Evil sorcery

[Guest]

You, too, are in a service lifetime cycle? I can see how a perfect force can be expressed through a violent incarnation. It's unfortunate a person must go through one extreme lifetime to the next. What is a service lifetime person meant to achieve during such a cycle?

[rosygyro]

When this current universe reaches total life saturation or death in the future, it too will recapitulate.at some point it will his the inertial core of the developing world we know today and attempt to drill through it to a deeper core.
this drilled tunnel is the pathway to incarnation "earlier" in the universe than today.the purpose it serves is the transmutation of the universe as it recapitulates.our actions are memories to it, its social conditioning our very fabric etc..
a service lifetime is firstly travelling to the core and reincarnating on the fringe of the universal introspective pressurewave..as the universe remembers and changes more of its origin so i will incarnate earlier within the template.
a service lifetime acts as an energetic trap to those of brute sorcery who would try to foolishly leap to freedom toward the east/futureeven though no future world want s their retrogressive bullshit.through energetic attatchment within the service lifetime set up by the unimpeccable wrongmy incarnation is sent deeper and their are still infinite but going earlier in the meantime.where they will fall under my sword in swathes.

[rosygyro]

my incarnation is sent deeper and theirincarations are tied to it, still infinite but going earlier in the meantime.
where they will fall under my sword in swathes.

damn edit damn.

[rosygyro]

I think with Serloco we just have to presume he is "joking" about evil sorcery.It is obvious that no immpeccable man would tell the stories and tales of cursing Serloco does.
So why does Serloco set up a deception?
Perhaps he wishes to send himself to behind enemy lines and into the evil sorcerers encampment so he can warrior battle them.
Perhaps he wishes to set up a consensus of opinion he is vile and bitter, nasty, immature and power crazed so that we like shepards
are fooled into guiding this wolf into the sheep fold.. only serlocos the wolf and the evil sorcerers are the sheep/
I think Serlocos tribute should not be ignored.
he wishes the power to meter out punishment on evil people and seems to be only able to find his immediate social circle to satisfy that blood lust.

this pen or fold of sheep must not be his friends and family, aquainatances etc..
we cannot risk a person going to the shop at the same time as serloco being cursed for stepping in line the wrong way
we must help Serloco find the Naguals Corridors, so he knows that "people" in the midst of their folly are also reflections of the Nagual.
That his intended victims may be marred, crippled, maigned by his intent, but the nagual componant of them remains nagual
and with each social personal destroyed by sorcery, the untouchable core of nagual man recedes into the background.

perhaps.

I cursed someone once when i was much younger.. he was trying to turna group of 20 people against me
and i was in danger of being bullied and ostricised for two more years with no escape.

I picked a scab, and wiped blood into a pentagram, wrote his name as cursed three times in ash and water mixed..

the next day the boy fell down some stairs and fractured his arm,went to hospital, got back from hospital slipped over, dislocated his other arm and knocked himself unconsious on the floor..

i ripped up the curse..
i havent cursed anyone since.25years ago.

[rosygyro]

My most feared aspect of the curse is when i find a friend on the path and then one day we argue.
on that day i feel us pit ourselves against each other as warriors and in all the shouting about what is right to do, and what is immpeccability
i feel the JUDGE start to slip unbidden through my words, i feel the universe lock us in an eagles stare, our lifeline recapitulations thrown to the west, our intent protracted into the destrictive space of the east, our malkuth set momentarily like a stone in the North to be cracked by power when it chooses to flow, whilst the south just bleeds the blood of a planetary death count through our next action.

And then someone dies..
i am not dead.. and i no longer argue with friends.
or easily make them.

[rosygyro]

a QUICK note on the inconvenience of the nagual.
the warriors path is often schizophrenia.
every man woman or child can become a petty tyrant, standing in the position of power, anytime, anywhere
It is like the MATRIX film where anyone not unplugged can become the SMITH
only instead of the SMITH they become the nagual stalking.

this is the classical world of turning the other cheek, because you know that there is no grand conspiracy for these people to all be deceitfull and cruel
and so it must lie in the position of the assemblage point and its motion.

Its hard to say wether the reason i didnt ever attack these people was because i swore not to.
" I bind myself from doing harm"
"harm against others and harm against myself"

or because ALL my personal power was locked behind the mirror and as i could not differentiate between the nagual componant and the social componant of the people who stalked me
i could not use nagual to respond.

It was a fun 4 years of not being able to understand a damn thing, but criticly not blaming another living thing for the maladay.

I do not hear the same type of stories from Serloco, but then i do not believe Serloco is as bitter as he pretends.

