06-17-2016, 12:00 AM
Thread -Impossible Kaomea 2010
Lyrics -Impossible Shontelle 2010
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know (I know)
And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (I was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
Kaomea: "Muahaha I finally figured out how to embed the exact video I want. Facepalms. I'm an +$$$+, anyway...
Thought it worthwhile to post such a song. Yeah, I sold out to pop. Not very trendy, hipsterish, or awesome in the range of tone but the message is pretty clear. Sometimes yeah, we get suckered into something we were too naive to be in. I'm a big enough person to say I'm an +$$$+, that's one of the great things about not having that much of an ego... I don't entirely care about the things that reflect on me. At the end of the day, I still have my power source and my endless supply of funnies and no one can take away my happiness.
I know, cheesy. I'll admit, I'm having a full blown cheesy moment full of random b.s. but that's another great thing about not caring about appearances ... I don't care I can post anything I want (Oh ok, not ANYTHING because obviously there are SOME lines I can't cross) but I can sure make myself look like a dork and revel in it.
There has to be a rule somewhere about how embracing the fact you can laugh at yourself is important... I swear I read it somewhere. Oh well, for all those on the path to freedom, let's take a moment and say to ourselves, "Yeah, I f*cked up. So what? It only made me stronger ... and funnier for it."
Those f'ing little squares need to stop showing up in my posts, lol, they're annoying.
... a quote I heard from Affinity a couple days ago in chat. It went something like, "In our willingness to be vulnerable is what lies the ability to be invulnerable." "In our willingness to be out of control, we gain control." Or somethings like that, it was really inspirational in the effect that what we avoid only becomes our weakness... why not toss all worries aside and be that which we are afraid to be.
... unless of course it's a serial murderer, in which case I'd advise not to be that.
Yeah, posting again to my own thread cuz I'm [ORIGINAL DIPSHI**ER] cool like that. Lol. Since it's already made, why not.
It's sort of sad seeing the finish line up ahead and then realizing I was side-swiped mid-run. One thing I do have to comment on is the improvement being made each time I jump head first into love. I get closer and closer to that damn finish line. It makes me wonder if I should change my tactics at all. I mean, maybe it's me whose doing something wrong in all of this. But then I think, must I close my heart because it gets trampled over? Must I be more cautious of those I choose to love? .... I don't want to do that. It makes me happy to love openly, there's something inside that just flourishs when I feel loved and am able to love freely. Hindering that would make me sad.
Guess that means I'm not changing my tactics. I will continue to love as I always have. There is no such thing as feeling hurt and needing to shut down my heart because my trust was taken advantage of. It's so much more fun to go diving into unknown waters, at some point I will find the buried treasure and in it will await the most beautiful slinky I have ever seen.
If the slinky does not exist yet, I will manifest one to meet my desires! That's right, screw heavenly intent, if he does not appear within six months, I am creating a spell and bringing him into existence! Lmao, yes I am that stubborn. Is that like buying a blow-up doll? Damn, I didn't think I'd ever go that route. Oh well. If the universe doesn't provide what I need, I'll do it myself. I'm not afraid to get my hands dirty ... I like it dirty. Hahahaha.
I read this, and ask how could the same person could cave into conventional 'wisdom.' Reason could only take you so far here. Our exchange was one that always required more visceral perception. Besides, if you were rational, you could discern the intellectual pathway showing the nature of tonal manifestation.
In a relatively safe medium of controlled insanity, you succumbed to conventional bonds. Your reason having done due dilligence about Billy's extremes, would have noticed he was not a pragmatic threat to your well-being. You were supposed to take this form in a very controlled setting and PLAY with (learn from) it.
For you, Kaomea:
Emanations and world materializing can be effective as with common entities and their ordinary random reflections (variations of pleasure/pain arising). Reason told you to indulge Billy's manifestations and gut out their impetus. You were supposed to fill that with your raw energy of consciousness. How else will you learn that pure awareness of Kaomea supercedes manifestation. Yes, the world is real. It impinges. It is a %@*@@ with teeth.
Yet, the resolute answer of awareness first, literally transcends manifestation.
Awareness in every respect becomes intitiated with reason's pause of detachment [practice/habit]. Reason has an eye on (acts on) what is necessarily conducive to well-being, yet slips the tenacles of that process. Pragmatism and freedom are not mutually exclusive. Do not listen to others (except Billy/smile). Listen to your SELF.
NOW [this is to be interpreted soberly], as to the Billy/Kaomea affair in context: Without doubt you have acted as a B-R-A-T! The stunt you pulled to drown me out is a serious breach of acceptable behavior. I can do simple math. There is no reason for me to continue under the circumstances you've chosen to create. Decide if you are going to convince me it is worth my while to engage you further. As I see it.. the pathway for you is back into Kaomea's freak show thread. OMG.. I expect that I WILL make it nearly impossible for you to ingratiate yourself back into my favor. I am convinced I will cut off tonal interaction with you altogether.
