Evil sorcery

[serloco]

Hey Dan, when i encounter evil i focus my mind on a positive channel of consciousness. I focus my awareness on the solution to the problem. During a fight i focus on kindness and forgivingness and when i am doing this i focus also on my connection to the people so that they can hear me clearly. It becomes a shared conscious link, and by controlling the awareness one possesses one can control or guide the people within the link. Projecting rational and kind energy into another's awareness during a fight usually has beneficial results. With the right connection you can guide your thoughts and at the same time guide the thoughts the other is experiencing.

[serloco]

Hey Dan, when i encounter evil i focus my mind on a positive channel of consciousness. I focus my awareness on the solution to the problem. During a fight i focus on kindness and forgivingness and when i am doing this i focus also on my connection to the people so that they can hear me clearly. It becomes a shared conscious link, and by controlling the awareness one possesses one can control or guide the people within the link. Projecting rational and kind energy into another's awareness during a fight usually has beneficial results. With the right connection you can guide your thoughts and at the same time guide the thoughts the other is experiencing.

[shamanka]

is this freedom or is this dictatorship?
projecting desires of your own will upon others... is this 'evil'
if you don't leak you carry a bubble of creativity in your own life...why bother imposing it on others?

presence has nothing to do with thought....directing energies...self reflection or the concern of others...it just is...
if you want something, learn to receive it, let go of that created barrier within... stalk that barrier, don't hunt down a specific outcome...how do you know its best for 'you' anyway...
who is this you, you keep attempting to please?

however gotta know all perceptions in order to drop the whole concept thing...

just a suggestion...
a few words of inspiration...

i am already given to the power that rules my fate,
and i cling to nothing, so i will have nothing to defend.
i have no thoughts, so i will see.
i fear nothing , so i will remember myself.

CC- The Wheel of Time.

[serloco]

9 out of 10 people will always choose the higher awareness being projected to them then to pursue their downward flight. That's what this is.. a choice. They can see and experience the awareness being shown to them by me but they still have to agree to it and the choice is theirs. Dominating will is not my thing however i will force awareness if the moment calls for it. Usually it is like direct communication not domination. I have had my thoughts and will dominated nearly completely and i wouldn't do that to anyone.

In my opinion thought or awareness can have a lot to do with presence. My thoughts can project outward effecting everything they touch like a fusion of energy. The line between thoughts effecting the world and thoughts creating the world is a fine one.

[shamanka]

is this freedom or is this dictatorship?
projecting desires of your own will upon others... is this 'evil'
if you don't leak you carry a bubble of creativity in your own life...why bother imposing it on others?

presence has nothing to do with thought....directing energies...self reflection or the concern of others...it just is...
if you want something, learn to receive it, let go of that created barrier within... stalk that barrier, don't hunt down a specific outcome...how do you know its best for 'you' anyway...
who is this you, you keep attempting to please?

however gotta know all perceptions in order to drop the whole concept thing...

just a suggestion...
a few words of inspiration...

i am already given to the power that rules my fate,
and i cling to nothing, so i will have nothing to defend.
i have no thoughts, so i will see.
i fear nothing , so i will remember myself.

CC- The Wheel of Time.

[serloco]

9 out of 10 people will always choose the higher awareness being projected to them then to pursue their downward flight. That's what this is.. a choice. They can see and experience the awareness being shown to them by me but they still have to agree to it and the choice is theirs. Dominating will is not my thing however i will force awareness if the moment calls for it. Usually it is like direct communication not domination. I have had my thoughts and will dominated nearly completely and i wouldn't do that to anyone.

In my opinion thought or awareness can have a lot to do with presence. My thoughts can project outward effecting everything they touch like a fusion of energy. The line between thoughts effecting the world and thoughts creating the world is a fine one.

