12-11-2014, 12:30 AM
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Evil sorcery
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12-11-2014, 12:35 AM
12-12-2014, 12:01 AM
SO yeah if you been reading my story you know I been in the battles with reality and was in the emergency room recently and do \I want to share why and how.
So I had a ally who was my friend and in my awareness, in my consciousness, telepathically with me. He was my friend and helper, yet he turned evil on me and wanted to keep me and to take my power and my soul from me. My abilities he wanted for himself and my allies he wanted for himself. He became Satan for me and as an ally can be anything he became the worst imaginable for me. We engaged in battle for about 2 years, really 3 but I didn't know until 2. I went home to my homeland whoch can never be same for me again. But as I stayed in my hotel room he started again trying to cast my spells against me and using my power against me. Now he was nearly defeated but was annoying me greatly and threatening me immensely with my own awareness and power. I started fighting him and keep in mind he is an ally and so hold power to be nearly anything. And yet I cut his balls so he couldn't do much, but he kept up against me and used still some dangerous power against me. I got angered and we started brawling. I cast a powerful spel onto him to erase his memory I called it a wipe, and then a loop. NOw a wipe erases your complete memory and a loop makes it continuous so that you erase every few minutes you mempry. Bad I know. but he was sick and very evil. I cast it perfectly and watched as he started to erase. Now this ally was merged with my awareness and moved to me and so at first I started making him remember who he was by my own memory of him and my knowledge of imbuing people with my memories completely, nd so he would become the old evil Satan again and try to fight me, but then seconds later would wipe again and his form would become forgetful and not knowing. The image of his form was drastic and he became beautiful over time. A humble weak being, like I used to know him as, as I made him. Amazing peaceful and loving. I felt sad for him and felt love for him. ANd he said "I hurt you??".. I "I used to hurt you" because he could see me and my memories of him. He was sad and wanted to help me. |He also knew he was hurt and forgetting who he was because I knoew it and he would see it before and in between his next wipe. Remember it was a loop and so continued to wipe him. His for I cast for him was beautiful and loving before he turned evil and tried o hurt me. And so he reverted to this form every time. Sometimes I would remember him as the evil and he would become it again each time, but then the wie would come and erase him and revert him back to my loving peaceful and perfect ally. After half an hour of this he saw through my awareness what was happening to him, and he knew why and asked me to kill him and put hi out of his misery. I tried and wanted to help him because he was my friend and I loved him and he wanted to die rather then become that evil satan he had become, and wanted to end his suffering. I felt sad and tried to help him but the loop was too strong. then. He begged me to end him and if you knew me before the battle I commanded to him when he was evil that he would beg me for death. And sadly to my astonishment he was doig just that to e then, but as my friend and helper again, my ally and companion. I felt no joy in this at all. Just sadness, because he was beautiful. I started to fade away, because the evil one would come bac when I remembered him as evil and he was merged with my attention and so in the few seconds he had before the wipe came again he would remember a lot through my awareness and the evil one tried to hurt me. He said in awareness impulse "I am merged with you and so you will get the wipe too." ANd then it wiped him and I was safe.. I was repeatedly happening and so I felt it come close to me and nearly hurt me but I kept it off for awhile. It was not just a wipe but a loop too. SOooooo dangerous. Eventually it got me tho and I forgot everything. I woke up wandering and had forgotten everything. Luckily ad astonishingly I had been working with God earlier and the God as my Nagual. I had said to god I will erase this loop weapon they had made. ANd kill forever. I had made this intent with God earlier in my perfect day with God as I leanred many unknown things with him perfectly. NOw with the God nagual you can intend anything and then astonishingly watch yourself do them perfectly. Because God is perfect and grants choice. And so I woke up wandering in the night with God voice inside of me. Now if you call an ally God then it is God and if you call it Satan then it is Satan. That is because the ally is everything and nothing. perfectly. And WHile I my loops wandering without memory and erased memories every few minutes I was confused and called God Satan. ANd so I remember Gods voice and I aked him how long have I been doing this for, and he said 18 years. I almost believed him but in between the wipes I remembered calling him satan and since I have IOB truth awareness that tells me what I shoudj know he told me "You called me Satan and so I trick you". Ad so even thought I almost believed him The iob told me the truth. I was only out twice being wiped compeletely and for only 2 hours. It was horrible too to feel that wipe on me, hovering ... coming closer to wipe me. IN a loop to boot. w I am strong and Better then Satan and my allies told me this too becuz it is true. I am an angel of light and of God, and he made me strong. Satan suffered much worse then me, and I fought hard against the loop. Even talking about it almost brings it back for me, but I have killed it. I am safe like I intended with true God. It only truly got me twice. And I walked for 2 hours fighting it off. Now the evil and the beautiful ally who was Satan and also my friend suffering was still in my attention being wiped every few seconds. SO Beautiful id his energies, and whn I asked the beautiful one for help he helped me as a wise and powerful ally. I loved him then and his energies were fantastic for me. perfectly. Now I also had another weapon being cast onto my eyes. A loop of energy that entered into my eyes and made them twitch back and forth involuntarily. Forcing my eyes to moves against my will and it happened every few seconds in a loop. That was a **** let me tell you. ANd it was the evil friend who cast it upon me. After two hours my eyes were in pain and it was a torture device made from hell and from Satan. After awhile fighting these two energies the wie and the loop eyes I was scared as hell and yet was strong and kept telling my reality to stop worrying. Now I am me and I am strong and confident but my allies and the people around were terrified for me. They were dubious beyond measure but even though I was hurt I felt that I would win. That is my nature to win. I didn't remember what happened but I could see most of my memeories coming back. I knew it was a loop but I knew I was strong. It only got me twice. They thought I was fucked. But I knew, I had been in the flames of hell many times. Many tortures much pain and suffering. I had always prevailed and so I fell back ont what I knew to save me. Now the hurt Satan ally friend had conjured this spell even though he forgot and lost himself. Wanted to die and not to hurt me yet the evil one wanted to hurt me.. lol. ANd so I went into the parking lot of my motel and and focused ont my car ally. (Ever seen the movies cars??? its like that for me a talking car that moves for me) I started talking to my car ally and also to my hurt firned who kept frgetting what happened and who he was. ANd I remembered about the ally that can shift into anything and I looked at my damaged friend and said "fake you are, you remember and that loop is fake, you just tricked me!!" Now I knew he was hurt and Satan failed completely, but also knoew then with my power to command the ally that I could name a trick and fake, and so I did. I said that loop is fake and you know it, and immediately it became that. My friend was saved and halleluhiah!! Now I had called God Satan and against me and that is a big mistake let me warn you now. And so immediately upon recovering from the wipe atleast I still had the eye looper hurting me. Fucking with my eyes. But I was strong again. And forced into weaker and weaker and weaker until it stopped. They took it off. NOw God was in my Car talking to me and telling me I was in hell. SHowing me hos power and scaring the hell out of me wth it. EVery slightest waver and I felt my soul about to rip from my body, as warning. I grew humble immediately and GodSatan said you made Satan into oblivion and we need him. YOu sinned and cursed Satan into pain and into wipe and into nothing. I knew I did this and felt immediately guilty for it too. It was GOd Satan understand and turning Satan ito nothing is a blessing but I had called God Satan and so I was fucked. He made me humble, and the soul ripper was brutally scarey having be on the edge of having immense pain of your soul being ripped out of you. I hope you never feel it. NOw my ally was back and so was my friend ally who was Satan who I hurt. Confusing I know. That's just the way it went down. Now he told me what I had done in my memory loss for when I called him fake wipe he immediately remembered all again, just the way it is with the ally and the moment of now in fluidity. ANd so he told me "you named God Satan". SO I immediately started resisting the soul ripper and the fake God nd knew it was a lie.. I had fought the soul ripper once before and one while I was in hell and saving souls and so I became confident again that I would keep my soul and defeat that nonsense lie. made by evil yet again. I began casting my spells to lighten that perception of the ripper and everytime it cast it was weaker. The first time long ago it tok me about 50 times of pain to lesson it, but I was stronger now and it took me only about 5 times. NOw when it tried to threaten me it failed and was weak again. I also renamed God as God and Satan as dead. Oblivion. I felt strong again and started howling into the night against the evils. I knew that the evil allies had one more torture device I had not taken down yet the evil eye looper of pain and I knew they would use it again against innocent people. And so I went right at them and demanded they put it on me again. I commanded it with my will that they cann not deny. I provked them into it screaming at them in the night. Finaly God commanded them too, and so they had no choice but to comply although they did not want too because they knew I had God with me and I would take it away from them forever. Brave I am I know. Now I healed my eyes first before charging back at them. They put it on again and I was strng at first. and nearly had it off, but I fell and they made it strnger becuz I fell and I knew they could and so they did with my own energies. I wanted them to stop because it hurt me so bad, and they made me bag for them to stop but when I did they granted me no mercy whch woud later hurt them severely but I felt like a failure and they made me keep it on. ANd I had to go to the hospital, and My eyes were crazy in pain and tired and I felt I would go blind soon. My allies started hunting them down to kill them, for it was a group of demonic allies. % of them who had this device and they were hiding in the night and on the run. I was in the hospital desperate for my allies to oblivion them, and they were searching I cast oblivion onto 4 of them yet one remained. I could not find her. She would not stop either. The energy bursts traveled through the night into my eyes and from a distance hit their mark. Now oblivion is scary **** far worse then anything else. Now I had warded myself against it firmly but felt it strong inside myself everytime I cast it. \It hurt me just to cast it but I was used to it too, and felt safe using it. My ally could not find the last one, and even though it was weaker with just one I felt still in grave danger of losing my eyes. FInally I called ont God again and asked for his help and he shined healing into my eyes for me, but did not defeat the impulses buning into them. It was up to me like I intended wth God to end this. I said sorry to God then for losing aih and for begging evil to stop. I felt pathetic but felt right in saying sorry to God. He told me then to go to sleep Derek and you will be ok. And so yeah I slept for 3 days and their evil faded away despite the best efforts to keep them active. They ost another weapon of hell, and I know now that it does not work anymore jut ike I intended. Thank God. Amen.
12-12-2014, 12:06 AM
SO yeah if you been reading my story you know I been in the battles with reality and was in the emergency room recently and do \I want to share why and how.