I have you fine within world my just as is. Still, I will suffer GREATLY without your tonal communication, Kaomea. However, since I believe you will experience misery as well, it evens out. SEE, I get pleasure from making you suffer. Why?
Knowing your suffering is very painful for me, but it makes me very alive; and, I am adept at converting 'negative' energy. I am joyful having you in my life, Kaomea; nothing you do or don't will alter that. Go ahead and shut me out again like you have just done, and I will be gone from your tonal- exclamation!!-period. (laughing, 'cause I can make this difficult for you, Kaomea).
Kaomea, I think Billy will say goodbye on the Fourth of July!
Please, do not make me have to point out what a filthy, rotten c*** you are. meh.
Kaomea: Not to alleviate suffering, just to allow those suffering to experience the light so they can see the whole.
Also to allow those who believe they aren't suffering, to gaze into the darkness; so they can see the whole.
To know we're never alone. Whether we are standing at one end or the other, we're never alone. To see ourselves as whole, to know the whole of ourselves.
I liked that.
My darkness is waiting for you
My darkness is waiting for you
My darkness is waiting for you
My darkness is waiting for you
My darkness is waiting for you
My darkness is waiting for you
My darkness is waiting for you
Daylight is waiting for you
"Dangle"
Are you serpent or you just danglin on me.
I watch you sufferin' (Hands down swirl ... soul)
From the things you Could not receive
(Hard to say but I can't) yeah dangle on (Really lie)
Keep danglin on me (I feel I could really harm)
I love to watch you suffer,
I love to see you crawl (Crawl through this - watch you dangle)
I love to watch you dangle on above these walls.
Cause when all my days are gone - you all will see - my love go walking home
Well when I run I dangle on a string,
as you cool, you cool,
you cool my body down,
when I want to run & when I want to hide what I want,
well I dangle, I dangle on a string.
Dangle on - on a string; dangle on - all you bring;
Dangle on - on a string; Dangle on
I dangle on, As you cool, you cool, you cool my body down.
As the clay has crusted on my wings I feel I've been buried yesterday
but I'll heal by the gorgeousness of my eye,
I will heal by the gorgeousness of my eye,
Well be strong, be strong - till this second wave of my love, of my love
Well dangle on - on a string;
Dangle on - all you bring;
Dangle on - on a string; Dangle on
Lyrics -Impossible Shontelle 2010
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know (I know)
And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (I was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
Kaomea: "Muahaha I finally figured out how to embed the exact video I want. Facepalms. I'm an +$$$+, anyway...
Thought it worthwhile to post such a song. Yeah, I sold out to pop. Not very trendy, hipsterish, or awesome in the range of tone but the message is pretty clear. Sometimes yeah, we get suckered into something we were too naive to be in. I'm a big enough person to say I'm an +$$$+, that's one of the great things about not having that much of an ego... I don't entirely care about the things that reflect on me. At the end of the day, I still have my power source and my endless supply of funnies and no one can take away my happiness.
I know, cheesy. I'll admit, I'm having a full blown cheesy moment full of random b.s. but that's another great thing about not caring about appearances ... I don't care I can post anything I want (Oh ok, not ANYTHING because obviously there are SOME lines I can't cross) but I can sure make myself look like a dork and revel in it.
There has to be a rule somewhere about how embracing the fact you can laugh at yourself is important... I swear I read it somewhere. Oh well, for all those on the path to freedom, let's take a moment and say to ourselves, "Yeah, I f*cked up. So what? It only made me stronger ... and funnier for it."
Those f'ing little squares need to stop showing up in my posts, lol, they're annoying.
... a quote I heard from Affinity a couple days ago in chat. It went something like, "In our willingness to be vulnerable is what lies the ability to be invulnerable." "In our willingness to be out of control, we gain control." Or somethings like that, it was really inspirational in the effect that what we avoid only becomes our weakness... why not toss all worries aside and be that which we are afraid to be.
... unless of course it's a serial murderer, in which case I'd advise not to be that.
Yeah, posting again to my own thread cuz I'm [ORIGINAL DIPSHI**ER] cool like that. Lol. Since it's already made, why not.
It's sort of sad seeing the finish line up ahead and then realizing I was side-swiped mid-run. One thing I do have to comment on is the improvement being made each time I jump head first into love. I get closer and closer to that damn finish line. It makes me wonder if I should change my tactics at all. I mean, maybe it's me whose doing something wrong in all of this. But then I think, must I close my heart because it gets trampled over? Must I be more cautious of those I choose to love? .... I don't want to do that. It makes me happy to love openly, there's something inside that just flourishs when I feel loved and am able to love freely. Hindering that would make me sad.