[shamanka]

is this freedom or is this dictatorship?
projecting desires of your own will upon others... is this 'evil'
if you don't leak you carry a bubble of creativity in your own life...why bother imposing it on others?

presence has nothing to do with thought....directing energies...self reflection or the concern of others...it just is...
if you want something, learn to receive it, let go of that created barrier within... stalk that barrier, don't hunt down a specific outcome...how do you know its best for 'you' anyway...
who is this you, you keep attempting to please?

however gotta know all perceptions in order to drop the whole concept thing...

just a suggestion...
a few words of inspiration...

i am already given to the power that rules my fate,
and i cling to nothing, so i will have nothing to defend.
i have no thoughts, so i will see.
i fear nothing , so i will remember myself.

CC- The Wheel of Time.

[serloco]

9 out of 10 people will always choose the higher awareness being projected to them then to pursue their downward flight. That's what this is.. a choice. They can see and experience the awareness being shown to them by me but they still have to agree to it and the choice is theirs. Dominating will is not my thing however i will force awareness if the moment calls for it. Usually it is like direct communication not domination. I have had my thoughts and will dominated nearly completely and i wouldn't do that to anyone.

In my opinion thought or awareness can have a lot to do with presence. My thoughts can project outward effecting everything they touch like a fusion of energy. The line between thoughts effecting the world and thoughts creating the world is a fine one.

[shamanka]

is this freedom or is this dictatorship?
projecting desires of your own will upon others... is this 'evil'
if you don't leak you carry a bubble of creativity in your own life...why bother imposing it on others?

presence has nothing to do with thought....directing energies...self reflection or the concern of others...it just is...
if you want something, learn to receive it, let go of that created barrier within... stalk that barrier, don't hunt down a specific outcome...how do you know its best for 'you' anyway...
who is this you, you keep attempting to please?

however gotta know all perceptions in order to drop the whole concept thing...

just a suggestion...
a few words of inspiration...

i am already given to the power that rules my fate,
and i cling to nothing, so i will have nothing to defend.
i have no thoughts, so i will see.
i fear nothing , so i will remember myself.

CC- The Wheel of Time.

[serloco]

9 out of 10 people will always choose the higher awareness being projected to them then to pursue their downward flight. That's what this is.. a choice. They can see and experience the awareness being shown to them by me but they still have to agree to it and the choice is theirs. Dominating will is not my thing however i will force awareness if the moment calls for it. Usually it is like direct communication not domination. I have had my thoughts and will dominated nearly completely and i wouldn't do that to anyone.

In my opinion thought or awareness can have a lot to do with presence. My thoughts can project outward effecting everything they touch like a fusion of energy. The line between thoughts effecting the world and thoughts creating the world is a fine one.

[shamanka]

is this freedom or is this dictatorship?
projecting desires of your own will upon others... is this 'evil'
if you don't leak you carry a bubble of creativity in your own life...why bother imposing it on others?

presence has nothing to do with thought....directing energies...self reflection or the concern of others...it just is...
if you want something, learn to receive it, let go of that created barrier within... stalk that barrier, don't hunt down a specific outcome...how do you know its best for 'you' anyway...
who is this you, you keep attempting to please?

however gotta know all perceptions in order to drop the whole concept thing...

just a suggestion...
a few words of inspiration...

i am already given to the power that rules my fate,
and i cling to nothing, so i will have nothing to defend.
i have no thoughts, so i will see.
i fear nothing , so i will remember myself.

CC- The Wheel of Time.

[serloco]

9 out of 10 people will always choose the higher awareness being projected to them then to pursue their downward flight. That's what this is.. a choice. They can see and experience the awareness being shown to them by me but they still have to agree to it and the choice is theirs. Dominating will is not my thing however i will force awareness if the moment calls for it. Usually it is like direct communication not domination. I have had my thoughts and will dominated nearly completely and i wouldn't do that to anyone.

In my opinion thought or awareness can have a lot to do with presence. My thoughts can project outward effecting everything they touch like a fusion of energy. The line between thoughts effecting the world and thoughts creating the world is a fine one.

