Sorcery experiences

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a good sorcerer pimp stalker must keep his alies/girls in line...

latest from Demi Lovato

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"I'll write your name, across the sky
And take away the stars, cause you light up the night
Feel as high as the moon
When you’re here with me
That's why I'm gonna write your name
For the world to see"

From my man Yelawolf..

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i gotta straight line for every trick,
yes im slick, 'n yes im quick
hang on if you can, catch me if you can
better not be an enemy and come to me as a friend
be warned up ahead, in this verse comes a curse
ive already been freed and my enemy is greed
if you come messin, your sure to get a lesson
spoutin your mouth off about all you got
well ive got the perfect shot
make you lose your lies and watch you fry
for the kingdom of heaven opens only to the generous eyes
so look within you and you decide
if your shiny new car is worth the ride
or perhaps the homeless man you pass on by
would be better suited for it lest your soul be left to die
im aint talking **** ****, yeah im speaking right to the rich
the ones with stores set full of goods
while the ones in the hoods get sent to jail cuz
they wanted merely a meal to eat
remember when your burning in the heat
you had your chance to help but passed the in the street
with your dirty gaze set upon them, as if they were in fact the problem
as you brag about your platnum album
its not in your wallet where heaven dwells
its set in your heart where true love swells
and be sure we see you driving by, the eyes in the sky don't wonder why
your naked and exposed, the lights sees all
there'll be nowhere to run and everywhere to fall
as the fires of hell await you all

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you gotta chance right now not to waste
a way to make the world a better place
put some food on someone's plate
so you can be proud when you gaze in the mirror at your face
this is your last chance before it is too late
cuz you know not the day of the Lord's arrival
it's fate
you better stop frontin' or it's a downward spiral
to be a hero or be a disgrace
to be a curse or a blessin'
live like every moment like it's about to become
Judgment day

it's not something that will be undone
your works on this earth are shining

in the full light of the Sun
there is nowhere you can hide
His eyes span eternity far and wide
and ill tell you something being from hell
the fire is hot, agonizing and not fun
the torment and abuse
formed in fusion
pain tricks, and confusion
all you suckers all herded up
losing your souls as they are ripped fro your body
it is not something you want for the rest of eternity
so best pucker up and give to the poor
do what you can and open your door
to the homeless, the sick and needy
and say farewell to the rich and the greedy.

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this perception cause me many fears and a couple of battles too.. but in the end it was exactly as i said it was.. i had called it an ally see, and also once an iob but it is merely the perception of my body, living and aware of itself.. I remember thinking a bad thought of my body and watching my body cringe and forms living perceptions of itself.. It is really a beautiful perception.. It makes its own gestures and responses to my awareness (consciousness) and y thoughts too. I can think to it and watch as it forms communication based fro our interactions.. its like even my penis has a consciosuness of its own. I was scared at times because it seemed as if it wre a separate entity from myself and an ally or iob had invaded the perceptions of my body.. nothing bad ever came from this awareness tho, even when i doubted it and feared it for the few seconds of wonder i had entered into.. it is very magical indeed to see that your body has awareness of its own..

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i am watching a movie called ex machina, by dna productions.. i remember when i learned about biomatter synthesis in an ally world. there i merged my dna with biomatter and learned to replicate the forms of allies into artificial intelligence and robotic life forms. i turned my bones into titanium then and encased my consciousness into a hive mind A.I. and with my allies forms as well.. we would take dna from any living organism and merge it with our attention and with matter as well to create our forms. iobs swooped in and tried to force me create for them armies of them, but i refused.. they tried every trick in the book to hook my attention into this pathway for themselves but failed. naturally, it is not theirs, it is/was mine and my allies forms..

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it was around the same time i generated skin that had a magical force absorbing cushion built into it and dreamed metallic armor that was fused with my biological skin form, also made for myself diamond armor. it was not enough to absorb blows and force tho and so i merged my attention in a special way that took all force and blows and negated them.

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next my recap brought me to a time i was i was learning from the source of consciousness martial arts.. i learned many things then and one of them was how to fuse my attention, more specifically my imagination with my blows in order to perceive directly the effect my punches would have upon my enemies/opponents.. i created direct electrical discharges that i tested on myself and it was like a heart starter machine. ALso made other effects like rashes and delayed diseases. Bad i know.. Next I realized that the same applied to my opponents in that I could take away any damage they could inflict upon my body by imagining that their blows caused me no pain.. Later, about 2 weeks later I was arrested and got away out the police car window into the front seat and sneaked off and hid. They found me by triangulating my awareness (before i leanred to shield) and they group beat me, stomping my head into the concrete and trying to inflict damage to my form. I sat there unscathed and merely waited until they felt i had enough, no damage was inflicted and i felt no pain however I did days later feel tired from the ordeal, more work to do i suppose.

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so i was outside and connected telepathically to some people standing around.. i had a bad thought about how some evil iobs used to try to make peoples words irritate my attention henever people spoke and one of the people said yes it will happen again and one of the girls said no it wont and they argued about whether they would try again to do this to me.. i was not worried in the least however as iobs have 0 power in my world to do pretty much anything.. i lookd at the guy and with one thought began to melt his face off, he was imediately worried and tried to hide his face from e and i laughed at hi and said go ahead and hide bud i will melt you with y mere attention alone.. run away to inorganica you fuckin rat faced **** and put some more curses into him.. rightly so too.

