10-18-2008, 12:00 AM
Nothing like that rebellious NIN stuff , Lonewolf. I indulge as well , at times.
Anyhow , The Fool said it for me. There is also a guy on the radio , Virato, who says the same thing.
So , I used to believe. I have been a truthseeker for many years , which led me to some thoughtful wisdom , such as don Juan. As I've stated before ,
learned from the CC books , my mortality is too puny to ever begin to know what God is or might be. All I know is the effects within this AP. There ends
belief , there begins acceptance . A made-up mind is a dead mind. Belief is dangerous . The news reports of Hindus attacking Christians for not converting.
I don't give a rat's ass for either , anymore. Such conservatism is backward looking , and I need to look forward to see that I don't stumble
into an abyss.
There is a creation, I am part of it , and I am grateful for the opportunity. My thanks is evident , and I have learned to listen closer to the voice
rather than talk over it with my pleas and submissions. All sources of wisdom are worth exploring , I am currently reading "The Last Temptation of
Christ". This too is informative. In fact , I am grateful to not know what God is so that I won't try to proselytize anymore , nor will I listen to
it. I will listen to the direct voice of Power that flows through everything; birdsong , the wind , the coyote and wolf , the silence within and more.
Before I forget: what about those visions of God being merely the Human Mold?
I used to say that if God was a hand , I was a finger, a part of the whole. Maybe , yet much smaller and finite than that.
Anyhow , The Fool said it for me. There is also a guy on the radio , Virato, who says the same thing.
So , I used to believe. I have been a truthseeker for many years , which led me to some thoughtful wisdom , such as don Juan. As I've stated before ,
learned from the CC books , my mortality is too puny to ever begin to know what God is or might be. All I know is the effects within this AP. There ends
belief , there begins acceptance . A made-up mind is a dead mind. Belief is dangerous . The news reports of Hindus attacking Christians for not converting.
I don't give a rat's ass for either , anymore. Such conservatism is backward looking , and I need to look forward to see that I don't stumble
into an abyss.
There is a creation, I am part of it , and I am grateful for the opportunity. My thanks is evident , and I have learned to listen closer to the voice
rather than talk over it with my pleas and submissions. All sources of wisdom are worth exploring , I am currently reading "The Last Temptation of
Christ". This too is informative. In fact , I am grateful to not know what God is so that I won't try to proselytize anymore , nor will I listen to
it. I will listen to the direct voice of Power that flows through everything; birdsong , the wind , the coyote and wolf , the silence within and more.
Before I forget: what about those visions of God being merely the Human Mold?
I used to say that if God was a hand , I was a finger, a part of the whole. Maybe , yet much smaller and finite than that.