[shamanka]

is this freedom or is this dictatorship?
projecting desires of your own will upon others... is this 'evil'
if you don't leak you carry a bubble of creativity in your own life...why bother imposing it on others?

presence has nothing to do with thought....directing energies...self reflection or the concern of others...it just is...
if you want something, learn to receive it, let go of that created barrier within... stalk that barrier, don't hunt down a specific outcome...how do you know its best for 'you' anyway...
who is this you, you keep attempting to please?

however gotta know all perceptions in order to drop the whole concept thing...

just a suggestion...
a few words of inspiration...

i am already given to the power that rules my fate,
and i cling to nothing, so i will have nothing to defend.
i have no thoughts, so i will see.
i fear nothing , so i will remember myself.

CC- The Wheel of Time.

[serloco]

9 out of 10 people will always choose the higher awareness being projected to them then to pursue their downward flight. That's what this is.. a choice. They can see and experience the awareness being shown to them by me but they still have to agree to it and the choice is theirs. Dominating will is not my thing however i will force awareness if the moment calls for it. Usually it is like direct communication not domination. I have had my thoughts and will dominated nearly completely and i wouldn't do that to anyone.

In my opinion thought or awareness can have a lot to do with presence. My thoughts can project outward effecting everything they touch like a fusion of energy. The line between thoughts effecting the world and thoughts creating the world is a fine one.

[shamanka]

is this freedom or is this dictatorship?
projecting desires of your own will upon others... is this 'evil'
if you don't leak you carry a bubble of creativity in your own life...why bother imposing it on others?

presence has nothing to do with thought....directing energies...self reflection or the concern of others...it just is...
if you want something, learn to receive it, let go of that created barrier within... stalk that barrier, don't hunt down a specific outcome...how do you know its best for 'you' anyway...
who is this you, you keep attempting to please?

however gotta know all perceptions in order to drop the whole concept thing...

just a suggestion...
a few words of inspiration...

i am already given to the power that rules my fate,
and i cling to nothing, so i will have nothing to defend.
i have no thoughts, so i will see.
i fear nothing , so i will remember myself.

CC- The Wheel of Time.

[serloco]

9 out of 10 people will always choose the higher awareness being projected to them then to pursue their downward flight. That's what this is.. a choice. They can see and experience the awareness being shown to them by me but they still have to agree to it and the choice is theirs. Dominating will is not my thing however i will force awareness if the moment calls for it. Usually it is like direct communication not domination. I have had my thoughts and will dominated nearly completely and i wouldn't do that to anyone.

In my opinion thought or awareness can have a lot to do with presence. My thoughts can project outward effecting everything they touch like a fusion of energy. The line between thoughts effecting the world and thoughts creating the world is a fine one.

[shamanka]

is this freedom or is this dictatorship?
projecting desires of your own will upon others... is this 'evil'
if you don't leak you carry a bubble of creativity in your own life...why bother imposing it on others?

presence has nothing to do with thought....directing energies...self reflection or the concern of others...it just is...
if you want something, learn to receive it, let go of that created barrier within... stalk that barrier, don't hunt down a specific outcome...how do you know its best for 'you' anyway...
who is this you, you keep attempting to please?

however gotta know all perceptions in order to drop the whole concept thing...

just a suggestion...
a few words of inspiration...

i am already given to the power that rules my fate,
and i cling to nothing, so i will have nothing to defend.
i have no thoughts, so i will see.
i fear nothing , so i will remember myself.

CC- The Wheel of Time.

[serloco]

9 out of 10 people will always choose the higher awareness being projected to them then to pursue their downward flight. That's what this is.. a choice. They can see and experience the awareness being shown to them by me but they still have to agree to it and the choice is theirs. Dominating will is not my thing however i will force awareness if the moment calls for it. Usually it is like direct communication not domination. I have had my thoughts and will dominated nearly completely and i wouldn't do that to anyone.

