02-17-2011, 12:00 AM
You problem, as I see it, is similar to the problem of the supposed "warriors" who post here. They are like Castaneda in that they are all words. It took the practicality of Howard Lee, who instructed Castaneda in martial arts for about 10 years after don Juan left, to make Castaneda into a much more balanced warrior. Unfortunately, the temptations were too great and Carlos' tendency to dangerously indulge eventually got the better of him. As don Juan could easily have predicted, Castaneda lost himself in his extremely dangerous indulgences. He cared more about having a harem of women than he did about being a true 'man of knowledge'. Then the bloody hypocrite had the nerve to preach celibacy to his followers. Man, that takes hypocrisy to a whole new level!
The highest courage is something that police officers live with every day. Unless they can put it into practice on a daily basis they cannot be successful police officers. It seems to me that Sear is long gone as a police officer. Now he hides from whatever truth he doesn't want to face and calls that 'courage'. Was it surrendering to your cowardice that caused you to stop being a police officer, Sear? If it was you will most certainly not openly admit it. Personally, I would not blame you. I could not handle the job...without killing some ****! I'd lose as a police officer because I would probably kill one a-hole per week MINIMUM! My problem wouldn't be that I don't have enough courage. It would be that I don't have enough...bullets!
Thanks to people like you I now have the lowest opinion of the human race than ever before in my life, and that's a fact!
The highest courage is something that police officers live with every day. Unless they can put it into practice on a daily basis they cannot be successful police officers. It seems to me that Sear is long gone as a police officer. Now he hides from whatever truth he doesn't want to face and calls that 'courage'. Was it surrendering to your cowardice that caused you to stop being a police officer, Sear? If it was you will most certainly not openly admit it. Personally, I would not blame you. I could not handle the job...without killing some ****! I'd lose as a police officer because I would probably kill one a-hole per week MINIMUM! My problem wouldn't be that I don't have enough courage. It would be that I don't have enough...bullets!
Thanks to people like you I now have the lowest opinion of the human race than ever before in my life, and that's a fact!