What is Your Story?

[serloco]

I will read it my friend, I didn't get to it yet because I was sidetracked, I imagine it is full of wisdom tho.. will let you know for sure my truth.

[serloco]

Yep lots of wisdom there. But I must say this. A king need not be even the light of all to know him, but can rue from the shadows, sitting silently behind the scenes. THat is a rule of the stalker himself, to rule without being known to be ruler. What is the kingdom but your own awareness of the kingdom. I am the life of this world, said the lord. That is to say my controlled folly, my awarenesss and my knowledge rules supreme. I went through much of what you say, and have learned that none can question me, none can conquer me, my will and my awareness and my choice is, no matter what anyone else says. You see me when and if i say you see me and if i say you do not see me then you do not. That is my rule, and my safelt net too. Saints into monsters and monsters ito saints, I can make the people enjoy enjpy pain and their sufferings or I can make them trully suffer and hate it. I can make evil into good and good into evil. That is my controlled folly. None rebel none perish unless I say they do. That is why it is called folly, because it is like a simple joke of a simple choice.

[Finwe]

You are right, theres no Truth in it at all, deceptions, hidden agendas, tricks, jokes on someone's account, whatcouldbees and million options except what is happening now as you stalk something that is yet not, I can very, very hardly find anything I would like about the path of stalker, it simply disgusts me in heart, nothing against you thou,u great person with heart like everyone else, has great ideas and a prototype of warrior. The teachings own us and instead of them teaching us, we teach them, it's almost invisible threshold there.

Serloco did u know that according to the simplest logic, there is no objectivity possible anyhow, anywhere, except nowhere ?

[serloco]

Yeah I hate controlled folly too. But not stalking my friend. You I think are mixing them. Stalking lets me be Shakespeare or Merlin, or rap ike my favorite rapper but in my own words, lets me be nearly anything. Staking is merely shifting awareness position or gaining awareness. It lets me see normal reality as a dream.

Can you explain further objectivity?

[serloco]

I hate stalking because it hurt my heart, my love, almost can't see it as real. Cooold. burrrr. I hate it today too. yesterday actually now. I need love. not fake, nor command to love, or having to know. makes me shift back into being a normal person, like I used to be, innocent and kind and just mostly unaware, I like it there.

[serloco]

*controlled folly* I mean to say, not stalking.

[serloco]

any warrior detest controlled folly and for good reason too. It has it perks tho, power power power.

You are not a fool Fin and your ppost is not void of perfection, for it has heart in it. You have heart. You captured the essence of ruling with love and justice, heart. A proper ruler ho cares. that is no trick to me, no lie, nor anything wrong or pathetic at all.

[serloco]

serloco wrote:I am byond Carlos now. And beware of the gap and Calros's knowledge of th gap and the will that flow out into death.. T|hat is a perceprion of death that he paints for you and is VERY VERY dangerous indeed. It haunted me for years when I was about to die. NOw say something else instead like death is my friend and tells me of any dangers peacefully and had to ask me if I want to die this way.. Then it wil be that.. The gap idea nearly killed me for years and it is horrendous indeed my friend.. Thank you for your love and your understanding.. I needed that and i appreciate it greatly. I like your sharing too. Yes you almost died but fended off your death perfectly even if you didnt and dont know it. Congrats. hope you gain the ability to see. and I bless you to gain it, thus you will.
Imagne every danger making you feel like your belly is about to burst out of you!! Like an enormous pressure about to burst free out of your body and kill you! Are you sure you want this, I don't and I hated it, and trust me you do not need it either and if you make it true then only then will it be true.

[Gugeyewalker]

Hmm....to say you are beyond Carlos, when none of these forums wouldn't even exist, and you and I would not even be talking, if it weren't for his writings.

You could say if ya like that we change our methods and our ways due to our time, which is better for us. Most of us do not have a powerful sorceror teachers like Don Juan, Don Genaro, or Merlin.

So until we find one, we have to take what works for us from this Chinese buffet.

Serloco, can you tell me what you mean when you say the gap idea almost killed you? What did you do?