In my opinion thought or awareness can have a lot to do with presence. My thoughts can project outward effecting everything they touch like a fusion of energy. The line between thoughts effecting the world and thoughts creating the world is a fine one.

[serloco]

Once i was sent to jail for a major injustice. I entered into the home of a girl i was sleeping with when she wasn't home and her boyfriend walked in and caught me and called the police and sent me to jail for break and enter, even though i used my awareness to unlock the door. Anyways when i got into the jail and was there for about a week i was laying on my bunk on a dorm-like range. There was this guy i hated who would try to heavy and intimidate everyone around. Anyways he jumped off the bed and made a huge bang as he landed his feet on the bottom bunk's empty sheet metal platform. The guards came rushing in and one of them was this huge muscle bound hulk who i immediately judged as being an **** who also heavied the prisoners. He came into the room and began yelling at us all together as a group. I looked inside myself to see my awareness as a control that moved the people to my thoughts, and so i thought that he would harrass the inmate i hated. He then walked right to him and began questioning him about the noise in a very rude mannor. He got right into his face and began yelling at him very loudly, full of rage, and when the bully inmate responded to him in a way that was defiant the heavy guard grabbed his leg and ripped him violently from the bed and into the floor. The bully's face turned red from embarrassment and i could see he hated what was happening to him. The guard made him **** up and put him in his place before leaving, and gave me a smile that i also was wearing.

Anyways later on I actually did do a crime, a couple of years later, and ended up back in the same prison. As I was being intaked I was placed in a holding cell, and I saw through the window this guard who i liked, and i planned on talking to him later to get to know him more. As I waited in my cell I began to sing and very beautifully i might add. The heavy guard, Mike, then opened my cell and got into my face and threatened me to stop singing. I was angry with him, and I wanted to keep singing. I knew the guard would hurt me with his huge muscles and form, for it appeared like he was muscle bound on steroids and he used to be a cop. I was full of power and although i was not in the position of awareness to directly control him I felt that I could curse him if i wanted to. Immediately i had the thought of attacking his muscles and putting him in a place that did not rely on his muscles to give him power. I wanted to take that away form him. Right away I thought if a book i had read called 'thinner' by Stephen King, where an old gypsy women whispered into the ear of a man the word 'thinner' which he proceeded immediately to lose all his weight bringing the man to a deathly state. Just as he was leaving my cell I whispered the words quite loudly and vengefully 'thinner'. I was right in the awareness, and stalked immediately the role and my voice took on a horror of its own which I enjoyed. In the preceeding three weeks the guard became ghastly thin, and his once huge muscles shrank and clung around his visible bones. I watched him lose his powerful edge and he no longer was ramped up in rage and powerful control over the inmates, and instead became a paragon of humbleness, and meekness. We ended up having our conversation and he was very kind and peaceful, and I felt bad for him because he appeared to be very ill. I reversed my curse then and allowed him to put on more weight again, but he never grew his huge muscles back and stayed being the cool person that he became through my curse. It was awesome!

[serloco]

Once i was sent to jail for a major injustice. I entered into the home of a girl i was sleeping with when she wasn't home and her boyfriend walked in and caught me and called the police and sent me to jail for break and enter, even though i used my awareness to unlock the door. Anyways when i got into the jail and was there for about a week i was laying on my bunk on a dorm-like range. There was this guy i hated who would try to heavy and intimidate everyone around. Anyways he jumped off the bed and made a huge bang as he landed his feet on the bottom bunk's empty sheet metal platform. The guards came rushing in and one of them was this huge muscle bound hulk who i immediately judged as being an **** who also heavied the prisoners. He came into the room and began yelling at us all together as a group. I looked inside myself to see my awareness as a control that moved the people to my thoughts, and so i thought that he would harrass the inmate i hated. He then walked right to him and began questioning him about the noise in a very rude mannor. He got right into his face and began yelling at him very loudly, full of rage, and when the bully inmate responded to him in a way that was defiant the heavy guard grabbed his leg and ripped him violently from the bed and into the floor. The bully's face turned red from embarrassment and i could see he hated what was happening to him. The guard made him **** up and put him in his place before leaving, and gave me a smile that i also was wearing.

