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Pixie Dust wrote:
In addition to those things we assume he has healthcare.
I also assume he suffers from some type of brain damage.
NO, I have made TAC's (brain exam) and there is no brain damage obviously detected.
I do have money and free time, too.
Now I'm going to try and change my name here.
Yesterday was hard and so my mother and psychologist both decided to go back to my previous medication, when I wasn't having these 'attacks'
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Alone wrote:
Pixie Dust wrote:
In addition to those things we assume he has healthcare.
I also assume he suffers from some type of brain damage.
NO, I have made TAC's (brain exam) and there is no brain damage obviously detected.
I do have money and free time, too.
Now I'm going to try and change my name here.
Yesterday was hard and so my mother and psychologist both decided to go back to my previous medication, when I wasn't having these 'attacks'
I'm going to just get directly to the point. I'm sure you have perfectly good reasons for this, but if you have money and free time why are you living with your mother in a situation you don't seem happy with?
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Pixie Dust wrote:
Le_Regard wrote:
Le_Regard wrote:
I don't assume he has brain damage, because that would be medical advice.
But yes, your first point is extremely valid. Do you mean healthcare or health insurance? He clearly has healthcare if "psychiatry is on the scene", but maybe his mother is paying a million dollars for it, we don't know that.
I don't know, I don't have a medical degree and I'm not a psychiatrist, but I keep an eye on these things and just try to be honest, and it seems to me like in the world right now A LOT of people who get labeled as mentally ill or unstable are actually just poor and forced to live in conditions where I'd be freaking out and having panic attacks and running from reality too.
I'm not saying that applies here, I'm just saying...
The number of people medicating themselves with substance use, either over-the-counter or prescribed by their doctor is huge. We're a world full of suffering--the haves, the have-nots, everyone is exposed and only those with high coping skills steer clear from the booby-traps. Coping skills are learned from a great support group or educating oneself (from people or books). The fortunate have both.
If you have stats and research to discuss to support your opinions on mental health that would be enjoyable. Until then, you can share your opinions with Mr. Lemon Balm while I excuse myself from an unsupported and opinionated discussion. All I cared about was pointing Alone back to his doctor. Did that. Nothing left to discuss unless there's research involved in the discussion.
You want statistics? Treating people like statistics is how we got into this mess in the first place. If you want to keep running the world your way, go ahead, but I think we can both agree it's not working.
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No, I mean my family has money that uses for my healthcare. And I have change in my pocket. I can afford a coffee then and now.
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No, I mean my family has money that uses for my healthcare. And I have change in my pocket. I can afford a coffee then and now.
If I remember this right you said you were 27. Are you stuck at home because of the mental health thing, or is it because of something else? I'm not judging, but that's important information.
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Le_Regard wrote:
Pixie Dust wrote:
Le_Regard wrote:
I don't know, I don't have a medical degree and I'm not a psychiatrist, but I keep an eye on these things and just try to be honest, and it seems to me like in the world right now A LOT of people who get labeled as mentally ill or unstable are actually just poor and forced to live in conditions where I'd be freaking out and having panic attacks and running from reality too.
I'm not saying that applies here, I'm just saying...
The number of people medicating themselves with substance use, either over-the-counter or prescribed by their doctor is huge. We're a world full of suffering--the haves, the have-nots, everyone is exposed and only those with high coping skills steer clear from the booby-traps. Coping skills are learned from a great support group or educating oneself (from people or books). The fortunate have both.
If you have stats and research to discuss to support your opinions on mental health that would be enjoyable. Until then, you can share your opinions with Mr. Lemon Balm while I excuse myself from an unsupported and opinionated discussion. All I cared about was pointing Alone back to his doctor. Did that. Nothing left to discuss unless there's research involved in the discussion.
You want statistics? Treating people like statistics is how we got into this mess in the first place. If you want to keep running the world your way, go ahead, but I think we can both agree it's not working.
But wait, let me keep using an impersonal and academic approach to really drive home the point that it's a faulty method.
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Pixie Dust wrote:
Le_Regard wrote:
Pixie Dust wrote:
The number of people medicating themselves with substance use, either over-the-counter or prescribed by their doctor is huge. We're a world full of suffering--the haves, the have-nots, everyone is exposed and only those with high coping skills steer clear from the booby-traps. Coping skills are learned from a great support group or educating oneself (from people or books). The fortunate have both.
If you have stats and research to discuss to support your opinions on mental health that would be enjoyable. Until then, you can share your opinions with Mr. Lemon Balm while I excuse myself from an unsupported and opinionated discussion. All I cared about was pointing Alone back to his doctor. Did that. Nothing left to discuss unless there's research involved in the discussion.
You want statistics? Treating people like statistics is how we got into this mess in the first place. If you want to keep running the world your way, go ahead, but I think we can both agree it's not working.
But wait, let me keep using an impersonal and academic approach to really drive home the point that it's a faulty method.
All methods are flawed, in exactly the same ways all maps are flawed, in that they fundamentally are just NOT the territory they're supposed to guide you through.
