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I have the most terrible misfortune possible. Jesus Christ is speaking into my head ! It has been so for 2 years already, daily. They are sounding my thoughts like a plague, daily, the worst are christian saints, driving me mad. And of course, they are threatening me with Lake of fire. I am helpless victim of Jesus. And Vajrayana gods cant help with it. Jesus has just decided to destroy me with voices. I refuse to commit suicide. Why is not Jesus speaking to Senear instead of me !
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You need 4 mg of risperidone or 20 mg of olanzapine. Perhaps in combination.
It sounds to me lie you are being harassed by iobs.. I remember a time when they were bugging the hell out of me.. They would often pretend too to be great names in history so in order to gin that power and form. However it is you the dreamer who is in charge and you must take control of them. Your mind is the battlefield and so use it wisely. I remember being in Hell and surrounded by flames, inside and out, I was putting out the flames and stopping demons from hurting myself and others. I had envisioned an eternal life within me, a flame, and before me stood a vision of God and he reached into my mind and pulled out a white flame from it and handed it to me, it was my perpetual eternal flame. I had envisioned it and gave it life and so God presented it to me. I held it in my hands and many demons wanted it and so I sucked it back into my body. That was just shortly before a vision of Jesus appeared before me and asked me what I was doing in Hell. He was ind and warm and knew me by name and said I shouldn't be there and suggested that perhaps I should leave. Any vision of Jesus is not harassing nor mean and brings only compassion and understanding. Peace. I felt like a warrior then though and felt my place was in Hell, in order to save the should that were bound here, and many asked me for my help. SO I stayed and freed the people from the demons and their fire as well as their possessions. I was a victor and saved the day. I turned the city back into a normal city then I finally left. Like I said you have to take control and fight the demons of your mind.. SUrely you must realize that Jesus would never say it is past the time of forgiveness like you said in your previous post. Jesus would never say such a thing for even the worst may turn over a new leaf and start anew. You must believe in a real savior and see that obviously these are not saints and are actually demons, or rather iobs seeing power and control over you. Many iobs have often used fear and your own beliefs against you a thy know you intimately. Maybe it is time to fight them in your mind and get rid of them in the name of Jesus, or see that you yourself are the light of their world, the light of your mind and take control of it. It helps to form commands like "the voices will fade away and get quieter and use your atttention's focus to do the trick". There are many commands and visualizations that can help you. I have seen many schizophrenics fight iobs in the same manner in which you are speaking of them now. I to have had battles with entities inside of my mind claiming to be angels while they cast fire onto me etc etc. They seek your belief and your attentions form, and so turn it around on them and use your perception against them. Try percieving thm as fake impostors and as weak and pathetic and do not give them any power over you nor let them shatter your beliefs.
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nice story, but no, it is Jesus ! The saints are harrasing me and Jesus is responsible. Archangel Gabriel is annoying too.
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Be god yourself. Noone can question authority, power over domain, righteous enough.
All we can ever need is to change and let go, yet without need, destiny is clear.
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The best you can pull of is becoming a Lord.. unless you somehow know how to be omnipresent and omnipotent.. but then I really doubt that. I did it once before when I glimpsed the source and merged with God, but it was so intense I did not remember anything from it when I came back to being a human form again.
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you are writing spiritual bullshit. once again, christian saints are making hell out of my life, Jesus Christ (is sadistic) and Archangel Gabriel.
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Who is writing spiritual bullshit? I am not the one who thinks Jesus Christ is sadistic and harassing. THAT is spiritual bullshit. Demonic knowledge. You are following demons, not God or Jesus. Saints don't make your life Hell, demons do, makes sense right? Duh.
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If this is truth you are not living on Mother Earth.
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Hi Scout, you need to set up a spiritual injunction, like a holy restraining order. Its best if you find a good spiritual lawyer who can do this for you, but most importantly it has to be intended by you. No-one can act for you in this matter until you have intended it. You have to initiate it for yourself.
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olanzipine is really cool...
i did three tabs of it once and spent an afternoon feeling like i had a 24inch diameter **** aura that was shitting 24inch red discs every couple of seconds..
i remember stopping at a door with the number 33 written on it and having a mini spiritual experience...
olanzipone is to prevent the side effects and is not actually anti-psychotic if taken in isolation. "evidently"
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scout1 wrote:nice story, but no, it is Jesus ! The saints are harrasing me and Jesus is responsible. Archangel Gabriel is annoying too.We live in a time of tremendous delusion. At a time where demons are given the ability to pretend to be Jesus the name of Jesus has become suspect. You never can tell who is speaking and claiming to be Jesus. I now believe that, if our prayers are sincere, Jesus hears them. As for you being able to hear the true Jesus, that is another matter entirely. I suggest you laugh off all these silly voices. The more you take them seriously the more they will harass you. Laugh at them and strive to live a strong, healthy, wholesome life. Pray to the true Jesus to help you create a more wonderful life for yourself. The Jesus that answers with life changing miraculous power is the true Jesus. The false Jesuses have lots of word and no wonderful life transforming power.
