. It's much better to strengthen your etheric body through healthy practices like mindfulness meditation
that can also heal the rifts and damage caused by drug abuse.
Looking back I suppose that was one of the pivitol experiences of my life, but not one I would want to repeat!