02-28-2010, 12:00 AM
death just causes me pain!
i know a warrior should be prepared to die right here right now.. on waarior terms..
but at the same time..
the battle of old age.. as it surfaces.. has a much more pai9nfull and "inevitable" feel to it!
earlier in life we find the luxury of youth.. coupled with a die young attitude quite exhilarating!
its only once you have chances to die because of boring normal things that you start to "lose your thunder"
becasue death will still occupy that area of time 20-70 years in the future..
always and forever...
of course the "old age" angle on death affect the Habitual eassemblage position unilaterally..
and is a principle area to discuss.. potential awareness...
logic doesnt allow normal man to see his oldage death..
but he sees as clearly as any other... when he has a near death experience!!!!STALK!
i know a warrior should be prepared to die right here right now.. on waarior terms..
but at the same time..
the battle of old age.. as it surfaces.. has a much more pai9nfull and "inevitable" feel to it!
earlier in life we find the luxury of youth.. coupled with a die young attitude quite exhilarating!
its only once you have chances to die because of boring normal things that you start to "lose your thunder"
becasue death will still occupy that area of time 20-70 years in the future..
always and forever...
of course the "old age" angle on death affect the Habitual eassemblage position unilaterally..
and is a principle area to discuss.. potential awareness...
logic doesnt allow normal man to see his oldage death..
but he sees as clearly as any other... when he has a near death experience!!!!STALK!