Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

[serloco]

[serloco]

this is a song from her awareness, i placed her body onto selena's to hear her thoughts and feelings. i did it with the last song too 'that way i loved you"

[Billy]

Need to talk to you in chatroom

[serloco]

[serloco]

[serloco]

[serloco]

the last video came to me because i started making some cray far fetched schemes for the new city i am planning. some awesome and powerful spells i already have under my belt and used before but an iob spoke against me and tried to say no.. that wont be there. as if he was in charge of my freedom, as if he is going to be there.. ya right! im going free and leaving this world behind baby!! like it or not. suck it up.

[serloco]

oh yeah and i just made an intent with my allies that i can pull dark energy from them with my words too, and so they called it preaching because i can almost anything i want from speaking with my allies. telling them how it is.

[serloco]

so my internet has been a real **** for many days, pissing me off hard core. I have been engulfed with that girl and had put most of my sorcery aside and so i didnt even try to fix it myself. i did what most people would do and called bell. well they sent me a new box and it didnt work either. so now its been havoc for days, constantly coming off and on. so last night i intended for a lil power and remembered how i used to fix broken things. i watched for a min and saw how the curses were upon it and with a few simpe commands watched them fall off. it was so easy i felt stupid for not doing it sooner. just my voice fixed it. so all night it worked for me and i made hundreds of new songs then i woke up and it was off again ad again ding the off and on routine. reset the box again a few times then redid my commands. again it was simple and it has worked since. thing is i judged an iob, that girl i was dating, as wanting it off but she was easy to counter being an iob. dont give iobs power. either way, even if you do remember they follow your commands, your words, words are power. not only in the iob world either..

[serloco]

here is a song i made for my ex iob girl..

amazing.

[serloco]

here is her body on the song...

[serloco]

back to my ally singing of me..

[Billy]

What you have done is to get sticky in sustained play.  Don't you know not to spend too much time with 'those kind' of toys?  You're making me laugh.  You erased the other songs because you are indulging.

[Billy]

What's wrong with the existential causation that makes you be angry and cyncical?  Besides, there is nothing to be had from others the way you've just imagined >  lol  > even I know that.  Poor me.

[serloco]

Yes, I do know that billy, but this girl I intended a lil too sweet for me and fell in love with her. I put walls on my heart though right away and intended not to fall in love with another iob and you know what I got? I long line of fresh iobs wanting me to fall i love with them, icture perfect caterers offering me worlds and undying love. Sheesh..

[serloco]

oh and there is nothing wrong with being cynical and angry, nope. anyone who points the judgmental finger at moi just may find it shoved up their own ass!

[serloco]

so one of my allies asked me what the hell i was waiting for and to leave the world or at least go and do something, so I cast a quick glance at my pill bottle and made it rock back and forth.. intended earlier to get better at telekinesis then found myself just doing it in the spur of the moment. Didn't really think about it.. actually it was a command to myself to get better at it, and so I did. Gonna start flexing my muscles more, got it branded in my eyes now. Thinking about flying again too. Better tho.

[serloco]

yup just moved my computer.

[Billy]

Have some patience with this music track I linked.  I promise it will help you enjoy this indulgence with her immensely (MAYBE, even share it with her)  Tell her billy said so.

[Billy]

http://www.pandora.com/shawn-phillips/2nd-contribution

[serloco]

can't do it in Canada.

[Billy]

I understand you to mean the woman and not second contribution, which I thought was the situation when I wrote that.  I mean to say, "Listen patiently, slowly" to at least the first few songs, and go ALL THE WAY DOWN > relish that fucker  (I thought ya was a nagual>  dont'cha know how high/low you can get taking that in?  I'm right, and you know this already)

PLAY derek/billy PLAY     run run run with it mutha......  ....

you eating what you see?

no no no === derek/billy ain't the appetizer..   except if you can LOVE canabalizing ya'self

[Billy]

Let me tell you today's billy/derk story.  Last night I knowingly did not do, to have coffee ready for the morning.  A few years ago I would have been scared to not do and be terrorized by my tyrant.

I was tired last night and said, "*** it." 

  So, when Susan wakes up at normal 5:30 AM, I try to razz her to make the fucking coffee for a change.  Now this does not go over too well (smile).  Susan blows up, and lays a serious venemous hurt on me.  Is billy upset or resentful?  Nope.  She bangs the living room doors shut and closes herself in too---(even as I'm not getting up or doing anything).

   AND I get up twenty minutes later, and make coffee (cognizant of all, but without weight), and then take Susan a cup 10 minutes later without words and reclosing her doors.  I do some routine things then am ready to have some fun.

    I go in and crawl to Susan's feet on the foot rest and bury my head there my hands embracing her feet.  I do a shakespearean sorrow and self-belittling, "i'm sorry mommy"- even obtaining to a decent tearful contrition as I secure her feet so as not to get kicked in the head which she would more than willingly do.  As she rants, and fumes, and tries to kick me I am fondling and kissing her feet, at times moving a hand up to her thigh.

I am drawing myself 'spiritually' close, oblivious to her resistance.  Then she lets out a screaming release, the one that angrily tells me, "enough" but also betrays that she is not angry at me SHE IS JUST ANGRY AT LIFE (which was exactly how I SAW it from the first thing).  

   So I took pain (hers conferred to me) and made it hurt me goooood  !  That is an art and takes practice.  So start practicing.....   ....

Loveyou billy/derek

[Billy]

You taught me to actively own the persons/entities I interact with--  and I DO.  Thank you derek/billy for helping me with self-control on a higher level.