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So I didnt keep good on my anti-cursing. I began to curse again, and I started with greed. My roomie steals from me. First my credit card then a few small beautiful items I have. One of his friends returned them to me. So I layed a curse onto him saying that his friends will now steal from him. Sure enough two days later all of his money was stolen. Some people didnt like me cursing again and I got a few bad faces when I enacted it. However they only need fear if they are evil in heart. I am very good at cursing and some people in my neighborhood know this and have been coming to me to aid the in their curses. I tell the if they are bad then the curses will take effect. I wont rely solely on their words alone, as accusations ca be lies, or wrong. But rest assured if they are evil in heart then the curses will land.
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So I didnt keep good on my anti-cursing. I began to curse again, and I started with greed. My roomie steals from me. First my credit card then a few small beautiful items I have. One of his friends returned them to me. So I layed a curse onto him saying that his friends will now steal from him. Sure enough two days later all of his money was stolen. Some people didnt like me cursing again and I got a few bad faces when I enacted it. However they only need fear if they are evil in heart. I am very good at cursing and some people in my neighborhood know this and have been coming to me to aid the in their curses. I tell the if they are bad then the curses will take effect. I wont rely solely on their words alone, as accusations ca be lies, or wrong. But rest assured if they are evil in heart then the curses will land.
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So I didnt keep good on my anti-cursing. I began to curse again, and I started with greed. My roomie steals from me. First my credit card then a few small beautiful items I have. One of his friends returned them to me. So I layed a curse onto him saying that his friends will now steal from him. Sure enough two days later all of his money was stolen. Some people didnt like me cursing again and I got a few bad faces when I enacted it. However they only need fear if they are evil in heart. I am very good at cursing and some people in my neighborhood know this and have been coming to me to aid the in their curses. I tell the if they are bad then the curses will take effect. I wont rely solely on their words alone, as accusations ca be lies, or wrong. But rest assured if they are evil in heart then the curses will land.
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So I didnt keep good on my anti-cursing. I began to curse again, and I started with greed. My roomie steals from me. First my credit card then a few small beautiful items I have. One of his friends returned them to me. So I layed a curse onto him saying that his friends will now steal from him. Sure enough two days later all of his money was stolen. Some people didnt like me cursing again and I got a few bad faces when I enacted it. However they only need fear if they are evil in heart. I am very good at cursing and some people in my neighborhood know this and have been coming to me to aid the in their curses. I tell the if they are bad then the curses will take effect. I wont rely solely on their words alone, as accusations ca be lies, or wrong. But rest assured if they are evil in heart then the curses will land.
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you are mixing sorcery which is impersonal with morals..are you not unconcerned yet?, do you not play controlled folly yet? you got to get out of the duality mindset to progress.. gap the mind baby, all this self reflection, just means you've still got a flyer...
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you are mixing sorcery which is impersonal with morals..are you not unconcerned yet?, do you not play controlled folly yet? you got to get out of the duality mindset to progress.. gap the mind baby, all this self reflection, just means you've still got a flyer...
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you are mixing sorcery which is impersonal with morals..are you not unconcerned yet?, do you not play controlled folly yet? you got to get out of the duality mindset to progress.. gap the mind baby, all this self reflection, just means you've still got a flyer...
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you are mixing sorcery which is impersonal with morals..are you not unconcerned yet?, do you not play controlled folly yet? you got to get out of the duality mindset to progress.. gap the mind baby, all this self reflection, just means you've still got a flyer...
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you are mixing sorcery which is impersonal with morals..are you not unconcerned yet?, do you not play controlled folly yet? you got to get out of the duality mindset to progress.. gap the mind baby, all this self reflection, just means you've still got a flyer...
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you are mixing sorcery which is impersonal with morals..are you not unconcerned yet?, do you not play controlled folly yet? you got to get out of the duality mindset to progress.. gap the mind baby, all this self reflection, just means you've still got a flyer...
