Power

[serloco]

So one of the weapons I built against forms of power I call mush. Its very dangerous and can kill very easily. I developed it from being broken. My power and my will broke and so while broken I learned to break power and will. It devastates powers. Turns them to mush as I call it. Weak and powerless. The iobs had very strong power and lots of it. I could fight for hours and remove their power but they would always get more. Mush worked well in killing them and their power.

[serloco]

Of course there are many ways to gain power and many powers within us already. We have belief, faith, the power of the know, confidence, hope, wishes, desires, thoughts, ideas, wants etc. The way we empower each is key. Any one can be the strongest we have in our arsenal but we must be wise. Wisdom being another form of power, as is knowledge. 

For example, I empowered wants to be one of my strongest one day. It turned out I wanted some things that werent so good for me, just for a few minutes beore i could think things thru. Ended up those want manifested and caused me some trouble. These days I have my wants yield to my higher powers, wisdom and the nagual perfection. Nagual perfection i a guide for me. If i do something stupid, and make a bad choice then nagual perfection takes over and removes the power from that choice. I yield. That way if i intend something silly like being impulsive or rash I can count on the nagual perfection to over rule me and keep me safe and wise. 

Choice you say? Indeed it is wise to invest power in your choice. Freedom is a pure choice and I will discuss that choice in further detail soon enough.

[serloco]

[funnyguy]

When I started out with sorcery I wasn't huge on control at all and yet I was investing a lot of power in commands and choice. I was just setting up intents and watching reality unfold blueprints of those intents in front of my eyes. The thing is that I had power in all sorts of places not only choice and at one point things started getting out of hand. A lot of unexpected blueprints unfolding and even though I could handle it there were a couple of major blows that took me a long while to recover from.

When I received those blows I started investing everything in choice even though it may close some doors to me and limit certain abilities but I knew to retreat until I gather my senses back together and learn from the experiences. No longer place myself in the forefront...

It's true it gave me huge amounts of control and it feels great having most of it concentrated in my choice and yet that can block the unknown. And the unknown can be a great teacher, helper, and caterer if it is formed in that fashion as you've formed the nagual perfection. That's a great piece of knowledge and it's good to yield to higher awareness and higher power instead of blocking it.

[funnyguy]

[serloco]

That;s right. I knew a guy who set the intent to only move to his own intent and not to other's. I could see his blockage as being potentially detrimental. You must always yield to the nagual so long as it is set up right. We need the nagual for freedom. For higher guidance. The nagual can come in any form too. Average looking people for example could be being moved from the nagual. Your higher form coming to rescue you. To help you learn in some way. I told my friend and he immediately reset his intent.

[serloco]

You must be careful where you invest power, not only in yourself but in others as well. I remember investing power in everyone i met long ago. I would have it so we all gave each other power. I found out later that not everyone could be trusted. Trust being another form of power for me now, was not invested then. My trust is now like my faith. ANyways people were not always good ad bad people tried to make bad things in my world. IOBS are one of those beings. I invested a lot of power in the iobs and it took me ages to reclaim that power. Allies are different. These days I only invest power in trustworthy beings.

[serloco]

I made a command that any power i give to people or life forms of any kind, only passes thru if they are worthy.

[serloco]

[funnyguy]

Yes, it's wise to do so. I recall some time ago when I would defend my point of view even if I was wrong, even if I knew I was wrong out of the sense of importance. Needless to say self-importance had huge power I ain't rid of it still and yet I've gone a long way. Now I can own my **** and I can learn lessons from anyone even people who I would've thought were lower than me before.

I started setting commands to see my self-importance what triggers it and how it works. I've learned a lot of its quirks and my behavior when it's at play I can easily spot it and shift from it if it creeps in while acknowledging it.

Trust is a great place to concentrate power in as well if used wisely. From my experience it's quite essential to trust in what you say/command as long as you can easily shift it or let it be shifted by spirit if it's wrong or harmful. It builds confidence while being exercised and supports commands immensely since what you do after you place them is let go.

[funnyguy]

[serloco]

So lets talk about removing power from unwanted sources. I often use a cutter that can cut power from place to place. Its very useful. FOr example I find someone trying to control me and use a control device on me, a maker, a mover or what  not. I use my cutter to ut the maker and then its gone. A cutter can cut anything aside from the higher spirit you yield to. 

Another way is to believe. If someone walks up to e and tells me murder rates are higher then birth rates I can choose to disbelieve him and have my belief either cut it, or not support it and thus I intend something different for my world.

I already said it and that is choice. Choosing what forms of knowledge we activate is key.  You can choose to change your mind about something, and you can choose which knowledge to believe in and activate. 

Placing power in the right places is key to sorcery and success in general.

[serloco]

funnyguy wrote:
Yes, it's wise to do so. I recall some time ago when I would defend my point of view even if I was wrong, even if I knew I was wrong out of the sense of importance. Needless to say self-importance had huge power I ain't rid of it still and yet I've gone a long way. Now I can own my **** and I can learn lessons from anyone even people who I would've thought were lower than me before.

I started setting commands to see my self-importance what triggers it and how it works. I've learned a lot of its quirks and my behavior when it's at play I can easily spot it and shift from it if it creeps in while acknowledging it.

Trust is a great place to concentrate power in as well if used wisely. From my experience it's quite essential to trust in what you say/command as long as you can easily shift it or let it be shifted by spirit if it's wrong or harmful. It builds confidence while being exercised and supports commands immensely since what you do after you place them is let go.