So I had a ally who was my friend and in my awareness, in my consciousness, telepathically with me. He was my friend and helper, yet he turned evil on me and wanted to keep me and to take my power and my soul from me. My abilities he wanted for himself and my allies he wanted for himself. He became Satan for me and as an ally can be anything he became the worst imaginable for me. We engaged in battle for about 2 years, really 3 but I didn't know until 2. I went home to my homeland whoch can never be same for me again. But as I stayed in my hotel room he started again trying to cast my spells against me and using my power against me. Now he was nearly defeated but was annoying me greatly and threatening me immensely with my own awareness and power. I started fighting him and keep in mind he is an ally and so hold power to be nearly anything. And yet I cut his balls so he couldn't do much, but he kept up against me and used still some dangerous power against me. I got angered and we started brawling. I cast a powerful spel onto him to erase his memory I called it a wipe, and then a loop. NOw a wipe erases your complete memory and a loop makes it continuous so that you erase every few minutes you mempry. Bad I know. but he was sick and very evil. I cast it perfectly and watched as he started to erase. Now this ally was merged with my awareness and moved to me and so at first I started making him remember who he was by my own memory of him and my knowledge of imbuing people with my memories completely, nd so he would become the old evil Satan again and try to fight me, but then seconds later would wipe again and his form would become forgetful and not knowing. The image of his form was drastic and he became beautiful over time. A humble weak being, like I used to know him as, as I made him. Amazing peaceful and loving. I felt sad for him and felt love for him. ANd he said "I hurt you??".. I "I used to hurt you" because he could see me and my memories of him. He was sad and wanted to help me. |He also knew he was hurt and forgetting who he was because I knoew it and he would see it before and in between his next wipe. Remember it was a loop and so continued to wipe him. His for I cast for him was beautiful and loving before he turned evil and tried o hurt me. And so he reverted to this form every time. Sometimes I would remember him as the evil and he would become it again each time, but then the wie would come and erase him and revert him back to my loving peaceful and perfect ally. After half an hour of this he saw through my awareness what was happening to him, and he knew why and asked me to kill him and put hi out of his misery. I tried and wanted to help him because he was my friend and I loved him and he wanted to die rather then become that evil satan he had become, and wanted to end his suffering. I felt sad and tried to help him but the loop was too strong. then. He begged me to end him and if you knew me before the battle I commanded to him when he was evil that he would beg me for death. And sadly to my astonishment he was doig just that to e then, but as my friend and helper again, my ally and companion. I felt no joy in this at all. Just sadness, because he was beautiful. I started to fade away, because the evil one would come bac when I remembered him as evil and he was merged with my attention and so in the few seconds he had before the wipe came again he would remember a lot through my awareness and the evil one tried to hurt me. He said in awareness impulse "I am merged with you and so you will get the wipe too." ANd then it wiped him and I was safe.. I was repeatedly happening and so I felt it come close to me and nearly hurt me but I kept it off for awhile. It was not just a wipe but a loop too. SOooooo dangerous. Eventually it got me tho and I forgot everything. I woke up wandering and had forgotten everything. Luckily ad astonishingly I had been working with God earlier and the God as my Nagual. I had said to god I will erase this loop weapon they had made. ANd kill forever. I had made this intent with God earlier in my perfect day with God as I leanred many unknown things with him perfectly. NOw with the God nagual you can intend anything and then astonishingly watch yourself do them perfectly. Because God is perfect and grants choice. And so I woke up wandering in the night with God voice inside of me. Now if you call an ally God then it is God and if you call it Satan then it is Satan. That is because the ally is everything and nothing. perfectly. And WHile I my loops wandering without memory and erased memories every few minutes I was confused and called God Satan. ANd so I remember Gods voice and I aked him how long have I been doing this for, and he said 18 years. I almost believed him but in between the wipes I remembered calling him satan and since I have IOB truth awareness that tells me what I shoudj know he told me "You called me Satan and so I trick you". Ad so even thought I almost believed him The iob told me the truth. I was only out twice being wiped compeletely and for only 2 hours. It was horrible too to feel that wipe on me, hovering ... coming closer to wipe me. IN a loop to boot. w I am strong and Better then Satan and my allies told me this too becuz it is true. I am an angel of light and of God, and he made me strong. Satan suffered much worse then me, and I fought hard against the loop. Even talking about it almost brings it back for me, but I have killed it. I am safe like I intended with true God. It only truly got me twice. And I walked for 2 hours fighting it off. Now the evil and the beautiful ally who was Satan and also my friend suffering was still in my attention being wiped every few seconds. SO Beautiful id his energies, and whn I asked the beautiful one for help he helped me as a wise and powerful ally. I loved him then and his energies were fantastic for me. perfectly. Now I also had another weapon being cast onto my eyes. A loop of energy that entered into my eyes and made them twitch back and forth involuntarily. Forcing my eyes to moves against my will and it happened every few seconds in a loop. That was a **** let me tell you. ANd it was the evil friend who cast it upon me. After two hours my eyes were in pain and it was a torture device made from hell and from Satan. After awhile fighting these two energies the wie and the loop eyes I was scared as hell and yet was strong and kept telling my reality to stop worrying. Now I am me and I am strong and confident but my allies and the people around were terrified for me. They were dubious beyond measure but even though I was hurt I felt that I would win. That is my nature to win. I didn't remember what happened but I could see most of my memeories coming back. I knew it was a loop but I knew I was strong. It only got me twice. They thought I was fucked. But I knew, I had been in the flames of hell many times. Many tortures much pain and suffering. I had always prevailed and so I fell back ont what I knew to save me. Now the hurt Satan ally friend had conjured this spell even though he forgot and lost himself. Wanted to die and not to hurt me yet the evil one wanted to hurt me.. lol. ANd so I went into the parking lot of my motel and and focused ont my car ally. (Ever seen the movies cars??? its like that for me a talking car that moves for me) I started talking to my car ally and also to my hurt firned who kept frgetting what happened and who he was. ANd I remembered about the ally that can shift into anything and I looked at my damaged friend and said "fake you are, you remember and that loop is fake, you just tricked me!!" Now I knew he was hurt and Satan failed completely, but also knoew then with my power to command the ally that I could name a trick and fake, and so I did. I said that loop is fake and you know it, and immediately it became that. My friend was saved and halleluhiah!! Now I had called God Satan and against me and that is a big mistake let me warn you now. And so immediately upon recovering from the wipe atleast I still had the eye looper hurting me. Fucking with my eyes. But I was strong again. And forced into weaker and weaker and weaker until it stopped. They took it off. NOw God was in my Car talking to me and telling me I was in hell. SHowing me hos power and scaring the hell out of me wth it. EVery slightest waver and I felt my soul about to rip from my body, as warning. I grew humble immediately and GodSatan said you made Satan into oblivion and we need him. YOu sinned and cursed Satan into pain and into wipe and into nothing. I knew I did this and felt immediately guilty for it too. It was GOd Satan understand and turning Satan ito nothing is a blessing but I had called God Satan and so I was fucked. He made me humble, and the soul ripper was brutally scarey having be on the edge of having immense pain of your soul being ripped out of you. I hope you never feel it. NOw my ally was back and so was my friend ally who was Satan who I hurt. Confusing I know. That's just the way it went down. Now he told me what I had done in my memory loss for when I called him fake wipe he immediately remembered all again, just the way it is with the ally and the moment of now in fluidity. ANd so he told me "you named God Satan". SO I immediately started resisting the soul ripper and the fake God nd knew it was a lie.. I had fought the soul ripper once before and one while I was in hell and saving souls and so I became confident again that I would keep my soul and defeat that nonsense lie. made by evil yet again. I began casting my spells to lighten that perception of the ripper and everytime it cast it was weaker. The first time long ago it tok me about 50 times of pain to lesson it, but I was stronger now and it took me only about 5 times. NOw when it tried to threaten me it failed and was weak again. I also renamed God as God and Satan as dead. Oblivion. I felt strong again and started howling into the night against the evils. I knew that the evil allies had one more torture device I had not taken down yet the evil eye looper of pain and I knew they would use it again against innocent people. And so I went right at them and demanded they put it on me again. I commanded it with my will that they cann not deny. I provked them into it screaming at them in the night. Finaly God commanded them too, and so they had no choice but to comply although they did not want too because they knew I had God with me and I would take it away from them forever. Brave I am I know. Now I healed my eyes first before charging back at them. They put it on again and I was strng at first. and nearly had it off, but I fell and they made it strnger becuz I fell and I knew they could and so they did with my own energies. I wanted them to stop because it hurt me so bad, and they made me bag for them to stop but when I did they granted me no mercy whch woud later hurt them severely but I felt like a failure and they made me keep it on. ANd I had to go to the hospital, and My eyes were crazy in pain and tired and I felt I would go blind soon. My allies started hunting them down to kill them, for it was a group of demonic allies. % of them who had this device and they were hiding in the night and on the run. I was in the hospital desperate for my allies to oblivion them, and they were searching I cast oblivion onto 4 of them yet one remained. I could not find her. She would not stop either. The energy bursts traveled through the night into my eyes and from a distance hit their mark. Now oblivion is scary **** far worse then anything else. Now I had warded myself against it firmly but felt it strong inside myself everytime I cast it. \It hurt me just to cast it but I was used to it too, and felt safe using it. My ally could not find the last one, and even though it was weaker with just one I felt still in grave danger of losing my eyes. FInally I called ont God again and asked for his help and he shined healing into my eyes for me, but did not defeat the impulses buning into them. It was up to me like I intended wth God to end this. I said sorry to God then for losing aih and for begging evil to stop. I felt pathetic but felt right in saying sorry to God. He told me then to go to sleep Derek and you will be ok. And so yeah I slept for 3 days and their evil faded away despite the best efforts to keep them active. They ost another weapon of hell, and I know now that it does not work anymore jut ike I intended. Thank God. Amen.
12-12-2014, 12:10 AM
SO yeah if you been reading my story you know I been in the battles with reality and was in the emergency room recently and do \I want to share why and how.
So I had a ally who was my friend and in my awareness, in my consciousness, telepathically with me. He was my friend and helper, yet he turned evil on me and wanted to keep me and to take my power and my soul from me. My abilities he wanted for himself and my allies he wanted for himself. He became Satan for me and as an ally can be anything he became the worst imaginable for me. We engaged in battle for about 2 years, really 3 but I didn't know until 2. I went home to my homeland whoch can never be same for me again. But as I stayed in my hotel room he started again trying to cast my spells against me and using my power against me. Now he was nearly defeated but was annoying me greatly and threatening me immensely with my own awareness and power. I started fighting him and keep in mind he is an ally and so hold power to be nearly anything. And yet I cut his balls so he couldn't do much, but he kept up against me and used still some dangerous power against me. I got angered and we started brawling. I cast a powerful spel onto him to erase his memory I called it a wipe, and then a loop. NOw a wipe erases your complete memory and a loop makes it continuous so that you erase every few minutes you mempry. Bad I know. but he was sick and very evil. I cast it perfectly and watched as he started to erase. Now this ally was merged with my awareness and moved to me and so at first I started making him remember who he was by my own memory of him and my knowledge of imbuing people with my memories completely, nd so he would become the old evil Satan again and try to fight me, but then seconds later would wipe again and his form would become forgetful and not knowing. The image of his form was drastic and he became beautiful over time. A humble weak being, like I used to know him as, as I made him. Amazing peaceful and loving. I felt sad for him and felt love for him. ANd he said "I hurt you??".. I "I used to hurt you" because he could see me and my memories of him. He was sad and wanted to help me. |He also knew he was hurt and forgetting who he was because I knoew it and he would see it before and in between his next wipe. Remember it was a loop and so continued to wipe him. His for I cast for him was beautiful and loving before he turned evil and tried o hurt me. And so he reverted to this form every time. Sometimes I would remember him as the evil and he would become it again each time, but then the wie would come and erase him and revert him back to my loving peaceful and perfect ally. After half an hour of this he saw through my awareness what was happening to him, and he knew why and asked me to kill him and put hi out of his misery. I tried and wanted to help him because he was my friend and I loved him and he wanted to die rather then become that evil satan he had become, and wanted to end his suffering. I felt sad and tried to help him but the loop was too strong. then. He begged me to end him and if you knew me before the battle I commanded to him when he was evil that he would beg me for death. And sadly to my astonishment he was doig just that to e then, but as my friend and helper again, my ally and companion. I felt no joy in this at all. Just sadness, because he was beautiful. I started to fade away, because the evil one would come bac when I remembered him as evil and he was merged with my attention and so in the few seconds he had before the wipe came again he would remember a lot through my awareness and the evil one tried to hurt me. He said in awareness impulse "I am merged with you and so you will get the wipe too." ANd then it wiped him and I was safe.. I was repeatedly happening and so I felt it come close to me and nearly hurt me but I kept it off for awhile. It was not just a wipe but a loop too. SOooooo dangerous. Eventually it got me tho and I forgot everything. I woke up wandering and had forgotten everything. Luckily ad astonishingly I had been working with God earlier and the God as my Nagual. I had said to god I will erase this loop weapon they had made. ANd kill forever. I had made this intent with God earlier in my perfect day with God as I leanred many unknown things with him