The greatest miracles Jesus performs, in the modern age, are transformed lives. The greatest testimonies I have ever seen are of Satanists who give their lives to Jesus Christ. Fact of the matter is: there is not much I can do to help you, but the true Jesus has miraculous power to back Him up. Best of fortunes to you
https://www.youtube.com/results?search_ ... s+to+jesus
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If you have read CC's The Fire From Within, I believe, you should remember there was an incident where don Juan and don Genaro took Castaneda to a specific power rock
and around twilight the spirit of the sorcerers and their allies came to the rock. Carlos was terrified,
but Juan and Genaro knew the secret. They started singing a silly song until they were all laughing along with Carlos.
When Castaneda looked back at the spirit of the sorcerers and their allies they were stunned and confused.
AS LONG AS THESE ENTITIES PRETENDING TO BE JESUS AND THE SAINTS CAN KEEP YOU SCARED AND CONFUSED
THEY WILL KEEP ATTACKING!!!
You need to laugh at them and don't pay any attention to them.
Create some wonderful hobbies or do any constructive thing that demands your full attention.
I strongly suggest eating healthy and working out regularly with the Intent to improve.
Let laughter and productive living be your answer from the TRUE JESUS CHRIST!!
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I'm rather startled that, apparently, no one else besides myselfcan give you such answers as I have. What a drag, right?
Still not good enough, right?
Oh well....
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I'm rather startled that, apparently, no one else besides myself
can give you such answers as I have. What a drag, right?
Still not good enough, right?
Oh well....
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At dawn on may 2nd 2005 whilst quite out of my mind on illegal drugs standing on a hillside looking at a crowd of partygoers.. i realised.. I AM JESUS.. it was a great moment.. I laughed at the insanity of it for perhaps 20 seconds as i held a branch of wood destined for the firepit as if it was the most insane rock guitar ever.. and then.. i came to my senses..beneath me in the depths of the habitual assemblage position i could see a truly enormous tentacled red demon, and also its many many messiaic complex victims.. literally 1000s of would be messiahs all as insane as schizophrenics but also so altruistic they would never go actually mad and just remain extremly patronising, condescending and holier than though as long as the demon remained.
and so thats it really.. I wrestle the demon, it has many slaves.. i dont for a moment wish to be possessed again.. feeling like mad jesus is a lifestyle choice for complete dicks.
i am an equalitarian, so its either break the demon up or find a way to share it equally so the community drags it down.
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please answer honestly
i will be standing in the middle awaiting your reply
"The world is a tragedy to those who feel , and a comedy to those who think "?
next to action
we have the minimalist the central axis and the maximalist
and from where stems the entirity ?
in other words where is the face
where is the weak face
and what is the face
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bit shiny wrote:please answer honestly
i will be standing in the middle awaiting your reply
"The world is a tragedy to those who feel , and a comedy to those who think "?
next to action
we have the minimalist the central axis and the maximalist
and from where stems the entirity ?
in other words where is the face
where is the weak face
and what is the face
In MY VIEW...for what it's worth,
The world is a tragedy to the weak-minded who pity themselves and others
and a comedy to the strong-minded who choose to see the funny side of existence
THE STRONG FACE is the only "face" I am concerned with.
Where is the STRONG FACE and how can I keep the "Strong Face"
now and always.
The Strong Face is the face that accepts the challenges of his life
striving to make the best of all circumstances without complaining
The Strong Face has to believe life is worth living
The Strong Face chooses to believe that he is not in this world by accident
The Strong Face keeps getting up no matter how many times he is knocked down by life
The Strong Face is determined to exit this life a victorious winner
The Strong Face is the face of the winner!
As far as the weak face is concerned:
MAY I NEVER SEE IT IN THE MIRROR EVER AGAIN!!!
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It seems to me that more people have been permanently screwed upby the don Juan path than have been helped by it and THIS FORUM
gives testimony to that fact
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by the middle- do you mean a pivot in the three rings or do you mean a kind of inner space behind the scenes thing?
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like an
"on the wing of the bird thing "
something like lightening
as movement
yet for modern day seers a
use--able/fuse-able link
"also" the balance between extremes of flux " use of sensory / all being "
the ripple through the water
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As time goes on I have no choice except to realizethat my trying to help people is about as useful
as farting against the wind
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"let those who have ears to hear hear "
having seen
there can be no amount of compensation
that will appease the ears
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next "where were you listening and where were you seeing"
when the line of cookie crumbs line up
survival when 101
"what will deliver it"
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Beign death-defier is a free, own decision.
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Finwe wrote:Beign death-defier is a free, own decision.I tried a don Juan type suicide, was sent to hell for a while then given another chance at life
SUICIDE IS NOT AN OPTION!!!
Either strive to live a strong, health, grateful life and wait for an honorable death
OR SUFFER!!!
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