[rosygyro]

I do have a list of people WHO  i would like to cursethere are reasons WHY i would like to curse them.

There are reasons WHY they should be, WHAT they did (found in their recapitulation clarity)
there are beneficiaries of the cursing who will by design get portions of stolen energy returned, fibres thrown back to the void.

but this is a curse that hits a billion people and not serlocos type.

[Guest]

Rosy,

Your posts are surprisingly very insightful. Surprising because other posts you've made I've struggled to fully grasp. Yes, I too think Serloco likes to embellish and change roles. It would explain how he transitions from one role to a contradictory role. Makes sense. I really enjoy what you have to say about the Nagual and even within a our folly are reflections of the Nagual.

Interesting too what you've mentioned about death being the end of friendships mixed with curses. I've known one or two who are careful to control their anger, as it has led to death in the past.

Even more interesting is the amount of mental illness involved with the warriors path. Schizophrenia is common, sure. I read an interesting meme recently, something about how those who walk the warriors (or was it witches, not sure and it doesn't really matter), a majority of them develop a mental illness, others come to hate others on the same path, and only a few are blessed by the path. Blessed just meaning they find a way to use the path to enhance their lives. I find that to be generally true. To get really nerdy about it, there are studies (I can use citations if you want them, but for the sake of convenience, I won't list them) indicating lucid dreaming does not lead to mental illness for those who are not predisposed to it. However, lucid dreaming can induce mental illness for those who are predisposed to it. I mention this because lucid dreaming is related to many spiritual practices. Other studies talk about how easily mentally ill people fall into shamanic beliefs--the structure gives people an opportunity to continue experiencing their mental illness without it being seen as such.

Obviously not everyone who follows CC's beliefs (just an example) are mentally ill. It's just a very attractive environment for people with mental illness. Obviously there are people who are not mentally ill, but those are rare to find in places like this.

I've seen Serloco be very patient, welcoming, and helpful. I realize he's not as bitter or 'evil' as he presents himself as. We are all very versatile around here. What I think happened was he just stressed from his tonal. Happens to us all, we get stressed from the tonal and our patience naturally wanes. It was bad timing, I think.

On a separate note, I think certain people should be cursed (rather, tortured or killed). Those are generally people who commit numerous heinous crimes.

Really insightful points, I enjoyed thinking about them.

[rosygyro]

The closest i can get to Serlocos mindset is this.
I have and will have many incarnations.
this incarnation is one i term a SERVICE LIFETIME, in it i am non violent, non greedy, non vain, non abusive, non controlling, non willfull and ironic to a fault.
i am an immpeccable man and have sworn pure and perfect oaths so powerfull i cannot undo them.

There are people this lifetime who have waylaid my path as i am a soft touch and an easy target.
when i meet these people in their next life i will not be in a service lifetime
well it will still be service to the spirit, but i will not give two shits as these people fall under my sword on the battlefield.
they may not even understand the pains they have caused my service lifetime as i hack off their limbs and throw their entrails to the winds.
but they will pay lifetime after lifetime until their time is served.

such is the destiny of the unimmpeccable.

thats my Serloco angle anyway.

but this lifetime is a service lifetime.

[Guest]

That's a kind way to view his mindset. I can see how that's applicable.

I recognize his may not be an easy path. Though on any path it's useful to acknowledge we do not know all things, about all things. To be more flexible in our understanding and our learning--that it may come from anywhere or anyone. Serloco has a lot to teach me about pushing through external expectations. Not sure what those experiencing a service lifetime are here to learn--maybe they are here to demonstrate? To experience?

[rosygyro]

The fear i have regarding energetic attack on others is the level of reflection.I do not want to wound someone in a way as to make them lose humanity UNKNOWNbut also i do no want to force that person ito identification with my own KNOWN
i tend to study forebearance because i consider intent to be an otherwise perfect spire infected with the ghost of will.i aim to clear the baseplate of intent so the ghost /parasite can no longer hitch a ride on good intent.as such i withhold the ghost first and release intent second.
the current masshabitual is marred by a ghost which includes abuse and violence as its patternand warps our collective intent from within.
Psychologicly you can see why i would release perfect force through a violent incarnation.this lifetime is a service lifetime.

[rosygyro]

you can imagine me on the battlefield centuries ago, surrounded by dismembered corpses, hacking through enemy after enemy, beserker gone beserk
the only salient thought remaining " i can hack people to **** because i am a priest in my otherincarnation.

and it being true.