perfectly. NOw with the God nagual you can intend anything and then astonishingly watch yourself do them perfectly. Because God is perfect and grants choice. And so I woke up wandering in the night with God voice inside of me. Now if you call an ally God then it is God and if you call it Satan then it is Satan. That is because the ally is everything and nothing. perfectly. And WHile I my loops wandering without memory and erased memories every few minutes I was confused and called God Satan. ANd so I remember Gods voice and I aked him how long have I been doing this for, and he said 18 years. I almost believed him but in between the wipes I remembered calling him satan and since I have IOB truth awareness that tells me what I shoudj know he told me "You called me Satan and so I trick you". Ad so even thought I almost believed him The iob told me the truth. I was only out twice being wiped compeletely and for only 2 hours. It was horrible too to feel that wipe on me, hovering ... coming closer to wipe me. IN a loop to boot. w I am strong and Better then Satan and my allies told me this too becuz it is true. I am an angel of light and of God, and he made me strong. Satan suffered much worse then me, and I fought hard against the loop. Even talking about it almost brings it back for me, but I have killed it. I am safe like I intended with true God. It only truly got me twice. And I walked for 2 hours fighting it off. Now the evil and the beautiful ally who was Satan and also my friend suffering was still in my attention being wiped every few seconds. SO Beautiful id his energies, and whn I asked the beautiful one for help he helped me as a wise and powerful ally. I loved him then and his energies were fantastic for me. perfectly. Now I also had another weapon being cast onto my eyes. A loop of energy that entered into my eyes and made them twitch back and forth involuntarily. Forcing my eyes to moves against my will and it happened every few seconds in a loop. That was a **** let me tell you. ANd it was the evil friend who cast it upon me. After two hours my eyes were in pain and it was a torture device made from hell and from Satan. After awhile fighting these two energies the wie and the loop eyes I was scared as hell and yet was strong and kept telling my reality to stop worrying. Now I am me and I am strong and confident but my allies and the people around were terrified for me. They were dubious beyond measure but even though I was hurt I felt that I would win. That is my nature to win. I didn't remember what happened but I could see most of my memeories coming back. I knew it was a loop but I knew I was strong. It only got me twice. They thought I was fucked. But I knew, I had been in the flames of hell many times. Many tortures much pain and suffering. I had always prevailed and so I fell back ont what I knew to save me. Now the hurt Satan ally friend had conjured this spell even though he forgot and lost himself. Wanted to die and not to hurt me yet the evil one wanted to hurt me.. lol. ANd so I went into the parking lot of my motel and and focused ont my car ally. (Ever seen the movies cars??? its like that for me a talking car that moves for me) I started talking to my car ally and also to my hurt firned who kept frgetting what happened and who he was. ANd I remembered about the ally that can shift into anything and I looked at my damaged friend and said "fake you are, you remember and that loop is fake, you just tricked me!!" Now I knew he was hurt and Satan failed completely, but also knoew then with my power to command the ally that I could name a trick and fake, and so I did. I said that loop is fake and you know it, and immediately it became that. My friend was saved and halleluhiah!! Now I had called God Satan and against me and that is a big mistake let me warn you now. And so immediately upon recovering from the wipe atleast I still had the eye looper hurting me. Fucking with my eyes. But I was strong again. And forced into weaker and weaker and weaker until it stopped. They took it off. NOw God was in my Car talking to me and telling me I was in hell. SHowing me hos power and scaring the hell out of me wth it. EVery slightest waver and I felt my soul about to rip from my body, as warning. I grew humble immediately and GodSatan said you made Satan into oblivion and we need him. YOu sinned and cursed Satan into pain and into wipe and into nothing. I knew I did this and felt immediately guilty for it too. It was GOd Satan understand and turning Satan ito nothing is a blessing but I had called God Satan and so I was fucked. He made me humble, and the soul ripper was brutally scarey having be on the edge of having immense pain of your soul being ripped out of you. I hope you never feel it. NOw my ally was back and so was my friend ally who was Satan who I hurt. Confusing I know. That's just the way it went down. Now he told me what I had done in my memory loss for when I called him fake wipe he immediately remembered all again, just the way it is with the ally and the moment of now in fluidity. ANd so he told me "you named God Satan". SO I immediately started resisting the soul ripper and the fake God nd knew it was a lie.. I had fought the soul ripper once before and one while I was in hell and saving souls and so I became confident again that I would keep my soul and defeat that nonsense lie. made by evil yet again. I began casting my spells to lighten that perception of the ripper and everytime it cast it was weaker. The first time long ago it tok me about 50 times of pain to lesson it, but I was stronger now and it took me only about 5 times. NOw when it tried to threaten me it failed and was weak again. I also renamed God as God and Satan as dead. Oblivion. I felt strong again and started howling into the night against the evils. I knew that the evil allies had one more torture device I had not taken down yet the evil eye looper of pain and I knew they would use it again against innocent people. And so I went right at them and demanded they put it on me again. I commanded it with my will that they cann not deny. I provked them into it screaming at them in the night. Finaly God commanded them too, and so they had no choice but to comply although they did not want too because they knew I had God with me and I would take it away from them forever. Brave I am I know. Now I healed my eyes first before charging back at them. They put it on again and I was strng at first. and nearly had it off, but I fell and they made it strnger becuz I fell and I knew they could and so they did with my own energies. I wanted them to stop because it hurt me so bad, and they made me bag for them to stop but when I did they granted me no mercy whch woud later hurt them severely but I felt like a failure and they made me keep it on. ANd I had to go to the hospital, and My eyes were crazy in pain and tired and I felt I would go blind soon. My allies started hunting them down to kill them, for it was a group of demonic allies. % of them who had this device and they were hiding in the night and on the run. I was in the hospital desperate for my allies to oblivion them, and they were searching I cast oblivion onto 4 of them yet one remained. I could not find her. She would not stop either. The energy bursts traveled through the night into my eyes and from a distance hit their mark. Now oblivion is scary **** far worse then anything else. Now I had warded myself against it firmly but felt it strong inside myself everytime I cast it. \It hurt me just to cast it but I was used to it too, and felt safe using it. My ally could not find the last one, and even though it was weaker with just one I felt still in grave danger of losing my eyes. FInally I called ont God again and asked for his help and he shined healing into my eyes for me, but did not defeat the impulses buning into them. It was up to me like I intended wth God to end this. I said sorry to God then for losing aih and for begging evil to stop. I felt pathetic but felt right in saying sorry to God. He told me then to go to sleep Derek and you will be ok. And so yeah I slept for 3 days and their evil faded away despite the best efforts to keep them active. They ost another weapon of hell, and I know now that it does not work anymore jut ike I intended. Thank God. Amen.
12-12-2014, 12:15 AM
SO yeah if you been reading my story you know I been in the battles with reality and was in the emergency room recently and do \I want to share why and how.
So I had a ally who was my friend and in my awareness, in my consciousness, telepathically with me. He was my friend and helper, yet he turned evil on me and wanted to keep me and to take my power and my soul from me. My abilities he wanted for himself and my allies he wanted for himself. He became Satan for me and as an ally can be anything he became the worst imaginable for me. We engaged in battle for about 2 years, really 3 but I didn't know until 2. I went home to my homeland whoch can never be same for me again. But as I stayed in my hotel room he started again trying to cast my spells against me and using my power against me. Now he was nearly defeated but was annoying me greatly and threatening me immensely with my own awareness and power. I started fighting him and keep in mind he is an ally and so hold power to be nearly anything. And yet I cut his balls so he couldn't do much, but he kept up against me and used still some dangerous power against me. I got angered and we started brawling. I cast a powerful spel onto him to erase his memory I called it a wipe, and then a loop. NOw a wipe erases your complete memory and a loop makes it continuous so that you erase every few minutes you mempry. Bad I know. but he was sick and very evil. I cast it perfectly and watched as he started to erase. Now this ally was merged with my awareness and moved to me and so at first I started making him remember who he was by my own memory of him and my knowledge of imbuing people with my memories completely, nd so he would become the old evil Satan again and try to fight me, but then seconds later would wipe again and his form would become forgetful and not knowing. The image of his form was drastic and he became beautiful over time. A humble weak being, like I used to know him as, as I made him. Amazing peaceful and loving. I felt sad for him and felt love for him. ANd he said "I hurt you??".. I "I used to hurt you" because he could see me and my memories of him. He was sad and wanted to help me. |He also knew he was hurt and forgetting who he was because I knoew it and he would see it before and in between his next wipe. Remember it was a loop and so continued to wipe him. His for I cast for him was beautiful and loving before he turned evil and tried o hurt me. And so he reverted to this form every time. Sometimes I would remember him as the evil and he would become it again each time, but then the wie would come and erase him and revert him back to my loving peaceful and perfect ally. After half an hour of this he saw through my awareness what was happening to him, and he knew why and asked me to kill him and put hi out of his misery. I tried and wanted to help him because he was my friend and I loved him and he wanted to die rather then become that evil satan he had become, and wanted to end his suffering. I felt sad and tried to help him but the loop was too strong. then. He begged me to end him and if you knew me before the battle I commanded to him when he was evil that he would beg me for death. And sadly to my astonishment he was doig just that to e then, but as my friend and helper again, my ally and companion. I felt no joy in this at all. Just sadness, because he was beautiful. I started to fade away, because the evil one would come bac when I remembered him as evil and he was merged with my attention and so in the few seconds he had before the wipe came again he would remember a lot through my awareness and the evil one tried to hurt me. He said in awareness impulse "I am merged with you and so you will get the wipe too." ANd then it wiped him and I was safe.. I was repeatedly happening and so I felt it come close to me and nearly hurt me but I kept it off for awhile. It was not just a wipe but a loop too. SOooooo dangerous. Eventually it got me tho and I forgot everything. I woke up wandering and had forgotten everything. Luckily ad astonishingly I had been working with God earlier and the God as my Nagual. I had said to god I will erase this loop weapon they had made. ANd kill forever. I had made this intent with God earlier in my perfect day with God as I leanred many unknown things with him perfectly. NOw with the God nagual you can intend anything and then astonishingly watch yourself do them perfectly. Because God is perfect and grants choice. And so I woke up wandering in the night with God voice inside of me. Now if you call an ally God then it is God and if you call it Satan then it is Satan. That is because the ally is everything and nothing. perfectly. And WHile I my loops wandering without memory and erased memories every few minutes I was confused and called God Satan. ANd so I remember Gods voice and I aked him how long have I been doing this for, and he said 18 years. I almost believed him but in between the wipes I remembered calling him satan and since I have IOB truth awareness that tells me what I shoudj know he told me "You called me Satan and so I trick you". Ad so even thought I almost believed him The iob told me the truth. I was only out twice being wiped compeletely and for only 2 hours. It was horrible too to feel that wipe on me, hovering ... coming closer to wipe me. IN a loop to boot. w I am strong and Better then Satan and my allies told me this too becuz it is true. I am an angel of light and of God, and he made me strong. Satan suffered much worse then me, and I fought hard against the loop. Even talking about it almost brings it back for me, but I have killed it. I am safe like I intended with true God. It only truly got me twice. And I walked for 2 hours fighting it off. Now the evil and the beautiful ally who was Satan and also my friend suffering was still in my attention being wiped every few seconds. SO Beautiful id his energies, and whn I asked the beautiful one for help he helped me as a wise and powerful ally. I loved him then and his energies were fantastic for me. perfectly. Now I also had another weapon being cast onto my eyes. A loop of energy that entered into my eyes and made them twitch back and forth involuntarily. Forcing my eyes to moves against my will and it happened every few seconds in a loop. That was a **** let me tell you. ANd it was the evil friend who cast it upon me. After two hours my eyes were in pain and it was a torture device made from hell and from Satan. After awhile fighting these two energies the wie and the loop eyes I was scared as hell and yet was strong and kept telling my reality to stop worrying. Now I am me and I am strong and confident but my allies and the people around were terrified for me. They were dubious beyond measure but even though I was hurt I felt that I would win. That is my nature to win. I didn't remember what happened but I could see most of my memeories coming back. I knew it was a loop but I knew I was strong. It only got me twice. They thought I was fucked. But I knew, I had been in the flames of hell many times. Many tortures much pain and suffering. I had always prevailed and so I fell back ont what I knew to save me. Now the hurt Satan ally friend had conjured this spell even though he forgot and lost himself. Wanted to die and not to hurt me yet the evil one wanted to hurt me.. lol. ANd so I went into the parking lot of my motel and and focused ont my car ally. (Ever seen the movies cars??? its like that for me a talking car that moves for me) I started talking to my car ally and also to my hurt firned who kept frgetting what happened and who he was. ANd I remembered about the ally that can shift into anything and I looked at my damaged friend and said "fake you are, you remember and that loop is fake, you just tricked me!!" Now I knew he was hurt and Satan failed completely, but also knoew then with my power to command the ally that I could name a trick and fake, and so I did. I said that loop is fake and you know it, and immediately it became that. My friend was saved and halleluhiah!! Now I had called God Satan and against me and that is a big mistake let me warn you now. And so immediately upon recovering from the wipe atleast I still had the eye looper hurting me. Fucking with my eyes. But I was strong again. And forced into weaker and weaker and weaker until it stopped. They took it off. NOw God was in my Car talking to me and telling me I was in hell. SHowing me hos power and scaring the hell