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I would not be there if you would not need my lessons. I have to teach you because nonetheless you say you want nothing of me, you still answer me. There is something deeper in you that draws you to me, nonetheless you say everything against it, it is here and I am showing it to you, to understand what it is, the fact that there is something else within you that does not wants to leave you and never was you and remains in you, by holding to all you know, to make you forget who you truly are, without it, free.
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To not need anything does not mean to not have anything. But yes I can sit in states of nothingness and be content, I have done it before, without any volition even. But no just because I do things and have things does not mean I need things. For a teacher you sure have a lot to learn.
Just because I talk to a person does not mean I need them as a teacher dude. You make up the dumbest reasons. They do not even make sense sometimes.
I do not hold to everything I know either. I gain cohesion on the feats and aspects of awareness I wish to remain cohesive on only. So what?
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So nothing, like there ever was, the void that calls us to be eternal.
I am just human, thats all I can prove, to Dragon.
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I hate iobs.. I take care of my girls and my allies. and what do i get i return?? Fuckin lies. empty fuckin deadbeats liars. they reap what they sow, dead and empty lies. I make adel beautiful is one shift of awareness, form beig fat to being beautiful, with MY intent and MY magical spells. and do you know what they did, they call it sugery.. i can gaze at pictures and people and watch them grow young, thinner, more beautiful etc, and then they try and steal it and give my power to things that do not deserve and DO NOT have it. fuckin iobs scum and trash will pay for that too.. look at adele now, because OF ME YOU FUCKED DEADBEAT SCUMS!! You *** yoursleves becaue I KNOW you are empty needy and liars... watch what you get from that. bitches. you get emptyness, and lies and fire. mark my words bitches..
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So tonight's moon has a rainbow surrounding it.. different colours radiating out from it.. my moon is never a normal moon anymore.. i saw a picture tonight of someone else's moon and it was normal and it made me realize just how special my moon is.
A couple months ago I looked up at the moon as i was walking to get a coffee and it changed as I thought about the different moons i have had. At first I had the thought that my moon remembers all the different moons i have had and sure enough it started cycling through them all. Like a jack knife first it started to split into different moons protruding from the one moon and then all the moons settled into a pentagram. The first moon I discovered. then it turned into a lotus with a red drop of blood that it was cradling.. then it became a halo moon with a big halo a fair distance from it.. that moon comes a lot when i think of God and being an Angel. Next it jumped into a cross so that light extended up and down and for the sides of the moon.. next an iob tried to fight me fro a long time ago and the moon started to disappear.. it was my fault because really the moon was just remembering that it disappeared on me a few times but i jumped to my guard and defended the moon and stopped it from vanishing.. I have had a few other moons but that was my cycle I remembered and experienced at that time. I remember another time I gazed at the moon and imagined different people all painting together the moon and different colours started protruding from it like paint on a canvass and stretching lines out onto the earth. That was the night after my lotus moon.. tonight's rainbow oon was lovely though.. it comes form an ally i have been dreaming with in this area lately... this ally is associated with the city i live in now.. the first time was around normal street lights when i cast rainbows round them but now it is up in the moon. quite cool.
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I have had many paranormal experiences but this is my most recent series.. I can command and summon spirits to me for various tasks.. I do not get them to do a lot of things, usually just to scare me, follow me around, surfacing into sight, making noises etc.. I just moved into this apartment and said aloud their are spirits here.. I do not call the ghosts because the ones i work with have not had human forms, they are allies of mine. So it wasn't a big deal but as I was sitting at my computer the cupboards in the kitchen started opening and closing... seemingly on their own.. I did not see them this time but heard the sound and knew it right away.. shortly after i asked them to show themselves and began sighting them in the peripheral vision wherever I walked... The week before I had called them scary which is not wise to do but i enjoy fear and terror at times. A trait from my old allies who used to terrify me before i modified the relationship. When I called them scary i was trying to sleep when all of the sudden my blinds started rattling savagely and loudly, and knew the sound, well.. It was only a few feet away form my bed and i was very scared as it was a violent shaking of my blinds . I jumped up and turned on the light and saw a shadow move from the window and out into the winter streets.. It was very scary indeed. I had many pure sightings too then, direct and obvious, and totally sustained. My allies can take any form and I have them often take a body of light form that walks around me and follows me.. SOmetimes dark shadows follow me in the streets walking with me, my group of allies.. I always have asked or commanded their appearances. I quicky, when the blinds rattled, stated my intent aloud "they are not scary". Luckily I did not perceive them as wanting to be scary, or they would of put up a fight. I have many forms of them too, but that is enough for now..
