Time

[serloco]

No, I am not a psychopath who would poison people. I also dont need to destroy awareness. I can make it inactive. The goal for myself is retaining awareness. If I wanted to change people I would change them in my own awareness. That is the easiest way to proceed. I am not cruel either.

[rosygyro]

it was an analogy for creating your own spiritual path. and then testing its most destructive aspects on yourself before trying to make anyone else walk even a step at your command.

[serloco]

There i something out there. Maybe it is called time, or perhaps it just uses it. It speaks through all of us and even the casual conversations I hear has a message within them. Even old shows i have seen a hundred times, speaks to me, in the future. Today it was mad at me. I used to control people, hollow them out and call them indifferent. Empty them of their volition and choose for them. It told me today as I was thinking that it was wrong to do that. Of course I know this and have been working hard to remove all the knowledge of control and possession that is inside of me. I been working really hard and have been abused myself with the same tricks i learned to control others. It is wrong to possess and control people, allies, iobs, animals, etc. I feel sad I made so many lusty and greedy mistakes in my past. I hope that whatever it is that sends me omen and lessons will forgive me for my mistakes. I think it may be God. If so then I yield to Him in all matters.

[rosygyro]

the death of the old.
part of us must die so new can grow.in awarness terms this death must be undergone as a personal experience.
you have never wanted to be beaten down by other people and why should youbut there must be an alignment you could trust enough to destroy YOU.. so that YOU can re evaluate.
deconstruction, erasing social conditioning whilst still within it..
If you could take a POison that destroyed your cruelty but that nearly destroyed you in the processi have n doubt that apon developing an immunity to it (by virtue of your goodness)that you would stick it straight into the public water supply.
medicine man make some medicine, take that medicine, test that medicine, THEN distribute that medicine.

[serloco]

No, I am not a psychopath who would poison people. I also dont need to destroy awareness. I can make it inactive. The goal for myself is retaining awareness. If I wanted to change people I would change them in my own awareness. That is the easiest way to proceed. I am not cruel either.

[rosygyro]

it was an analogy for creating your own spiritual path. and then testing its most destructive aspects on yourself before trying to make anyone else walk even a step at your command.

[serloco]

Truth be told I dont even want to control people anymore. It made only hell, for me, and others. I want to allow, let, and choose and have others choose for themselves. Then if they make a bad choice i will either cut it down, or help them make better ones. I want to serve as a light to guide people to peace and love, and freedom. I will cut down and defeat all the evil in my way to this goal.

[serloco]

[serloco]

Truth be told I dont even want to control people anymore. It made only hell, for me, and others. I want to allow, let, and choose and have others choose for themselves. Then if they make a bad choice i will either cut it down, or help them make better ones. I want to serve as a light to guide people to peace and love, and freedom. I will cut down and defeat all the evil in my way to this goal.

[serloco]

[serloco]

Truth be told I dont even want to control people anymore. It made only hell, for me, and others. I want to allow, let, and choose and have others choose for themselves. Then if they make a bad choice i will either cut it down, or help them make better ones. I want to serve as a light to guide people to peace and love, and freedom. I will cut down and defeat all the evil in my way to this goal.

[serloco]

[serloco]

Truth be told I dont even want to control people anymore. It made only hell, for me, and others. I want to allow, let, and choose and have others choose for themselves. Then if they make a bad choice i will either cut it down, or help them make better ones. I want to serve as a light to guide people to peace and love, and freedom. I will cut down and defeat all the evil in my way to this goal.

[serloco]

[serloco]

Truth be told I dont even want to control people anymore. It made only hell, for me, and others. I want to allow, let, and choose and have others choose for themselves. Then if they make a bad choice i will either cut it down, or help them make better ones. I want to serve as a light to guide people to peace and love, and freedom. I will cut down and defeat all the evil in my way to this goal.

[serloco]

[serloco]

Truth be told I dont even want to control people anymore. It made only hell, for me, and others. I want to allow, let, and choose and have others choose for themselves. Then if they make a bad choice i will either cut it down, or help them make better ones. I want to serve as a light to guide people to peace and love, and freedom. I will cut down and defeat all the evil in my way to this goal.

[serloco]

[serloco]

Truth be told I dont even want to control people anymore. It made only hell, for me, and others. I want to allow, let, and choose and have others choose for themselves. Then if they make a bad choice i will either cut it down, or help them make better ones. I want to serve as a light to guide people to peace and love, and freedom. I will cut down and defeat all the evil in my way to this goal.

[serloco]

[serloco]

Truth be told I dont even want to control people anymore. It made only hell, for me, and others. I want to allow, let, and choose and have others choose for themselves. Then if they make a bad choice i will either cut it down, or help them make better ones. I want to serve as a light to guide people to peace and love, and freedom. I will cut down and defeat all the evil in my way to this goal.

[serloco]

[serloco]

Oh today I'm just a drop of water
And I'm running down a mountainside
Come tomorrow I'll be in the ocean
I'll be rising with the morning tide

There's a ghost upon the moor tonight
Now it's in our house
When you walked into the room just then
It's like the sun came out

I'm an atom in a sea of nothing
Looking for another to combine
Maybe we could be the start of something
Be together at the start of time

There's a ghost upon the moor tonight
Now it's in our house
When you walked into the room just then
It's like the sun came out
It's like the sun came out

And the day is clear
My voice is just a whisper
Louder than the screams you hear
It's like the sun came out

[serloco]

Oh today I'm just a drop of water
And I'm running down a mountainside
Come tomorrow I'll be in the ocean
I'll be rising with the morning tide

There's a ghost upon the moor tonight
Now it's in our house
When you walked into the room just then
It's like the sun came out

I'm an atom in a sea of nothing
Looking for another to combine
Maybe we could be the start of something
Be together at the start of time

There's a ghost upon the moor tonight
Now it's in our house
When you walked into the room just then
It's like the sun came out
It's like the sun came out

And the day is clear
My voice is just a whisper
Louder than the screams you hear
It's like the sun came out

[serloco]

Oh today I'm just a drop of water
And I'm running down a mountainside
Come tomorrow I'll be in the ocean
I'll be rising with the morning tide

There's a ghost upon the moor tonight
Now it's in our house
When you walked into the room just then
It's like the sun came out

I'm an atom in a sea of nothing
Looking for another to combine
Maybe we could be the start of something
Be together at the start of time

There's a ghost upon the moor tonight
Now it's in our house
When you walked into the room just then
It's like the sun came out
It's like the sun came out

And the day is clear
My voice is just a whisper
Louder than the screams you hear
It's like the sun came out