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serloco · 02-06-2015, 12:36 AM

Reeality sees you billy, it knows if you are a champion, or a weak and feeble door mat.

Billy · 02-13-2015, 12:02 AM

serloco wrote:I've heard there are troubles of more than one kind; some come from ahead, and some come from behind. But I've brought a big bat. I'm all ready, you see; now my troubles are going to have troubles with me!
Dr. Seuss                                            Yes billy boy, it is good to disrupt your routines and mix things up..

             I want to put this before you.    The reins are loosened from my grip; my horses are a bit wild and I've willingly allowed this.   You SAW where I was ('what about wifey?' you asked.)
Nothing in conventional wisdom tells me this is okay, but I tell myself I have the capacity for ANYTHING.

There is 'nearly' an uncontrollable outward expenditure of my energy for over a week that would normally be unwholesome and entirey deplete me. That is not happening.

If you ask me the point (laughing-really laughing---was serious before). You know/controlled folly fun here too.   I think, "okay billy--show yourself form and matter is not conditional for you > whether, good, bad, or ugly (for the time being a la Dr. Seuss, "I've brought a big bat" and seems I am inviting trouble).
    What do you say?
Thanks for the countless exclamation points wishing me happy birthday. You know Derekh, my daughter wished me happy birthday yesterday for the first time in a decade and one half. What made me happiest is that she does not carry whatever burden it was that caused her alienation. THAT's good! (I mean I realize her lightness again with me)

Billy · 02-13-2015, 12:07 AM

serloco wrote:I've heard there are troubles of more than one kind; some come from ahead, and some come from behind. But I've brought a big bat. I'm all ready, you see; now my troubles are going to have troubles with me!
Dr. Seuss                                            Yes billy boy, it is good to disrupt your routines and mix things up..

             I want to put this before you.    The reins are loosened from my grip; my horses are a bit wild and I've willingly allowed this.   You SAW where I was ('what about wifey?' you asked.)
Nothing in conventional wisdom tells me this is okay, but I tell myself I have the capacity for ANYTHING.

There is 'nearly' an uncontrollable outward expenditure of my energy for over a week that would normally be unwholesome and entirey deplete me. That is not happening.

If you ask me the point (laughing-really laughing---was serious before). You know/controlled folly fun here too.   I think, "okay billy--show yourself form and matter is not conditional for you > whether, good, bad, or ugly (for the time being a la Dr. Seuss, "I've brought a big bat" and seems I am inviting trouble).
    What do you say?
Thanks for the countless exclamation points wishing me happy birthday. You know Derekh, my daughter wished me happy birthday yesterday for the first time in a decade and one half. What made me happiest is that she does not carry whatever burden it was that caused her alienation. THAT's good! (I mean I realize her lightness again with me)

Billy · 02-13-2015, 12:12 AM

serloco wrote:I've heard there are troubles of more than one kind; some come from ahead, and some come from behind. But I've brought a big bat. I'm all ready, you see; now my troubles are going to have troubles with me!
Dr. Seuss                                            Yes billy boy, it is good to disrupt your routines and mix things up..

             I want to put this before you.    The reins are loosened from my grip; my horses are a bit wild and I've willingly allowed this.   You SAW where I was ('what about wifey?' you asked.)
Nothing in conventional wisdom tells me this is okay, but I tell myself I have the capacity for ANYTHING.

There is 'nearly' an uncontrollable outward expenditure of my energy for over a week that would normally be unwholesome and entirey deplete me. That is not happening.

If you ask me the point (laughing-really laughing---was serious before). You know/controlled folly fun here too.   I think, "okay billy--show yourself form and matter is not conditional for you > whether, good, bad, or ugly (for the time being a la Dr. Seuss, "I've brought a big bat" and seems I am inviting trouble).
    What do you say?
Thanks for the countless exclamation points wishing me happy birthday. You know Derekh, my daughter wished me happy birthday yesterday for the first time in a decade and one half. What made me happiest is that she does not carry whatever burden it was that caused her alienation. THAT's good! (I mean I realize her lightness again with me)

Billy · 02-13-2015, 12:16 AM

serloco wrote:I've heard there are troubles of more than one kind; some come from ahead, and some come from behind. But I've brought a big bat. I'm all ready, you see; now my troubles are going to have troubles with me!
Dr. Seuss                                            Yes billy boy, it is good to disrupt your routines and mix things up..

             I want to put this before you.    The reins are loosened from my grip; my horses are a bit wild and I've willingly allowed this.   You SAW where I was ('what about wifey?' you asked.)
Nothing in conventional wisdom tells me this is okay, but I tell myself I have the capacity for ANYTHING.

There is 'nearly' an uncontrollable outward expenditure of my energy for over a week that would normally be unwholesome and entirey deplete me. That is not happening.

If you ask me the point (laughing-really laughing---was serious before). You know/controlled folly fun here too.   I think, "okay billy--show yourself form and matter is not conditional for you > whether, good, bad, or ugly (for the time being a la Dr. Seuss, "I've brought a big bat" and seems I am inviting trouble).
    What do you say?
Thanks for the countless exclamation points wishing me happy birthday. You know Derekh, my daughter wished me happy birthday yesterday for the first time in a decade and one half. What made me happiest is that she does not carry whatever burden it was that caused her alienation. THAT's good! (I mean I realize her lightness again with me)

Billy · 02-13-2015, 12:21 AM

serloco wrote:I've heard there are troubles of more than one kind; some come from ahead, and some come from behind. But I've brought a big bat. I'm all ready, you see; now my troubles are going to have troubles with me!
Dr. Seuss                                            Yes billy boy, it is good to disrupt your routines and mix things up..

