Hope

[Billy]

serloco: "I just know that with total power you are as you say selfless, and you have no true volition and thus no desire."



The TASTY space of 'total power' ---> the void absent of SELF, of volition, and of desire is my FUC*ING HOME.  When I come out, I AM DESIRE.. my SELF and INTENT is without limitation.

I manifest in ways that would be inconceivable even just a few years ago.


...to be erased

[serloco]

Hey Billy boy, so what do you do with that power?

[Billy]

I remind you to be careful how you set your own awareness, duh.

What I do with my power:

First and foremost, I freely imbibe the energies of my PC knowing the clout of my intent!!  .. such luscious, decadent PLAY.

I stalk myself.

I enjoy my FUC*ING HOME I spoke of.  The highes are great, and I often SEE a new bridge through the windows.

I preserve my wife's equanimity (having instated such) and occasionally fix my wife when she reverts back to the petty tyrant days.

I stop the world more often now---> change attentions or channels to refresh the view.

I maintain a variety of disciplines that were initiated with my power (example: I've manicured my nails without fail over half year now, after biting them for five decades)
(a few other examples: I mediatate daily, something I could not do for even 10 minutes ever........ I stretch and exercise daily, something I hadn't done for four decades...... I contol my libido, something I had NEVER done... I now pay attention to dreaming; I had never done that, even when in RF....... I pay attention to my body, and clarity of mind, and how I am occupying myself ....  I increasingly accentuate unmitigated awareness....etc. etc)

I please my wife.  I'm her daddy now .

I help my Flyers.

I move into meditation with ease.

I easily access two allies now.  {a year ago I had no idea what an ally was-- & one of them wants me to stalk my PC cruelly (she really likes her though)}.


Some things I've done with my power in the last couple years:

Totally removed arthritis I had in right hip for two decades.

Totally removed two flat dime sized moles via gazing exercises (they inexplicably began shrivelling (two weeks), and I simply pinched a dry fold and off it came with no trace (two days).

I mended the relation with my daughter which was untenable.

I learned to dominate Susan.

My body simply became forever spry upon my intent.

I became a death defier.

I perfected 'unconcern' of conditionality after consistently turning pain into pleasure.

I rather easily dismissed all family and personal ties.






I am whole and integrate each moment.  I am absurdly happy (I wonder why?)  I cannot wait.

[serloco]

Thats quite the tally.

And what are you waiting for?

Why should I be careful how I set my intent? I am no spring chicken!

[Guest]

As of now, I've restricted Billy's ability to reply in The Bonsai Garden due to the higher expectation regarding discussion quality. He also addressed me when he understands that restriction is also in effect. He is able to read this section (unless you prefer to restrict that too).

I'll reply in the morning when I'm more rested

[Billy]

serloco: "I just know that with total power you are as you say selfless, and you have no true volition and thus no desire."



The TASTY space of 'total power' ---> the void absent of SELF, of volition, and of desire is my FUC*ING HOME.  When I come out, I AM DESIRE.. my SELF and INTENT is without limitation.

I manifest in ways that would be inconceivable even just a few years ago.


...to be erased

[serloco]

Hey Billy boy, so what do you do with that power?

[Billy]

I remind you to be careful how you set your own awareness, duh.

What I do with my power:

First and foremost, I freely imbibe the energies of my PC knowing the clout of my intent!!  .. such luscious, decadent PLAY.

I stalk myself.

I enjoy my FUC*ING HOME I spoke of.  The highes are great, and I often SEE a new bridge through the windows.

I preserve my wife's equanimity (having instated such) and occasionally fix my wife when she reverts back to the petty tyrant days.

I stop the world more often now---> change attentions or channels to refresh the view.

I maintain a variety of disciplines that were initiated with my power (example: I've manicured my nails without fail over half year now, after biting them for five decades)
(a few other examples: I mediatate daily, something I could not do for even 10 minutes ever........ I stretch and exercise daily, something I hadn't done for four decades...... I contol my libido, something I had NEVER done... I now pay attention to dreaming; I had never done that, even when in RF....... I pay attention to my body, and clarity of mind, and how I am occupying myself ....  I increasingly accentuate unmitigated awareness....etc. etc)

I please my wife.  I'm her daddy now .

I help my Flyers.

I move into meditation with ease.

I easily access two allies now.  {a year ago I had no idea what an ally was-- & one of them wants me to stalk my PC cruelly (she really likes her though)}.


Some things I've done with my power in the last couple years:

Totally removed arthritis I had in right hip for two decades.