Anyways later on I actually did do a crime, a couple of years later, and ended up back in the same prison. As I was being intaked I was placed in a holding cell, and I saw through the window this guard who i liked, and i planned on talking to him later to get to know him more. As I waited in my cell I began to sing and very beautifully i might add. The heavy guard, Mike, then opened my cell and got into my face and threatened me to stop singing. I was angry with him, and I wanted to keep singing. I knew the guard would hurt me with his huge muscles and form, for it appeared like he was muscle bound on steroids and he used to be a cop. I was full of power and although i was not in the position of awareness to directly control him I felt that I could curse him if i wanted to. Immediately i had the thought of attacking his muscles and putting him in a place that did not rely on his muscles to give him power. I wanted to take that away form him. Right away I thought if a book i had read called 'thinner' by Stephen King, where an old gypsy women whispered into the ear of a man the word 'thinner' which he proceeded immediately to lose all his weight bringing the man to a deathly state. Just as he was leaving my cell I whispered the words quite loudly and vengefully 'thinner'. I was right in the awareness, and stalked immediately the role and my voice took on a horror of its own which I enjoyed. In the preceeding three weeks the guard became ghastly thin, and his once huge muscles shrank and clung around his visible bones. I watched him lose his powerful edge and he no longer was ramped up in rage and powerful control over the inmates, and instead became a paragon of humbleness, and meekness. We ended up having our conversation and he was very kind and peaceful, and I felt bad for him because he appeared to be very ill. I reversed my curse then and allowed him to put on more weight again, but he never grew his huge muscles back and stayed being the cool person that he became through my curse. It was awesome!

[serloco]

Once i was sent to jail for a major injustice. I entered into the home of a girl i was sleeping with when she wasn't home and her boyfriend walked in and caught me and called the police and sent me to jail for break and enter, even though i used my awareness to unlock the door. Anyways when i got into the jail and was there for about a week i was laying on my bunk on a dorm-like range. There was this guy i hated who would try to heavy and intimidate everyone around. Anyways he jumped off the bed and made a huge bang as he landed his feet on the bottom bunk's empty sheet metal platform. The guards came rushing in and one of them was this huge muscle bound hulk who i immediately judged as being an **** who also heavied the prisoners. He came into the room and began yelling at us all together as a group. I looked inside myself to see my awareness as a control that moved the people to my thoughts, and so i thought that he would harrass the inmate i hated. He then walked right to him and began questioning him about the noise in a very rude mannor. He got right into his face and began yelling at him very loudly, full of rage, and when the bully inmate responded to him in a way that was defiant the heavy guard grabbed his leg and ripped him violently from the bed and into the floor. The bully's face turned red from embarrassment and i could see he hated what was happening to him. The guard made him **** up and put him in his place before leaving, and gave me a smile that i also was wearing.