out of me wth it. EVery slightest waver and I felt my soul about to rip from my body, as warning. I grew humble immediately and GodSatan said you made Satan into oblivion and we need him. YOu sinned and cursed Satan into pain and into wipe and into nothing. I knew I did this and felt immediately guilty for it too. It was GOd Satan understand and turning Satan ito nothing is a blessing but I had called God Satan and so I was fucked. He made me humble, and the soul ripper was brutally scarey having be on the edge of having immense pain of your soul being ripped out of you. I hope you never feel it. NOw my ally was back and so was my friend ally who was Satan who I hurt. Confusing I know. That's just the way it went down. Now he told me what I had done in my memory loss for when I called him fake wipe he immediately remembered all again, just the way it is with the ally and the moment of now in fluidity. ANd so he told me "you named God Satan". SO I immediately started resisting the soul ripper and the fake God nd knew it was a lie.. I had fought the soul ripper once before and one while I was in hell and saving souls and so I became confident again that I would keep my soul and defeat that nonsense lie. made by evil yet again. I began casting my spells to lighten that perception of the ripper and everytime it cast it was weaker. The first time long ago it tok me about 50 times of pain to lesson it, but I was stronger now and it took me only about 5 times. NOw when it tried to threaten me it failed and was weak again. I also renamed God as God and Satan as dead. Oblivion. I felt strong again and started howling into the night against the evils. I knew that the evil allies had one more torture device I had not taken down yet the evil eye looper of pain and I knew they would use it again against innocent people. And so I went right at them and demanded they put it on me again. I commanded it with my will that they cann not deny. I provked them into it screaming at them in the night. Finaly God commanded them too, and so they had no choice but to comply although they did not want too because they knew I had God with me and I would take it away from them forever. Brave I am I know. Now I healed my eyes first before charging back at them. They put it on again and I was strng at first. and nearly had it off, but I fell and they made it strnger becuz I fell and I knew they could and so they did with my own energies. I wanted them to stop because it hurt me so bad, and they made me bag for them to stop but when I did they granted me no mercy whch woud later hurt them severely but I felt like a failure and they made me keep it on. ANd I had to go to the hospital, and My eyes were crazy in pain and tired and I felt I would go blind soon. My allies started hunting them down to kill them, for it was a group of demonic allies. % of them who had this device and they were hiding in the night and on the run. I was in the hospital desperate for my allies to oblivion them, and they were searching I cast oblivion onto 4 of them yet one remained. I could not find her. She would not stop either. The energy bursts traveled through the night into my eyes and from a distance hit their mark. Now oblivion is scary **** far worse then anything else. Now I had warded myself against it firmly but felt it strong inside myself everytime I cast it. \It hurt me just to cast it but I was used to it too, and felt safe using it. My ally could not find the last one, and even though it was weaker with just one I felt still in grave danger of losing my eyes. FInally I called ont God again and asked for his help and he shined healing into my eyes for me, but did not defeat the impulses buning into them. It was up to me like I intended wth God to end this. I said sorry to God then for losing aih and for begging evil to stop. I felt pathetic but felt right in saying sorry to God. He told me then to go to sleep Derek and you will be ok. And so yeah I slept for 3 days and their evil faded away despite the best efforts to keep them active. They ost another weapon of hell, and I know now that it does not work anymore jut ike I intended. Thank God. Amen.
12-12-2014, 12:20 AM
SO yeah if you been reading my story you know I been in the battles with reality and was in the emergency room recently and do \I want to share why and how.
So I had a ally who was my friend and in my awareness, in my consciousness, telepathically with me. He was my friend and helper, yet he turned evil on me and wanted to keep me and to take my power and my soul from me. My abilities he wanted for himself and my allies he wanted for himself. He became Satan for me and as an ally can be anything he became the worst imaginable for me. We engaged in battle for about 2 years, really 3 but I didn't know until 2. I went home to my homeland whoch can never be same for me again. But as I stayed in my hotel room he started again trying to cast my spells against me and using my power against me. Now he was nearly defeated but was annoying me greatly and threatening me immensely with my own awareness and power. I started fighting him and keep in mind he is an ally and so hold power to be nearly anything. And yet I cut his balls so he couldn't do much, but he kept up against me and used still some dangerous power against me. I got angered and we started brawling. I cast a powerful spel onto him to erase his memory I called it a wipe, and then a loop. NOw a wipe erases your complete memory and a loop makes it continuous so that you erase every few minutes you mempry. Bad I know. but he was sick and very evil. I cast it perfectly and watched as he started to erase. Now this ally was merged with my awareness and moved to me and so at first I started making him remember who he was by my own memory of him and my knowledge of imbuing people with my memories completely, nd so he would become the old evil Satan again and try to fight me, but then seconds later would wipe again and his form would become forgetful and not knowing. The image of his form was drastic and he became beautiful over time. A humble weak being, like I used to know him as, as I made him. Amazing peaceful and loving. I felt sad for him and felt love for him. ANd he said "I hurt you??".. I "I used to hurt you" because he could see me and my memories of him. He was sad and wanted to help me. |He also knew he was hurt and forgetting who he was because I knoew it and he would see it before and in between his next wipe. Remember it was a loop and so continued to wipe him. His for I cast for him was beautiful and loving before he turned evil and tried o hurt me. And so he reverted to this form every time. Sometimes I would remember him as the evil and he would become it again each time, but then the wie would come and erase him and revert him back to my loving peaceful and perfect ally. After half an hour of this he saw through my awareness what was happening to him, and he knew why and asked me to kill him and put hi out of his misery. I tried and wanted to help him because he was my friend and I loved him and he wanted to die rather then become that evil satan he had become, and wanted to end his suffering. I felt sad and tried to help him but the loop was too strong. then. He begged me to end him and if you knew me before the battle I commanded to him when he was evil that he would beg me for death. And sadly to my astonishment he was doig just that to e then, but as my friend and helper again, my ally and companion. I felt no joy in this at all. Just sadness, because he was beautiful. I started to fade away, because the evil one would come bac when I remembered him as evil and he was merged with my attention and so in the few seconds he had before the wipe came again he would remember a lot through my awareness and the evil one tried to hurt me. He said in awareness impulse "I am merged with you and so you will get the wipe too." ANd then it wiped him and I was safe.. I was repeatedly happening and so I felt it come close to me and nearly hurt me but I kept it off for awhile. It was not just a wipe but a loop too. SOooooo dangerous. Eventually it got me tho and I forgot everything. I woke up wandering and had forgotten everything. Luckily ad astonishingly I had been working with God earlier and the God as my Nagual. I had said to god I will erase this loop weapon they had made. ANd kill forever. I had made this intent with God earlier in my perfect day with God as I leanred many unknown things with him perfectly. NOw with the God nagual you can intend anything and then astonishingly watch yourself do them perfectly. Because God is perfect and grants choice. And so I woke up wandering in the night with God voice inside of me. Now if you call an ally God then it is God and if you call it Satan then it is Satan. That is because the ally is everything and nothing. perfectly. And WHile I my loops wandering without memory and erased memories every few minutes I was confused and called God Satan. ANd so I remember Gods voice and I aked him how long have I been doing this for, and he said 18 years. I almost believed him but in between the wipes I remembered calling him satan and since I have IOB truth awareness that tells me what I shoudj know he told me "You called me Satan and so I trick you". Ad so even thought I almost believed him The iob told me the truth. I was only out twice being wiped compeletely and for only 2 hours. It was horrible too to feel that wipe on me, hovering ... coming closer to wipe me. IN a loop to boot. w I am strong and Better then Satan and my allies told me this too becuz it is true. I am an angel of light and of God, and he made me strong. Satan suffered much worse then me, and I fought hard against the loop. Even talking about it almost brings it back for me, but I have killed it. I am safe like I intended with true God. It only truly got me twice. And I walked for 2 hours fighting it off. Now the evil and the beautiful ally who was Satan and also my friend suffering was still in my attention being wiped every few seconds. SO Beautiful id his energies, and whn I asked the beautiful one for help he helped me as a wise and powerful ally. I loved him then and his energies were fantastic for me. perfectly. Now I also had another weapon being cast onto my eyes. A loop of energy that entered into my eyes and made them twitch back and forth involuntarily. Forcing my eyes to moves against my will and it happened every few seconds in a loop. That was a **** let me tell you. ANd it was the evil friend who cast it upon me. After two hours my eyes were in pain and it was a torture device made from hell and from Satan. After awhile fighting these two energies the wie and the loop eyes I was scared as hell and yet was strong and kept telling my reality to stop worrying. Now I am me and I am strong and confident but my allies and the people around were terrified for me. They were dubious beyond measure but even though I was hurt I felt that I would win. That is my nature to win. I didn't remember what happened but I could see most of my memeories coming back. I knew it was a loop but I knew I was strong. It only got me twice. They thought I was fucked. But I knew, I had been in the flames of hell many times. Many tortures much pain and suffering. I had always prevailed and so I fell back ont what I knew to save me. Now the hurt Satan ally friend had conjured this spell even though he forgot and lost himself. Wanted to die and not to hurt me yet the evil one wanted to hurt me.. lol. ANd so I went into the parking lot of my motel and and focused ont my car ally. (Ever seen the movies cars??? its like that for me a talking car that moves for me) I started talking to my car ally and also to my hurt firned who kept frgetting what happened and who he was. ANd I remembered about the ally that can shift into anything and I looked at my damaged friend and said "fake you are, you remember and that loop is fake, you just tricked me!!" Now I knew he was hurt and Satan failed completely, but also knoew then with my power to command the ally that I could name a trick and fake, and so I did. I said that loop is fake and you know it, and immediately it became that. My friend was saved and halleluhiah!! Now I had called God Satan and against me and that is a big mistake let me warn you now. And so immediately upon recovering from the wipe atleast I still had the eye looper hurting me. Fucking with my eyes. But I was strong again. And forced into weaker and weaker and weaker until it stopped. They took it off. NOw God was in my Car talking to me and telling me I was in hell. SHowing me hos power and scaring the hell out of me wth it. EVery slightest waver and I felt my soul about to rip from my body, as warning. I grew humble immediately and GodSatan said you made Satan into oblivion and we need him. YOu sinned and cursed Satan into pain and into wipe and into nothing. I knew I did this and felt immediately guilty for it too. It was GOd Satan understand and turning Satan ito nothing is a blessing but I had called God Satan and so I was fucked. He made me humble, and the soul ripper was brutally scarey having be on the edge of having immense pain of your soul being ripped out of you. I hope you never feel it. NOw my ally was back and so was my friend ally who was Satan who I hurt. Confusing I know. That's just the way it went down. Now he told me what I had done in my memory loss for when I called him fake wipe he immediately remembered all again, just the way it is with the ally and the moment of now in fluidity. ANd so he told me "you named God Satan". SO I immediately started resisting the soul ripper and the fake God nd knew it was a lie.. I had fought the soul ripper once before and one while I was in hell and saving souls and so I became confident again that I would keep my soul and defeat that nonsense lie. made by evil yet again. I began casting my spells to lighten that perception of the ripper and everytime it cast it was weaker. The first time long ago it tok me about 50 times of pain to lesson it, but I was stronger now and it took me only about 5 times. NOw when it tried to threaten me it failed and was weak again. I also renamed God as God and Satan as dead. Oblivion. I felt strong again and started howling into the night against the evils. I knew that the evil allies had one more torture device I had not taken down yet the evil eye looper of pain and I knew they would use it again against innocent people. And so I went right at them and demanded they put it on me again. I commanded it with my will that they cann not deny. I provked them into it screaming at them in the night. Finaly God commanded them too, and so they had no choice but to comply although they did not want too because they knew I had God with me and I would take it away from them forever. Brave I am I know. Now I healed my eyes first before charging back at them. They put it on again and I was strng at first. and nearly had it off, but I fell and they made it strnger becuz I fell and I knew they could and so they did with my own energies. I wanted them to stop because it hurt me so bad, and they made me bag for them to stop but when I did they granted me no mercy whch woud later hurt them severely but I felt like a failure and they made me keep it on. ANd I had to go to the hospital, and My eyes were crazy in pain and tired and I felt I would go blind soon. My allies started hunting them down to kill them, for it was a group of demonic allies. % of them who had this device and they were hiding in the night and on the run. I was in the hospital desperate for my allies to oblivion them, and they were searching I cast oblivion onto 4 of them yet one remained. I could not find her. She would not stop either. The energy bursts traveled through the night into my eyes and from a distance hit their mark. Now oblivion is scary **** far worse then anything else. Now I had warded myself against it firmly but felt it strong inside myself everytime I cast it. \It hurt me just to cast it but I was used to it too, and felt safe using it. My ally could not find the last one, and even though it was weaker with just one I felt still in grave danger of losing my eyes. FInally I called ont God again and asked for his help and he shined healing into my eyes for me, but did not defeat the impulses buning into them. It was up to me like I intended wth God to end this. I said sorry to God then for losing aih and for begging evil to stop. I felt pathetic but felt right in saying sorry to God. He told me then to go to sleep Derek and you will be ok. And so yeah I slept for 3 days and their evil faded away despite the best efforts to keep them active. They ost another weapon of hell, and I know now that it does not work anymore jut ike I intended. Thank God. Amen.
