The New Seers?

[bit shiny]

where are the new seers

Hiding in a closet ?

who is dealing the cards in the hand

from whence came to shall from whence return

all in good time

[bit shiny]

i do not respect threads about silence

the threads are aware "awareness"

if silence was the boat

paddling is it such a bad thing

open eyes

the mind is floating in "as" the stream too

[bit shiny]

Morning sun come out and play in / with the sun now

closet dwellers will blister

and run back to watch the lint float up to the light

commenting on the direction of travel

as though to backwards unravel

all the while the time goes in all directions

appears here and there inside the water

indulgence and self importance ?

let he who has eyes to see see

the direction of vision comprising the taste that resides

and spare me the "seeing " ****

a vague sensation gathered upon direction

were seeing its solidity appear liquidly now

the two places so close as to be non separate realities

here and there are here

no need to run there

[Billy]

bit shiny--if the threads are aware "awareness" and this is all you wear, better get to Walmart.
bit shiny, you there?

Silly banter is all; I like your yarn

don't you know that?

[bit shiny]

yes weave away

come

there was a jumper once

it was yellow

they pulled the thread from the corners and watch it disappear

agreements that's all

spheres

billions of believers wearing the thread

woven

[bit shiny]

its fine thread

woven both sides

did you know about how flowers align ?

one foot in the water another in the sky

bears that cannot help themselves

from whats inside hives

time comes and a horizon spins above

the cup is replaced or is it the same

i have a new one

yes i am back from mysterious forest

what yearns you ?

is it the sky or the water or both ?

weavers of both

one and the same

as above so below you know

whats this body ? but a boat

and now to float

what is the sky saying to the boat in the water

[Billy]

What I yearn for are the same agreements as you.

Is your obvious lack the same as mine?

Falling short of self-proclaimed emptiness are we?

If only you could find something meaningful to say, to feel, to live--

oh yes, aware "awareness"

This sedantary posting is a far cry from kinky , bizarre, essential existence.  What a freakshow being alive!

ya pasting that over with trite paradoxical doublespeak.

ya aren't staying in the fire like me.

what is it ya want bit shiny?

[Billy]

I also have a life (derogatory wink).

ok. & a smile

[bit shiny]

i want to develop a dialogue

the position of awareness's taken existence comes from where it springs

ending in where it comes to

and what do i wan't ?

speak and that time is gone

once a nose around a neck but what comes next ?

death ? no life

bounce patterns from the wall

just because back wards back woods agreements were made

and they liked the way they stayed

does'nt mean its the way it ll stay

an interesting turn of events

what i wanted was an open dialogue but could get no way which

so now we have this choice which belongs to a course

from where we came

[Billy]

You're a silly goose, because NATURALLY your words unnecessarily exceed an implicit understanding already mine.  Go tell some people who do not know how to PLAY (virtually anyone but myself).

You want to engage?? Then you best impress me.  Tell me something yours alone that is not a remake of the dog chasing its tail.

You bear insecurity unwittingly here with no value to be enjoyed.  I want you to be shiny in the 'down cycle' when getting the 'worst of it' > THEN have some dialogue from out of THAT state of being > demonstrate your comportment from having wholeness always.

Ideas can come from anywhere and that is okie dokie, but can you wear them as your own clothes?  I SEE dressy threads that own you > make you falter.

If you want dialogue then start with a simpe authentic identity first.

[bit shiny]

there is nothing here for you in-authentic

the game of your own is not mine

and now you have to face what i show you

i already face what you reveal and its not much but its enough for me to decide

the agreement you bring is for you irreversible yet you never asked my permission

and it does not belong to you

that is why i see you

and that is why i share with you what i see

you will sort your self then

so i make you the offer

and respectfully decline

yet you never came through the front door

as i do

walking along a road many came many showed

never was it asked for one who had basked would task

along many roads many many bears

dreamers toilers and childish token tears

was the dreamer a child ? i agree with this own proposition

delivered from anothers harms with decisive opposition

a basket floating down a stream a motion of a wave

an underlying thread of directness and seriousness was made

who was at the front and who was at the back

the first to raise their hands might never make it back

holding marbles in the hand

an ever deadly turn

the choice was made before its seen to give the own return

who was the messenger was never a point to drag one from a shed

what was important that the bird received the message and gave the thread

the slumber was nice the dreaming times thrice the banter and the game "bird"

never before was the intrusion seen to a second nano herd

ok ok its only fair we give the thing away

i really don't enjoy being chosen for the task today

a handy wave a turny turnip and a thorough travelling tern

now the birds must face the light of belly breezy game "hen"

[Billy]

per serloco, I am billy.. Mr. Tonal fixation--so yes to dreamer toiler-- but not so much "childish token tears."

That was coming in the front door?

[bit shiny]

then its about the meddle

a frog comes a frog goes

upon a mirroring pond

leaping here and there of course

you whats next on a frond

decisively calculative and precise

one step proceeds the next

the ultimate aligned exacting precision at its best

the toes that grasp the splash that past

the nimble frolicking wave

lest not forget the wave that's traveled that the pores of flesh had craved

dearest froggy nimble and fast and wet and slipping to pass from frond to frond

in love with lilly's active role as her softness and how she would respond

the love the passion the dust and the splashing

a frog was a frog was a frog

whats in a name dear human no shame

its the passion and splashing and fashion

dear human acceptance blessing through yet this

i cannot clear throat of a name

so now when decisive and pleasant and confident

the frog would leap as he passed

would land on the lilly pad direct in his path and not so much by the skin of his ass

the mirror of pond which revealed his subtle skin was fractalized in such a display

to show where to jump and where he he had been and where he was going today

connected by the fracture held together by rapture

and driven to find the next phase

twas the heart held together in place what was found and found it was in exact phase

skill was one thing the water another reflection and passion and fire

the sky beaming down alighting the fronds to respond to their own inner desire

and was it enough ?

love was enough

whats the trade ? intensity ? same thing

in its purest form

expanding "connectedness"

the path given ? responds

power ? a dream

responsibility yours and mine

crossing paths

only natural

preference ? personal and collective

even infinite beyond initial "spheres" connections

[Billy]

quite beautiful there

[Billy]

I will share a perverse fantasy.  I attain to the ecstatically sensational many ways, but I love this example.