[Guest]

You, too, are in a service lifetime cycle? I can see how a perfect force can be expressed through a violent incarnation. It's unfortunate a person must go through one extreme lifetime to the next. What is a service lifetime person meant to achieve during such a cycle?

[rosygyro]

When this current universe reaches total life saturation or death in the future, it too will recapitulate.at some point it will his the inertial core of the developing world we know today and attempt to drill through it to a deeper core.
this drilled tunnel is the pathway to incarnation "earlier" in the universe than today.the purpose it serves is the transmutation of the universe as it recapitulates.our actions are memories to it, its social conditioning our very fabric etc..
a service lifetime is firstly travelling to the core and reincarnating on the fringe of the universal introspective pressurewave..as the universe remembers and changes more of its origin so i will incarnate earlier within the template.
a service lifetime acts as an energetic trap to those of brute sorcery who would try to foolishly leap to freedom toward the east/futureeven though no future world want s their retrogressive bullshit.through energetic attatchment within the service lifetime set up by the unimpeccable wrongmy incarnation is sent deeper and their are still infinite but going earlier in the meantime.where they will fall under my sword in swathes.

[rosygyro]

my incarnation is sent deeper and theirincarations are tied to it, still infinite but going earlier in the meantime.
where they will fall under my sword in swathes.

damn edit damn.

[rosygyro]

I think with Serloco we just have to presume he is "joking" about evil sorcery.It is obvious that no immpeccable man would tell the stories and tales of cursing Serloco does.
So why does Serloco set up a deception?
Perhaps he wishes to send himself to behind enemy lines and into the evil sorcerers encampment so he can warrior battle them.
Perhaps he wishes to set up a consensus of opinion he is vile and bitter, nasty, immature and power crazed so that we like shepards
are fooled into guiding this wolf into the sheep fold.. only serlocos the wolf and the evil sorcerers are the sheep/
I think Serlocos tribute should not be ignored.
he wishes the power to meter out punishment on evil people and seems to be only able to find his immediate social circle to satisfy that blood lust.

this pen or fold of sheep must not be his friends and family, aquainatances etc..
we cannot risk a person going to the shop at the same time as serloco being cursed for stepping in line the wrong way
we must help Serloco find the Naguals Corridors, so he knows that "people" in the midst of their folly are also reflections of the Nagual.
That his intended victims may be marred, crippled, maigned by his intent, but the nagual componant of them remains nagual
and with each social personal destroyed by sorcery, the untouchable core of nagual man recedes into the background.

perhaps.

I cursed someone once when i was much younger.. he was trying to turna group of 20 people against me
and i was in danger of being bullied and ostricised for two more years with no escape.

I picked a scab, and wiped blood into a pentagram, wrote his name as cursed three times in ash and water mixed..

the next day the boy fell down some stairs and fractured his arm,went to hospital, got back from hospital slipped over, dislocated his other arm and knocked himself unconsious on the floor..

i ripped up the curse..
i havent cursed anyone since.25years ago.

[rosygyro]

My most feared aspect of the curse is when i find a friend on the path and then one day we argue.
on that day i feel us pit ourselves against each other as warriors and in all the shouting about what is right to do, and what is immpeccability
i feel the JUDGE start to slip unbidden through my words, i feel the universe lock us in an eagles stare, our lifeline recapitulations thrown to the west, our intent protracted into the destrictive space of the east, our malkuth set momentarily like a stone in the North to be cracked by power when it chooses to flow, whilst the south just bleeds the blood of a planetary death count through our next action.

And then someone dies..
i am not dead.. and i no longer argue with friends.
or easily make them.

[rosygyro]

a QUICK note on the inconvenience of the nagual.
the warriors path is often schizophrenia.
every man woman or child can become a petty tyrant, standing in the position of power, anytime, anywhere
It is like the MATRIX film where anyone not unplugged can become the SMITH
only instead of the SMITH they become the nagual stalking.

this is the classical world of turning the other cheek, because you know that there is no grand conspiracy for these people to all be deceitfull and cruel
and so it must lie in the position of the assemblage point and its motion.

Its hard to say wether the reason i didnt ever attack these people was because i swore not to.
" I bind myself from doing harm"
"harm against others and harm against myself"

or because ALL my personal power was locked behind the mirror and as i could not differentiate between the nagual componant and the social componant of the people who stalked me
i could not use nagual to respond.

It was a fun 4 years of not being able to understand a damn thing, but criticly not blaming another living thing for the maladay.

I do not hear the same type of stories from Serloco, but then i do not believe Serloco is as bitter as he pretends.

[rosygyro]

I do have a list of people WHO  i would like to cursethere are reasons WHY i would like to curse them.