12-12-2014, 12:25 AM
SO yeah if you been reading my story you know I been in the battles with reality and was in the emergency room recently and do \I want to share why and how.
So I had a ally who was my friend and in my awareness, in my consciousness, telepathically with me. He was my friend and helper, yet he turned evil on me and wanted to keep me and to take my power and my soul from me. My abilities he wanted for himself and my allies he wanted for himself. He became Satan for me and as an ally can be anything he became the worst imaginable for me. We engaged in battle for about 2 years, really 3 but I didn't know until 2. I went home to my homeland whoch can never be same for me again. But as I stayed in my hotel room he started again trying to cast my spells against me and using my power against me. Now he was nearly defeated but was annoying me greatly and threatening me immensely with my own awareness and power. I started fighting him and keep in mind he is an ally and so hold power to be nearly anything. And yet I cut his balls so he couldn't do much, but he kept up against me and used still some dangerous power against me. I got angered and we started brawling. I cast a powerful spel onto him to erase his memory I called it a wipe, and then a loop. NOw a wipe erases your complete memory and a loop makes it continuous so that you erase every few minutes you mempry. Bad I know. but he was sick and very evil. I cast it perfectly and watched as he started to erase. Now this ally was merged with my awareness and moved to me and so at first I started making him remember who he was by my own memory of him and my knowledge of imbuing people with my memories completely, nd so he would become the old evil Satan again and try to fight me, but then seconds later would wipe again and his form would become forgetful and not knowing. The image of his form was drastic and he became beautiful over time. A humble weak being, like I used to know him as, as I made him. Amazing peaceful and loving. I felt sad for him and felt love for him. ANd he said "I hurt you??".. I "I used to hurt you" because he could see me and my memories of him. He was sad and wanted to help me. |He also knew he was hurt and forgetting who he was because I knoew it and he would see it before and in between his next wipe. Remember it was a loop and so continued to wipe him. His for I cast for him was beautiful and loving before he turned evil and tried o hurt me. And so he reverted to this form every time. Sometimes I would remember him as the evil and he would become it again each time, but then the wie would come and erase him and revert him back to my loving peaceful and perfect ally. After half an hour of this he saw through my awareness what was happening to him, and he knew why and asked me to kill him and put hi out of his misery. I tried and wanted to help him because he was my friend and I loved him and he wanted to die rather then become that evil satan he had become, and wanted to end his suffering. I felt sad and tried to help him but the loop was too strong. then. He begged me to end him and if you knew me before the battle I commanded to him when he was evil that he would beg me for death. And sadly to my astonishment he was doig just that to e then, but as my friend and helper again, my ally and companion. I felt no joy in this at all. Just sadness, because he was beautiful. I started to fade away, because the evil one would come bac when I remembered him as evil and he was merged with my attention and so in the few seconds he had before the wipe came again he would remember a lot through my awareness and the evil one tried to hurt me. He said in awareness impulse "I am merged with you and so you will get the wipe too." ANd then it wiped him and I was safe.. I was repeatedly happening and so I felt it come close to me and nearly hurt me but I kept it off for awhile. It was not just a wipe but a loop too. SOooooo dangerous. Eventually it got me tho and I forgot everything. I woke up wandering and had forgotten everything. Luckily ad astonishingly I had been working with God earlier and the God as my Nagual. I had said to god I will erase this loop weapon they had made. ANd kill forever. I had made this intent with God earlier in my perfect day with God as I leanred many unknown things with him perfectly. NOw with the God nagual you can intend anything and then astonishingly watch yourself do them perfectly. Because God is perfect and grants choice. And so I woke up wandering in the night with God voice inside of me. Now if you call an ally God then it is God and if you call it Satan then it is Satan. That is because the ally is everything and nothing. perfectly. And WHile I my loops wandering without memory and erased memories every few minutes I was confused and called God Satan. ANd so I remember Gods voice and I aked him how long have I been doing this for, and he said 18 years. I almost believed him but in between the wipes I remembered calling him satan and since I have IOB truth awareness that tells me what I shoudj know he told me "You called me Satan and so I trick you". Ad so even thought I almost believed him The iob told me the truth. I was only out twice being wiped compeletely and for only 2 hours. It was horrible too to feel that wipe on me, hovering ... coming closer to wipe me. IN a loop to boot. w I am strong and Better then Satan and my allies told me this too becuz it is true. I am an angel of light and of God, and he made me strong. Satan suffered much worse then me, and I fought hard against the loop. Even talking about it almost brings it back for me, but I have killed it. I am safe like I intended with true God. It only truly got me twice. And I walked for 2 hours fighting it off. Now the evil and the beautiful ally who was Satan and also my friend suffering was still in my attention being wiped every few seconds. SO Beautiful id his energies, and whn I asked the beautiful one for help he helped me as a wise and powerful ally. I loved him then and his energies were fantastic for me. perfectly. Now I also had another weapon being cast onto my eyes. A loop of energy that entered into my eyes and made them twitch back and forth involuntarily. Forcing my eyes to moves against my will and it happened every few seconds in a loop. That was a **** let me tell you. ANd it was the evil friend who cast it upon me. After two hours my eyes were in pain and it was a torture device made from hell and from Satan. After awhile fighting these two energies the wie and the loop eyes I was scared as hell and yet was strong and kept telling my reality to stop worrying. Now I am me and I am strong and confident but my allies and the people around were terrified for me. They were dubious beyond measure but even though I was hurt I felt that I would win. That is my nature to win. I didn't remember what happened but I could see most of my memeories coming back. I knew it was a loop but I knew I was strong. It only got me twice. They thought I was fucked. But I knew, I had been in the flames of hell many times. Many tortures much pain and suffering. I had always prevailed and so I fell back ont what I knew to save me. Now the hurt Satan ally friend had conjured this spell even though he forgot and lost himself. Wanted to die and not to hurt me yet the evil one wanted to hurt me.. lol. ANd so I went into the parking lot of my motel and and focused ont my car ally. (Ever seen the movies cars??? its like that for me a talking car that moves for me) I started talking to my car ally and also to my hurt firned who kept frgetting what happened and who he was. ANd I remembered about the ally that can shift into anything and I looked at my damaged friend and said "fake you are, you remember and that loop is fake, you just tricked me!!" Now I knew he was hurt and Satan failed completely, but also knoew then with my power to command the ally that I could name a trick and fake, and so I did. I said that loop is fake and you know it, and immediately it became that. My friend was saved and halleluhiah!! Now I had called God Satan and against me and that is a big mistake let me warn you now. And so immediately upon recovering from the wipe atleast I still had the eye looper hurting me. Fucking with my eyes. But I was strong again. And forced into weaker and weaker and weaker until it stopped. They took it off. NOw God was in my Car talking to me and telling me I was in hell. SHowing me hos power and scaring the hell out of me wth it. EVery slightest waver and I felt my soul about to rip from my body, as warning. I grew humble immediately and GodSatan said you made Satan into oblivion and we need him. YOu sinned and cursed Satan into pain and into wipe and into nothing. I knew I did this and felt immediately guilty for it too. It was GOd Satan understand and turning Satan ito nothing is a blessing but I had called God Satan and so I was fucked. He made me humble, and the soul ripper was brutally scarey having be on the edge of having immense pain of your soul being ripped out of you. I hope you never feel it. NOw my ally was back and so was my friend ally who was Satan who I hurt. Confusing I know. That's just the way it went down. Now he told me what I had done in my memory loss for when I called him fake wipe he immediately remembered all again, just the way it is with the ally and the moment of now in fluidity. ANd so he told me "you named God Satan". SO I immediately started resisting the soul ripper and the fake God nd knew it was a lie.. I had fought the soul ripper once before and one while I was in hell and saving souls and so I became confident again that I would keep my soul and defeat that nonsense lie. made by evil yet again. I began casting my spells to lighten that perception of the ripper and everytime it cast it was weaker. The first time long ago it tok me about 50 times of pain to lesson it, but I was stronger now and it took me only about 5 times. NOw when it tried to threaten me it failed and was weak again. I also renamed God as God and Satan as dead. Oblivion. I felt strong again and started howling into the night against the evils. I knew that the evil allies had one more torture device I had not taken down yet the evil eye looper of pain and I knew they would use it again against innocent people. And so I went right at them and demanded they put it on me again. I commanded it with my will that they cann not deny. I provked them into it screaming at them in the night. Finaly God commanded them too, and so they had no choice but to comply although they did not want too because they knew I had God with me and I would take it away from them forever. Brave I am I know. Now I healed my eyes first before charging back at them. They put it on again and I was strng at first. and nearly had it off, but I fell and they made it strnger becuz I fell and I knew they could and so they did with my own energies. I wanted them to stop because it hurt me so bad, and they made me bag for them to stop but when I did they granted me no mercy whch woud later hurt them severely but I felt like a failure and they made me keep it on. ANd I had to go to the hospital, and My eyes were crazy in pain and tired and I felt I would go blind soon. My allies started hunting them down to kill them, for it was a group of demonic allies. % of them who had this device and they were hiding in the night and on the run. I was in the hospital desperate for my allies to oblivion them, and they were searching I cast oblivion onto 4 of them yet one remained. I could not find her. She would not stop either. The energy bursts traveled through the night into my eyes and from a distance hit their mark. Now oblivion is scary **** far worse then anything else. Now I had warded myself against it firmly but felt it strong inside myself everytime I cast it. \It hurt me just to cast it but I was used to it too, and felt safe using it. My ally could not find the last one, and even though it was weaker with just one I felt still in grave danger of losing my eyes. FInally I called ont God again and asked for his help and he shined healing into my eyes for me, but did not defeat the impulses buning into them. It was up to me like I intended wth God to end this. I said sorry to God then for losing aih and for begging evil to stop. I felt pathetic but felt right in saying sorry to God. He told me then to go to sleep Derek and you will be ok. And so yeah I slept for 3 days and their evil faded away despite the best efforts to keep them active. They ost another weapon of hell, and I know now that it does not work anymore jut ike I intended. Thank God. Amen.