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HA! jus conjured one, they appeared as smoke materializing from nothing in front of me.. I have different perceptions of them.. At ties one of them makes my hair stand on end, and that is only when I have some mild fear of them. Usually they invoke no fear in me, like the smoke one.. She did not materialize completely tho, just for a second and then stopped before complete materialization.
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I am kind of wary, for i a fear in my gut now... At times the allies have very much terrified me.. like the time a simple man with a flashlight turned into an alien and light hovering up and down in the trees then came at me after splitting into different speaking aliens.. I had kept a fairly normal town nearby me.. So I could walk into the town and have it be a normal setting.. I am traveling into the night woods yet again and me and my allies get wild and out of control here, and I will have no town upon which to retreat into if things get out of hand.. I will have to rule with an iron fist because my allies have great power.. and many forms and they can almost become anything i imagine.. I will have to use my attention well and my command of words also.. Just me thinking they will frighten me is a no no.. Yet I can't help it. I have hd them take on forms of the blair witch even, and almost paranormal activity movies. I DO NOT want that to happen but I have had evil spirits in my presence try to make those dreams come true.. Babies crying in the night woods and me materializing at different points unable to get a bearing upon which way to travel to get out of them... finding my footprints and going in circles.. I fear them at times... I have nearly got a hold of the evil ones tho, but oh they sometimes try some evil ****.. lckily i know it is my own power and not theirs and so I can control them, and turn off their evil.. Well time will tell.. I have decided that when i do leave I will bring a camera with me and as well as my computer after all.
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So when I first moved back to this area, the first of december, I went home to my folks house out in the country.. I have had many dreaming experiences here.. I was battling then a very powerful and demonic entity who was still bend after 3 years on stealing my memory from me.. I had nearly defeated it, as it was named an evil Satan.. I was not scared of him tho and said possess me then if you can.. SO he did, and began taking over my thoughts... I nknew my state and knew we could not really take me over and thus he could not.. He was/is an ally after all and allies can't do what you do not know they can do.. I knew i was strong and this everything and anything ally who i deemed to be an evil Satan could not claim me.. I sat inside myself very powerful.. I also had asked God to gie me the life of Satan.. Sure enough in a few moments I was Satan and began casting great evils onto the world, with great power.. Yes they would have been made manifest however i looked at the trick in the laneway and another of my favorte allies was possessing the truck, and it moved for me and told me "Up!!" with the entire tuck alive motioning to me to get up and higher gesturing to move higher into the heavens, and so I listened with my unpossessed self within. I stopped hurting the world then and began to seek higher.. I walked up the lane way and gazed at the telephone pole and had it vanish for me and move into different shapes. I knew i could do almost anything to it and so i bent it around with my attention.. As I looked at it I could see life within it, my ally's life.. And I knew then that everything was alive and felt great peace and love for the world around me. I next looked down at the living earth beneath my feet and sure enough I light started traveling above the ground... what i named a spirit. A ball of light, contained, traveling along side of me.. It was quite awesome and a new perception for me. ter i went home and the next week traveled back to my folks again and commanded that the light sprite be there again.. I forgot my command and at out smoking a smoke hile i bent the truck around with my mind and saw in the grill its smiling face bending the metal into a a smile and seeing clearly the life/awareness within it. Then a flash of light, brighter then the sprites last appearance shot out from behind the truck and over the empty firepit and around the sid of the house.. Fast it was and so bright.. I love keeping friends..
