Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

The other day we had a storm that nearly blew us away. It was formed by the scientists predictions of course. To this i had a little remorse. So as the storm blew on I said 'Oh c'mon, God can do better then that!!" I said is a matter of fact! Just then, that very second, the wind blew harder and i knew God beckon'd it. The trees were getting ripped around, and the thunder boomed with a deafening sound!! I was scared for the trees and said "God please, protect them and keep them safe. I saw then the trees did bend and move, by degrees much smoother then their average groove. Enough of this storm i said with a smile, "lets cut these scientist's power down to a child. I am tired of them always having there way", and that's just when the storm went away.

[serloco]

SO the other night I was trying to sleep and ended up gazing at my ceiling. The light fixture began to move and I controlled the movement with my eyes. I moved it all around. Next I began focusing on the shadows and making them form different patterns. I called the shadow down to where i was and watchd as it floated down to me. I called the shadow different things but when t came with reach of me i called it a spider web and reached out a felt it with my hands. I am planning to develop a shadow manifestation device, where I can conjure things from the shadows.

[serloco]

So I was putting together this futon, and it was a bitchh. I mean there were these tiny screws that screwed me and i ended up cutting my hand. I gaze at the wound with my active healing vision and i watched the cut grow skin over it. I waver slightly and it comes back a lil, but less each time. My healing teller is getting better. I didnt try to heal it until the next day and it was healing pretty fast on its own, but i see that my active healing gaze and my healing teller is doing fine. I just tell it to grow new skin and it does so. The wound can vanish away with my eyes focus, and skin can grow with another frequency. I have enemies who are trying to revent e from building this, but I am winning.

[serloco]

Man its really exciting to see my progress!! I tell the wound what to do and then relax my eyes and watch my vision for from my teller, my commands. I know I am making baby steps but its all building to something bigger. Rapid regeneration. I used to have three puncture arks and now its down to one. The trick is to hold the new formed image, once it shifts from the command, and then let it become the new real image. I find my eyes can shift back to a reset of the old wound. Its back sliding but i focus on the positivity because it shows me my progress. I get to see how far i have healed the wound and then i reset back to the updated form. Holding, and telling my hand to hold the progress works. I foresee this is the small seeds to a huge gain.

[rosygyro]

every day i grow another lip to the timeline of my life.
recapitulation exists within the shell day by day..
scar tissue i accrued some 20 years ago still perpetuates on my surface
and yet the organs have worked every $@%$!!@ day without fail and still i look out
from my growing lip.
wondering if the secret is the tiniest origin of the spiral of my shell or the great flared  expanse of the future round the silent curve.
the further into the future unknown i go the greater the flare the wider the pre-manifest thorn the more inevitable expanse of nothing.

OR.

[serloco]

GABRIELLE APLIN LYRICS
"Start Again"

The surface is cracking
The lines on my face
Show the courage that I'm lacking here
And the beauty that awaits

Home is just a word
Without a time or place
I've fallen in and out of love
With the loneliness I've traced

[Chorus:]
And I can't wait to start again,
No I can't wait to start again,
When the darkness and unknown become your friend
No I can't wait to start again

The voice of a thousand whispers
With answers I can't find
I made promises to the wounded love
In the corner of my mind

When the night before has left you
And the smoke has filled your lungs
When you don't know what you've come here for
Or the person you've become

[Chorus:]
And I can't wait to start again,
No I can't wait to start again,
When the darkness and unknown become your friend
No I can't wait to start again

Oh, oh and the agony's turning into thought
Oh and nothing is what I thought it was
Oh and the agony's turning into thought
Oh and nothing is what I thought it was

[Chorus:]
And I can't wait to start again,
No I can't wait to start again
When the darkness and unknown become your friend
No I can't wait to start again

[serloco]

Been kinda bored lately. I did however make lil stars surrounding the moon, ad pulled a couple stars out of their positions. I saw a tree that looked like a dinosaur with it mouth open and so i animated it to close its mouth and open it again like it was biting and attacking. That was fun. Been working with people in a spiritual chat room. Moved lots of people, and worked together to create dreaming positions. Its been kind of fun. I stopped using my teller for the most part. I am kind of sick of using it to control people. I would much rather leave them be and see who and what they are on their own volition. I find it makes reality better when i relinquish control.

