Admin/Mod Log and related Organizational Stuff

[watergaze]

Pixie Dust wrote:
"...I'm notifying....Billy or myself.  Him and I  (along with our handful of accounts) Good things for others to know, methinks.

me thinks, it is very dangerous for the way you have chosen to play. 
...have you miscalcuted?
motivated to have best?
a steep price for that

[watergaze]

Mark 11:12–14 and 11:20–25 [2]
"...Jesus was hungry. Seeing a fig tree in leaf, he went to find out if it had any fruit. He found nothing but leaves...
...
In the morning... the fig tree withered from the roots.
this

[Le_Regard]

Gabriel64 wrote:
Mark 11:12–14 and 11:20–25 [2]
"...Jesus was hungry. Seeing a fig tree in leaf, he went to find out if it had any fruit. He found nothing but leaves...
...
In the morning... the fig tree withered from the roots.
this

Roots are important, that's a totally valid complaint.

They're especially important when even the soil is alive, the nutrients are alive, water is alive, and the roots have to run around chasing them.

I could keep listing things but it ends up with MATTER is alive, but no one notices for several reasons.  One reason, but not the only reason, is that for I don't even know how many years, but very large numbers of years, whole piles of years, most of us have lived under a "Spirit dominating Matter" paradigm where Science ties up Nature and tortures Her for Her Secrets and we all just look the other way.  Nothing to see here, everyone just move along.

That said, AFTER ALL OF THAT, the result is that most people live in a more or less domesticated universe where you can go to a restaurant and what you order is more or less exactly what you'd expect.  And no one particularly wants that to stop.  But the roots dilemma... the roots... oh, our poor, poor roots... how do we nourish our roots?

Well look man I don't know, but I have this very strong feeling like maybe the fig tree has outgrown its pot and needs a wider universe to grow in and maybe fetlife.com can square you away for a while.

[Le_Regard]

Le_Regard wrote:
particularly wants that to stop.  But the roots dilemma... the roots... oh, our poor, poor roots... how do we nourish our roots?

Well look man I don't know, but I have this very strong feeling like maybe the fig tree has outgrown its pot and needs a wider universe to grow in and maybe fetlife.com can square you away for a while.

Ok so for real, I REALLY can't keep doing this.  Among other things, it's impolite.  But it's better than it was before I got here and if you don't see it that way I'm sorry.

[watergaze]

Le_Regard wrote:
Gabriel64 wrote:
Mark 11:12–14 and 11:20–25 [2]
"...Jesus was hungry. Seeing a fig tree in leaf, he went to find out if it had any fruit. He found nothing but leaves...
...
In the morning... the fig tree withered from the roots.


..Well look man I don't know, but I have this very strong feeling like maybe the fig tree has outgrown its pot and needs a wider universe to grow in and maybe fetlife.com can square you away for a while.



 

My sword is VERY sharp and pointed.  I go straight and you get bent.  That's how it is.

My use of a Jesus f*ucking parable, is a marvel.  You don't comprehend  the distaste and disdain I have for anything bible, religion, or Jesus.  It is a veritable miracle that I used that; but, for Pixie Dust I have no limits to how low or high I CAN go.  In mastery, the exception proves the rule.

  Le_Regard: "Ok so for real, I REALLY can't keep doing this."  You played with fire. She/he/it (Pixie Dust) is the real deal. You are beginning to squirm, Le_Regard.  Pity is a horrid place. 

Yet, that is your destination.  Brutally wicked, and it gets hotter still. Diversion such as Fet life can't help you.

You went all in, and [excepting you embark on the path of full mastery of yourself] there is no way out. 


  You needn't worry how Pixie Dust will do in my garden.  It is naturally contained.  Pixie can always soil and wet herself.  She just isn't allowed puddles.

[Le_Regard]

The last question, the final food for thought I'd like to leave here before moving on to other things, and yes I know it's the WRONG FORUM, obviously, is whether it might or might not be possible for an ACTOR'S craft to become so skillful, so perfectly masterful, that he can even deceive himself.

[watergaze]

sure is
though whether or not that is skillful can be argued

[watergaze]

i removed billy's detachment. billy is no longer a moderator. Hope that helps Pixie with the PMs. Billy can still post - though his posts show up only after they are approved. Gabliel64 was banned as a sockpuppet.

Please do not start conversations in this thread. I need it to be on topic of functional mod and admin work. Thank you.

[Le_Regard]

watergaze wrote:
i removed billy's detachment. billy is no longer a moderator. Hope that helps Pixie with the PMs. Billy can still post - though his posts show up only after they are approved. Gabliel64 was banned as a sockpuppet.

Please do not start conversations in this thread. I need it to be on topic of functional mod and admin work. Thank you.