Anyways later on I actually did do a crime, a couple of years later, and ended up back in the same prison. As I was being intaked I was placed in a holding cell, and I saw through the window this guard who i liked, and i planned on talking to him later to get to know him more. As I waited in my cell I began to sing and very beautifully i might add. The heavy guard, Mike, then opened my cell and got into my face and threatened me to stop singing. I was angry with him, and I wanted to keep singing. I knew the guard would hurt me with his huge muscles and form, for it appeared like he was muscle bound on steroids and he used to be a cop. I was full of power and although i was not in the position of awareness to directly control him I felt that I could curse him if i wanted to. Immediately i had the thought of attacking his muscles and putting him in a place that did not rely on his muscles to give him power. I wanted to take that away form him. Right away I thought if a book i had read called 'thinner' by Stephen King, where an old gypsy women whispered into the ear of a man the word 'thinner' which he proceeded immediately to lose all his weight bringing the man to a deathly state. Just as he was leaving my cell I whispered the words quite loudly and vengefully 'thinner'. I was right in the awareness, and stalked immediately the role and my voice took on a horror of its own which I enjoyed. In the preceeding three weeks the guard became ghastly thin, and his once huge muscles shrank and clung around his visible bones. I watched him lose his powerful edge and he no longer was ramped up in rage and powerful control over the inmates, and instead became a paragon of humbleness, and meekness. We ended up having our conversation and he was very kind and peaceful, and I felt bad for him because he appeared to be very ill. I reversed my curse then and allowed him to put on more weight again, but he never grew his huge muscles back and stayed being the cool person that he became through my curse. It was awesome!

[serloco]

Once i was sent to jail for a major injustice. I entered into the home of a girl i was sleeping with when she wasn't home and her boyfriend walked in and caught me and called the police and sent me to jail for break and enter, even though i used my awareness to unlock the door. Anyways when i got into the jail and was there for about a week i was laying on my bunk on a dorm-like range. There was this guy i hated who would try to heavy and intimidate everyone around. Anyways he jumped off the bed and made a huge bang as he landed his feet on the bottom bunk's empty sheet metal platform. The guards came rushing in and one of them was this huge muscle bound hulk who i immediately judged as being an **** who also heavied the prisoners. He came into the room and began yelling at us all together as a group. I looked inside myself to see my awareness as a control that moved the people to my thoughts, and so i thought that he would harrass the inmate i hated. He then walked right to him and began questioning him about the noise in a very rude mannor. He got right into his face and began yelling at him very loudly, full of rage, and when the bully inmate responded to him in a way that was defiant the heavy guard grabbed his leg and ripped him violently from the bed and into the floor. The bully's face turned red from embarrassment and i could see he hated what was happening to him. The guard made him **** up and put him in his place before leaving, and gave me a smile that i also was wearing.

Anyways later on I actually did do a crime, a couple of years later, and ended up back in the same prison. As I was being intaked I was placed in a holding cell, and I saw through the window this guard who i liked, and i planned on talking to him later to get to know him more. As I waited in my cell I began to sing and very beautifully i might add. The heavy guard, Mike, then opened my cell and got into my face and threatened me to stop singing. I was angry with him, and I wanted to keep singing. I knew the guard would hurt me with his huge muscles and form, for it appeared like he was muscle bound on steroids and he used to be a cop. I was full of power and although i was not in the position of awareness to directly control him I felt that I could curse him if i wanted to. Immediately i had the thought of attacking his muscles and putting him in a place that did not rely on his muscles to give him power. I wanted to take that away form him. Right away I thought if a book i had read called 'thinner' by Stephen King, where an old gypsy women whispered into the ear of a man the word 'thinner' which he proceeded immediately to lose all his weight bringing the man to a deathly state. Just as he was leaving my cell I whispered the words quite loudly and vengefully 'thinner'. I was right in the awareness, and stalked immediately the role and my voice took on a horror of its own which I enjoyed. In the preceeding three weeks the guard became ghastly thin, and his once huge muscles shrank and clung around his visible bones. I watched him lose his powerful edge and he no longer was ramped up in rage and powerful control over the inmates, and instead became a paragon of humbleness, and meekness. We ended up having our conversation and he was very kind and peaceful, and I felt bad for him because he appeared to be very ill. I reversed my curse then and allowed him to put on more weight again, but he never grew his huge muscles back and stayed being the cool person that he became through my curse. It was awesome!