Everyone wants to have a map, and a GOOD map, a peer reviewed map published in a credible scientific journal. I get that. I really do get that some maps are better or worse, more or less useful, than other maps. But they're still maps. People are not maps, people are territory. If our strategy is to keep our hands clean and plot other human beings as points on OUR map and then try to move them about like chess pieces, it doesn't work. It will never work.
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Le_Regard wrote:
Pixie Dust wrote:
Le_Regard wrote:
You want statistics? Treating people like statistics is how we got into this mess in the first place. If you want to keep running the world your way, go ahead, but I think we can both agree it's not working.
But wait, let me keep using an impersonal and academic approach to really drive home the point that it's a faulty method.
All methods are flawed, in exactly the same ways all maps are flawed, in that they fundamentally are just NOT the territory they're supposed to guide you through.
Everyone wants to have a map, and a GOOD map, a peer reviewed map published in a credible scientific journal. I get that. I really do get that some maps are better or worse, more or less useful, than other maps. But they're still maps. People are not maps, people are territory. If our strategy is to keep our hands clean and plot other human beings as points on OUR map and then try to move them about like chess pieces, it doesn't work. It will never work.
Every time you try to HELP someone, it's not a clean, neat action. It's an act of violence, and you're taking a risk. That's why no one helps anyone anymore.
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Le_Regard wrote:
Pixie Dust wrote:
Le_Regard wrote:
You want statistics? Treating people like statistics is how we got into this mess in the first place. If you want to keep running the world your way, go ahead, but I think we can both agree it's not working.
But wait, let me keep using an impersonal and academic approach to really drive home the point that it's a faulty method.
All methods are flawed, in exactly the same ways all maps are flawed, in that they fundamentally are just NOT the territory they're supposed to guide you through.
Everyone wants to have a map, and a GOOD map, a peer reviewed map published in a credible scientific journal. I get that. I really do get that some maps are better or worse, more or less useful, than other maps. But they're still maps. People are not maps, people are territory. If our strategy is to keep our hands clean and plot other human beings as points on OUR map and then try to move them about like chess pieces, it doesn't work. It will never work.
Ok.
It will never work for you. Stop masturbating over the idea if you're so certain.
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Le_Regard wrote:
Le_Regard wrote:
Pixie Dust wrote:
But wait, let me keep using an impersonal and academic approach to really drive home the point that it's a faulty method.
All methods are flawed, in exactly the same ways all maps are flawed, in that they fundamentally are just NOT the territory they're supposed to guide you through.
Everyone wants to have a map, and a GOOD map, a peer reviewed map published in a credible scientific journal. I get that. I really do get that some maps are better or worse, more or less useful, than other maps. But they're still maps. People are not maps, people are territory. If our strategy is to keep our hands clean and plot other human beings as points on OUR map and then try to move them about like chess pieces, it doesn't work. It will never work.
Every time you try to HELP someone, it's not a clean, neat action. It's an act of violence, and you're taking a risk. That's why no one helps anyone anymore.
What? Lol. I've received a lot of help so unless I'm like a freaky lucky unicorn who just attracts an insane amount of assistance--then help does occur for some people. Maybe just not you.
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Pixie Dust wrote:
Le_Regard wrote:
Le_Regard wrote:
All methods are flawed, in exactly the same ways all maps are flawed, in that they fundamentally are just NOT the territory they're supposed to guide you through.
Everyone wants to have a map, and a GOOD map, a peer reviewed map published in a credible scientific journal. I get that. I really do get that some maps are better or worse, more or less useful, than other maps. But they're still maps. People are not maps, people are territory. If our strategy is to keep our hands clean and plot other human beings as points on OUR map and then try to move them about like chess pieces, it doesn't work. It will never work.
Every time you try to HELP someone, it's not a clean, neat action. It's an act of violence, and you're taking a risk. That's why no one helps anyone anymore.
What? Lol. I've received a lot of help so unless I'm like a freaky lucky unicorn who just attracts an insane amount of assistance--then help does occur for some people. Maybe just not you.
I don't literally mean no one ever helps anyone, but people walk by crimes all the time because it's not their problem and they don't want to get involved.
And every time you get involved, you jump in. You appear on the scene. You push your way in.
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Le_Regard wrote:
Pixie Dust wrote:
Le_Regard wrote:
Every time you try to HELP someone, it's not a clean, neat action. It's an act of violence, and you're taking a risk. That's why no one helps anyone anymore.
What? Lol. I've received a lot of help so unless I'm like a freaky lucky unicorn who just attracts an insane amount of assistance--then help does occur for some people. Maybe just not you.
I don't literally mean no one ever helps anyone, but people walk by crimes all the time because it's not their problem and they don't want to get involved.
And every time you get involved, you jump in. You appear on the scene. You push your way in.
It's not violent as in lethal violence. But at the very minimum you have to force your way through the inertia. You at the very least have to make a noise so someone notices you.
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I am noisy, pushy, and always invasive. The squeaky wheel gets the grease.
Attention whore to the fullest.
