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By telling me this, I know you realize I have moved past blockades of apprehension. The move beyond synchronicity to ghouls as you put it, to reach a black canvas to write my world is not repulsive. Nevertheless, I am narrowly in my province without a specific desire. I said this before, I DESIRE. (i.e. I am desire)
Of natural course, i will attain to what you speak of as I project doing S. as my medium. That reasonable enough?
Still, I have put up no resistance to go beyond. I will clearly go to hell with you as I SEE, and you know that I willingly can.
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Well billy boy I channel the great Solomon through the barriers of time, and we know each other as I know myself as him.. His/my demons are not born into evil but are spawned before evil.. Like the darkness of God before light is cast.. We, like vampires, cast our own light onto the darkness, that full void upon which all light is built.. THe dark energy needed for creation to create.. Our demons are our servants, and do our bidding for us.. We construct temples of any design in this place. I have worked great feats and artistic forms of construction through the awareness of myself reflected, cast, as the Great Solomon. I know no division between our awareness' at times. Demons, dark entities, creatures of the darkness, rely on the light, the life upon which the one casts and thus the formless darkeness takes form to that which we shine upon it. It is to say these demons are our own judgment in the making.. Fear not hell, nor flame, it is merely the turning upon which motion rests. The fire may burn away reality but what is left is the space for new reality to form. None can take the soul billy, it is merely our own light upon which we cast it. THe waters of fluidity rest within our own perception.. When you shift your gaze upon your enemy then the enemy does too shift.. There is no idea exempt from this, none to large, and none to small, all are subject to how we perceive them to be.
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The trick is to learn when to shift using someone else's perceptions and not to shift. With practice you can discern these energies and feel them as they shift you.
I almost get it empirically, please clarify.
Also, I think that was a picture of one of your many forms? My wife or I have never uploaded our pictures. I tell my wife I am getting younger- I am discernably more fluid in physical movement--I am healthier too. My wife mentioned yesterday, that one of the men around her said I was a male of greco art (40 years ago). I think I am rather handsome now too.
I am way too complacent and happy to welcome change, and even just erased the words telling you to push or pull me. That is not to say you won't or should not.
My heartfelt gratitude, even if the words carry the sorcerer's pretense. I DO thank you sincerely, however I do it.
I often have a sure sense of talking to myself (as if S. were me).
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billy wrote:The trick is to learn when to shift using someone else's perceptions and not to shift. With practice you can discern these energies and feel them as they shift you.
Well first somes the knowledge of what I speak in throgh the tonal, yet I am speaking for you as the nagual.. Of an energy that most are unaware of.. And so when you come to hear these words spoken you may begin to form the awareness, allowing the nagual to surface into your tonal. This means that with the knowledge that others have perceptual energy, force, that can move you, or hold you into a cohesive state you may begin to actually see these energies, and feel them. You will become conscious of them and see them directly and know where they lead and wether or not you allow them to move you or not.. Like you wife knows you and has expectations of you, in reality her perceptual force can sustain your existence in that form, that position, however only if you allow that force to do as stated. As a fluid being you begin to devleop fluid awareness, and you show your wife that indeed you are becoming fluid in physicality which means she becomes aware of this and her peception now supports it. To spek of power brings power, because you align that knowledge, that awareness into active place, now, nd as such your attention activates it. In your case you can tell people things, even lies about yoruself, and if they believe them then you can ride their awareness and energy to move you into that position. Not needed however but a useful peice of knowledge nontheless. It uses the perceptual force and expectations of people in your world to move you or to hold you captive, cohesive in any position of awareness they know of. But like I said first comes the knowledge, the tonal awareness forming fom the nagual into you, then comes the activity of that knowledge. The surfqcing of the result of the newly formed awareness. Keep it in your attention and you will begin to see it. Allies have no volition of their own and you may set their volition to the place you wish, and thus harness their perception in the ways you intend, utilizing the pure and raw potential of the Ally. Your wife has volition of her own already, and knows you, she has knwoledge of you, and this if you allow it, can help you, or hinder you. Often I just "cut their balls" and realze that they have wek volition or none at all. After all, in an inorganic world everythign is the ally, and people, humans, can be made into iobs awareness of allies.
