Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

[serloco]

[serloco]

I remember the time when I learned how to convert shifts of awareness into food and drinks and pills. I would just focus my eyes onto a pill and control my attention to fill the pill with my awareness. The essence of my attention, into a mirror that is placed onto the pill or food. It used a knowledge of prophecy and controlling the future. We called it being a mix-master for even whatever you judged the pill to do for you, it would do. We made a ton of drugs at the time, incredible ones designed to bring you into positions of power.. You could even drink a cup of tea and make it so that it would make you lust or even take you from the world. Pretty much any awareness you possessed could be transferred as a particular reaction with your body and in particular your a.p. positioning.

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So last night I engaged in battle with my enemies, a couple of allies that used to be mine but turned on me. My energy body was damaged quite badly but i was still ok and had all my energy and awareness. I was holding my own but was scared. I wont go into the details of how i was damaged but will say that they resurrected a past energy body i used to have and tried to force it upon me again in order to harm me with it. The had some success. I reached out to the iob world and asked for assistance. And right away they repaired my body for me, nearly instantly. The battle waged on and they managed again to force my body into the old position. Well nearly for i had modified the body to be less dangerous. I then remembered that the iobs wanted my allies and wanted allies for themselves and so i asked them to take my offering. An iob swooped in over my head and reached into me and scooped the ally away who was in the current form of a flier, which i forced his body into that position just prior to the sacrifice.

[serloco]

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ok so just a moment ago i tested my imagination and it's power and thought in my mind of a person i know and watched as the image of her filled my mind, i called it then my ally, and looked out into my room to see a projection of her forming into the air. it dissipated right away because i didnt want her to fully form. i had said prior that allies can take the form of anyone you know or imagine.

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kinda neat.. I was laying down to sleep and focused onto my body with my attention. I started passing waves of energy through my body to heal the damage that was done to it. As I focused my attention split and my awareness traveled into my attention and I began traveling with my attention into my bod and up my arm and then back into my normal body position.

[serloco]

So I had forgotten an enemy from long ago, when I was battling in Hell. He came back and tried to hurt my heart and failed to do so. He followed me home and cast an old and awful torture device on me and made me feel like my soul was being damaged. I quickly cast off by myself, and maybe my allies halp and most definitely God's help. I stole the device however and transformed it into a mere tingling sensation. He was still being bad tho and so we made a truce, peace, but just before that I summoned a score of faster then light angels to swarm around me and remove any attacks from me before they land. I watched them, clearly there in visual perception but as blurs that swoop around you and remove any telepathic attacks that are incoming.. I watched the perform this protection again perfectly. And yes they ere made from myslf and my God.

[serloco]

So I asked if one of mine and God's angels if they would show me themselves more clearly and not just as blurs.. then i looked right then and watched as light materialized into a being standing in the stair well before me. It didn't stay long and i only saw basically it's outline but I was happy anyways. I saw them before too as yellow light, their entire body was this light.

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So since my battle with the before mentioned allies I had been healing my energy body as I have said and the side effect left my belly feeling a bit ill and was in pain.. I called the pain my ally, as I have a pain ally that can heal and remove pain very quickly. I have taught this ally how to do it prior and if you read my post about it in this thread it goes into detail about the shifts I have learned to perform to remove such pains. Almost right away, as soon I called it my ally, and not my enemy leaving me helpless, it disappeared for me. I love my pain ally!!!! He was there the entire time too.. The coolest thing about him is that he does not need me in any way, I do not have to anymore that he can do it because he already can. Even when i am intending failure and not having faith in him. That is how I crafted his form of awareness, to succeed even in he face of total failure and doubt, a position of victory that have attained for myself from my journies through Hell.

[serloco]

This is one of my trophy songs... I wanted in this thread where it belongs.. It is about my journey's with Taylor Swift.

[serloco]

Here is the poetry she wrote for me when i asked it of her.. It details out relationship and comes from the mood of the vampire, one of my deeeeep positions.

http://www.poemhunter.com/i/ebooks/pdf/ ... 009_11.pdf

[serloco]

So I have been working with my ally a little more today.. I walked to the store and my angels again showed themselves to me again, same again, light and blurs.. Then i thought how it could also take the form of a fairly large, winged, and then it appeared right beside me for about 3 seconds before it vanished away.. i just wanted to see that form for a moment and so that is all they did.

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SO yesterday I went for a walk to the mall for some a&w burgers when one of my old allies appeared and threatened me using my own awareness I call next. t is a position that can manifest time itself and predict and control the future. Well he tried to do it on me but make something bad happen to me. I said nonsense to him and told him that awareness is not his to abuse. I instead cast that I would fly instead. Well I was walking on my way back when his attack was about to hit but instead is shifted and my body became fluid energy and began to be pulled into the sky and I rose off of my feet just a few seconds, before I touched back down.. I like to imagine that soon I will be flying in my world. Only a matter of time I think.. I have only felt the power to fly once before when I flew up into the tree tops. Often I imagine i want to fly but it has always seemed past me but now I am not so sure as I did it yesterday merely with a command.