Guess that means I'm not changing my tactics. I will continue to love as I always have. There is no such thing as feeling hurt and needing to shut down my heart because my trust was taken advantage of. It's so much more fun to go diving into unknown waters, at some point I will find the buried treasure and in it will await the most beautiful slinky I have ever seen.
If the slinky does not exist yet, I will manifest one to meet my desires! That's right, screw heavenly intent, if he does not appear within six months, I am creating a spell and bringing him into existence! Lmao, yes I am that stubborn. Is that like buying a blow-up doll? Damn, I didn't think I'd ever go that route. Oh well. If the universe doesn't provide what I need, I'll do it myself. I'm not afraid to get my hands dirty ... I like it dirty. Hahahaha.
I read this, and ask how could the same person could cave into conventional 'wisdom.' Reason could only take you so far here. Our exchange was one that always required more visceral perception. Besides, if you were rational, you could discern the intellectual pathway showing the nature of tonal manifestation.
In a relatively safe medium of controlled insanity, you succumbed to conventional bonds. Your reason having done due dilligence about Billy's extremes, would have noticed he was not a pragmatic threat to your well-being. You were supposed to take this form in a very controlled setting and PLAY with (learn from) it.
For you, Kaomea:
Emanations and world materializing can be effective as with common entities and their ordinary random reflections (variations of pleasure/pain arising). Reason told you to indulge Billy's manifestations and gut out their impetus. You were supposed to fill that with your raw energy of consciousness. How else will you learn that pure awareness of Kaomea supercedes manifestation. Yes, the world is real. It impinges. It is a %@*@@ with teeth.
Yet, the resolute answer of awareness first, literally transcends manifestation.
Awareness in every respect becomes intitiated with reason's pause of detachment [practice/habit]. Reason has an eye on (acts on) what is necessarily conducive to well-being, yet slips the tenacles of that process. Pragmatism and freedom are not mutually exclusive. Do not listen to others (except Billy/smile). Listen to your SELF.
NOW [this is to be interpreted soberly], as to the Billy/Kaomea affair in context: Without doubt you have acted as a B-R-A-T! The stunt you pulled to drown me out is a serious breach of acceptable behavior. I can do simple math. There is no reason for me to continue under the circumstances you've chosen to create. Decide if you are going to convince me it is worth my while to engage you further. As I see it.. the pathway for you is back into Kaomea's freak show thread. OMG.. I expect that I WILL make it nearly impossible for you to ingratiate yourself back into my favor. I am convinced I will cut off tonal interaction with you altogether.
I have you fine within world my just as is. Still, I will suffer GREATLY without your tonal communication, Kaomea. However, since I believe you will experience misery as well, it evens out. SEE, I get pleasure from making you suffer. Why?
Knowing your suffering is very painful for me, but it makes me very alive; and, I am adept at converting 'negative' energy. I am joyful having you in my life, Kaomea; nothing you do or don't will alter that. Go ahead and shut me out again like you have just done, and I will be gone from your tonal- exclamation!!-period. (laughing, 'cause I can make this difficult for you, Kaomea).
Kaomea, I think Billy will say goodbye on the Fourth of July!
Please, do not make me have to point out what a filthy, rotten c*** you are. meh.
Kaomea: Not to alleviate suffering, just to allow those suffering to experience the light so they can see the whole.
Also to allow those who believe they aren't suffering, to gaze into the darkness; so they can see the whole.
To know we're never alone. Whether we are standing at one end or the other, we're never alone. To see ourselves as whole, to know the whole of ourselves.
I liked that.
My darkness is waiting for you
My darkness is waiting for you
My darkness is waiting for you
My darkness is waiting for you
My darkness is waiting for you
My darkness is waiting for you
My darkness is waiting for you
Daylight is waiting for you
"Dangle"
Are you serpent or you just danglin on me.
I watch you sufferin' (Hands down swirl ... soul)
From the things you Could not receive
(Hard to say but I can't) yeah dangle on (Really lie)
Keep danglin on me (I feel I could really harm)
I love to watch you suffer,
I love to see you crawl (Crawl through this - watch you dangle)
I love to watch you dangle on above these walls.
Cause when all my days are gone - you all will see - my love go walking home
Well when I run I dangle on a string,
as you cool, you cool,
you cool my body down,
when I want to run & when I want to hide what I want,
well I dangle, I dangle on a string.
Dangle on - on a string; dangle on - all you bring;
Dangle on - on a string; Dangle on
I dangle on, As you cool, you cool, you cool my body down.
As the clay has crusted on my wings I feel I've been buried yesterday
but I'll heal by the gorgeousness of my eye,
I will heal by the gorgeousness of my eye,
Well be strong, be strong - till this second wave of my love, of my love
Well dangle on - on a string;
Dangle on - all you bring;
Dangle on - on a string; Dangle on