11-05-2017, 12:00 AM
watergaze wrote:
Of course it is easy to tell other people what to do
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I am wary of how you express thing about who you are willing to heal yourself in front of. It sound very strange to me. Like who you are willing to masturbate in front of or something lol. Sry for the crude analogy. But it works in the sense like.... Why should I heal in front of anybody? Seems a strange thought.
You mean people you feel you can be vulnerable in front of or some such? That is often less about other people, it is more about you and where you are at. Making it sound like people at Sorcery are lacking is not exactly fair to us. When the student is ready, the teacher appears...
Ah, you're right. I'm totally not ready and so my teacher hasn't manifested. That must be what happened.
I can't explain more to you because you require so much explained that it tires me out. I admire Sen for his ability to listen to you attempt to understand people and events. He's so patient with you in ways I never could be. Maybe Sen would like to explain what I said to you; I trust him to explain me accurately enough based on what I say.
I'll summarize for you what I meant: people heal with those they trust. I did not trust you. I trusted Sen and JJ. I don't regret my choices. So, according to you, I masturbated in front of Sen and JJ -- which is pretty much true, spiritually and whatnot. Sen and JJ were safe spaces and people I let into somewhat intimate areas. Considering that the cosmic vagina rules shamanism, masturbating in front of people is kind of a big deal. I digress.
You should masturbate in front of anyone of your choosing. I've no interest in your vagina. Go forth and be free.
Of course it is easy to tell other people what to do
. I am wary of how you express thing about who you are willing to heal yourself in front of. It sound very strange to me. Like who you are willing to masturbate in front of or something lol. Sry for the crude analogy. But it works in the sense like.... Why should I heal in front of anybody? Seems a strange thought.
You mean people you feel you can be vulnerable in front of or some such? That is often less about other people, it is more about you and where you are at. Making it sound like people at Sorcery are lacking is not exactly fair to us. When the student is ready, the teacher appears...
Ah, you're right. I'm totally not ready and so my teacher hasn't manifested. That must be what happened.
I can't explain more to you because you require so much explained that it tires me out. I admire Sen for his ability to listen to you attempt to understand people and events. He's so patient with you in ways I never could be. Maybe Sen would like to explain what I said to you; I trust him to explain me accurately enough based on what I say.
I'll summarize for you what I meant: people heal with those they trust. I did not trust you. I trusted Sen and JJ. I don't regret my choices. So, according to you, I masturbated in front of Sen and JJ -- which is pretty much true, spiritually and whatnot. Sen and JJ were safe spaces and people I let into somewhat intimate areas. Considering that the cosmic vagina rules shamanism, masturbating in front of people is kind of a big deal. I digress.
You should masturbate in front of anyone of your choosing. I've no interest in your vagina. Go forth and be free.