How I Lost Years of My Life - cut off part

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Hi.

First of all, I want to say that I'm not here to convince anyone here.

I just want to share because I just feel I need to.

I got interested with Carlos Castenada teaching by boredom. The books are well written and I liked it.

I read a lot about how he was just a fraud, and just a other guru of a sect.. But I didn't want to believe that, I was seduced by immortality so I started practicing what was written in those books.

I even had some crazy dreaming experiences and I was like "holy #!@@ its real"...

My point of view changed recently. It's just dreams you know.. these are not real.

I LOST SO MANY !+%+*## YEARS FOR CRAZY STUFF.. I CANT STOP TELLING TO MYSELF WTF!!!

Again I'm not here to convince anyone, but more and more I think about these experience and the more and more I realize that it is not real. It's fake. Just dreams you know.

I just feel this way, but I close the door to Castaneda forever. I mean, that's %**+*+ up..

I lost so many time in my life for it that I feel that my life was stolen for my naivity.

Just wanted to share to move on. If you like all these sorcery stuff why not..

But personally I put an end to it.

(edit by Sorcery: changed all caps in thread title)