[serloco]

Yes I am far beyond Carlos. Carlos was fairly weak, and some of don Juan's teachings were also weak and flawed.

I listened to the gao teaching, and once I entered into that awareness I became it and tok on that perception. The result was when I was fluid and in danger it felt like my belly was about to burst out from within. Like walking on a teeter totter. The thing you have to realize is that ANYTHING is possible, any perception imaginable, and idea of death too. That said I recommend not taking on anything that perceives danger or death to you.

Yes it is easy to attract allies, and alles are everything my friend, any teacher you can imagine because they are anything, everything and nothing. I dance with allies from all of the greatest teachers. Every single life ever lived is still living in my world, and any life imaginable is at my command. ALl time is now, and all and any life is given.

If you keep affirming weakness for yourself then weakness you shall have and live.

[serloco]

You keep assuming, retardedly, that I am in the same boat as you, and everyone is as you are in your world.. You couldn't even enter my world. My world is full of magic everyday.

[serloco]

There are no feats of don Juan's lineage that I have performed and surpassed. Atleast none of the ones mentioned and many not mentioned too. \|||You have to realize that the Ally is everything, and also that tie is now.

[serloco]

You assume I have no respect for Carlos and don Juan and that is far from the truth. I love them greatly. But I did and do surpass their teachings. Simply truth. That book is aimed at average people in an average world, a beginning step into the sorcerer's world only.

ANd beside if it wouldn't have been them and their books it would have been someone else or some other way, a way to freedom. Seek and you find, power always finds a way.

You should start using positive affirmations and not negative ones. ANd you should definitely stop assuming.

[serloco]

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[serloco]

I just asked her to make a song for this thread. My allies.

[Finwe]

This is not about anyone, Serloco this is only about you.
You have to stop caring about people,
your rigorous care for others dissallows you to be truly yourself.

[serloco]

Actually it i about the thread, and all the mention and talk about Kings, myself included.

No, I care about people, that IS myself. Heaven is full of people who care you know? I prefer heaven to a hell full of people who do not care. Do you know how many people have cared for me and helped me on my journey? Too many to count and yes I care for them deeply. When I see someone suffering as I have I feel for their pain and help them, I have a lot to offer people and so I be their servant. Yes I care for myself too, so much that I would never allow my heart to be lost.

[Gestblinde]

Finwe wrote:Being a true King, is far from the concept of someone who gives a ****, while thinking what a King he is, because he gives a ****.
There are two kinds of Kings, one rules the Kingdom to have power, while the second kind of Kings rule the Kingdom for good.

The two kinds of Kings are differentiated by their intentions, that is those who wants to rule and those who does not require to rule. Those who want to rule should not be given the ruling right as their intention is selfish and power-hunger, that sooner or later destroys every kingdom, fx. the last line of French Kings, who were obssessed with luxury, wealth-acummulation and the latest fashion so much they forgot, that their wealth comes from the prosperity of whole kingdom, by taking in comparison only themselves and their pleasures, they thought peasants are just peasants and that was their end, because once you get into the endless circle of attaining comfort, you no longer see need to defend or protect yourself, simply said be aware of threat at all or even considering it, taking precautions and instant actions on that accord, because you see only comfort or boredom, while for Warrior is everything challange, that is survival and freedom.