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serloco wrote:
=1emYour wife has volition of her own already, and knows you, she has knwoledge of you, and this if you allow it, can help you, or hinder you. Often I just "cut their balls" and realze that they have wek volition or none at all. After all, in an inorganic world everythign is the ally, and people, humans, can be made into iobs awareness of allies.
Using my force of percpetion.. A shifting force that knows this about people, thus activating that form of percpetion..
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Just as immediate as restating "the trick is to learn..." I got it. I got it exactly. Thank you.
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S. you will laugh good. I went right up behind my wife and clamped a hand hard up to her ass cheek. She could have (would have normally) exploded. Timid as can be she told me, "stop that."
I walked in front of a table she was standing at to be in front of her and asked firmly, "Who's yer' daddy now?" Hilarious S. Did I get it? HA HA
But, more seriously, what cue to remind heart to apply as a way of doing persistently?
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Susan wanted to fall back to status quo... I did not let it happen. Unless we are having sex or I am rubbing her feet (other) she does not like me to touch her in any playful way, even innocuously. I checked her from reverting in a dialogue about when we would eat dinner. Then I went up and spooned her pushing her over the table and wrapping her. Again, instead of anger, she told me of a sore muscle on her back & asked if I would rub it, as I stayed over her. Un fucking believable!
Don't go S. Yeah, I rethought whether I wouldn't want to know you in physical form a while back. Someday I will be great fun for you in the tonal and vice versa. You will be great fun for me in the nagual and vice versa.
From times I touched the nagual of me in the past I would say without doubt I am very STRONG there. You know I am not afraid to be diminished, but also I am not afraid to be powerfully creative ESPECIALLY when I cross into your world.
Tell me, is that true? lol wink (because I ask instead of state) I can do that if I choose to.
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You have so much to teach me S.
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Yes I know a lot of things. Secrets, and powers the people just do not know..I just got back from a doctors apt at the hospital and the nurse was a cutie and she liked me.. She asked me of any heart problems and so I told her some beings a while back had attacked my heart and I went to the hospital and suffered that day continuous heart failures to the point I learned how to start and stop my heart with my own command. I explained that many monks practice this art of controlling their bodily functions and she agreed. SHe then put the monitor on me to measure my pulse and I was scared of it stopping again.. SOmetimes the memory of an event can reactivate it in my life. It is how I reconjure old feats of power, to place the feat into my attention and then the proceeded motion of time advances upon me in that way. Beckoning the event. ANyways I thought i was going to make it through until my heart stopped yet again and the machine went dead. Of course as always happenswhen the machine sees i have no heart beat and am still alive it read error machine failure yet again. WHich is what always happens. I told her what had happened and she clearly SAW. She said don't say it, shhhhhh. I laughed at her because we were in a state that understood clearly the power of our words and commands together. She was an awesome nurse. Anyways I kick started my heart up again and redid the test and this time my heart didn't stop and it read healthy for me, just like I cast.
Yeah billy, maybe someday we will meet in the tonal, and I can show you a few things. Ever see someone's head spinning around? Or an inorganic alien, telepathy (you have seen in nagual already).. Maybe some teleporting jumps and cloud motion, maybe some ahh who knows.. Demons flying out of my feet or something cool. I could probably show you some things.. I do not like to prove myself tho.. But you are open and easy to move and I like that. Most people in my world are, however this forum I use as a crossover point between different dimensions, being that your guys worlds are not the same as my own.. You have your own energy generating existences.
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Yes billy boy, it is good to disrupt your routines and mix things up.. You can imagine that your wife is made form you, from your energies for you.. THAT is a lovely position of awareness and power. You can say she caters to you, and even say she knows what you seek and caters to you.. However what does mixing up routines really do? WHat is the knowledge you activate for the purpse and result of this task? THAT is what you intend, and so really it either makes a difference or it doesn't and that is ultimately, if you are self-aware, a choice of knowlede to activate. For myself mixing up routines makes me more fluid and able to achieve states of fluidity and new awareness, it brings me the nagual and in new ways unexpected to me.