Totally removed two flat dime sized moles via gazing exercises (they inexplicably began shrivelling (two weeks), and I simply pinched a dry fold and off it came with no trace (two days).

I mended the relation with my daughter which was untenable.

I learned to dominate Susan.

My body simply became forever spry upon my intent.

I became a death defier.

I perfected 'unconcern' of conditionality after consistently turning pain into pleasure.

I rather easily dismissed all family and personal ties.






I am whole and integrate each moment.  I am absurdly happy (I wonder why?)  I cannot wait.

[serloco]

Thats quite the tally.

And what are you waiting for?

Why should I be careful how I set my intent? I am no spring chicken!

[Guest]

As of now, I've restricted Billy's ability to reply in The Bonsai Garden due to the higher expectation regarding discussion quality. He also addressed me when he understands that restriction is also in effect. He is able to read this section (unless you prefer to restrict that too).

I'll reply in the morning when I'm more rested

[Billy]

serloco: "I just know that with total power you are as you say selfless, and you have no true volition and thus no desire."



The TASTY space of 'total power' ---> the void absent of SELF, of volition, and of desire is my FUC*ING HOME.  When I come out, I AM DESIRE.. my SELF and INTENT is without limitation.

I manifest in ways that would be inconceivable even just a few years ago.


...to be erased

[serloco]

Hey Billy boy, so what do you do with that power?

[Billy]

I remind you to be careful how you set your own awareness, duh.

What I do with my power:

First and foremost, I freely imbibe the energies of my PC knowing the clout of my intent!!  .. such luscious, decadent PLAY.

I stalk myself.

I enjoy my FUC*ING HOME I spoke of.  The highes are great, and I often SEE a new bridge through the windows.

I preserve my wife's equanimity (having instated such) and occasionally fix my wife when she reverts back to the petty tyrant days.

I stop the world more often now---> change attentions or channels to refresh the view.

I maintain a variety of disciplines that were initiated with my power (example: I've manicured my nails without fail over half year now, after biting them for five decades)
(a few other examples: I mediatate daily, something I could not do for even 10 minutes ever........ I stretch and exercise daily, something I hadn't done for four decades...... I contol my libido, something I had NEVER done... I now pay attention to dreaming; I had never done that, even when in RF....... I pay attention to my body, and clarity of mind, and how I am occupying myself ....  I increasingly accentuate unmitigated awareness....etc. etc)

I please my wife.  I'm her daddy now .

I help my Flyers.

I move into meditation with ease.

I easily access two allies now.  {a year ago I had no idea what an ally was-- & one of them wants me to stalk my PC cruelly (she really likes her though)}.


Some things I've done with my power in the last couple years:

Totally removed arthritis I had in right hip for two decades.

Totally removed two flat dime sized moles via gazing exercises (they inexplicably began shrivelling (two weeks), and I simply pinched a dry fold and off it came with no trace (two days).

I mended the relation with my daughter which was untenable.

I learned to dominate Susan.

My body simply became forever spry upon my intent.

I became a death defier.

I perfected 'unconcern' of conditionality after consistently turning pain into pleasure.

I rather easily dismissed all family and personal ties.






I am whole and integrate each moment.  I am absurdly happy (I wonder why?)  I cannot wait.

[serloco]

Thats quite the tally.

And what are you waiting for?

Why should I be careful how I set my intent? I am no spring chicken!

[Guest]

As of now, I've restricted Billy's ability to reply in The Bonsai Garden due to the higher expectation regarding discussion quality. He also addressed me when he understands that restriction is also in effect. He is able to read this section (unless you prefer to restrict that too).

I'll reply in the morning when I'm more rested

[Billy]

serloco: "I just know that with total power you are as you say selfless, and you have no true volition and thus no desire."



The TASTY space of 'total power' ---> the void absent of SELF, of volition, and of desire is my FUC*ING HOME.  When I come out, I AM DESIRE.. my SELF and INTENT is without limitation.

I manifest in ways that would be inconceivable even just a few years ago.


...to be erased

[serloco]

Hey Billy boy, so what do you do with that power?

[Billy]

I remind you to be careful how you set your own awareness, duh.

What I do with my power:

First and foremost, I freely imbibe the energies of my PC knowing the clout of my intent!!  .. such luscious, decadent PLAY.

I stalk myself.

I enjoy my FUC*ING HOME I spoke of.  The highes are great, and I often SEE a new bridge through the windows.

I preserve my wife's equanimity (having instated such) and occasionally fix my wife when she reverts back to the petty tyrant days.