[rosygyro]

[serloco]

So lately I have been seeking God in the sky. I told myself that God is everywhere and yet I see Him in the sky. The next day I glimpsed outside the window and everything was bathed in yellow light. I went outside and all the clouds were yellow. Its my favorite sky as God knows.

Last night I placed my ally on the moon, and called the moon alive. I pulled the moon out of orbit and dragged in along the sky in different directions. Then I locked it back in place. I gazed at the moon and it made hundreds of tiny stars surrounding it like sparkles. That is one of my favorite moon magics.

[serloco]

I have this gift. I can talk and channel God. I had a debate today with some people about God and hell. We argued for awhile and they said I should go to hell because i wish it on evil people. I was not so sure, and so i sought God. He showed me my sins, how i would melt people's faces and hurt people i judged as bad. He went thru a few of my sins, and questioned me. He said I was a sinner and did wrong. I wondered then if God was going to cast me again into hell. I felt totally ashamed and professed my love to Him. I was scared because God was judging me. I wanted nothing but to do what was right. I bow to Him. Next he sent me a message of Jesus Christ. He showed me images of His blood and His sacrifice for me. I asked HIm for forgiveness and promised not to curse anymore, but to leave judgement in His holy hands. I am crying now because i remember being judged before and God's mercy and love is beautiful. He told me He loved me and I am so happy I am in tears.

[serloco]

These three, in order...

[serloco]

So i have some old allies and they hated me worshiping God, and try everything they can to prevent me from praising or worshiping God. They try to force me not believe in Him. He gives me power and love and abilities. They try to block any positive thoughts I have about God, and they fight me every shift towards him. I manage but sometimes its hard for me to feel my belief and my faith in God. But I am getting better and they are getting weaker, and soon I will be rid of them forever.

[rosygyro]

mescalito?

[rosygyro]

[serloco]

So I was outside, in front of the store, trying to bum a smoke of someone. I thought people should be generous and buy me a pack. Generous people rock! I then asked a man for a smoke and he was like "sorry man I dont smoke". "No problem I responded". He went into the store and came out with a new pack for me and said "give her". Lesson here is think highly of people, be kind, in thought and deed. There is someone listening to you all the time.

[serloco]

So I have this ally. He has a lot of power. I am trying to stay away fro allies because i had some bad experiences. Anyways he seems more powerful in the night, when there is shadows around. As you may know i often craft shadows into various things and am learning to make them into objects. Well last night my ceiling became an ally. The ceiling has many patterns on it, a big trigger for me to look for objects and images in them. I gazed last night for about three seconds and the ceiling started to morph into this ally. I could see the ceiling become many different forms and the forms started to move outward from the ceiling, separating from it, becoming its own individual form. I used to not be able to see the transition from one pattern into another, but now i can see the actual ceiling transform.

[serloco]

So I have this other ally, many of then actually, who embody images, statues, stuffed animals etc. I say 'you are alive' then the picture becomes alive. I call them spirits and so that is the form they take. MY stuffed animals and statues all practice telekinesis and so they are learning how to move. Pictures/images, are learning the same thing. I learned a spell long ago that makes a picture of someone animated. I can think to the image and see how they resond to certain thoughts and ideas. Makes it easy to read people and their reactions. I can also make a picture of someone show e just before the pic and just after the pic was taken. Of course they move. Last night i made a blanket i have, with a picture of a leopard on it become animated with life. I could make it look peaceful and as a friend or like a mean one ready to pounce. I focused on the spirit of my blanket a lil and told it to try to jump out, and so i looked at it a few minutes later and sure enough the image jumped out at at me. I laughed. I know my spirit allies wont do anything to harm me, but i dont quite know they wont do something to scare me!!