Being a King at first place is a responsibility, that comes hand in hand with power, with the decision to rule, if you loose responsibility you also loose power, because it is no longer used for what the power really is, as that power is no longer used to rule conscientiously, but despoticaly as the power replaces the first value in the value system of his, that is Ruling which exists only with power and responsibility equal, otherwise it is either power-hunt or worry and fear, which are both unfullfillment.
A true King who does not require to lead and thus leads to good as power does not hold him only to himself and his wealth as he is there to rule, not to conquest, power flows to him from the whole kingdom and every subject the same, according to the Kingdom's class system that is responsible for status and wealth of Kingdom's subjects, from which are derived the taxes of subjects to the King.
The power makes King responsible for the whole Kingdom and that requires of him to be the most selfless, resolute, empathical and righteous, he can be. Once King decides, the order has to be fullfilled by his subjects, without exception, hesitation and to the last word sayeth, otherwise the King's Authority is questionable and that is in eye of his people only his mistake and a smoking tinder, for the fires of a rebellion, that lurks in darkest shadows of every Kingdom. If the defective link(subject) in the chain of command is not senteced to death straight away, because betrayal of the King is equal to betrayal of the whole Kingdom and King hesitates with decision-making like that or become benevolent to crimes beyond norm, laws and tradition, his status becomes questionable, the Trust to Authority is broken and the whole kingdom starts to prone towards malefaction and treacherous deeds and sooner or later rebellion, if not being invaded by neighboring Kingdom, which waits for the first opportunity to.
King has always last word and so King has to consider his words impeccably, it must be known that the King is King and that is shown in his words and acts and the underlying influences of all his Vassals, Land-lords, Counselors, Wizzards/Shamans/Church and other jugglers or Mans of Knowledge of King's preference, his Queen and also mainly common folk, if they are not considered accordingly, if he does not listens silently, he does not know what is his power being used to and automatically dissallows him to do the best decision as he does not hear wholy the Truth of Moment. King embodies the peak of the Kingdom's power and as that is the embodiment of it's direction. That being said, King requires unbreakable will, an unstoppable intent for the good of all people in his Kingdom, for the kingdom to prosper and for the King to have something to rule at all, otherwise the King is just another Conquistador, an impostor, pillaging care-less monster, thief and usurper of another's man land, in his own view the only Will in No man's land, that automatically all belongs to him, while that is a complete nonsense as we are childrens of earth and her keepers, there is a certain plane between us and the earth, through which we co-create the actual reality between sky and earth, synchronically, together with her.

"If the King is head of kingdom,
 his kingdom his body,
and head is for everything deciding,
accordingly to the position and condition of body,
then there is no way for the lie to take place,
as the integrity, that way is natural,
truth unfolds and shines as the prosperity, by that decision made."

 
Just out of curiosity, did you know that flyers are called "The Kings" in arabic.. ?
In their Djinn lore that is.

[bit shiny]

there are reasons for mirrors to find such things abhorrent

vanity , greed , craving , etc

orientation dictating heart heart dictating orientation

aligning whole requires more to this base

the reflections cast in prism unifying

...compass orientation...

[Finwe]

Gestblinde please elucidate.

[Gestblinde]

Finwe wrote:Gestblinde please elucidate.
I just thought you had a sly dig about "The kings" (meaning the flyers) as you described a being at odds with himself as in your "king".

[Finwe]

You speak of conquistador, the second kind of king which is opposite of being king actually. Being a true king is nothing without land, the kingdom, you can have land without one but not a king without realm. Same it is with flyers, humans and life.

[Gestblinde]

Finwe wrote:You speak of conquistador, the second kind of king which is opposite of being king actually. Being a true king is nothing without land, the kingdom, you can have land without one but not a king without realm. Same it is with flyers, humans and life.
Well. the arabs that created Djinn lore was often nomads.. The "Kings" was their name for the black Djinns that controls both humans and other djinn. Other sentinent beings was their kingdom we might say.

[Finwe]

Actually, there is the core, freedom considing might infinitely, nagual of earth.

[Sacateca]

My story has become: I find that wholesome strength, in all worthwhile endeavorsis what gives my life 'spice'. The stronger I become the more fun life automatically becomes

I am working towards the don Juanian concept of 'facing the oncoming time'.
To me, this means having nothing pending and to catch up on all procrastinated projects in my life.
That's part of the process. To get to the point where there are no pending projects to be done.
The only projects are new ones that come along and that are attended to very quickly.

In order to accomplish this monumental task, for me anyhow,
I have to move as quickly as possible and treat each task as though it is my 'predilection';
as though I was born with only one purpose in life and that is the project I am working on.

Whether it be washing the dishes, or doing the yard, or cleaning the house, or any other task
to treat the task like a professional master instead of like a slave. Not so easy to do!
However, I am being led to believe there is hidden power in ALL SUCH TASKS if I approach them
with the proper attitude, HEAD-ON, determined to conquer rather than be wasted by the endeavor.