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Evil sorcery
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09-24-2016, 12:24 AM
Julio, I am going to share tons with you (each of us). It is best if we wait until my racing is over (end of October).
As you can see, I retained the coldness. Nevertheless, it is possible to be cold and warm.. ruthless and kind.
09-24-2016, 12:29 AM
Yeah sure I use controlled folly, for many years now. I can tell myself exactly how to feel and then feel that way. I chose to have and use morals in my sorcery. Truth is i grew to dislike the cold indifference and thus began applying morals to my conduct. I saw what the cold indifferent world looked like with no morals and began to intend them back into my awareness.
Yes, you do mention unconcern a lot and it interests me. I do have concern, and it sparks the fire of action in me to make the world a better place. Don't get me wrong I am still very detached from concern at times but some things in my world do make me have concern and i see this as a good thing.
09-24-2016, 12:29 AM
Shamanka is the closest on this forum (or anywhere) to sharing my existential view. Nothing is necessary, there is no purpose or meaning, and manifestation simply is. I've done superlative recapitulation, followed by the best ever work of self-destruction [TASTY ! ! (and no destruction)].
Then, a week ago I had an awesome snapshot of my meaninglessness, and saw clearly how my life is small and conditionally defined and imprisoning. To know such empty meaninglessness starkly and lucidly was great reinforcement of my controlled folly. "power and unconcern are one and the same... no judgement, just total freedom... what your minute facet wishes to express..." I tell Kaomea and Julio I am sorry for having been offensive {am I really sorry??/lol}. It is real PLAY. And still, no matter my habitual detachment, I like to keep a tiny bit of the stickiness (indulging attachment), and I definitely ground my tonal. Freedom and love for me is to be perceptually at ease.. to have well-being. I CAN share this/(SMILE).
09-24-2016, 12:29 AM
Julio, I am going to share tons with you (each of us). It is best if we wait until my racing is over (end of October).
As you can see, I retained the coldness. Nevertheless, it is possible to be cold and warm.. ruthless and kind.
09-24-2016, 12:33 AM
Yeah sure I use controlled folly, for many years now. I can tell myself exactly how to feel and then feel that way. I chose to have and use morals in my sorcery. Truth is i grew to dislike the cold indifference and thus began applying morals to my conduct. I saw what the cold indifferent world looked like with no morals and began to intend them back into my awareness.
Yes, you do mention unconcern a lot and it interests me. I do have concern, and it sparks the fire of action in me to make the world a better place. Don't get me wrong I am still very detached from concern at times but some things in my world do make me have concern and i see this as a good thing.
09-24-2016, 12:33 AM
Shamanka is the closest on this forum (or anywhere) to sharing my existential view. Nothing is necessary, there is no purpose or meaning, and manifestation simply is. I've done superlative recapitulation, followed by the best ever work of self-destruction [TASTY ! ! (and no destruction)].
Then, a week ago I had an awesome snapshot of my meaninglessness, and saw clearly how my life is small and conditionally defined and imprisoning. To know such empty meaninglessness starkly and lucidly was great reinforcement of my controlled folly. "power and unconcern are one and the same... no judgement, just total freedom... what your minute facet wishes to express..." I tell Kaomea and Julio I am sorry for having been offensive {am I really sorry??/lol}. It is real PLAY. And still, no matter my habitual detachment, I like to keep a tiny bit of the stickiness (indulging attachment), and I definitely ground my tonal. Freedom and love for me is to be perceptually at ease.. to have well-being. I CAN share this/(SMILE).
09-24-2016, 12:33 AM
Julio, I am going to share tons with you (each of us). It is best if we wait until my racing is over (end of October).
As you can see, I retained the coldness. Nevertheless, it is possible to be cold and warm.. ruthless and kind.
09-24-2016, 12:38 AM
Yeah sure I use controlled folly, for many years now. I can tell myself exactly how to feel and then feel that way. I chose to have and use morals in my sorcery. Truth is i grew to dislike the cold indifference and thus began applying morals to my conduct. I saw what the cold indifferent world looked like with no morals and began to intend them back into my awareness.
Yes, you do mention unconcern a lot and it interests me. I do have concern, and it sparks the fire of action in me to make the world a better place. Don't get me wrong I am still very detached from concern at times but some things in my world do make me have concern and i see this as a good thing.
09-24-2016, 12:38 AM
Shamanka is the closest on this forum (or anywhere) to sharing my existential view. Nothing is necessary, there is no purpose or meaning, and manifestation simply is. I've done superlative recapitulation, followed by the best ever work of self-destruction [TASTY ! ! (and no destruction)].
Then, a week ago I had an awesome snapshot of my meaninglessness, and saw clearly how my life is small and conditionally defined and imprisoning. To know such empty meaninglessness starkly and lucidly was great reinforcement of my controlled folly. "power and unconcern are one and the same... no judgement, just total freedom... what your minute facet wishes to express..." I tell Kaomea and Julio I am sorry for having been offensive {am I really sorry??/lol}. It is real PLAY. And still, no matter my habitual detachment, I like to keep a tiny bit of the stickiness (indulging attachment), and I definitely ground my tonal. Freedom and love for me is to be perceptually at ease.. to have well-being. I CAN share this/(SMILE).
09-24-2016, 12:38 AM
Julio, I am going to share tons with you (each of us). It is best if we wait until my racing is over (end of October).
As you can see, I retained the coldness. Nevertheless, it is possible to be cold and warm.. ruthless and kind.