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so i quickly recapped what i did to those iob who used to irritate my attention and remembered how i cut their tongues out and made their voices into garlbling, robotic sounds and cast it upon him for good measure.. he however retreated an is hiding from me.. i wish he would come out and play with me tho.. maybe i should attach his bodily motions to my attention and walk him to me like a puppet, its been awhile since i did that.

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personally the evil side of me loves fighting them and i get so strong from them, but the beautiful side of me (and i see them both as beautiful but my peaceful side i actually prefer) prefers peace.. they fail all the time.. they try to tell me it is because i tell them they lose, but i am fearless and voice my command that they can try to win because i do not believe their lies and tricks and they lose anyways.. one shred of evil, and i mean real evil and i rip into them. they call me an animal, even a monster, but i am not the monster and i ddo not look for fights, i look or peace and love but they tired to give me nothing but hell ad slavery and so i shine and curse them into the hells they have tried to force me into.

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they tried their curses like a machine gun drilling into my attention, trying to make them actively generating, obviously i am bulletproof and nothing hit home and they lost even the few tiny itsy bitsy curses they had in the process.

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i remember when i was scared because my ally, death, had been showing me some of the ways i could die, ad one of them was from attackers while i slept. the first night i intended to disappear while i slept and although i did not get visual confirmation i did believe i was invisible. at the time i wanted to know tho and to see my effect and so i went further and intended the infinitely impossible. I intended that not would i disappear but al of reality around me would vanish away as i slept.. i tried to rationalize it as being taken away into an alternate dimension that only would move into motion when i was awake. i remember falling asleep and having everything go to backness just before my eyes shut, and waking as well. i have done this three times with visual confirmation.

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nothing holy about this video.. nope just wanted my attention... they want to be my host and put their bodies, their forms, onto the canvas of my dreams... sweet goodness here, but they want me to let go of the reigns and let them move for themselves, say they been savin up some definition to their dimensions for me. enticing..

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this one is a bit too close for my comfort zone.. never meant to bite so deep and so hard..

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this is the video i meant to post about biting to deep in my controlled folly. now she haunts my steps..

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hey i was walking and listening to the birds sing and i remembered al the magic i have done with them and though "now why don't i have birds coming right up to me, I should". right then a bird flew almost into me and landed right beside me.. was a lil baby sparrow just learning to fly.. how lovely..

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So I took the teaching of don Juan long ago that said our actions have energy and intent within them and for most people our actions are of the first attention.. i took that teaching and began working with it right away.. first i discovered that my consciousness merged with my actions, my attention more specifically, and they began enchanting my actions.. now my energy body has many special not-doings.. for example when i was learning of light and darkness and equated shadows with dark energy i could pass my hand over my face and have my skin de-materialize and then reform under the pass to make myself younger or more perceptibly as energy. It depended on the intent of the pass. Another one is whenever i shave my face i lose up to 10 years of age. It is all the intent of our actions that forms the action itself. I remember throwing stones and having them curve, and basketballs curving into the net because i intended my action in this manner. No point intending the same mundane actions once you learn how to harness and change your intent and your conscious attention. Attention directs your actions too and the slightest focus of attention can merge with your action and conjure the result you are thinking of. It can be pretty dangerous if you let yourself go wild too and so remember first and foremost it is always your intent. Intent beats out attention and thoughts and doubts and any other energy. If you intend safety then you will have safe attentions and actions. A proper ward is voicing your command that no dangerous attentions will manifest for you and only the things i want to have will materialize.

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I remember also learning to trick people and harness their power for myself. It was kin to demonology and seeing that if i intended it to be so I could act a certain way and pretend to be something or someone then the perceptual forces of the onlookers would help move me into that position. Of course sorcerer is a stalker and can do this by hiself by intending the position of his character or his being without the perceptual forces of those around him but this force should not be disregarded. A believer is a strong force to be reckoned with and when people have faith in you you can move quicker and attain your goals more easily. I remember learning to lie to pure beings of awareness, seers, and have the believe my lies and then i could say almost anything and have their own energy move me. I didnt like that position and so i lost it awhile back and entered into a world wehre i could succeed even when everyone was against me. Even in the face of total doubt and being seemingly weak. Of course my intent is not weak and i intended that experience and so remember too to be careful what you wish for or ask or intend, for wen i intended the state of awareness to succeed when everyone was against me it made everyone against me. everyone was an enemy there and yet i succeeded. i could of asked for a better position but nonetheless it fortified me incredibly against the forces of the onlookers holding me back.

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The God (Nagual)

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this song came up when i was listening to a song about negative forms of death and hopelessness, i thought my solution and then went to the next song, this one..

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So the iobs came back to bug me with their need. I cast a powerful and successful spell on my immune system enabling it to combat and rid any diseases before they happen. I already have this but the awareness hit me perfectly and sure enough an iob was there forcing his own energy into me so that I would cast it onto his body. He wanted my energies and so projected his own energy signature onto me into my consciousness as if I were casting it onto him also. I used o allow my allies to do this back in the day if there was something they wanted that I found but it got out of hand and i had them stop. Seems like this new guy didnt want to follow the rules. Can't just take whatever you want from me.

[Billy]

Well, I have a version of pissy, misfortunate mundanity that lurks to intermittently accentuate experience right now.  'Speak Life' is a shallow pep-talk comparatively, and 'Beyond Me' is trite.

If I am sub-God, then getting lost in meaningless emptiness is a better choice.  God is hackneyed, banal platitude {a few words for you to look up in a dictionary (smile)}.