             I want to put this before you.    The reins are loosened from my grip; my horses are a bit wild and I've willingly allowed this.   You SAW where I was ('what about wifey?' you asked.)
Nothing in conventional wisdom tells me this is okay, but I tell myself I have the capacity for ANYTHING.

There is 'nearly' an uncontrollable outward expenditure of my energy for over a week that would normally be unwholesome and entirey deplete me. That is not happening.

If you ask me the point (laughing-really laughing---was serious before). You know/controlled folly fun here too.   I think, "okay billy--show yourself form and matter is not conditional for you > whether, good, bad, or ugly (for the time being a la Dr. Seuss, "I've brought a big bat" and seems I am inviting trouble).
    What do you say?
Thanks for the countless exclamation points wishing me happy birthday. You know Derekh, my daughter wished me happy birthday yesterday for the first time in a decade and one half. What made me happiest is that she does not carry whatever burden it was that caused her alienation. THAT's good! (I mean I realize her lightness again with me)

Billy · 02-13-2015, 12:26 AM

serloco wrote:I've heard there are troubles of more than one kind; some come from ahead, and some come from behind. But I've brought a big bat. I'm all ready, you see; now my troubles are going to have troubles with me!
Dr. Seuss                                            Yes billy boy, it is good to disrupt your routines and mix things up..

             I want to put this before you.    The reins are loosened from my grip; my horses are a bit wild and I've willingly allowed this.   You SAW where I was ('what about wifey?' you asked.)
Nothing in conventional wisdom tells me this is okay, but I tell myself I have the capacity for ANYTHING.

There is 'nearly' an uncontrollable outward expenditure of my energy for over a week that would normally be unwholesome and entirey deplete me. That is not happening.

If you ask me the point (laughing-really laughing---was serious before). You know/controlled folly fun here too.   I think, "okay billy--show yourself form and matter is not conditional for you > whether, good, bad, or ugly (for the time being a la Dr. Seuss, "I've brought a big bat" and seems I am inviting trouble).
    What do you say?
Thanks for the countless exclamation points wishing me happy birthday. You know Derekh, my daughter wished me happy birthday yesterday for the first time in a decade and one half. What made me happiest is that she does not carry whatever burden it was that caused her alienation. THAT's good! (I mean I realize her lightness again with me)

Billy · 02-13-2015, 12:31 AM

serloco wrote:I've heard there are troubles of more than one kind; some come from ahead, and some come from behind. But I've brought a big bat. I'm all ready, you see; now my troubles are going to have troubles with me!
Dr. Seuss                                            Yes billy boy, it is good to disrupt your routines and mix things up..

             I want to put this before you.    The reins are loosened from my grip; my horses are a bit wild and I've willingly allowed this.   You SAW where I was ('what about wifey?' you asked.)
Nothing in conventional wisdom tells me this is okay, but I tell myself I have the capacity for ANYTHING.

There is 'nearly' an uncontrollable outward expenditure of my energy for over a week that would normally be unwholesome and entirey deplete me. That is not happening.

If you ask me the point (laughing-really laughing---was serious before). You know/controlled folly fun here too.   I think, "okay billy--show yourself form and matter is not conditional for you > whether, good, bad, or ugly (for the time being a la Dr. Seuss, "I've brought a big bat" and seems I am inviting trouble).
    What do you say?
Thanks for the countless exclamation points wishing me happy birthday. You know Derekh, my daughter wished me happy birthday yesterday for the first time in a decade and one half. What made me happiest is that she does not carry whatever burden it was that caused her alienation. THAT's good! (I mean I realize her lightness again with me)

Billy · 02-13-2015, 12:36 AM

serloco wrote:I've heard there are troubles of more than one kind; some come from ahead, and some come from behind. But I've brought a big bat. I'm all ready, you see; now my troubles are going to have troubles with me!
Dr. Seuss                                            Yes billy boy, it is good to disrupt your routines and mix things up..

             I want to put this before you.    The reins are loosened from my grip; my horses are a bit wild and I've willingly allowed this.   You SAW where I was ('what about wifey?' you asked.)
Nothing in conventional wisdom tells me this is okay, but I tell myself I have the capacity for ANYTHING.

There is 'nearly' an uncontrollable outward expenditure of my energy for over a week that would normally be unwholesome and entirey deplete me. That is not happening.

If you ask me the point (laughing-really laughing---was serious before). You know/controlled folly fun here too.   I think, "okay billy--show yourself form and matter is not conditional for you > whether, good, bad, or ugly (for the time being a la Dr. Seuss, "I've brought a big bat" and seems I am inviting trouble).
    What do you say?
Thanks for the countless exclamation points wishing me happy birthday. You know Derekh, my daughter wished me happy birthday yesterday for the first time in a decade and one half. What made me happiest is that she does not carry whatever burden it was that caused her alienation. THAT's good! (I mean I realize her lightness again with me)

serloco · 02-14-2015, 12:02 AM

Well billy i would hate for you to lose the woman you worship and love, or have that relationship damaged beyond repair. Their is a level of trust needed in any relationship and when that trust gets violated it can be hard to reconcile. I just dont want to see you hurt and lose something important to you, sacred to you, for one moment of lust or eagerness to be detached and free. Are you certain this is the type of freedom you really want? Freedom or loss? I don't want to push you here, the choice is yours and you know your situation better then I, but I am just saying..

Billy · 02-14-2015, 12:02 AM