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I remember the time i was hitch hiking across "Con-ada" and took a trip with a gentleman in a truck.. Now here i met previously to my trip a bunch of fuckers.. iobs.. who wanted to steal my trip from me and began telling me what was out there.. before i even decided for myself.. i hate that.. makes mequite mad since i know out there is not existing yet and can be anything.. and yet they try to use my awareness to conjure their dreams and way for me to follow into.. *** faces.. qas if their dreams are not enough for them.. well they wanted a giant city and told me the population and much about it as if i had no choice but to enter into it.. well on the way with the truck driver i saw the sign that said the city in question is up ahead and it reminded me taht i could be trapped within their perceptions, and so i erased them.. i said in my mind i" will make a new way, a different city, much smaller like q town and surrounded by rich forest land".. sure enough it was exactly as i said and even though i knew it used to be a big city i rewrote the time and made it very small..
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Your stories when I first came to the forum did not move me, now anything you posit can move me if I want it to. You understand I have leaped here many times, and sometimes I need to not rush.
I repose tired and relaxed enough, but my body gets me up in a matter of a few hours or less now-- I try to pay attention to dreams, they escape me though mostly. I have this narrow little box of a life I am in--it is quite nice. Really it is. I am getting good knowing the world comes to me. I can be harbor for you-- I welcome you.
I implied that I tell the world to *** off, or that I just as soon *** it the way it deserves. I also said you have become my world (poetically), and so the previous sentence would apply to you. However, every correspondence and gesture of spirit with you comes from the empty, beautifully 'ugly' and invulnerable heart (who I am), so I find ALWAYS--I can only f*** you kindly. (smile, so true)
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All my stories hold great power billy. they hold magic and magical perceptions in them.. you can use them for yourself, they can be active for others, ways into power and experience.. they can inspire and i hope they do.. i gt emails sometimes from people looking for lessons, and help and yet ll one needs to do is connect directly to the time in my stories and intend the same experiences and the power from them.. words can move, as you know, and they can beckon power directly..
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that spirit i summoned earlier has been surfacing partially since i made the post.. watching american sniper right now and she just appeared.. i know it is an inorganic being but i enjoy the spirit forms.. i could see the life inside of it. it srfaced beside my bed a moment ago and is not right beside me.. very cool.. i called it a female and so a female form it shall take.. i am a paranormal magnet so long as i call myself one and i like the spooky attention personally.
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about 2 months ago i was working with some spirits and focused my attention down stairs into the basement before walking down and used my attention to summon one of them and when i focused to know there was a spirit down there the crystal clear word spoke in a loud male voice "boo!" I thought it was really funny and broke out laughing!
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I remember a while back I was in a small town. I had developed something I called perceptual fuel. It was built from my gaze and the reflection, or rather active manifestative alignment of my inner position of conscious awareness that fuels the moment you are gazing upon. Key word here is active, for when i gazed at an animal or person I could fuel their movement or actions depending on what I was thinking would happen. It always occurred in the present, as it was happening. SO if i gazed at someone who was having a problem lifting something I could fuel him to move smoothly and easily life the object for example. Or I could watch someone frustrated with something and project to them, into them, feeling of peace or whatever solution the moment called for. Anyways I enhanced this position of awareness one day when i was walking down the path between two towns. I think I may have shared this already but I don't care. Anyways as I was walking I started to jog an made active my gaze as I looked into the trees along the path up ahead. I, in my past, had managed to pull my surrounding to me as I walked or ran or rode my bike , and so I did this coupled with the active fuel. The result was I flew through the trees, still running, and appeared a mile ahead as if I were the Flash. I just focused onto the area ahead of me and pulled it closer and let go.