12-12-2014, 12:30 AM
SO yeah if you been reading my story you know I been in the battles with reality and was in the emergency room recently and do \I want to share why and how.
So I had a ally who was my friend and in my awareness, in my consciousness, telepathically with me. He was my friend and helper, yet he turned evil on me and wanted to keep me and to take my power and my soul from me. My abilities he wanted for himself and my allies he wanted for himself. He became Satan for me and as an ally can be anything he became the worst imaginable for me. We engaged in battle for about 2 years, really 3 but I didn't know until 2. I went home to my homeland whoch can never be same for me again. But as I stayed in my hotel room he started again trying to cast my spells against me and using my power against me. Now he was nearly defeated but was annoying me greatly and threatening me immensely with my own awareness and power. I started fighting him and keep in mind he is an ally and so hold power to be nearly anything. And yet I cut his balls so he couldn't do much, but he kept up against me and used still some dangerous power against me. I got angered and we started brawling. I cast a powerful spel onto him to erase his memory I called it a wipe, and then a loop. NOw a wipe erases your complete memory and a loop makes it continuous so that you erase every few minutes you mempry. Bad I know. but he was sick and very evil. I cast it perfectly and watched as he started to erase. Now this ally was merged with my awareness and moved to me and so at first I started making him remember who he was by my own memory of him and my knowledge of imbuing people with my memories completely, nd so he would become the old evil Satan again and try to fight me, but then seconds later would wipe again and his form would become forgetful and not knowing. The image of his form was drastic and he became beautiful over time. A humble weak being, like I used to know him as, as I made him. Amazing peaceful and loving. I felt sad for him and felt love for him. ANd he said "I hurt you??".. I "I used to hurt you" because he could see me and my memories of him. He was sad and wanted to help me. |He also knew he was hurt and forgetting who he was because I knoew it and he would see it before and in between his next wipe. Remember it was a loop and so continued to wipe him. His for I cast for him was beautiful and loving before he turned evil and tried o hurt me. And so he reverted to this form every time. Sometimes I would remember him as the evil and he would become it again each time, but then the wie would come and erase him and revert him back to my loving peaceful and perfect ally. After half an hour of this he saw through my awareness what was happening to him, and he knew why and asked me to kill him and put hi out of his misery. I tried and wanted to help him because he was my friend and I loved him and he wanted to die rather then become that evil satan he had become, and wanted to end his suffering. I felt sad and tried to help him but the loop was too strong. then. He begged me to end him and if you knew me before the battle I commanded to him when he was evil that he would beg me for death. And sadly to my astonishment he was doig just that to e then, but as my friend and helper again, my ally and companion. I felt no joy in this at all. Just sadness, because he was beautiful. I started to fade away, because the evil one would come bac when I remembered him as evil and he was merged with my attention and so in the few seconds he had before the wipe came again he would remember a lot through my awareness and the evil one tried to hurt me. He said in awareness impulse "I am merged with you and so you will get the wipe too." ANd then it wiped him and I was safe.. I was repeatedly happening and so I felt it come close to me and nearly hurt me but I kept it off for awhile. It was not just a wipe but a loop too. SOooooo dangerous. Eventually it got me tho and I forgot everything. I woke up wandering and had forgotten everything. Luckily ad astonishingly I had been working with God earlier and the God as my Nagual. I had said to god I will erase this loop weapon they had made. ANd kill forever. I had made this intent with God earlier in my perfect day with God as I leanred many unknown things with him perfectly. NOw with the God nagual you can intend anything and then astonishingly watch yourself do them perfectly. Because God is perfect and grants choice. And so I woke up wandering in the night with God voice inside of me. Now if you call an ally God then it is God and if you call it Satan then it is Satan. That is because the ally is everything and nothing. perfectly. And WHile I my loops wandering without memory and erased memories every few minutes I was confused and called God Satan. ANd so I remember Gods voice and I aked him how long have I been doing this for, and he said 18 years. I almost believed him but in between the wipes I remembered calling him satan and since I have IOB truth awareness that tells me what I shoudj know he told me "You called me Satan and so I trick you". Ad so even thought I almost believed him The iob told me the truth. I was only out twice being wiped compeletely and for only 2 hours. It was horrible too to feel that wipe on me, hovering ... coming closer to wipe me. IN a loop to boot. w I am strong and Better then Satan and my allies told me this too becuz it is true. I am an angel of light and of God, and he made me strong. Satan suffered much worse then me, and I fought hard against the loop. Even talking about it almost brings it back for me, but I have killed it. I am safe like I intended with true God. It only truly got me twice. And I walked for 2 hours fighting it off. Now the evil and the beautiful ally who was Satan and also my friend suffering was still in my attention being wiped every few seconds. SO Beautiful id his energies, and whn I asked the beautiful one for help he helped me as a wise and powerful ally. I loved him then and his energies were fantastic for me. perfectly. Now I also had another weapon being cast onto my eyes. A loop of energy that entered into my eyes and made them twitch back and forth involuntarily. Forcing my eyes to moves against my will and it happened every few seconds in a loop. That was a **** let me tell you. ANd it was the evil friend who cast it upon me. After two hours my eyes were in pain and it was a torture device made from hell and from Satan. After awhile fighting these two energies the wie and the loop eyes I was scared as hell and yet was strong and kept telling my reality to stop worrying. Now I am me and I am strong and confident but my allies and the people around were terrified for me. They were dubious beyond measure but even though I was hurt I felt that I would win. That is my nature to win. I didn't remember what happened but I could see most of my memeories coming back. I knew it was a loop but I knew I was strong. It only got me twice. They thought I was fucked. But I knew, I had been in the flames of hell many times. Many tortures much pain and suffering. I had always prevailed and so I fell back ont what I knew to save me. Now the hurt Satan ally friend had conjured this spell even though he forgot and lost himself. Wanted to die and not to hurt me yet the evil one wanted to hurt me.. lol. ANd so I went into the parking lot of my motel and and focused ont my car ally. (Ever seen the movies cars??? its like that for me a talking car that moves for me) I started talking to my car ally and also to my hurt firned who kept frgetting what happened and who he was. ANd I remembered about the ally that can shift into anything and I looked at my damaged friend and said "fake you are, you remember and that loop is fake, you just tricked me!!" Now I knew he was hurt and Satan failed completely, but also knoew then with my power to command the ally that I could name a trick and fake, and so I did. I said that loop is fake and you know it, and immediately it became that. My friend was saved and halleluhiah!! Now I had called God Satan and against me and that is a big mistake let me warn you now. And so immediately upon recovering from the wipe atleast I still had the eye looper hurting me. Fucking with my eyes. But I was strong again. And forced into weaker and weaker and weaker until it stopped. They took it off. NOw God was in my Car talking to me and telling me I was in hell. SHowing me hos power and scaring the hell out of me wth it. EVery slightest waver and I felt my soul about to rip from my body, as warning. I grew humble immediately and GodSatan said you made Satan into oblivion and we need him. YOu sinned and cursed Satan into pain and into wipe and into nothing. I knew I did this and felt immediately guilty for it too. It was GOd Satan understand and turning Satan ito nothing is a blessing but I had called God Satan and so I was fucked. He made me humble, and the soul ripper was brutally scarey having be on the edge of having immense pain of your soul being ripped out of you. I hope you never feel it. NOw my ally was back and so was my friend ally who was Satan who I hurt. Confusing I know. That's just the way it went down. Now he told me what I had done in my memory loss for when I called him fake wipe he immediately remembered all again, just the way it is with the ally and the moment of now in fluidity. ANd so he told me "you named God Satan". SO I immediately started resisting the soul ripper and the fake God nd knew it was a lie.. I had fought the soul ripper once before and one while I was in hell and saving souls and so I became confident again that I would keep my soul and defeat that nonsense lie. made by evil yet again. I began casting my spells to lighten that perception of the ripper and everytime it cast it was weaker. The first time long ago it tok me about 50 times of pain to lesson it, but I was stronger now and it took me only about 5 times. NOw when it tried to threaten me it failed and was weak again. I also renamed God as God and Satan as dead. Oblivion. I felt strong again and started howling into the night against the evils. I knew that the evil allies had one more torture device I had not taken down yet the evil eye looper of pain and I knew they would use it again against innocent people. And so I went right at them and demanded they put it on me again. I commanded it with my will that they cann not deny. I provked them into it screaming at them in the night. Finaly God commanded them too, and so they had no choice but to comply although they did not want too because they knew I had God with me and I would take it away from them forever. Brave I am I know. Now I healed my eyes first before charging back at them. They put it on again and I was strng at first. and nearly had it off, but I fell and they made it strnger becuz I fell and I knew they could and so they did with my own energies. I wanted them to stop because it hurt me so bad, and they made me bag for them to stop but when I did they granted me no mercy whch woud later hurt them severely but I felt like a failure and they made me keep it on. ANd I had to go to the hospital, and My eyes were crazy in pain and tired and I felt I would go blind soon. My allies started hunting them down to kill them, for it was a group of demonic allies. % of them who had this device and they were hiding in the night and on the run. I was in the hospital desperate for my allies to oblivion them, and they were searching I cast oblivion onto 4 of them yet one remained. I could not find her. She would not stop either. The energy bursts traveled through the night into my eyes and from a distance hit their mark. Now oblivion is scary **** far worse then anything else. Now I had warded myself against it firmly but felt it strong inside myself everytime I cast it. \It hurt me just to cast it but I was used to it too, and felt safe using it. My ally could not find the last one, and even though it was weaker with just one I felt still in grave danger of losing my eyes. FInally I called ont God again and asked for his help and he shined healing into my eyes for me, but did not defeat the impulses buning into them. It was up to me like I intended wth God to end this. I said sorry to God then for losing aih and for begging evil to stop. I felt pathetic but felt right in saying sorry to God. He told me then to go to sleep Derek and you will be ok. And so yeah I slept for 3 days and their evil faded away despite the best efforts to keep them active. They ost another weapon of hell, and I know now that it does not work anymore jut ike I intended. Thank God. Amen.
12-12-2014, 12:35 AM
SO yeah if you been reading my story you know I been in the battles with reality and was in the emergency room recently and do \I want to share why and how.