[serloco]

serloco wrote:So I have been working with my ally a little more today.. I walked to the store and my angels again showed themselves to me again, same again, light and blurs.. Then i thought how it could also take the form of a fairly large, winged, and then it appeared right beside me for about 3 seconds before it vanished away.. i just wanted to see that form for a moment and so that is all they did.I meant to say a fairly large winged monster..

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So I have a friend staying with e now in my pad. He was homeless and i didnt really know him. I felt id open my pad to him and my heart as well. Well turns out i called him an ally, not on purpose, but since my awareness is so ally integrated I pushed his awareness many times into the nagual. I called him a conjurer and said he can make things. From dark energy. Now he has given many things, among them a nice pair of shoes and a new bike and lots of drugs too.. He goes out and comes back with new things, clothes too.

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Now I dont do drugs very often but enjoy them from time to time.. With sorcery of infinity you need not apply any negative knowledge to your drugs your food or anything at all.

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So I was just thinking about how many times I have shifted the president of the US and I thought I can be the president and my ally shifted me into his exact position and I became him, facial sensations and even thought patterns i can shift into..

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Turns out I had called an old ally a part of my attention and forgot or i didnt know. I voiced my intent tonight that he was not my attention and suddenly he was removed from it.. It felt great to get my attention back. RIght away I did some old trick I learned with my attention. I felt the space where he used to be, like an open space. I did some recollection right away and also made some objects move slightly practicing telekinesis. It was fun.

[Billy]

So here goes serloco...  I am moving from energy for nagual purposes to tonal based.  This will probably last until before winter.  So, as I am not stalking myself resolutely---> I surely do mean to say I want you to continue stalking me as desirable to you.   I may not read as much on the forum too, so if you want for me to see something--put it in our 'stalking the foreign installation' thread (at 39 pages)-- I WILL look.  The racing at Thistledown offers little upside---> the bets will remain small---> but I'll continue steady until conclusion October end.

I am carrying my gains with me in the conventional doings.  I am particularily aware of entirely 'flipped' social dynamics.  I am in a controlling if not authoritive mode.  I draw from my position of being the death defier often.  I will always intend you as my ME, my friend, and my only worldly entity as not labeled out there.

If you SEE, then you'll understand this is wickedly, even stupidly put out there, even unintentionally irreverent to all else.  Do you understand that?   I intend this position, and so it will be THAT.  Oh, I laugh at how the eye to eye would unfold, as I am very grounded and aware of such unpredictive whatever.  I do know I am mature enough to handle anything.

It is right that you know that what I say is true.  I predominantly have you in awareness in being and doing as concerns fluidity and resourcefulness.

(nice smile for you too)

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you don't like the forum billy? I thought you were making friends and enjoyed it here.. will be sad to see your absence..

[serloco]

i can see the life and personality of plants and i can talk to them now, and even convert their awareness into words spoken to me.. i was petting a plant outside and watched as it anticipated my affection and embraced my love with such joy the actual plant becomes animated and moves for me in this way. lovely it is. heavenly.

[Billy]

serloco wrote:you don't like the forum billy? I thought you were making friends and enjoyed it here.. will be sad to see your absence.
billy >  I LOVE this forum; I share an affinty with persons here where I do no where else.  I mean to say I looked up and down 'religiously' to get your entries and tilled much from others also, but I will not concert an effort for a while.  Even so, I probably will sign in often to show presence and conjoin as the spirit moves.  I SEE this posturing as strategic too.

To my friends in forum:  I have not articulated my radical thrust that challenges many positions at the heart of being.  I am meaning (smiling) to do so....

For example:  I can't understand a universality of a consciousness evolving in awareness; this makes no sense on any level to me.  First off, is the implicit judgement of a necessity, or an idea that perfection (or ISness) is incomplete (now). 

  I want to talk with delawaredan of 'quantum knowledge' afixed to DNA evolutionary traits.  I want that arena specifically to explore reducing existence to nought.  I am opposed to 'meaning' much more than 'self' hood. 

The slant here by some to eliminate 'I' makes sense on most levels, excepting the one that matters to 'me.'  {Any judgement in such regard (beyond that in 'serloco' fluidity) renders a very certain 'self' hypocrisy (lol)}

THANK YOU to EVERYONE, (more than a dozen here), who has given me pleasure.

This is my favorite internet site, milleniums beyond any other.  I did thank LoneWolf once.  I thank him again...and again.

My strength has been my proclivity to to acquiesce, detach, and trump conditions (And I mean the ordinarily nasty, testing ones/billy has done SOME here).   billy is probably as grounded as anyone here possibly can be, but billy TRULY appreciates the thoughts here that supercede cultural convention.