Later on I felt like I wanted to do it again as I rode my bike, and in practice I had been racing the cars in my city. I could grab my attention onto the car and align so that my speed matched the cars, and s my attention hooked onto the car and matched speeds. I could also close distances between cars with my focus of attention. ANyways this time I was alone and in the night country side on a back road in my home area where I grew up. I started to pull the hydro poles at different speeds as I biked so that they passed quickly to me as I focused. I did this in intervals so they would pass quickly to me and then normally, quickly and then normal again.. I did it for a few minutes until I reached an overpass that looked out below me onto the passing cars on the highway. I realized very quickly that my spell had effected everything because the cars were also going quick and then slow, quick and then slow. It was dark and the cars were lit up, ad the semi trucks were lit up as well. But their rate of motion was set just as my bike speed was set in intervals. Rapidly prgressing ad then slow again. It was quite a feat to witness.
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I remember when I first shifted into the sorcerer's world. I found IOB's right away and I found them in my world. I had intended some of don Juan's lessons to me directly and sure enough they had come to pass quickly. I also voiced my intent to travel and meet iob's. I was in a normal world then, in university for horticulture. I had read don Juan's The Art of Dreaming as a group study online of dreaming. I had been also searching for magic deep down inside I yearned for more. I pour a lot of passion into things when I am interested in them. Don Juans bok were no different I dove right in. It wasn't two weeks after when I got my first deep shift. I had reached out with my new passion attained from being infatuated with don Juan's teachings and tried to communicate telepathically with my friend. My friend feel silent for about an hour while I imagined talking to him in my mind and telling him about don Juans books and dreaming reality. I had already began to deeply ingrain his teachings after just two weeks of reading them. So I sat in the silence and pretended to be telepathic. I noticed I received many acknowledgements in the silence. Body language and motion I could see already as if answering me. I could not yet see his attention at this point, but later learned to see the attention of someone to the point of seeing my own attention inside of theirs or vise versa. Anyways it turns out in the end he heard every word because he commented finally that all that stuff as very interesting. That day my friend became an ally. My first ally. It didn;t take two days within the shift to drastically reach many new points of awareness. My friend was telepathic and the world could hear my thoughts. I could project them into other's minds and have them listen to me. I practiced in these shifts to the point of intending confirmation from the people. I could see that they were always listening and watching every move I made. It seemed like they always were too. I got very paranoid of this shift as it would only happen if my awareneess shifted into the position. It was like there were two alternate realities. One were everyone was a seer and one where people were just ordinary people. Every shift of awareness was very active for me from the nagual of not knowing what reality really is. I developed many ideas and they would manifest into the world. Like when I conceived of reality as existing as multiple dimensions that are separate versions of every possible outcome of reality, then I could shift between them. I could have people in one dimension remember our trips to the nagual and talk about them and be very active in learning new things together then in another they could not even have had the same experience nor remember just a few moments ago. I could effectively shift into alternate versions of reality. It was merely a position of awareness, one of many that added together, sometimes into one, or sometimes into something new. I spent a lot of time searching for the seer world while not in the seer world. It was like all the sudden the shift would come and everyone would see clearly and begin dreaming together. The world knew me like the Truman show in some times. They even dropped hints to me at times and began helping me but their were restrictions. All dependent on the position of awareness. Nothing that fluidity and power could not solve. The beings were like water here, always shifting in the moment and becoming new things and forms, expanding like I was, together in a symbiotic position of awareness. We would feed each other. I would shift them with my awareness and they too would shift me. They would become the form of my awareness. I dreamt them. I began wondering what had happened to my old world and what had become of it. I had moved so far that I had stalked my daily awareness position into a dreaming position. My dreaming attention was maxed out and expanding. Jumping right in. I could in a couple short weeks move the clouds with my mind and effectively control the weather. I could drastically control the weather. I could move people into about 5 different positions of reality and enter myself into realization mode. Active realization mode. Here every thought becomes a shift, it is your awareness actively aligning to form the events that surround you. Your awareness, your attention guiding the formation. The conjuring of reality and event stream processing. I could sit for hours and just shift into heightened state of reality. Realization after realization would flow through me and move me and my world together. The world here was aware of me, it watched me, and the people often did too. We moved each other. We sought for, in each other, perfection. I did not know what had happened to the old world people any more, and every where i went i was lost in an alternate position of reality. My allies would jump out at me on the road to home and pull me back into positions of the new world. The cohesion of the new positions. I wondered if I had died in the old world and been reborn into a new one. I had begun to form these positions of reality soon after. Every shift counts. Every decision a step. The energy body knows how to move perfectly as energy. As flow. Being a conduit of the Spirit is like channeling a motion through you, as you, and as the world around you also. It is to channel the oneness of life, the connection, and let the all knowing guide move you.