I stop the world more often now---> change attentions or channels to refresh the view.

I maintain a variety of disciplines that were initiated with my power (example: I've manicured my nails without fail over half year now, after biting them for five decades)
(a few other examples: I mediatate daily, something I could not do for even 10 minutes ever........ I stretch and exercise daily, something I hadn't done for four decades...... I contol my libido, something I had NEVER done... I now pay attention to dreaming; I had never done that, even when in RF....... I pay attention to my body, and clarity of mind, and how I am occupying myself ....  I increasingly accentuate unmitigated awareness....etc. etc)

I please my wife.  I'm her daddy now .

I help my Flyers.

I move into meditation with ease.

I easily access two allies now.  {a year ago I had no idea what an ally was-- & one of them wants me to stalk my PC cruelly (she really likes her though)}.


Some things I've done with my power in the last couple years:

Totally removed arthritis I had in right hip for two decades.

Totally removed two flat dime sized moles via gazing exercises (they inexplicably began shrivelling (two weeks), and I simply pinched a dry fold and off it came with no trace (two days).

I mended the relation with my daughter which was untenable.

I learned to dominate Susan.

My body simply became forever spry upon my intent.

I became a death defier.

I perfected 'unconcern' of conditionality after consistently turning pain into pleasure.

I rather easily dismissed all family and personal ties.






I am whole and integrate each moment.  I am absurdly happy (I wonder why?)  I cannot wait.

[serloco]

Thats quite the tally.

And what are you waiting for?

Why should I be careful how I set my intent? I am no spring chicken!

[Guest]

As of now, I've restricted Billy's ability to reply in The Bonsai Garden due to the higher expectation regarding discussion quality. He also addressed me when he understands that restriction is also in effect. He is able to read this section (unless you prefer to restrict that too).

I'll reply in the morning when I'm more rested

[Billy]

serloco: "I just know that with total power you are as you say selfless, and you have no true volition and thus no desire."



The TASTY space of 'total power' ---> the void absent of SELF, of volition, and of desire is my FUC*ING HOME.  When I come out, I AM DESIRE.. my SELF and INTENT is without limitation.

I manifest in ways that would be inconceivable even just a few years ago.


...to be erased

[serloco]

Hey Billy boy, so what do you do with that power?

[Billy]

I remind you to be careful how you set your own awareness, duh.

What I do with my power:

First and foremost, I freely imbibe the energies of my PC knowing the clout of my intent!!  .. such luscious, decadent PLAY.

I stalk myself.

I enjoy my FUC*ING HOME I spoke of.  The highes are great, and I often SEE a new bridge through the windows.

I preserve my wife's equanimity (having instated such) and occasionally fix my wife when she reverts back to the petty tyrant days.

I stop the world more often now---> change attentions or channels to refresh the view.

I maintain a variety of disciplines that were initiated with my power (example: I've manicured my nails without fail over half year now, after biting them for five decades)
(a few other examples: I mediatate daily, something I could not do for even 10 minutes ever........ I stretch and exercise daily, something I hadn't done for four decades...... I contol my libido, something I had NEVER done... I now pay attention to dreaming; I had never done that, even when in RF....... I pay attention to my body, and clarity of mind, and how I am occupying myself ....  I increasingly accentuate unmitigated awareness....etc. etc)

I please my wife.  I'm her daddy now .

I help my Flyers.

I move into meditation with ease.

I easily access two allies now.  {a year ago I had no idea what an ally was-- & one of them wants me to stalk my PC cruelly (she really likes her though)}.


Some things I've done with my power in the last couple years:

Totally removed arthritis I had in right hip for two decades.

Totally removed two flat dime sized moles via gazing exercises (they inexplicably began shrivelling (two weeks), and I simply pinched a dry fold and off it came with no trace (two days).

I mended the relation with my daughter which was untenable.

I learned to dominate Susan.

My body simply became forever spry upon my intent.

I became a death defier.

I perfected 'unconcern' of conditionality after consistently turning pain into pleasure.

I rather easily dismissed all family and personal ties.






I am whole and integrate each moment.  I am absurdly happy (I wonder why?)  I cannot wait.

[serloco]

Thats quite the tally.

And what are you waiting for?

Why should I be careful how I set my intent? I am no spring chicken!

[Guest]

As of now, I've restricted Billy's ability to reply in The Bonsai Garden due to the higher expectation regarding discussion quality. He also addressed me when he understands that restriction is also in effect. He is able to read this section (unless you prefer to restrict that too).

I'll reply in the morning when I'm more rested