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Today I was out on the street and ran out of smokes. I asked some fancy pants dude for one but he said no. They never say no to me I thought.. I didn't like his expensive suit and cheap personality so I cast a couple curses onto him, and let my allies have their way with him.. My allies do it better then me and I wasnt feeling mercyfull and so I sicked them onto him. I have greedy people. I give everythign I have to people. Truthfully. I do everything for them. So I walked across to the mall and saw a woman smoking and asked her for one and she gave he a handful of them.. I blessed her with youth, since she was aging.. The question is was she generous or did she know? The world is aware in my world, and they know weakness and strength, and they know if i let one person walk on me then they are free to walk all over me, but if i put up with no **** and do what i want and have my way then they follow suit.
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serloco- "The question is was she generous or did she know?"
The first thing you wrote in response when I got here made me take notice. When I knew soon therafter to listen to you, I was receiving. I think you can safely allow for your own eventual discernment whether it involves a path of heart so to speak. Taking and receiving can be the same for you, yes?
Nevertheless, more importantly, thanks for reminding me not to let anyone walk on me--which was probably your point.
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Yes billy I can take and receive from the people in my world.. As you also have stated sometimes we can perceive people, or reality, as a teacher that has lessons for us, and in that fashion it becomes that role.. However when we judge, wth our folly, the world as less then ourselves then there is nothing to listen to or gain from their actions/roles. One must set the stage in any play, and know the battlefield one is entering into.. Yes I try always to follow a path with heart, and remember to set the world accordingly. I thus share my knowledge of heart, of generosity, and I share the knowledge that I will curse and hurt those who are not following the path of heart. I can not fathom being a person who does not share and want good things for his fellow man and world, and when I meet such people who are cursing my existence then I reflect back ont the their own curses as well as my own.. Rubber glue I call it. I have watched many times the cursers of reality get their curses rebounded onto themselves as result. Even a curser who cursed someone and have that person be nice and beautful towards me and mean and nasty towards the curser. Yes I share myself with my world openly most often, and so they know how to act within my paradigm. They are aware of the consequences and they too see them manifest. Anyone who does not agree and tries to fight my way is in for a fight. Most people are weak and feeble when it comes to sorcery fights against me, I can see them as empty and powerless, just prjections of light that I can manipulate and control. Makes for face melting, and age manipulation and other things very easy to do. I can also control how the world interacts with them, and so laying a curse on their financial state is easy to do. Then they will encounter great problems ad burdens in regards to money and success. You get what you give in this world. Giving and recieving.. If you judge the world as good then you recieve goodness. Etc etc etc..
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Reeality sees you billy, it knows if you are a champion, or a weak and feeble door mat.
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Today I was out on the street and ran out of smokes. I asked some fancy pants dude for one but he said no. They never say no to me I thought.. I didn't like his expensive suit and cheap personality so I cast a couple curses onto him, and let my allies have their way with him.. My allies do it better then me and I wasnt feeling mercyfull and so I sicked them onto him. I have greedy people. I give everythign I have to people. Truthfully. I do everything for them. So I walked across to the mall and saw a woman smoking and asked her for one and she gave he a handful of them.. I blessed her with youth, since she was aging.. The question is was she generous or did she know? The world is aware in my world, and they know weakness and strength, and they know if i let one person walk on me then they are free to walk all over me, but if i put up with no **** and do what i want and have my way then they follow suit.
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serloco- "The question is was she generous or did she know?"
The first thing you wrote in response when I got here made me take notice. When I knew soon therafter to listen to you, I was receiving. I think you can safely allow for your own eventual discernment whether it involves a path of heart so to speak. Taking and receiving can be the same for you, yes?
Nevertheless, more importantly, thanks for reminding me not to let anyone walk on me--which was probably your point.
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