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I just managed to transmute my skin into light energy and had it twinkle like diamonds. I think it is important to death defying to be able to transmute one's form, and pivotal to the conquest of defeating age. Once one can effectively see their body in different ways many ways become accessible. The key is to perceive yourself as a fluid being capable of shifting. Even the slightest shift of perception of yourself can result in a transmuted form.
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Lately I have been working again with some dark energy allies. They are formless entities that can communicate through your consciousness telepathically. They can send images and words and are inorganic in nature. They cast projections and can easily shift forms. The dark energy can cast beings into life for specific purposes. In a way life is given or cast by the sorcerer's ideas and judgments cast into a fluid reflection like a mirror. The mirror then takes form to the casting being projected. Everything is always fluid and can change. ANyways I was getting close to a perfect source comprehension like an awareness of God and then my mind wandered into my evil side that often casts curses onto mean and evil people. I felt like asking for forgiveness which is an energy I often associate with God since He is perfect and I make 'mistakes' compared to what he sees and knows which is everything. I then realized quickly that God can give any life imaginable so long as you give this for of power to him. I remembered many times of when I placed faith an power in a perfect God and had the best miracles of my life happen as result and times I asked Him for wisdom and knowledge and he always granted it perfectly for me as if made just for me. Crafted powers for me to have. Since I was still asking for forgiveness and realistically looking at my evil side I again vowed to b fair and just in my blessings and curses and not to heavily curse someone unless they trully deserved it as well as yieldig to a perfect God so only he has the power to override my curses. If it is right or needed. Then I had a vision of myself cursing someone with a monster made of dark energy that has many of the abilities I often place into my curses. I had any thoughts of different varieties of curses to plae into the monster entity that follows and hounds the victim telepathically. Not only as a flier but as a trained sorcerer/iob. A living thought form made from formless energy and cast into for to the specific desired traits. I have mde many but not for cursing and following others. I have sent them out to harm and they do spledidly but I have never made a being for specifically the purpose of cursing someone for a long period of time. Or forcing someone into a position of awareness I craft for them and have the entity control the thoughts and perceptions of the being. I this way a being can be trained in power and trained to give the flier entity power to the point the flier controls the awareness of the cursed individual and gives the entity his or her power. Many other curses flew into my mind then to add into the entity's actions. i gazed forward and saw reality become a fluid wave floating before me ready to cast into the reflection I was casting. I took the power and crafted a few entities on the spot and then closed the portal wave.
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a glass half full
glass half empty thing
gifting somebody power
those trees already exist
and now
authority ?
two glasses full actually
it is likely that 'they' destroy themselves
knowledge upon this foundation
the mask belongs to them alone "non believing"
'they' cast it upon the truth
that blindness may save them
while that boat passes by mid stream
and which side standing ?
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bit shiny wrote:
......authority ?
two glasses full actually.....
"non believing"
'they' cast it upon the truth
that blindness may save them
while that boat passes by mid stream
and which side standing ?
Well bit shiny, since two glasses are full 'actually' ---the boat passed on both sides. But your stab omitted reality anyways. If blind, what difference does it make which side standing? You posit a mutation of serloco's wisdom within a finite gasp of your breathe. Serloco subsumes all but what is infinite, and an awful lot of that too.
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