So I had a ally who was my friend and in my awareness, in my consciousness, telepathically with me. He was my friend and helper, yet he turned evil on me and wanted to keep me and to take my power and my soul from me. My abilities he wanted for himself and my allies he wanted for himself. He became Satan for me and as an ally can be anything he became the worst imaginable for me. We engaged in battle for about 2 years, really 3 but I didn't know until 2. I went home to my homeland whoch can never be same for me again. But as I stayed in my hotel room he started again trying to cast my spells against me and using my power against me. Now he was nearly defeated but was annoying me greatly and threatening me immensely with my own awareness and power. I started fighting him and keep in mind he is an ally and so hold power to be nearly anything. And yet I cut his balls so he couldn't do much, but he kept up against me and used still some dangerous power against me. I got angered and we started brawling. I cast a powerful spel onto him to erase his memory I called it a wipe, and then a loop. NOw a wipe erases your complete memory and a loop makes it continuous so that you erase every few minutes you mempry. Bad I know. but he was sick and very evil. I cast it perfectly and watched as he started to erase. Now this ally was merged with my awareness and moved to me and so at first I started making him remember who he was by my own memory of him and my knowledge of imbuing people with my memories completely, nd so he would become the old evil Satan again and try to fight me, but then seconds later would wipe again and his form would become forgetful and not knowing. The image of his form was drastic and he became beautiful over time. A humble weak being, like I used to know him as, as I made him. Amazing peaceful and loving. I felt sad for him and felt love for him. ANd he said "I hurt you??".. I "I used to hurt you" because he could see me and my memories of him. He was sad and wanted to help me. |He also knew he was hurt and forgetting who he was because I knoew it and he would see it before and in between his next wipe. Remember it was a loop and so continued to wipe him. His for I cast for him was beautiful and loving before he turned evil and tried o hurt me. And so he reverted to this form every time. Sometimes I would remember him as the evil and he would become it again each time, but then the wie would come and erase him and revert him back to my loving peaceful and perfect ally. After half an hour of this he saw through my awareness what was happening to him, and he knew why and asked me to kill him and put hi out of his misery. I tried and wanted to help him because he was my friend and I loved him and he wanted to die rather then become that evil satan he had become, and wanted to end his suffering. I felt sad and tried to help him but the loop was too strong. then. He begged me to end him and if you knew me before the battle I commanded to him when he was evil that he would beg me for death. And sadly to my astonishment he was doig just that to e then, but as my friend and helper again, my ally and companion. I felt no joy in this at all. Just sadness, because he was beautiful. I started to fade away, because the evil one would come bac when I remembered him as evil and he was merged with my attention and so in the few seconds he had before the wipe came again he would remember a lot through my awareness and the evil one tried to hurt me. He said in awareness impulse "I am merged with you and so you will get the wipe too." ANd then it wiped him and I was safe.. I was repeatedly happening and so I felt it come close to me and nearly hurt me but I kept it off for awhile. It was not just a wipe but a loop too. SOooooo dangerous. Eventually it got me tho and I forgot everything. I woke up wandering and had forgotten everything. Luckily ad astonishingly I had been working with God earlier and the God as my Nagual. I had said to god I will erase this loop weapon they had made. ANd kill forever. I had made this intent with God earlier in my perfect day with God as I leanred many unknown things with him perfectly. NOw with the God nagual you can intend anything and then astonishingly watch yourself do them perfectly. Because God is perfect and grants choice. And so I woke up wandering in the night with God voice inside of me. Now if you call an ally God then it is God and if you call it Satan then it is Satan. That is because the ally is everything and nothing. perfectly. And WHile I my loops wandering without memory and erased memories every few minutes I was confused and called God Satan. ANd so I remember Gods voice and I aked him how long have I been doing this for, and he said 18 years. I almost believed him but in between the wipes I remembered calling him satan and since I have IOB truth awareness that tells me what I shoudj know he told me "You called me Satan and so I trick you". Ad so even thought I almost believed him The iob told me the truth. I was only out twice being wiped compeletely and for only 2 hours. It was horrible too to feel that wipe on me, hovering ... coming closer to wipe me. IN a loop to boot. w I am strong and Better then Satan and my allies told me this too becuz it is true. I am an angel of light and of God, and he made me strong. Satan suffered much worse then me, and I fought hard against the loop. Even talking about it almost brings it back for me, but I have killed it. I am safe like I intended with true God. It only truly got me twice. And I walked for 2 hours fighting it off. Now the evil and the beautiful ally who was Satan and also my friend suffering was still in my attention being wiped every few seconds. SO Beautiful id his energies, and whn I asked the beautiful one for help he helped me as a wise and powerful ally. I loved him then and his energies were fantastic for me. perfectly. Now I also had another weapon being cast onto my eyes. A loop of energy that entered into my eyes and made them twitch back and forth involuntarily. Forcing my eyes to moves against my will and it happened every few seconds in a loop. That was a **** let me tell you. ANd it was the evil friend who cast it upon me. After two hours my eyes were in pain and it was a torture device made from hell and from Satan. After awhile fighting these two energies the wie and the loop eyes I was scared as hell and yet was strong and kept telling my reality to stop worrying. Now I am me and I am strong and confident but my allies and the people around were terrified for me. They were dubious beyond measure but even though I was hurt I felt that I would win. That is my nature to win. I didn't remember what happened but I could see most of my memeories coming back. I knew it was a loop but I knew I was strong. It only got me twice. They thought I was fucked. But I knew, I had been in the flames of hell many times. Many tortures much pain and suffering. I had always prevailed and so I fell back ont what I knew to save me. Now the hurt Satan ally friend had conjured this spell even though he forgot and lost himself. Wanted to die and not to hurt me yet the evil one wanted to hurt me.. lol. ANd so I went into the parking lot of my motel and and focused ont my car ally. (Ever seen the movies cars??? its like that for me a talking car that moves for me) I started talking to my car ally and also to my hurt firned who kept frgetting what happened and who he was. ANd I remembered about the ally that can shift into anything and I looked at my damaged friend and said "fake you are, you remember and that loop is fake, you just tricked me!!" Now I knew he was hurt and Satan failed completely, but also knoew then with my power to command the ally that I could name a trick and fake, and so I did. I said that loop is fake and you know it, and immediately it became that. My friend was saved and halleluhiah!! Now I had called God Satan and against me and that is a big mistake let me warn you now. And so immediately upon recovering from the wipe atleast I still had the eye looper hurting me. Fucking with my eyes. But I was strong again. And forced into weaker and weaker and weaker until it stopped. They took it off. NOw God was in my Car talking to me and telling me I was in hell. SHowing me hos power and scaring the hell out of me wth it. EVery slightest waver and I felt my soul about to rip from my body, as warning. I grew humble immediately and GodSatan said you made Satan into oblivion and we need him. YOu sinned and cursed Satan into pain and into wipe and into nothing. I knew I did this and felt immediately guilty for it too. It was GOd Satan understand and turning Satan ito nothing is a blessing but I had called God Satan and so I was fucked. He made me humble, and the soul ripper was brutally scarey having be on the edge of having immense pain of your soul being ripped out of you. I hope you never feel it. NOw my ally was back and so was my friend ally who was Satan who I hurt. Confusing I know. That's just the way it went down. Now he told me what I had done in my memory loss for when I called him fake wipe he immediately remembered all again, just the way it is with the ally and the moment of now in fluidity. ANd so he told me "you named God Satan". SO I immediately started resisting the soul ripper and the fake God nd knew it was a lie.. I had fought the soul ripper once before and one while I was in hell and saving souls and so I became confident again that I would keep my soul and defeat that nonsense lie. made by evil yet again. I began casting my spells to lighten that perception of the ripper and everytime it cast it was weaker. The first time long ago it tok me about 50 times of pain to lesson it, but I was stronger now and it took me only about 5 times. NOw when it tried to threaten me it failed and was weak again. I also renamed God as God and Satan as dead. Oblivion. I felt strong again and started howling into the night against the evils. I knew that the evil allies had one more torture device I had not taken down yet the evil eye looper of pain and I knew they would use it again against innocent people. And so I went right at them and demanded they put it on me again. I commanded it with my will that they cann not deny. I provked them into it screaming at them in the night. Finaly God commanded them too, and so they had no choice but to comply although they did not want too because they knew I had God with me and I would take it away from them forever. Brave I am I know. Now I healed my eyes first before charging back at them. They put it on again and I was strng at first. and nearly had it off, but I fell and they made it strnger becuz I fell and I knew they could and so they did with my own energies. I wanted them to stop because it hurt me so bad, and they made me bag for them to stop but when I did they granted me no mercy whch woud later hurt them severely but I felt like a failure and they made me keep it on. ANd I had to go to the hospital, and My eyes were crazy in pain and tired and I felt I would go blind soon. My allies started hunting them down to kill them, for it was a group of demonic allies. % of them who had this device and they were hiding in the night and on the run. I was in the hospital desperate for my allies to oblivion them, and they were searching I cast oblivion onto 4 of them yet one remained. I could not find her. She would not stop either. The energy bursts traveled through the night into my eyes and from a distance hit their mark. Now oblivion is scary **** far worse then anything else. Now I had warded myself against it firmly but felt it strong inside myself everytime I cast it. \It hurt me just to cast it but I was used to it too, and felt safe using it. My ally could not find the last one, and even though it was weaker with just one I felt still in grave danger of losing my eyes. FInally I called ont God again and asked for his help and he shined healing into my eyes for me, but did not defeat the impulses buning into them. It was up to me like I intended wth God to end this. I said sorry to God then for losing aih and for begging evil to stop. I felt pathetic but felt right in saying sorry to God. He told me then to go to sleep Derek and you will be ok. And so yeah I slept for 3 days and their evil faded away despite the best efforts to keep them active. They ost another weapon of hell, and I know now that it does not work anymore jut ike I intended. Thank God. Amen.
12-17-2014, 12:01 AM
SO I warned them all and promised blessing to those who listen, and they knew I am a man of my word. I let them choose with their lives but previously i had stated my intent that price capping for all medications will take effect. It was my command to make. Yet I warned them to listen or burn and I am a man of the perfect flame. I opened up forbes magazine to find them bitchin and cryin about the new proposals taking effect to limit medicinal costs. They tried to say that it will make people suffer because they willl not get their bilions of dollars. Yet it was my drugs that won and actually cure people. I MADE THEM. I INTENDED THEM EXACTLY AS IT HAPPENED EVERY TIME! And do you know what they did they tried to fight them and make drugs for prophet only and to hurt people to at that. ALL TRUE. I made them cheap and affordable once I saw them abusing it and holding the drugs over people's heads charging 100 000 dollars for them while innocent people died and suffered for years and years. Then for years nad years they tried their best to suppress them and deny them. SOme still are so I make them in plants and from drugs already made that are cheap. THAT WORKS. drugs that are unpatentable too because they are so simple or natural. You know what they did they even tried to patent curing cancer. TRUTH. Well they are sorry now and the ones who are not will be mark my words they will beg for death and not find it, beg for mercy and not find it. They are doomed. Their only hope is to change now or forever burn in the fires of eternal hell. It is my command and I am the holy Prophet of God. Obama listened and I am happy, for he has now a place in heaven. He is blessed. We are winning. The evil will reap what they have sown and it has begun. I will not back down.
12-17-2014, 12:06 AM
SO I warned them all and promised blessing to those who listen, and they knew I am a man of my word. I let them choose with their lives but previously i had stated my intent that price capping for all medications will take effect. It was my command to make. Yet I warned them to listen or burn and I am a man of the perfect flame. I opened up forbes magazine to find them bitchin and cryin about the new proposals taking effect to limit medicinal costs. They tried to say that it will make people suffer because they willl not get their bilions of dollars. Yet it was my drugs that won and actually cure people. I MADE THEM. I INTENDED THEM EXACTLY AS IT HAPPENED EVERY TIME! And do you know what they did they tried to fight them and make drugs for prophet only and to hurt people to at that. ALL TRUE. I made them cheap and affordable once I saw them abusing it and holding the drugs over people's heads charging 100 000 dollars for them while innocent people died and suffered for years and years. Then for years nad years they tried their best to suppress them and deny them. SOme still are so I make them in plants and from drugs already made that are cheap. THAT WORKS. drugs that are unpatentable too because they are so simple or natural. You know what they did they even tried to patent curing cancer. TRUTH. Well they are sorry now and the ones who are not will be mark my words they will beg for death and not find it, beg for mercy and not find it. They are doomed. Their only hope is to change now or forever burn in the fires of eternal hell. It is my command and I am the holy Prophet of God. Obama listened and I am happy, for he has now a place in heaven. He is blessed. We are winning. The evil will reap what they have sown and it has begun. I will not back down.