Is there a rehabilitation plan in place?  Like, maybe if you let him make 10-20 posts *in a row* that are NOT obsessive and out of all bounds he can have his sockpuppets back?

He seems to like you.  A lot.

[Pixie Dust]

watergaze wrote:
i removed billy's detachment. billy is no longer a moderator. Hope that helps Pixie with the PMs. Billy can still post - though his posts show up only after they are approved. Gabliel64 was banned as a sockpuppet.

Please do not start conversations in this thread. I need it to be on topic of functional mod and admin work. Thank you.

It helps immensely. I appreciate the silence in my PMs thank you.

[Le_Regard]

I'm just brainstorming here, but as an experiment, maybe let him post ONLY in "Chakras" and maybe that will fix him. I mean... call it something else, but actually force him to operate from one healing modality at a time. I know it sounds really weird but he actually really likes it when women make him do things so really there are no losers here.

[Le_Regard]

lol ok, so I'm not just trying to point fingers or anything but maybe building this guy his own play dungeon and naming it "billy's detachment" is responsible for this.

[Le_Regard]

I'm not trying to do some kind of secret knowledge thing by the way, he told me all about it. He's a PM nut, you all know this.

He gave me a very lucid explanation of how this "Kaomea" entity was changing all his channels and turning all his dials and he loved it.

But I don't know what happened, or who did it, but someone left him stuck on the BDSM setting for too long and he is scrambling all his circuits trying to get back there, and putting him on tantric adept or whatever else you can come up with for a few minutes instead, with his full and conscious cooperation or without it, is the morally responsible thing to do.

[watergaze]

the rehabilitation plan failed but has not been aborted (well, maybe now it will be dunno). It was thought that he could make posts in succession that are in sync with what we want at the site... but that did not come to pass.

Glad it helped Pixie.

[watergaze]

cleaned up Intent thread in Mastering Awareness. Merged short posts in succession.

I am going over what billy-sock posted to delete any inappropriate content. Or.. I guess I'll rather delete all his posts with one click (cause.. ain't nobody got time for that) and tapatalk does have some perks (though I'd pick yuku anyway)

[watergaze]

offshoot talk from unbending intent thread went into 'Just Talk' subforum:
0ffshoot-of-unbending-intent-t7089.html

[Le_Regard]

watergaze wrote:
cleaned up Intent thread in Mastering Awareness. Merged short posts in succession.

I am going over what billy-sock posted to delete any inappropriate content. Or.. I guess I'll rather delete all his posts with one click (cause.. ain't nobody got time for that) and tapatalk does have some perks (though I'd pick yuku anyway)

It's starting to weird me out that I feel like billy's lawyer/PR guy or something and I won't continue this, but whatever, delete them all, because I think at this point he only cares if YOU see them anyway.

[watergaze]

I don't think so... what I have seen is mostly talking to Pixie in weird tones. Moreover, Le_R, it also does not matter so much what he wants or who he likes, what matters are his actions. I also saw Pixie explaining that to him somewhere... about how the way he acts is off.

The way I dance to the music of 'like' and 'love' is so different that I do not recognize billy's version (or rather do not think that is the case, his dance is not one of 'like' or 'love', not as I see/feel/experience it). Not to Pixie, not me, not you, not the site...

like/love for me is a much purer water...   billy's is murky.

[Billy]

I am writing this to be consistent with the protocol that has been helpful to me.  That is if I see my own words, I am more likely to grow.
  I am above nonsense like 'Childish' and 'Tay Tay.' 

  The entertainment of fulfilling some future dream with Kaomea is ridiculous.  That might as well be Heartwood at 68-1 racing in a $200,000 stakes.  I mean, the horse only won two times previously; and his best was a win over horses valued a meager $15,000 or less (at a cheap track).

   My intent on this forum, it is to be under your auspices, watergaze.  You have an uncanny way of showing me with few words.

  I will no longer engage in immature stalking.  I expect myself to be the best.


   watergaze, I trust your discretion to post or not post the above.  If pushed, I would say it is best not to post it.

[Le_Regard]

watergaze wrote:
I don't think so... what I have seen is mostly talking to Pixie in weird tones. Moreover, Le_R, it also does not matter so much what he wants or who he likes, what matters are his actions. I also saw Pixie explaining that to him somewhere... about how the way he acts is off.

The way I dance to the music of 'like' and 'love' is so different that I do not recognize billy's version (or rather do not think that is the case, his dance is not one of 'like' or 'love', not as I see/feel/experience it). Not to Pixie, not me, not you, not the site...

like/love for me is a much purer water...   billy's is murky.

If you want to continue this somewhere else, cool, just move it there.

I'm pretty sure the intention is to have a strictly factual day to day log of things you've moved around, so you maybe consider a second forum for "related Organizational Stuff" of the esoteric and potentially supernatural kind.