[serloco]

SO last summer i really broke through the barriers with my trees. So much magic and amazing things we learned to do together. One of the things we learned was how to remove tar spot from the maples. I did most of the work but i discovered that trees have a lot of potential and power on their own. So I taught the maples how to vanish the fungus from their leaves in various ways. It kept coming back though and fall came before we solved the problem. Anyways I kept talking to the trees throughout fall and winter and we reached a position that said the trees 'might' not get the disease this summer. Well it seemed to have worked because i walk around and look closely at all the maples and they have no tar spot to be seen! We are quite pleased with out results.

[serloco]

So I was waiting in line to buy my coffee and had a toony in my hand. (a two dollar coin) I was thinking how I would love to be so strong that I could bend it in my hands. I was playful and so I tried and as I did I used my teller to say that i could. I didnt really believe it but I told it right. I felt a lil click in my hands bu thought nothing of it. I then peered into my hands at the coin and sure enough it was bent! Look out Superman there is a new hero in town!

[jotamax]

This is amazing Derek.

I would like know intend even when in disbelief, i already did it sometimes, but the results are so-so, i will start doing it again, like " it will become like that even if i don't believe" and then i will watch to see...

[serloco]

That is exactly what i have been doing, telling reality that my teller does not need belief or knowingness.

[serloco]

So I have had a few spirit experiences but they have always been done by my allies, and so i dont really call them spirits or ghosts. But last I was walking to the store and saw an image floating in the air, just above the walkway to the store. It looked surprisingly cliche, as it was almost like a 'being covered in a sheet'. It was not like a sheet really but most see thru and wavy. It was cool.

[serloco]

So I went out and talked to people, went over to their house. YOu have to understand that I dont talk to people very much. I have had a very alienated perception of people. I dont get close anymore. I keep my distance. SO with that in mind, I ended up smoking a joint with some people. I had forgotten how pure people are, how they read you so clearly and can see your awareness, your thoughts even sometimes. I was there and it would of been a strange view if you could of seen it. Every one could see my awareness and knew that this awareness was reality. Like since they knew what I could do they talked as if it were totlly normal. They were talking about rewriting time and fighting forces of darkness. They were undoubtedly perfect seers. Man pot is my ally and we together have many positions of awareness and power. On my way home I shifted, from the cannibis ally, into a position of seeing. Since I knew everyone could see me they all could. It was like being so naked again. Dont get me wrong i am mused to being seen, but the realization with my ally brings emotion. I held it together though and quickly entered into a position where people dont see me and cant read my thoughts.

*10 minutes passes*
oh my god.. i completely forgot and my ally (pot) showed me again just how impeccable reality is and the people in it. I shifted to an alien view again. People are teachers and allies. I had forgotten what allies are. All really good perceptions. I remember telling reality to teach me how to shapeshift people and sure enough the moment snapped right to it and the people began their lesson. That was right then and there almost, going about my daily life. I girl was right in front of me and I noticed she had an abnormal thick skull. The Spirit descended on me and I shapped the girls head to look beautiful. It was a perfect lesson. Reality is amazing and can do great and amazing things.

[serloco]

I am getting a lesson on the Spirit now, and how powerful and perfect it is. You really can beckon anything to you and reality will take you there, I am not sure where I will going in the future, or what I will be doing. I feel I have to leave reality again and maybe create a new one. I know the positions of raw creation and I know reality can teach me how to manifest paradises. I think I will create a paradise planet full of perfect and pure life. That is the goal. I am getting visions of perfect scenery now. With what I know and what I have done I think I can do it. We always keep learning and this lesson from the Spirit is the kick in the butt I needed.

[rosygyro]