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you are mixing sorcery which is impersonal with morals..are you not unconcerned yet?, do you not play controlled folly yet? you got to get out of the duality mindset to progress.. gap the mind baby, all this self reflection, just means you've still got a flyer...
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you are mixing sorcery which is impersonal with morals..are you not unconcerned yet?, do you not play controlled folly yet? you got to get out of the duality mindset to progress.. gap the mind baby, all this self reflection, just means you've still got a flyer...
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Yeah sure I use controlled folly, for many years now. I can tell myself exactly how to feel and then feel that way. I chose to have and use morals in my sorcery. Truth is i grew to dislike the cold indifference and thus began applying morals to my conduct. I saw what the cold indifferent world looked like with no morals and began to intend them back into my awareness.
Yes, you do mention unconcern a lot and it interests me. I do have concern, and it sparks the fire of action in me to make the world a better place. Don't get me wrong I am still very detached from concern at times but some things in my world do make me have concern and i see this as a good thing.
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Shamanka is the closest on this forum (or anywhere) to sharing my existential view. Nothing is necessary, there is no purpose or meaning, and manifestation simply is. I've done superlative recapitulation, followed by the best ever work of self-destruction [TASTY ! ! (and no destruction)].
Then, a week ago I had an awesome snapshot of my meaninglessness, and saw clearly how my life is small and conditionally defined and imprisoning.
To know such empty meaninglessness starkly and lucidly was great reinforcement of my controlled folly.
"power and unconcern are one and the same... no judgement, just total freedom... what your minute facet wishes to express..."
I tell Kaomea and Julio I am sorry for having been offensive {am I really sorry??/lol}. It is real PLAY.
And still, no matter my habitual detachment, I like to keep a tiny bit of the stickiness (indulging attachment), and I definitely ground my tonal.
Freedom and love for me is to be perceptually at ease.. to have well-being. I CAN share this/(SMILE).
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Julio, I am going to share tons with you (each of us). It is best if we wait until my racing is over (end of October).
As you can see, I retained the coldness. Nevertheless, it is possible to be cold and warm.. ruthless and kind.
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Yeah sure I use controlled folly, for many years now. I can tell myself exactly how to feel and then feel that way. I chose to have and use morals in my sorcery. Truth is i grew to dislike the cold indifference and thus began applying morals to my conduct. I saw what the cold indifferent world looked like with no morals and began to intend them back into my awareness.
Yes, you do mention unconcern a lot and it interests me. I do have concern, and it sparks the fire of action in me to make the world a better place. Don't get me wrong I am still very detached from concern at times but some things in my world do make me have concern and i see this as a good thing.
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Shamanka is the closest on this forum (or anywhere) to sharing my existential view. Nothing is necessary, there is no purpose or meaning, and manifestation simply is. I've done superlative recapitulation, followed by the best ever work of self-destruction [TASTY ! ! (and no destruction)].
Then, a week ago I had an awesome snapshot of my meaninglessness, and saw clearly how my life is small and conditionally defined and imprisoning.
To know such empty meaninglessness starkly and lucidly was great reinforcement of my controlled folly.
"power and unconcern are one and the same... no judgement, just total freedom... what your minute facet wishes to express..."
I tell Kaomea and Julio I am sorry for having been offensive {am I really sorry??/lol}. It is real PLAY.
And still, no matter my habitual detachment, I like to keep a tiny bit of the stickiness (indulging attachment), and I definitely ground my tonal.
Freedom and love for me is to be perceptually at ease.. to have well-being. I CAN share this/(SMILE).
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Julio, I am going to share tons with you (each of us). It is best if we wait until my racing is over (end of October).
As you can see, I retained the coldness. Nevertheless, it is possible to be cold and warm.. ruthless and kind.
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Yeah sure I use controlled folly, for many years now. I can tell myself exactly how to feel and then feel that way. I chose to have and use morals in my sorcery. Truth is i grew to dislike the cold indifference and thus began applying morals to my conduct. I saw what the cold indifferent world looked like with no morals and began to intend them back into my awareness.