I withdraw into erotic negation and bathe in the wonderful wash of negative appraisal > ever caressing a sensation of worthlessness. 

All else is reduced to the most desirable, confident, beautiful female standing over me.  She is immutably drawn to illuminate that I am pitiful, and will demonstrate that I am her inferior.  No words are necessary.  She sees to my degradation by derisive laughter, facial projections of mockery, and outright disdain.  I reflect to her that I am an ashamed beggar who is not deserving of her contempt.  It will satisfy her to despicably piss on my face, and I am to consider this a favor. 

  I crave her gesture, and there are intense pangs of agony and angst; I am afraid she will deny me her bodily waste.

    At last, the depravity of her piss and **** descends and I am overwhelmed by sensational rapture.  My shame is joyful.  I am richly alive.

[Billy]

figure out what you're protecting

[bit shiny]

apples and pears

a psychologist a charlatan and a backwards shaman walked backwards into a bar

a Christian was in there who did not drink

the charlatan the psychologist and the backwards shaman all agreed its a great night out

a pyramid stood on its head

and who was Righteous ?

find out what righteous means

and there is no need for the question only the whole answer

filth for the swine

find out what you fight against first

and ring the bell for the cat

all roads might seem the same

so dialects perverse and lost

agreements were made

and they stayed

[Billy]

There was actually a point> the responsiveness does not stay

I face what I  dream and move on to next

I only attain fluidity when I am not held by what is sticky for you

   Look how many clothes hidden in persons' wardrobe they won't be seen wearing

   I abide there too, but such clothing's existence is never a threat

   I don't overly indulge in the perverse or anything else, but I acquiesce and enjoy it being part

There actually is a right way

That even includes how to walk in and out of a bar

[Billy]

I can tell a fairytale from never never land also, but never never-never-never mind.

[bit shiny]

interesting

project inner world outward

watching for outer world to react

when outer world reacts

stay fluid while outer world react and then proceed

with superior state of fluidity of present direction

causing secondary motion to pursue former direction

fluidity self appraisal appeases need for superiority of fluidity over outer world

never recognizing the reflection stems from lack of movement in direction to recognize need to move inner and outer world closer

through self analysis resulting in dissemination

of inward dis-affiliation with connection to emotion regarding outer worlds reflection of inner worlds state

through revealing to outer world state in state of dis-affiliation through lack of emotion feels "fluidity " at inner and outer world

gathering agreement about fluidity of both states in movement from inward site delivering sensation to solidification of position ?

[bit shiny]

best of luck with it

again off for the enchanted forest

[Billy]

bit shiny: ...stay fluid while outer world react and then proceed

with superior state of fluidity of present direction

causing secondary motion to pursue former direction...
billy- {THAT'S A FAIR ASSESSMENT}
bit shiny ...appeasing need for superiority of fluidity over outer world...
billy- {WRONG, I can allow myself to be a jerk}
bit shiny ...never recognizing the reflection stems from lack of movement in direction to recognize need to move inner and outer world closer

through self analysis resulting in dissemination...
billy- {what fucking possible need to move the inner and outer world closer??   Are you doing a 'beyond me/speak life' riff?  How ironic you use the word 'dissemination' in mistaken conveyance.  Propensity for ejaculating semen to 'procreate' is not any sort of absolute in my book.  ***-off-lol.}
bit shiny ...(dissemination ) of inward dis-affiliation with connection to emotion regarding outer worlds reflection of inner worlds state

through revealing to outer world state in state of dis-affiliation through lack of emotion feels "fluidity " at inner and outer world

gathering agreement about fluidity of both states in movement from inward site delivering sensation to solidification of position ?
billy- {THAT'S RIGHT > excepting there is no want of distinctions, as clarity is not muddied either way.  I typically allow (even desire) the thrust of emotions, but I may just as well dis-affiliate.  AND, I may choose priorly to detach or not.  What's your point?}

[Billy]

I know because I DECIDE to know.  I have empirical experience there to make this practical and practiceable.

[Billy]

I know because I DECIDE to know.  I have empirical experience there to make this practical and practiceable.

It is not complicated.  Realize self-divestiture, then you will acquiesce to your known folly.

[bit shiny]

once upon a time there were two sisters

one was called ms superiority the other was called mrs inferiority

one day while having a bath mrs inferiority and ms superiority both went for the plug at the same time

unfortunately when they both resurfaced

ones hair had matted badly to the others and in the tangle both were irrecognizable

one would surface trying to pull the hair from the plug and the other surfacing would pull upon the others

hair

up and down this went up and down and up and down

although the water in the bath was bubbly and fizzing

and although it was unrecognizable at first sight seeming to be one hair "together"

it was obvious that both now belonged to the same trouble up and down up and down

and the bath tubs water could only conceal the truth for moments as the other dissappeared below while the other got her breath

only under these circumstances would the truth be hidden that one had hair matted to the other

and seemed to be the same yet both were different yet each so close as to give diss-array

by the way in dissaray- you forget outside opinion and seek your own

the line you speak belongs to the next

life is complicated free of full stops

you have my full authority now

"to deal with"