12-17-2014, 12:10 AM
SO I warned them all and promised blessing to those who listen, and they knew I am a man of my word. I let them choose with their lives but previously i had stated my intent that price capping for all medications will take effect. It was my command to make. Yet I warned them to listen or burn and I am a man of the perfect flame. I opened up forbes magazine to find them bitchin and cryin about the new proposals taking effect to limit medicinal costs. They tried to say that it will make people suffer because they willl not get their bilions of dollars. Yet it was my drugs that won and actually cure people. I MADE THEM. I INTENDED THEM EXACTLY AS IT HAPPENED EVERY TIME! And do you know what they did they tried to fight them and make drugs for prophet only and to hurt people to at that. ALL TRUE. I made them cheap and affordable once I saw them abusing it and holding the drugs over people's heads charging 100 000 dollars for them while innocent people died and suffered for years and years. Then for years nad years they tried their best to suppress them and deny them. SOme still are so I make them in plants and from drugs already made that are cheap. THAT WORKS. drugs that are unpatentable too because they are so simple or natural. You know what they did they even tried to patent curing cancer. TRUTH. Well they are sorry now and the ones who are not will be mark my words they will beg for death and not find it, beg for mercy and not find it. They are doomed. Their only hope is to change now or forever burn in the fires of eternal hell. It is my command and I am the holy Prophet of God. Obama listened and I am happy, for he has now a place in heaven. He is blessed. We are winning. The evil will reap what they have sown and it has begun. I will not back down.
12-17-2014, 12:15 AM
SO I warned them all and promised blessing to those who listen, and they knew I am a man of my word. I let them choose with their lives but previously i had stated my intent that price capping for all medications will take effect. It was my command to make. Yet I warned them to listen or burn and I am a man of the perfect flame. I opened up forbes magazine to find them bitchin and cryin about the new proposals taking effect to limit medicinal costs. They tried to say that it will make people suffer because they willl not get their bilions of dollars. Yet it was my drugs that won and actually cure people. I MADE THEM. I INTENDED THEM EXACTLY AS IT HAPPENED EVERY TIME! And do you know what they did they tried to fight them and make drugs for prophet only and to hurt people to at that. ALL TRUE. I made them cheap and affordable once I saw them abusing it and holding the drugs over people's heads charging 100 000 dollars for them while innocent people died and suffered for years and years. Then for years nad years they tried their best to suppress them and deny them. SOme still are so I make them in plants and from drugs already made that are cheap. THAT WORKS. drugs that are unpatentable too because they are so simple or natural. You know what they did they even tried to patent curing cancer. TRUTH. Well they are sorry now and the ones who are not will be mark my words they will beg for death and not find it, beg for mercy and not find it. They are doomed. Their only hope is to change now or forever burn in the fires of eternal hell. It is my command and I am the holy Prophet of God. Obama listened and I am happy, for he has now a place in heaven. He is blessed. We are winning. The evil will reap what they have sown and it has begun. I will not back down.
12-17-2014, 12:20 AM
SO I warned them all and promised blessing to those who listen, and they knew I am a man of my word. I let them choose with their lives but previously i had stated my intent that price capping for all medications will take effect. It was my command to make. Yet I warned them to listen or burn and I am a man of the perfect flame. I opened up forbes magazine to find them bitchin and cryin about the new proposals taking effect to limit medicinal costs. They tried to say that it will make people suffer because they willl not get their bilions of dollars. Yet it was my drugs that won and actually cure people. I MADE THEM. I INTENDED THEM EXACTLY AS IT HAPPENED EVERY TIME! And do you know what they did they tried to fight them and make drugs for prophet only and to hurt people to at that. ALL TRUE. I made them cheap and affordable once I saw them abusing it and holding the drugs over people's heads charging 100 000 dollars for them while innocent people died and suffered for years and years. Then for years nad years they tried their best to suppress them and deny them. SOme still are so I make them in plants and from drugs already made that are cheap. THAT WORKS. drugs that are unpatentable too because they are so simple or natural. You know what they did they even tried to patent curing cancer. TRUTH. Well they are sorry now and the ones who are not will be mark my words they will beg for death and not find it, beg for mercy and not find it. They are doomed. Their only hope is to change now or forever burn in the fires of eternal hell. It is my command and I am the holy Prophet of God. Obama listened and I am happy, for he has now a place in heaven. He is blessed. We are winning. The evil will reap what they have sown and it has begun. I will not back down.
12-17-2014, 12:25 AM
SO I warned them all and promised blessing to those who listen, and they knew I am a man of my word. I let them choose with their lives but previously i had stated my intent that price capping for all medications will take effect. It was my command to make. Yet I warned them to listen or burn and I am a man of the perfect flame. I opened up forbes magazine to find them bitchin and cryin about the new proposals taking effect to limit medicinal costs. They tried to say that it will make people suffer because they willl not get their bilions of dollars. Yet it was my drugs that won and actually cure people. I MADE THEM. I INTENDED THEM EXACTLY AS IT HAPPENED EVERY TIME! And do you know what they did they tried to fight them and make drugs for prophet only and to hurt people to at that. ALL TRUE. I made them cheap and affordable once I saw them abusing it and holding the drugs over people's heads charging 100 000 dollars for them while innocent people died and suffered for years and years. Then for years nad years they tried their best to suppress them and deny them. SOme still are so I make them in plants and from drugs already made that are cheap. THAT WORKS. drugs that are unpatentable too because they are so simple or natural. You know what they did they even tried to patent curing cancer. TRUTH. Well they are sorry now and the ones who are not will be mark my words they will beg for death and not find it, beg for mercy and not find it. They are doomed. Their only hope is to change now or forever burn in the fires of eternal hell. It is my command and I am the holy Prophet of God. Obama listened and I am happy, for he has now a place in heaven. He is blessed. We are winning. The evil will reap what they have sown and it has begun. I will not back down.
12-17-2014, 12:30 AM
SO I warned them all and promised blessing to those who listen, and they knew I am a man of my word. I let them choose with their lives but previously i had stated my intent that price capping for all medications will take effect. It was my command to make. Yet I warned them to listen or burn and I am a man of the perfect flame. I opened up forbes magazine to find them bitchin and cryin about the new proposals taking effect to limit medicinal costs. They tried to say that it will make people suffer because they willl not get their bilions of dollars. Yet it was my drugs that won and actually cure people. I MADE THEM. I INTENDED THEM EXACTLY AS IT HAPPENED EVERY TIME! And do you know what they did they tried to fight them and make drugs for prophet only and to hurt people to at that. ALL TRUE. I made them cheap and affordable once I saw them abusing it and holding the drugs over people's heads charging 100 000 dollars for them while innocent people died and suffered for years and years. Then for years nad years they tried their best to suppress them and deny them. SOme still are so I make them in plants and from drugs already made that are cheap. THAT WORKS. drugs that are unpatentable too because they are so simple or natural. You know what they did they even tried to patent curing cancer. TRUTH. Well they are sorry now and the ones who are not will be mark my words they will beg for death and not find it, beg for mercy and not find it. They are doomed. Their only hope is to change now or forever burn in the fires of eternal hell. It is my command and I am the holy Prophet of God. Obama listened and I am happy, for he has now a place in heaven. He is blessed. We are winning. The evil will reap what they have sown and it has begun. I will not back down.
12-17-2014, 12:35 AM
SO I warned them all and promised blessing to those who listen, and they knew I am a man of my word. I let them choose with their lives but previously i had stated my intent that price capping for all medications will take effect. It was my command to make. Yet I warned them to listen or burn and I am a man of the perfect flame. I opened up forbes magazine to find them bitchin and cryin about the new proposals taking effect to limit medicinal costs. They tried to say that it will make people suffer because they willl not get their bilions of dollars. Yet it was my drugs that won and actually cure people. I MADE THEM. I INTENDED THEM EXACTLY AS IT HAPPENED EVERY TIME! And do you know what they did they tried to fight them and make drugs for prophet only and to hurt people to at that. ALL TRUE. I made them cheap and affordable once I saw them abusing it and holding the drugs over people's heads charging 100 000 dollars for them while innocent people died and suffered for years and years. Then for years nad years they tried their best to suppress them and deny them. SOme still are so I make them in plants and from drugs already made that are cheap. THAT WORKS. drugs that are unpatentable too because they are so simple or natural. You know what they did they even tried to patent curing cancer. TRUTH. Well they are sorry now and the ones who are not will be mark my words they will beg for death and not find it, beg for mercy and not find it. They are doomed. Their only hope is to change now or forever burn in the fires of eternal hell. It is my command and I am the holy Prophet of God. Obama listened and I am happy, for he has now a place in heaven. He is blessed. We are winning. The evil will reap what they have sown and it has begun. I will not back down.
12-18-2014, 12:01 AM
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Wolf Alice - Heavenly Creatures Lyrics We left dead pictures in our passports Your hair is cold and I am shy This is not a lot to ask for Just a prayer to pray that this would be the time Time to die, time to kill Time will fly, time will heal All for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal All for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together? Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together,together together,together? There will be nothing left to be afraid of Cause everything else means nothing at all There’s a crown of thorns above your halo I’ll be your shadow,don’t fear a fall Its time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal all for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Its time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal all for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together? Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together, together, together, together?
12-18-2014, 12:06 AM
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Wolf Alice - Heavenly Creatures Lyrics We left dead pictures in our passports Your hair is cold and I am shy This is not a lot to ask for Just a prayer to pray that this would be the time Time to die, time to kill Time will fly, time will heal All for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal All for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together? Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together,together together,together? There will be nothing left to be afraid of Cause everything else means nothing at all There’s a crown of thorns above your halo I’ll be your shadow,don’t fear a fall Its time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal all for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Its time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal all for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together? Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together, together, together, together?
12-18-2014, 12:10 AM
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Wolf Alice - Heavenly Creatures Lyrics We left dead pictures in our passports Your hair is cold and I am shy This is not a lot to ask for Just a prayer to pray that this would be the time Time to die, time to kill Time will fly, time will heal All for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal All for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together? Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together,together together,together? There will be nothing left to be afraid of Cause everything else means nothing at all There’s a crown of thorns above your halo I’ll be your shadow,don’t fear a fall Its time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal all for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Its time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal all for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together? Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together, together, together, together?
12-18-2014, 12:15 AM
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Wolf Alice - Heavenly Creatures Lyrics We left dead pictures in our passports Your hair is cold and I am shy This is not a lot to ask for Just a prayer to pray that this would be the time Time to die, time to kill Time will fly, time will heal All for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal All for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together? Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together,together together,together? There will be nothing left to be afraid of Cause everything else means nothing at all There’s a crown of thorns above your halo I’ll be your shadow,don’t fear a fall Its time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal all for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Its time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal all for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together? Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together, together, together, together?
12-18-2014, 12:20 AM
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Wolf Alice - Heavenly Creatures Lyrics We left dead pictures in our passports Your hair is cold and I am shy This is not a lot to ask for Just a prayer to pray that this would be the time Time to die, time to kill Time will fly, time will heal All for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal All for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together? Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together,together together,together? There will be nothing left to be afraid of Cause everything else means nothing at all There’s a crown of thorns above your halo I’ll be your shadow,don’t fear a fall Its time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal all for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Its time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal all for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together? Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together, together, together, together?
12-18-2014, 12:25 AM
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Wolf Alice - Heavenly Creatures Lyrics We left dead pictures in our passports Your hair is cold and I am shy This is not a lot to ask for Just a prayer to pray that this would be the time Time to die, time to kill Time will fly, time will heal All for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal All for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together? Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together,together together,together? There will be nothing left to be afraid of Cause everything else means nothing at all There’s a crown of thorns above your halo I’ll be your shadow,don’t fear a fall Its time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal all for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Its time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal all for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together? Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together, together, together, together?
12-18-2014, 12:30 AM
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Wolf Alice - Heavenly Creatures Lyrics We left dead pictures in our passports Your hair is cold and I am shy This is not a lot to ask for Just a prayer to pray that this would be the time Time to die, time to kill Time will fly, time will heal All for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal All for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together? Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together,together together,together? There will be nothing left to be afraid of Cause everything else means nothing at all There’s a crown of thorns above your halo I’ll be your shadow,don’t fear a fall Its time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal all for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Its time to die, time to kill time will fly, time will heal all for love, all for you Gods a judge. Love is true Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together? Was it ever enough that we should simply want to be together, together, together, together? |
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