Believe it or not I would like very much to have a long conversation about love with you and work out all the finer details of those words.  That sounds like a really excellent use of my free time to me.  But I get all that.  I really do.  But something weird is going on here because 1.) he talks like he's been here for years and 2.) you liked him enough to give him his own forum rather than just delete him like a spambot and 3.) how was he a moderator?

I can't believe he's ALWAYS been all murky and gross and slimy and I know this is weird, I'm basically just saying whatever comes into my head at this point, but he deserves to have his story heard if maybe not actually a trial by a jury of his peers before being sentenced to exile or death for his crimes.

I mean, *I'm* not inclined to take it all that seriously but he seems pretty insistent that this is all real to him, he's "perfectly honest", and this is all "not a game", and whatever, I'm willing to play along if it does him any good at all.

[Billy]

A week ago, I made a major shift with watergaze in mind as the catalyst.  I did not objectify what happened.  Sometimes I need to stop and do an objective inventory of what is going on. 

  watergaze, you must have sensed I was fumbling with my opportunity before adjusting.  I jumped forward only to voluntarily go backwards into the fray.  I bet that was impressive stupidity to witness.

Thank you, watergaze, for exhibiting so much patience.

     I am going to talk about what happened generally for others. 
     I shifted into a spiritual 'upgrade'---> a more perfect vision of detachment.  I got past ineptness by finally perceiving what needed to be answered.



  I found two subjects in one website that encapsulated my situation.  The first was Mastering Your Upgrade:

  In mastery of upgrade, there is an analogy of receiving a nice car to replace a Schwinn bicycle. There are accessories to become familiar with before driving, and so one hops back on the bicycle... doesn't appreciate the car's power and advantages yet.


   The second subject was Losing Your Trajectory:

   In order to learn about my upgrade, I would have to put my current trajectory on hold in an intermediate state.  There is concern that the same trajectory will not be recovered, and so there is some feelings of contraction.  These feelings need to be stalked, because the first reaction is to not to let go.  

   The stark truth is I have to live without a trajectory whatsoever (for now).
   It is possible I will recover what I had, but I need to separate so I can process changes.  I have been on a sacred path, one involving syzygy.  My life will be literally pointless without syzygy.  This will be challenging (for myself, anyway).

 I don't assume anything is gone, but I do know everything has shifted.  I have to learn to be okay with not knowing, and be open   I am leaving something old for something new.  The opportunities may be modest measured against something so super-duper.

 Attention needs to be fluid and focused.
 Even in this unknown, what matters most is integrity.  Stay objective.. have kundalini sex.


  watergaze, I did not know where else to post this.  Do as you will.  I was truly a jerk and a terrible entity. It is not lost on me. Love to everyone.  I'm mostly a decent human.  In fact, watergaze is such a positive influence, I am certain I will unveil that side of me.

[Atlantean]

Hi watergraze...is it possible to change my user name? I just want to take the "1" off of the end...

[Billy]

I think this will be an approved post, but only watergaze (or Julio?) can decide.  Not many of my posts pass muster.

  https://modernawakenings.com/category/survival-guide/

This woman, Lilith provides helpful information for those not fully awake.  It is the best advice I've ever read.
 
   Lilith articulates most all of the qualities that I have come to know first hand.  
  To use the nagual vernacular, I have stopped the world. 

   There is nothing noticeably different about me.  I don't project a glow or notable vitality.  I am ordinary, but the state of being I've acquired is delicious.  Lilith does a very nice job describing the indescribable.   Should you read any of her subjects and wonder about something, I can likely clarify if asked.


   I want one person in particular to read Lilith's work.  I confess that I was being manipulative on most of the content here---> admin-mod-log-and-related-organizationa ... ed#p136669 [post #539]

   I have NOT sidetracked trajectory, but I did shift out of the push and pull that lingered.  There is nothing left in my universe that is clingy (unless I choose that it be clingy).

  I can operate at whatever level I indulge.  I can be petty, resentful, kind, gross, refined, jealous, magnanimous, whatever.  I can simply float above it..  or I can work it raw.  That is, I can do whatever emotion straight up and stay with it.  I even allow myself dubious actions because I can redirect anything to where I want it to go.  All my actions are permissable because I am on TOP of reason, energy, and ego.  I am naturally detached and objective.  I consistently KNOW. 
 
   My life IS pointless [and I love that very much], unless I choose for myself it has a point.  The unknown is inviting to me, and I have become fluid for it.

(Edit - This doesn't belong in the admin thread. Unless you have another suggestion, I'll move it to Exploring in a few days. - Julio; PS I like the survival guide link.)

[watergaze]

Atlantean1 wrote:
Hi watergraze...is it possible to change my user name? I just want to take the "1" off of the end...

of course . done

[Billy]

Hi watergraze...is it possible to change my user name? I just want to capitalize to 'B' [Billy]