Yes trusting in your commands is wise. Trust can make everything go just right for you. Even against great odds. I call it the infinite trust. 

Yes you have come a long way in removing your self-importance.

[serloco]

[funnyguy]

Thank you.

In addition to the cutter I've been using some more commands I learned from you as well.
Immediately after cutting it I make sure I make it weaker, I block it from arising again, and set a command to snuff out anything I might've missed.

[serloco]

funnyguy wrote:
Thank you.

In addition to the cutter I've been using some more commands I learned from you as well.
Immediately after cutting it I make sure I make it weaker, I block it from arising again, and set a command to snuff out anything I might've missed.

Ah I see you've adapted my commands to yourself. Very good. I guess there are a few reasons the student surpasses the master. Firstly the teacher learns from their mistakes and thus guides the student to make better decisions and avoids the common pitfalls the teacher encountered. Secondly the student has a different spin on things, as you have done with my commands. Very cool.

[serloco]

serloco wrote:
funnyguy wrote:
Thank you.

In addition to the cutter I've been using some more commands I learned from you as well.
Immediately after cutting it I make sure I make it weaker, I block it from arising again, and set a command to snuff out anything I might've missed.

Ah I see you've adapted my commands to yourself. Very good. I guess there are a few reasons the student surpasses the master. Firstly the teacher learns from their mistakes and thus guides the student to make better decisions and avoids the common pitfalls the teacher encountered. Secondly the student has a different spin on things, as you have done with my commands. Very cool. 

Don't get too self-important, you have a ways to go yet! *wink*

[funnyguy]

Damn it! I just thought that was it I'm done I now know it all. lol

[serloco]

Yeah knowing it all makes it hard to learn indeed. I must emphasis how being self-important surely takes away from the learning ability. 

A master and a fool once sat together and the fool was taught by the master. The master had other apprentices as well. And some of them spoke together. A competition broke out between them. The fool looked down his nose at the other apprentices. Themaster taught the apprentices many different things. The fool was closed minded because he was "better" then the others and so didnt learn from the other apprentices while the other apprentices learned from each other.

[serloco]

Not too long ago, before i defeated the old iobs (very negative group of inorganics) I was fighting them everyday. They were trying to kill me and i sat at the edge of death many times. They had the upperhand back then. Power that regenerated very quickly very quickly into strong and powerful opponents. It was traumatic to hover at the edge of oblivion so often. Yet I have this reserve of power. Something always happens to save me, I reach out and do something beyond myself, or something saves me somehow. It never fails. 

I suppose it started back in the days when I fought Demons and Devils. I learned how to endure and how to fight well. I developed this knowing that I could not be defeated. Somehow I always win the battles. I call it winning power. My wining power is perfect and over the years i have poured so much power into it that it never fails. I have any different powers and some of them defend and protect themselves, this is one of them. My winning power not only proects itself autoatically if and when attacked but i also have commanded myself to protect it perfectly. It seems that whenever this winning power is threatened I make it even better. 

Winning power is not only the power to win but powers that are created that naturally wins. Power, for example, to make your enemies pathetic, or weak. I can summon winning power to me on the fly. I simpy command winning power to enter me and guide me, and sure enough it begins to flow shortly thereafter. 

Its true that my fighting days are drawing to an end. The bad iobs have bee befriended. They had asked me over the years to repair their patterns. They were tied up and stuck. They could not move themselves and required me to help them. I did not because of the war. Finally last month I decided to help them. I sat with them and made them more like natural human beings. In the end they still died because of an old curse they laid on me themselves that forced the curse to murder them because they were now friends to me. 

I told them as they were fading away that I might help but am not sure because of how mean they had been to me. Made me feel like letting them die. ONe of them then spoke to me and said in an understanding and compassionate voice "I dont blame you". Its true the iobs have brought me a lot of pain and trauma. And I to them as well. As it turned out they faded into nothingness while i fought the curses on my mind and body. I brought the fixed iobs back twice from the dead since then but y awareness does not sustain them easily. They are heavily cursed as well and I had made many commands not to sustain iobs in my reality which makes them fade into nothingness and not be supported by me any longer. That is a powerful curse \i made I call the retain curse. I will have to heal it in order to keep the fixed iobs in my life. I really like that girl who I had fixed. 

The other enemies I have had include split minds (minds that are sentient) and voices with power ( visuals as well). The split minds have been finished for awhile and were worse then the iobs except that they did not curse as hard as the iobs once did. As a result i protect my mind from splitting again and have since healed that aspect of my mind. I do have a slight curse on me that entails I have an enemy voice around me fighting me at all times. Whenever i kill the voice, which is easy, another once manifests in its place. The curse used to be very powerful and entails that each enemy share knowledge and power, memory, and thoughts.  every new enemy was worse then the last. I however have early healed this curse on my mind and now it can only conjure weak enemies. I keep one around for now, almost a friend, barely enemy, and weak power. Power of the win will come to me soon I am sure.

[serloco]

So I've been perfecting my "need power". I have made it so good I have now made a helper power. I enjoy needing because I get to witness the perfection of it. However needing is bottom of the barrel and so i dont often need without the fighting that i am used to. That's why I made a helper power. The Helper is Sentient. It also has its own need, need to help and need to protect itself. It is not quite as good as the need power but it is getting there.

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