[serloco]

Once i was sent to jail for a major injustice. I entered into the home of a girl i was sleeping with when she wasn't home and her boyfriend walked in and caught me and called the police and sent me to jail for break and enter, even though i used my awareness to unlock the door. Anyways when i got into the jail and was there for about a week i was laying on my bunk on a dorm-like range. There was this guy i hated who would try to heavy and intimidate everyone around. Anyways he jumped off the bed and made a huge bang as he landed his feet on the bottom bunk's empty sheet metal platform. The guards came rushing in and one of them was this huge muscle bound hulk who i immediately judged as being an **** who also heavied the prisoners. He came into the room and began yelling at us all together as a group. I looked inside myself to see my awareness as a control that moved the people to my thoughts, and so i thought that he would harrass the inmate i hated. He then walked right to him and began questioning him about the noise in a very rude mannor. He got right into his face and began yelling at him very loudly, full of rage, and when the bully inmate responded to him in a way that was defiant the heavy guard grabbed his leg and ripped him violently from the bed and into the floor. The bully's face turned red from embarrassment and i could see he hated what was happening to him. The guard made him **** up and put him in his place before leaving, and gave me a smile that i also was wearing.

Anyways later on I actually did do a crime, a couple of years later, and ended up back in the same prison. As I was being intaked I was placed in a holding cell, and I saw through the window this guard who i liked, and i planned on talking to him later to get to know him more. As I waited in my cell I began to sing and very beautifully i might add. The heavy guard, Mike, then opened my cell and got into my face and threatened me to stop singing. I was angry with him, and I wanted to keep singing. I knew the guard would hurt me with his huge muscles and form, for it appeared like he was muscle bound on steroids and he used to be a cop. I was full of power and although i was not in the position of awareness to directly control him I felt that I could curse him if i wanted to. Immediately i had the thought of attacking his muscles and putting him in a place that did not rely on his muscles to give him power. I wanted to take that away form him. Right away I thought if a book i had read called 'thinner' by Stephen King, where an old gypsy women whispered into the ear of a man the word 'thinner' which he proceeded immediately to lose all his weight bringing the man to a deathly state. Just as he was leaving my cell I whispered the words quite loudly and vengefully 'thinner'. I was right in the awareness, and stalked immediately the role and my voice took on a horror of its own which I enjoyed. In the preceeding three weeks the guard became ghastly thin, and his once huge muscles shrank and clung around his visible bones. I watched him lose his powerful edge and he no longer was ramped up in rage and powerful control over the inmates, and instead became a paragon of humbleness, and meekness. We ended up having our conversation and he was very kind and peaceful, and I felt bad for him because he appeared to be very ill. I reversed my curse then and allowed him to put on more weight again, but he never grew his huge muscles back and stayed being the cool person that he became through my curse. It was awesome!

[serloco]

Once i was sent to jail for a major injustice. I entered into the home of a girl i was sleeping with when she wasn't home and her boyfriend walked in and caught me and called the police and sent me to jail for break and enter, even though i used my awareness to unlock the door. Anyways when i got into the jail and was there for about a week i was laying on my bunk on a dorm-like range. There was this guy i hated who would try to heavy and intimidate everyone around. Anyways he jumped off the bed and made a huge bang as he landed his feet on the bottom bunk's empty sheet metal platform. The guards came rushing in and one of them was this huge muscle bound hulk who i immediately judged as being an **** who also heavied the prisoners. He came into the room and began yelling at us all together as a group. I looked inside myself to see my awareness as a control that moved the people to my thoughts, and so i thought that he would harrass the inmate i hated. He then walked right to him and began questioning him about the noise in a very rude mannor. He got right into his face and began yelling at him very loudly, full of rage, and when the bully inmate responded to him in a way that was defiant the heavy guard grabbed his leg and ripped him violently from the bed and into the floor. The bully's face turned red from embarrassment and i could see he hated what was happening to him. The guard made him **** up and put him in his place before leaving, and gave me a smile that i also was wearing.