Yes, you do mention unconcern a lot and it interests me. I do have concern, and it sparks the fire of action in me to make the world a better place. Don't get me wrong I am still very detached from concern at times but some things in my world do make me have concern and i see this as a good thing.
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Shamanka is the closest on this forum (or anywhere) to sharing my existential view. Nothing is necessary, there is no purpose or meaning, and manifestation simply is. I've done superlative recapitulation, followed by the best ever work of self-destruction [TASTY ! ! (and no destruction)].
Then, a week ago I had an awesome snapshot of my meaninglessness, and saw clearly how my life is small and conditionally defined and imprisoning.
To know such empty meaninglessness starkly and lucidly was great reinforcement of my controlled folly.
"power and unconcern are one and the same... no judgement, just total freedom... what your minute facet wishes to express..."
I tell Kaomea and Julio I am sorry for having been offensive {am I really sorry??/lol}. It is real PLAY.
And still, no matter my habitual detachment, I like to keep a tiny bit of the stickiness (indulging attachment), and I definitely ground my tonal.
Freedom and love for me is to be perceptually at ease.. to have well-being. I CAN share this/(SMILE).
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Julio, I am going to share tons with you (each of us). It is best if we wait until my racing is over (end of October).
As you can see, I retained the coldness. Nevertheless, it is possible to be cold and warm.. ruthless and kind.
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Shamanka is the closest on this forum (or anywhere) to sharing my existential view. Nothing is necessary, there is no purpose or meaning, and manifestation simply is. I've done superlative recapitulation, followed by the best ever work of self-destruction [TASTY ! ! (and no destruction)].
Then, a week ago I had an awesome snapshot of my meaninglessness, and saw clearly how my life is small and conditionally defined and imprisoning.
To know such empty meaninglessness starkly and lucidly was great reinforcement of my controlled folly.
"power and unconcern are one and the same... no judgement, just total freedom... what your minute facet wishes to express..."
I tell Kaomea and Julio I am sorry for having been offensive {am I really sorry??/lol}. It is real PLAY.
And still, no matter my habitual detachment, I like to keep a tiny bit of the stickiness (indulging attachment), and I definitely ground my tonal.
Freedom and love for me is to be perceptually at ease.. to have well-being. I CAN share this/(SMILE).
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Julio, I am going to share tons with you (each of us). It is best if we wait until my racing is over (end of October).
As you can see, I retained the coldness. Nevertheless, it is possible to be cold and warm.. ruthless and kind.
Posts: 0
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Joined: Feb 2019
Yeah sure I use controlled folly, for many years now. I can tell myself exactly how to feel and then feel that way. I chose to have and use morals in my sorcery. Truth is i grew to dislike the cold indifference and thus began applying morals to my conduct. I saw what the cold indifferent world looked like with no morals and began to intend them back into my awareness.
Yes, you do mention unconcern a lot and it interests me. I do have concern, and it sparks the fire of action in me to make the world a better place. Don't get me wrong I am still very detached from concern at times but some things in my world do make me have concern and i see this as a good thing.
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Shamanka is the closest on this forum (or anywhere) to sharing my existential view. Nothing is necessary, there is no purpose or meaning, and manifestation simply is. I've done superlative recapitulation, followed by the best ever work of self-destruction [TASTY ! ! (and no destruction)].
Then, a week ago I had an awesome snapshot of my meaninglessness, and saw clearly how my life is small and conditionally defined and imprisoning.
To know such empty meaninglessness starkly and lucidly was great reinforcement of my controlled folly.
"power and unconcern are one and the same... no judgement, just total freedom... what your minute facet wishes to express..."
I tell Kaomea and Julio I am sorry for having been offensive {am I really sorry??/lol}. It is real PLAY.
And still, no matter my habitual detachment, I like to keep a tiny bit of the stickiness (indulging attachment), and I definitely ground my tonal.
Freedom and love for me is to be perceptually at ease.. to have well-being. I CAN share this/(SMILE).
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