It's brought me quite a bit of attention over time. From all sorts of characters worldwide. Including snowy countries like Russia. They don't men like that any longer.
Mmmmmm. Nom nom nom.
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Make. The make is missing!
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Make. The make is missing!
Some of my psychiatric medications was taken off by my mother and psychologist hand, so I'm back to previous medication of previous public psychiatrists which I will see on tuesday, the main one which I havent seen in a month. Thursday I freaked out, my ID. medications taken off and now i'm going slowly.
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Thanks for sharing. I'm not interested in your progress on this so I'll defer to Serloco who can get you all hooked up with information.
Serloco, you're up!
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Pixie Dust wrote:
Thanks for sharing. I'm not interested in your progress on this so I'll defer to Serloco who can get you all hooked up with information.
Serloco, you're up!
The make is missing...
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Do you think you could clarify that please?
Possible interpretations appear to include 1.) the make of a car, like as in Ford Taurus, Mitsubishi Eclipse, Toyota Celica, etc. or 2.) A force of will. As in, to make someone do something or 3.) Following a procedure too prepare something, commonly a food, as in making a pizza, making a sandwich, but also as in making a table or making a website.
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definitely making a donation to this website. My christmas gift, as soon as I have money. Other makings will be revealed soon.
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I did the lobster's strike (a magical passe) and obviously my AP moved. I want to go back to normal. how do I go about. I don't like this!
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Lobster strike.....oh yeah! From the first video put out by Cleargreen. I did a few reps of that pass today.....lots of energy stirred up with that one around the adrenals.
So, what's going on in your perception? If it whatever it is feels unstable, try going for a walk out in the woods.....get grounded with the Earth element out in nature. It helps me when things are unsettled
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definitely making a donation to this website. My christmas gift, as soon as I have money. Other makings will be revealed soon.
Don't waste your money on this site. I mean, if you feel giving sure. Keep in mind, gifts of time and attention tend to hold more value than money. Just saying, those without one type of resources can give a different type.
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I did the lobster's strike (a magical passe) and obviously my AP moved. I want to go back to normal. how do I go about. I don't like this!
Once you go black, you never go back.
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Pixie Dust wrote:
Tryingclown wrote:
I did the lobster's strike (a magical passe) and obviously my AP moved. I want to go back to normal. how do I go about. I don't like this!
Once you go black, you never go back.
 Good point.
It's scary shifting away from the habitual position of the AP, I know. I mean...what am I gonna do with all this space...this empty potential...this terrifying freedom....without the boredom, depression, lack of energy/awareness, lack of impetus, slavery to addiction/diversion...without the slow, lazy current of sewage of social torpor to tell me what to do from day to day?!!!
I've heard it said that its a dark day when the warrior finally frees him/herself from the oppression of the internal dialog/flyer mind. The noose finally cut from around my neck.......now what??! 
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glance left wrote:
Pixie Dust wrote:
Tryingclown wrote:
I did the lobster's strike (a magical passe) and obviously my AP moved. I want to go back to normal. how do I go about. I don't like this!
Once you go black, you never go back.
Good point.
It's scary shifting away from the habitual position of the AP, I know. I mean...what am I gonna do with all this space...this empty potential...this terrifying freedom....without the boredom, depression, lack of energy/awareness, lack of impetus, slavery to addiction/diversion...without the slow, lazy current of sewage of social torpor to tell me what to do from day to day?!!!
I've heard it said that its a dark day when the warrior finally frees him/herself from the oppression of the internal dialog/flyer mind. The noose finally cut from around my neck.......now what??!
Glance left:
Thank you for your comforting words. I do feel better now and I also like the way you think, nominating the oh-so-good things (sarcasm..) and then kind of make a joke out of us. It's nice.
I managed to go to sleep and I'm doing really good today. It all just made sense or rather I now only go foward If I feel it does make sense. This is comforting and has to do of course with stalking. I'm beginnning to stalk myself more and others too. I feel nice knowing I can stalk others and I was surprised to realize, it seems, that such an activity is not nasty to others, on the contrary as I read in a website concerning these issues what happens is you really free energy and that permits you, as a hunter, to move foward safely and in a very controlled way. This is what I felt when I stalked my father on the sofa. It was something for me.
I am getting hold of the feeling of <something making sense>. It is very pleasant and I'm thinking about the verb "buttresting" that Don Juan used concerning stalkers and the poems' jolt.
Pixie Dust, your words were kind of terrorizing. -_- ahah yikes!
So what am I doing now? I'm planning to go to bed but only will do so when it <makes sense> to me. That's how I keep it real. I'm am very dedicated to avoid erratic behaviours or maneuvres that put me in a not-good predicament. so now that i have found a safe haven I am dedicated to keep it.
For some reason I thought of AC/DC yesterday when I was to go about the elevator, If I correctly recall. The first album with Brian Johnson, it won some prize. I also thought about their album from just a couple of years ago, Black Ice.
So: Life has been erratic these last years. now a chance to make it not a roller-coaster ride where I end up accumulating bad stuff. that's how it has been.... that's how it has been... it has been bad... i rest my HELLO here! ARR
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