09-27-2016, 12:04 AM
Serloco,that part where you tell yourself, give yourself permission to be X..that's the flyer.. the cognitive filter that does your duality for you
all this 'self' reflection is about the flyer.. speaking the story in hindsight is rarely worth it, telling me you know what you are, proves my point..you have a point to prove.. choosing to be 'cold' or 'kind' Billy is exactly the same, its when will comes through you and makes you act from total silence is controlled folly..anything else is just a trick of the mind to stay existent enjoy, ill be somewhere around x
09-27-2016, 12:09 AM
Serloco,that part where you tell yourself, give yourself permission to be X..that's the flyer.. the cognitive filter that does your duality for you
all this 'self' reflection is about the flyer.. speaking the story in hindsight is rarely worth it, telling me you know what you are, proves my point..you have a point to prove.. choosing to be 'cold' or 'kind' Billy is exactly the same, its when will comes through you and makes you act from total silence is controlled folly..anything else is just a trick of the mind to stay existent enjoy, ill be somewhere around x
09-27-2016, 12:14 AM
Serloco,that part where you tell yourself, give yourself permission to be X..that's the flyer.. the cognitive filter that does your duality for you
all this 'self' reflection is about the flyer.. speaking the story in hindsight is rarely worth it, telling me you know what you are, proves my point..you have a point to prove.. choosing to be 'cold' or 'kind' Billy is exactly the same, its when will comes through you and makes you act from total silence is controlled folly..anything else is just a trick of the mind to stay existent enjoy, ill be somewhere around x
09-27-2016, 12:19 AM
Serloco,that part where you tell yourself, give yourself permission to be X..that's the flyer.. the cognitive filter that does your duality for you
all this 'self' reflection is about the flyer.. speaking the story in hindsight is rarely worth it, telling me you know what you are, proves my point..you have a point to prove.. choosing to be 'cold' or 'kind' Billy is exactly the same, its when will comes through you and makes you act from total silence is controlled folly..anything else is just a trick of the mind to stay existent enjoy, ill be somewhere around x
09-27-2016, 12:24 AM
Serloco,that part where you tell yourself, give yourself permission to be X..that's the flyer.. the cognitive filter that does your duality for you
all this 'self' reflection is about the flyer.. speaking the story in hindsight is rarely worth it, telling me you know what you are, proves my point..you have a point to prove.. choosing to be 'cold' or 'kind' Billy is exactly the same, its when will comes through you and makes you act from total silence is controlled folly..anything else is just a trick of the mind to stay existent enjoy, ill be somewhere around x
09-27-2016, 12:29 AM
Serloco,that part where you tell yourself, give yourself permission to be X..that's the flyer.. the cognitive filter that does your duality for you
all this 'self' reflection is about the flyer.. speaking the story in hindsight is rarely worth it, telling me you know what you are, proves my point..you have a point to prove.. choosing to be 'cold' or 'kind' Billy is exactly the same, its when will comes through you and makes you act from total silence is controlled folly..anything else is just a trick of the mind to stay existent enjoy, ill be somewhere around x
09-27-2016, 12:33 AM
Serloco,that part where you tell yourself, give yourself permission to be X..that's the flyer.. the cognitive filter that does your duality for you
all this 'self' reflection is about the flyer.. speaking the story in hindsight is rarely worth it, telling me you know what you are, proves my point..you have a point to prove.. choosing to be 'cold' or 'kind' Billy is exactly the same, its when will comes through you and makes you act from total silence is controlled folly..anything else is just a trick of the mind to stay existent enjoy, ill be somewhere around x
09-27-2016, 12:38 AM
Serloco,that part where you tell yourself, give yourself permission to be X..that's the flyer.. the cognitive filter that does your duality for you
all this 'self' reflection is about the flyer.. speaking the story in hindsight is rarely worth it, telling me you know what you are, proves my point..you have a point to prove.. choosing to be 'cold' or 'kind' Billy is exactly the same, its when will comes through you and makes you act from total silence is controlled folly..anything else is just a trick of the mind to stay existent enjoy, ill be somewhere around x
09-28-2016, 12:04 AM
Forebearance.
Forebearance for a woman must be different compared as a man. A woman can rape other women and men using her hands and feet and tongue but men have to not use their dick as well in order to use forebearance and women already dont have one of those. i am not saying they have it easy.
09-28-2016, 12:09 AM
Forebearance.
Forebearance for a woman must be different compared as a man. A woman can rape other women and men using her hands and feet and tongue but men have to not use their dick as well in order to use forebearance and women already dont have one of those. i am not saying they have it easy.
09-28-2016, 12:14 AM
Forebearance.
Forebearance for a woman must be different compared as a man. A woman can rape other women and men using her hands and feet and tongue but men have to not use their dick as well in order to use forebearance and women already dont have one of those. i am not saying they have it easy.
09-28-2016, 12:19 AM
Forebearance.
Forebearance for a woman must be different compared as a man. A woman can rape other women and men using her hands and feet and tongue but men have to not use their dick as well in order to use forebearance and women already dont have one of those. i am not saying they have it easy.
09-28-2016, 12:24 AM
Forebearance.
Forebearance for a woman must be different compared as a man. A woman can rape other women and men using her hands and feet and tongue but men have to not use their dick as well in order to use forebearance and women already dont have one of those. i am not saying they have it easy.
09-28-2016, 12:29 AM
Forebearance.
Forebearance for a woman must be different compared as a man. A woman can rape other women and men using her hands and feet and tongue but men have to not use their dick as well in order to use forebearance and women already dont have one of those. i am not saying they have it easy.
09-28-2016, 12:34 AM
Forebearance.
Forebearance for a woman must be different compared as a man. A woman can rape other women and men using her hands and feet and tongue but men have to not use their dick as well in order to use forebearance and women already dont have one of those. i am not saying they have it easy. |
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