Anyways later on I actually did do a crime, a couple of years later, and ended up back in the same prison. As I was being intaked I was placed in a holding cell, and I saw through the window this guard who i liked, and i planned on talking to him later to get to know him more. As I waited in my cell I began to sing and very beautifully i might add. The heavy guard, Mike, then opened my cell and got into my face and threatened me to stop singing. I was angry with him, and I wanted to keep singing. I knew the guard would hurt me with his huge muscles and form, for it appeared like he was muscle bound on steroids and he used to be a cop. I was full of power and although i was not in the position of awareness to directly control him I felt that I could curse him if i wanted to. Immediately i had the thought of attacking his muscles and putting him in a place that did not rely on his muscles to give him power. I wanted to take that away form him. Right away I thought if a book i had read called 'thinner' by Stephen King, where an old gypsy women whispered into the ear of a man the word 'thinner' which he proceeded immediately to lose all his weight bringing the man to a deathly state. Just as he was leaving my cell I whispered the words quite loudly and vengefully 'thinner'. I was right in the awareness, and stalked immediately the role and my voice took on a horror of its own which I enjoyed. In the preceeding three weeks the guard became ghastly thin, and his once huge muscles shrank and clung around his visible bones. I watched him lose his powerful edge and he no longer was ramped up in rage and powerful control over the inmates, and instead became a paragon of humbleness, and meekness. We ended up having our conversation and he was very kind and peaceful, and I felt bad for him because he appeared to be very ill. I reversed my curse then and allowed him to put on more weight again, but he never grew his huge muscles back and stayed being the cool person that he became through my curse. It was awesome!

[serloco]

Once I had met this girl in my apartment building named Aimee. She ended up inviting me over and although i felt her attraction to me I was in a a relationship and was not pursuing a romantic relationship. One say she knocked at my door and invited me over to her place. As I sat on her couch and her on the loveseat adjacent we made light conversation. I focused out the big main window and into the street where a car was about to proceed after stopping at a stop sign. I reached out with my attention and intended to stop the car from moving. I felt energy protrude out of my forehead, like a physical sensation of stretching through my head. The car stopped in its progression and I could feel my attention pushing the car preventing it from moving. I looked over at Aimee and she was covering her eyes with both of her hands and if she was frightened of me. i ended up leaving shortly after and had unknowingly forgotten my tuke on her couch, which i had a special power attachment to at the time. I went back for my hat and she wouldn't let me in to get it and proceeded on telling me I couldn't get it back until later. I proceeded to tell her it would only take a second but she rudely closed the door in my face. I was upset by this and proceeded to stew to the point that I had decided to allow my ally to teach her lesson and although I didn't intend any specific action against her I had intended my ally to. The next day as I sat in my apartment with Lori-anne, my girlfriend at the time, Aimee came knocking at my door quite upset. She said that when she went to bed she was fine but woke up with this huge rash all over her body. It looked like severe bruising. I forget extactly which part of her body was damaged but it was considerable. I denied knowing anything and displayed my genuine shock (hopefully guilt free). Anyways the next few days went by without a hitch then as i was walking down a back ally a van pulled out of nowhere and and the door swung open and a man jumped out with a gun drawn pointing it at me and so I took off running. I managed to get a few blocks away when they cornered me with their guns and I had to submit. They took me in and looked me in a holding cell, then a man came to me and got me some clothes and food and brought me into a nice area instead of the cell. He acted like I didn't deserve to be locked up. They presented me with an ultimatum to take my dna sample or be indited with the offense of break and enter, and that the dna was merely to prove my innocence in the matter. I agreed but with sever paranoia. Next the gentle cop began questioning me about gems and stones, and magic, and asked me if I had ever used my magic to hurt anyone. I knew then that Aimee had called the cops on me and told them that she thought i used magic on her because i had told her many stories of magic which i often do with people. I told the cop a story reflecting the average shallow awareness most people have about gemstones and healing, and played ignorant about the rest of the story. They let me go but i was worried about the dna test and questioning, and how they had used drawn guns and an ambush van to capture me.