There are reasons WHY they should be, WHAT they did (found in their recapitulation clarity)
there are beneficiaries of the cursing who will by design get portions of stolen energy returned, fibres thrown back to the void.

but this is a curse that hits a billion people and not serlocos type.

[Guest]

Rosy,

Your posts are surprisingly very insightful. Surprising because other posts you've made I've struggled to fully grasp. Yes, I too think Serloco likes to embellish and change roles. It would explain how he transitions from one role to a contradictory role. Makes sense. I really enjoy what you have to say about the Nagual and even within a our folly are reflections of the Nagual.

Interesting too what you've mentioned about death being the end of friendships mixed with curses. I've known one or two who are careful to control their anger, as it has led to death in the past.

Even more interesting is the amount of mental illness involved with the warriors path. Schizophrenia is common, sure. I read an interesting meme recently, something about how those who walk the warriors (or was it witches, not sure and it doesn't really matter), a majority of them develop a mental illness, others come to hate others on the same path, and only a few are blessed by the path. Blessed just meaning they find a way to use the path to enhance their lives. I find that to be generally true. To get really nerdy about it, there are studies (I can use citations if you want them, but for the sake of convenience, I won't list them) indicating lucid dreaming does not lead to mental illness for those who are not predisposed to it. However, lucid dreaming can induce mental illness for those who are predisposed to it. I mention this because lucid dreaming is related to many spiritual practices. Other studies talk about how easily mentally ill people fall into shamanic beliefs--the structure gives people an opportunity to continue experiencing their mental illness without it being seen as such.

Obviously not everyone who follows CC's beliefs (just an example) are mentally ill. It's just a very attractive environment for people with mental illness. Obviously there are people who are not mentally ill, but those are rare to find in places like this.

I've seen Serloco be very patient, welcoming, and helpful. I realize he's not as bitter or 'evil' as he presents himself as. We are all very versatile around here. What I think happened was he just stressed from his tonal. Happens to us all, we get stressed from the tonal and our patience naturally wanes. It was bad timing, I think.

On a separate note, I think certain people should be cursed (rather, tortured or killed). Those are generally people who commit numerous heinous crimes.

Really insightful points, I enjoyed thinking about them.

[rosygyro]

The closest i can get to Serlocos mindset is this.
I have and will have many incarnations.
this incarnation is one i term a SERVICE LIFETIME, in it i am non violent, non greedy, non vain, non abusive, non controlling, non willfull and ironic to a fault.
i am an immpeccable man and have sworn pure and perfect oaths so powerfull i cannot undo them.

There are people this lifetime who have waylaid my path as i am a soft touch and an easy target.
when i meet these people in their next life i will not be in a service lifetime
well it will still be service to the spirit, but i will not give two shits as these people fall under my sword on the battlefield.
they may not even understand the pains they have caused my service lifetime as i hack off their limbs and throw their entrails to the winds.
but they will pay lifetime after lifetime until their time is served.

such is the destiny of the unimmpeccable.

thats my Serloco angle anyway.

but this lifetime is a service lifetime.

[Guest]

That's a kind way to view his mindset. I can see how that's applicable.

I recognize his may not be an easy path. Though on any path it's useful to acknowledge we do not know all things, about all things. To be more flexible in our understanding and our learning--that it may come from anywhere or anyone. Serloco has a lot to teach me about pushing through external expectations. Not sure what those experiencing a service lifetime are here to learn--maybe they are here to demonstrate? To experience?

[rosygyro]

The fear i have regarding energetic attack on others is the level of reflection.I do not want to wound someone in a way as to make them lose humanity UNKNOWNbut also i do no want to force that person ito identification with my own KNOWN
i tend to study forebearance because i consider intent to be an otherwise perfect spire infected with the ghost of will.i aim to clear the baseplate of intent so the ghost /parasite can no longer hitch a ride on good intent.as such i withhold the ghost first and release intent second.
the current masshabitual is marred by a ghost which includes abuse and violence as its patternand warps our collective intent from within.
Psychologicly you can see why i would release perfect force through a violent incarnation.this lifetime is a service lifetime.

[rosygyro]

you can imagine me on the battlefield centuries ago, surrounded by dismembered corpses, hacking through enemy after enemy, beserker gone beserk
the only salient thought remaining " i can hack people to **** because i am a priest in my otherincarnation.

and it being true.

[Guest]

You, too, are in a service lifetime cycle? I can see how a perfect force can be expressed through a violent incarnation. It's unfortunate a person must go through one extreme lifetime to the next. What is a service lifetime person meant to achieve during such a cycle?